『怎麼回事?出了什麼問題嗎?』她語帶關心地問。57Please respect copyright.PENANAsODilmh7N1
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『沒什麼!妳可以先把測驗紙交給老師,然後先回去。』時間已經到了,可是我卻還沒找出問題出在哪裡?實在沒太多的時間理她。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQmQ5rol8H3
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班上的同學一個個離去,最後空蕩的教室只剩下我和老師兩個人,看了手錶的指針,快要 10 點了。57Please respect copyright.PENANARSae8YLTbm
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我放棄了,拿著未完成的測驗紙走到老師面前。老師笑著對我說:『你已經寫完了,不是嗎?』就在測驗紙離手的一瞬間,我終於發現我錯的地方,我把平衡式的數字寫錯了。那不過是個很簡單的動作,只需將數字抄到平衡式上就可以,可是我卻抄錯了。老實說,平常的我是不會犯這種錯的。57Please respect copyright.PENANAAbaX6efKj4
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我低著頭難過地走出教室,腦袋裡想著自己怎麼會犯這種錯誤?再兩分鐘就十點了,我從來不曾待到這麼晚。一個人有點孤單,雖然我一向獨來獨往,心情卻總是寂寞的,今晚更是如此。就這樣一個人走著……57Please respect copyright.PENANA6HZltBVoZf
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『妳…… 妳怎麼還沒回去?』我看到她就坐在外面的階梯上,整個人縮在那邊。57Please respect copyright.PENANAa9dB6Td1AN
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『對不起!如果不是因為我,你也不會…… 』她的聲音聽起來像是在發抖,還有些哽咽的氣聲。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmMuz4cSpFX
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『不關妳的事,是我自己太粗心才會這樣。』我將身上的外套脫下來披在她身上。57Please respect copyright.PENANA3QcU5dRZMk
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『妳一直坐在這邊等我?』她點點頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhEEyNxA2H5
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『校車…… 應該趕不上了吧?』她還是點點頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtkYsreqDhF
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『那我們一起走吧!如果真的趕不上,我就直接載妳回高雄,好嗎?』57Please respect copyright.PENANAw8QYf4tGmU
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她終於笑了。看到她的笑容,內心竟有無限的喜悅和無比的感動。她真的在等我,幫助她對我來說是一件微不足道的小事,可是卻變成她等我的理由。想到這又讓我有些不捨,今晚的氣溫有點低,她就這樣獨自一人坐在階梯,忍受著冷風的襲擊,原本就瘦小的她,頓時變得更徬徨而無助。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5FUCt8iBY1
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我不經意地握住她的手,感覺是如此的冰冷,想到她等我那麼久,不禁有些難過。兩個人走在科館後面的柏油路上,她將腳步停了下來,慢慢地靠近,最後抱住了我。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4O1C19Kygt
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『抱緊我,Peter!』她又哭了,站在無人的柏油路上,痛哭失聲地似乎想要將近日所承受的壓力和委屈給釋放出來。57Please respect copyright.PENANAO53pQsB84W
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我一動都不動地站著,想讓她盡情將情緒發洩,並不刻意地阻止她。是時候了,她應該有話要對我說,而我也打算把心中的感覺告訴她。等她情緒平復,我拿了一張面紙給她。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFeenBdLyH4
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『他知道我們之間的事了,我跟他說過對你的感覺。你知道嗎?我真的很喜歡你,但是他不能沒有我,如果要我選擇,只能說我先認識了他,先擁有了這段感情。』看著臉上充滿淚水的她,娓娓道出多日來的無奈,我知道我還是逼得她走向選擇這一條路,再次用手帕拭去她臉上的淚,明白地對她說的話做了回覆。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXmCWbQN3Kb
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『我懂!知道為什麼我不願意表示自己是真的喜歡妳嗎?就是怕這天的到來,可是現在…… 不是也很好嗎?我…… 真的喜歡妳,目前為止還是如此,只要不違背彼此間的友誼,妳所做的決定,我都能接受。』57Please respect copyright.PENANAPeO9GeGaGd
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『她真的決定選擇他?』Sau 一臉不可置信的表情。57Please respect copyright.PENANAqBOcqodwMv
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『你不覺得很可惜嗎?Milk!』 Xiao 意有所指地問,旁邊的 Hui 也跟著點頭。57Please respect copyright.PENANAmdXti3mJtN
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『可惜?不會。不過,她唱了一首歌給我聽,有點…… 令我感傷。』57Please respect copyright.PENANAA0rPexQC30
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『唱歌?不會吧?你是說那時她對你唱了一首歌?』她們三人一連提出三個問題。57Please respect copyright.PENANAW6FulmMh31
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『沒錯!歌名叫“最愛的人不是你”。』57Please respect copyright.PENANA7qzJqpQn2v
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最愛的人不是你57Please respect copyright.PENANA1C6R0wjIbm
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愛情啊!原來是個精心設計的謊,57Please respect copyright.PENANAlYUp4Cw46X
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每個人都被安排為某個人受傷。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQrOGm3C0Wg
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他出現的太早,而你來的太晚;57Please respect copyright.PENANAqSjvIrToOF
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有一天你也會有我這種遺憾。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnzIDiZigD8
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最愛的人不是你,57Please respect copyright.PENANAsjOjhAcZyQ
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這不只讓你傷心;57Please respect copyright.PENANAvE7Yjezpaj
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但我的心裡還在枯等一個遠去身影。57Please respect copyright.PENANAlkafmfwS5q
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最愛的人不是你,57Please respect copyright.PENANAJUtpqoFNTH
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卻忍不住傷心;57Please respect copyright.PENANAldqL5Xk4sM
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我真的愛你但永遠無法像愛他般愛你。57Please respect copyright.PENANA42ElbLBBB6
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這是歌詞的部分,可能她覺得很像在描寫我們之間的這段感情,充滿無限地感慨。我並沒有聽過這首歌,卻有種莫名的感動。我喜歡寫歌-追根究底是想闡述某種程度上的寄託。常喜歡聽別人的作品,了解所要表達的東西。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQcjBswNlek
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她最後趕上了校車。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnfSH4fZUo9
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我和她畫下了句點。經歷過期末考以及長達兩個月的假期之後,我們給彼此非常大的空間-我不再需要在上課的時候,特別為她做某些事,她也不會再問我問題,或者請我吃餅乾,我依樣畫葫蘆地寫了一首歌。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKpBYvDe45H
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最愛妳的是我57Please respect copyright.PENANA7xsOAwQcWf
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為何連一封信都沒有?57Please respect copyright.PENANASE0VYfYY5T
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心中牽掛兩個人的夢。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPn8DLVA8aH
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是否代表著沒有聯絡?57Please respect copyright.PENANAcVNbkZrY3x
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許多的回憶我的承諾。57Please respect copyright.PENANASdv9zjNoPl
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為何連通電話都沒有?57Please respect copyright.PENANAPQal0lcFKR
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告訴我妳現在的行蹤。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5pfJ736nTP
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是否代表著戀情結束?57Please respect copyright.PENANAGbS1MsZL5r
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甜蜜的負荷我願承受。57Please respect copyright.PENANAC6xcbnAyeO
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最愛妳的是我,57Please respect copyright.PENANANoIXGzDX3I
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當作是妳我的承諾。57Please respect copyright.PENANAopEanPLx2P
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在一個不需形式的愛情之中,57Please respect copyright.PENANAiBIWR5Z5bJ
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找尋最真實的自我。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhkNr7VfSxK
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最愛妳的是我,57Please respect copyright.PENANAo1doA4cQCZ
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別增添彼此的落寞。57Please respect copyright.PENANAByTqFKkN53
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在一個不需太多的思考之中,57Please respect copyright.PENANAesGZoQqSRx
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可以情投意合。57Please respect copyright.PENANAqsWfYG9Bcb
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1997/08/1157Please respect copyright.PENANAqMnMA1Nw9U
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往後的時期,是我大量創作的時期,特別是在音樂方面,原因就是剛結束這樣的關係。聽說:『經歷一次失敗的戀情,就如同重生般。』這些可能是我重生之後的心情寫照吧?我是個不會隨便給承諾的人,因為我更怕無法兌現而傷了那個對你有期盼的人。57Please respect copyright.PENANAsPp9lRzcUK
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寄託57Please respect copyright.PENANA1f5MCGNrHM
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愛上妳,從不過問妳的選擇。57Please respect copyright.PENANAUJFaEZrjYr
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只要妳好,妳很快樂;57Please respect copyright.PENANABb979cNoe0
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這一生就足夠。57Please respect copyright.PENANAnJUH17SgpR
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離開我,別再次說我的機率。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtg8w4qw8zj
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曾經愛過,就曾擁有;57Please respect copyright.PENANAYIvidgr1pX
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說什麼天長地久?57Please respect copyright.PENANAh398xrVLUR
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?57Please respect copyright.PENANAUDFMTVupsC
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4mdmQjLHIL
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假如妳想我,請妳告訴我;57Please respect copyright.PENANAcAF6971xVl
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別讓我在霧中捉摸。57Please respect copyright.PENANAjaWPOjwYUE
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是否已覺得一絲絲的疲憊?57Please respect copyright.PENANAHIYLr6sxn3
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讓我感到有一點點憔悴。57Please respect copyright.PENANARKN1QRUCEl
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倘若妳愛我,請妳別放手;57Please respect copyright.PENANAVX5hBONz9A
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別放開我感情的寄託。57Please respect copyright.PENANAHCh6FlJiIH
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不再奢求能挽回什麼?57Please respect copyright.PENANAN9hRyfkHf7
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希望還是朋友。57Please respect copyright.PENANAO9VbmLOWNb
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多麼期盼能夠在多年以後,57Please respect copyright.PENANAGrLCEmmT2v
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不會讓我,不會讓我;57Please respect copyright.PENANATz3jtsenDW
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不知所措。57Please respect copyright.PENANAzAEwSEVt0D
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1997/10/0557Please respect copyright.PENANAmFC0filPLk
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『你總是幫別人想,可是…… 到頭來,你還是什麼都得不到?她…… 你不覺得她的決定很矛盾嗎?』聽到這樣的結局, Sau 她們頗不能接受。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIhHfMB3xr9
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『妳錯了,Sau !能夠替對方想,才是最珍貴的。』我反駁 Sau 的說法,看到她們沉默不語,接著再對 Sau 說。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPl17Vwi9jy
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『妳和他之間也經歷過許多風風雨雨,凡事用盡心機,到頭來不見得會得到什麼?可是,我現在卻能夠看到咕哩幸福快樂的樣子,不必再為情所困,哪一天她遇到我,說不定會跟週遭的朋友說:「他就是我曾經喜歡過的那個男孩子。」既然如此,又有什麼好強求的呢?總比給不起任何承諾來得強多了。』我好像傳道般又再授與廣大的教義。57Please respect copyright.PENANAWx8R3JbIEh
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『Milk!我發覺我愈來愈欣賞你了耶!』聽到雙手托著下巴的 Sau 突然來這麼一句,我實在不知道如何接下去?57Please respect copyright.PENANAZOLsncQYME
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『對呀!又會寫歌,又會寫小說,對女孩子既癡情又溫柔,真是世間少有的奇男子。』彷彿接力般,虛偽的讚美不斷地在她們的口中念著。57Please respect copyright.PENANAa5o8YG0hWc
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『妳們別逗了!那樣的東西是不能當飯吃的。』她們聽完我的話,不禁都笑了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAIhbmQ51Lhz
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『我知道妳們是想安慰我,謝謝妳們的關心。把心裡的話說出來之後,比較可以釋懷了。其實,我發現妳們有很多的優點…… 』57Please respect copyright.PENANAmhYnG57WYh
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『真的嗎?說來聽聽…… 』人總是喜歡聽奉承的話,可是三個人不約而同地往我這邊靠了過來,好像…… 不說又不行(我可有點後悔了)。57Please respect copyright.PENANAcDffYurlyJ
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『嗯?比如說…… 』實在難以啟齒。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPCTpT3tLfI
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『溫柔、大方、體貼、聰明、乖巧…… 』-我發誓!這些優點都不是…… 我說的。57Please respect copyright.PENANA5oV1aKCZrB
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『…… 賢淑、善良、細心…… 』哇!拜託!真的是欲罷不能,完全沒有停下來的跡象。57Please respect copyright.PENANArhOWijY8ey
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『對啦!我看妳們還少說了幾項…… 像是…… 幾個人湊在一起聊著偶像明星的八卦新聞;有如三姑六婆般地東家長、西家短的;或者是…… 厚顏無恥地說著自己身上所沒有的優點囉!』話一說完,我就知道她們會對我發動攻擊,趕緊要去避難了!57Please respect copyright.PENANAOHXL7kcevg
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天下無不散的筵席,半年多的相處,因為 Sau 她們想要到高雄另謀出路,必須分道揚鑣(看來,我又得孤單一陣子了)。她們離開前,送了一首歌給她們,好紀念彼此間的友誼。57Please respect copyright.PENANALcuKuyzV7P
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妳是我一輩子的情人57Please respect copyright.PENANA5w3CbVWt4C
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我的苦,有誰知?57Please respect copyright.PENANAnqlNoCC7OX
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臉上總一附落寞的樣子,57Please respect copyright.PENANAWP1dzULAY3
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只有妳,最明白,最清楚。57Please respect copyright.PENANAp95GsHzkWP
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我的心,有誰知?57Please respect copyright.PENANAg91zpIJYZI
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心中總暗藏許多的心事,57Please respect copyright.PENANAMtTNE9nmmB
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只願意,願和妳,分享一輩子。57Please respect copyright.PENANAH2wfQEVu5N
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妳是我一輩子的情人,57Please respect copyright.PENANANfAjhRUgAE
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不會因時間而變更。57Please respect copyright.PENANA4pa5S4pCFC
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不管是白天黑夜,57Please respect copyright.PENANAXe2S2jnOYL
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纏纏綿綿;57Please respect copyright.PENANAozppj1OEOv
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相守到永遠。57Please respect copyright.PENANAS0ZwTDbZKa
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妳是我一輩子的情人,57Please respect copyright.PENANAJGUV0tXQoz
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願和妳雙宿到雙飛。57Please respect copyright.PENANA3G5sBTvKew
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哪怕是歷經滄桑?57Please respect copyright.PENANAjMVclIDkMv
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變了容顏;57Please respect copyright.PENANA8iOUfSTi9E
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依然不會改變。57Please respect copyright.PENANAm913Zeozh2
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1997/11/1657Please respect copyright.PENANABjgRk4QvGq
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【全文完】57Please respect copyright.PENANAkxqwYiBIyV
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2002‧3‧4 於家中57Please respect copyright.PENANAfqJnJ3hTD2