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也許有人不喜歡這篇，也許有人看了充滿問號。不管如何，這部是我很喜歡的作品，我只是想用那句話來讓太一進入這不再屬於他的世界，讓他來幫助他們，儘管能幫助的部分有限。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi1O8FuTXA
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打了這篇，讓我重新塑造人物的個性，還有那些可愛的05同人，尤其是勇愛，她背負了很多原罪。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXo7oEPqVd
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我想我不會打為什麼太一會死的原因，即使想過，但為了這作品的完整，我認為不適合打出那篇。畢竟這作品是那之後的故事，我們只需要知曉太一是靈魂，這就足夠了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWlNLnBuHW
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關於那之後的故事，會在番外篇裡登場，名字挺可笑的──「哥哥真命苦」。不過這畢竟還是在想標題的階段，這是拿來搞笑用的【心動過要用】。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhglIWeHb6
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貫串這篇主軸的是太一和勇愛吧。他倆的戲份挺多的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHzBhpyVXq
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每個女孩子似乎都會以父親的形貌來擇偶，所以比照設定，勇愛的初戀就是太一。而她哥哥的初戀則是她【不過勇愛始終沒察覺】。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHbINLlvLz
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廢話扯的挺多。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2as3barMD
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終於可以進入番外篇，覺得很高興。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCbzXM3QVu
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就醬子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLDg7W4js2
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後來貼在別的網站時，曾有人提出疑惑來──她深信和是不會動手打孩子，關於這癥結，我倒是不以為然。畢竟一個人永遠都亡能保有童稚的純真，我又怎能確信掩抑於人溫柔虛假假面下所隱藏的真實殘虐性格不曾存在過的呢？並不是不在那，僅沒表達出來罷了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6eRaW90W0
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這即是我所依持的信念。不論你們做如是想，我仍舊不願去相信人沒有掩藏在虛構歡笑下的假面。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBMjONs50x
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每個人都是會改變的，不管是內心或是外在個性。起初溫柔待人的人到最後並不一定會貫徹溫柔，甚者可說比殘怒的人更報虐一層樓。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGTN7GGbdf
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那是由於壓抑在心中的情感完全爆發的緣故。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpc5P8P8di
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曾考慮讓太一的性格變的喜怒無常，小說曾走到這一步，但後來依然更動。所以我私心企盼這設定能在其他文出現。一次也好，我想讓大家感受太一最陰沉的一面。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtZeYmGv7B
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＜季節宜人的午後，遠方堆垛的烏雲蠢蠢欲動，虛微的雲絲慢慢佔據天邊一角朝晴朗明媚的光之丘襲覆。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ecqwRCDM
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多年未翻修打掃整理的儲藏室內塵埃漫天。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B1v77iVSl
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唯一光源來自於上方那扇開啟的木窗，日輝反射遍佈這裡的灰塵，替昏暗視線帶來些許光芒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78kijcGSfF
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她佇立在外漆斑駁脫落的置物櫃前，心神駐足那後方熟悉的物品上頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYVL9d3PgV
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「這是……？」因著昏黃的視線，她凝眸好一會才辨認出那東西的形體來。然而當她迴路貫通的同時，她幾乎不能言語的訝異停頓思考。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YGUmmHJZe
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須臾她才激動的用雙掌交疊捂口，眼眶登時落了液體沾濕古舊木板。急劇的喘咳聲交雜嚶嚶嗚噎的帶淚嗓音；木窗外，天空萬里無雲藍的如潑灑水墨顏料裡的靛青，毫無雜詬染上般純粹。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf0afvwbG2
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光輝落在身後，散發著暈黃。一邊笑著抹去淚痕，一邊啜泣地蹲低身子，不可抑止的痛楚擴及全身侵襲身上每處神經。彷若撕裂心臟般的感覺，難以形容其感受。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVV0W3GZa1
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＜雨落下細碎的絲線，斜著風迎面拍打窗戶，風時弱時烈搖晃年齡半百的老榕樹，一端紮在土壤內的氣根在不穩的氣流中微微震漾。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobyvymGRZ3
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事情是在重逢的那時，起始。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CwDT3iWLS
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「嗨，好久不見。」倚靠樑柱旁躲雨，一臉陽光型笑容的他神色自若朝著轉動門把的女子招呼。彷彿有一瞬征愣，旋即女子嫣然燦笑，同他靨容搬散發相仿的溫暖氣息。笑容可掬的美眸盈滿難以言喻的光波，看來挺欣悅見到斷了多年聯繫的親人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s4ryoClWZ
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「哥哥，進來歇息吧。」這種交換時節裡若不注意身子常會著涼呢，她叮嚀眼前這位與外界季節時常脫序的哥哥，儘管他一再強調自己的身骨強健不需勞煩她如此費心，不過身為妹妹的她依然懷抱些許擔憂。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfHisne18Y
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蓄了多年的茶色長髮紮成馬尾垂掛於左胸側，飄零些如絲綢般細的微光。他別有深意地瞥向那束絲綢，弧度忽然滴落幾許苦澀，然而掩飾性的燦笑使人難以察覺其差異。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DWoAkWCAe
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笑靨依然似若降臨人間溫暖大地的陽光，她盯著他那如往常般自信地微笑，腦裡突現出結語。她被自己的想法驚到。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1pWRaMFAG
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可是──的確有所不同……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6UyOsYGzj
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那些不再復甦的過往。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTONmplK4E
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「那我就不客氣了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wB4w8Fa4r
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濕漉的觸感沿著臉頰滑行，他下意識的摸摸頸側，才發見自個兒已經淋了雨露好一會。那麼她是否早已知曉了呢？乾乾的掛上招牌式的傻笑，先前的悶痛一掃而淨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ytVKjNLTE
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自知理虧的垂首，脫著一身濕淋進入裡內。女子瞇眼領首遙望隱約透露出的朝陽，還有那些反射光而炫目的雨線。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAFVtkco8K
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隨後輕掩門扉。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwub4SpX9xn
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套上乾爽的連身帽上衣，玄色的牛仔褲，剛洗淨身軀的人揉擦咖啡色髮絲，閒適地坐在舒軟的沙發休憩。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtNhHWKGU1
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她自廚房內探向他那，似乎擔心些什麼似地急促在瞥見他仍舊坐著的時候緩和下來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmp1fYR7u6
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斟一杯綠茶擺放一小碟餅乾於他手伸長即可觸及的桌面。坐他側旁，她靜默不語的擒著笑聆聽他用低沉的音質述說一些她並不熟知的經歷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcui5gG5yAT
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大廳靜的祇聞的見那嗓音環繞，當然，有時雨聲也會加入這場寧靜盛宴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB54ZqJVUg
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眼底沒入一些深沉情感，當眸中映照出他的身影時。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCQF9FMNLg
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微微嘆息，輕輕的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUe8hSNz5I
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窗外，雨停歇。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX5pk9FiYH
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「光，下回有空暇時再敘談吧！」他熟練地頂著稍早前她自儲藏室內找出的足球玩著，像個孩子似的大力朝她揮肘道別。她站於隔牆內，含笑目送他離去身影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvofqt6DV5o
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眼底沒了他身影的同時霧氣模糊視野，呼吸頓時哽咽。她急忙返回屋內，不願讓外人瞧見這難堪的一面。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7mbAGUSMB
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她曉得難過的事不因往後亦許再見不到的緣故，而在於見了一面後那無可竭止的傷痛如泉湧般蔓延，無論怎樣抵擋都擋不住地痛撤心扉。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdtIyvCScP
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蹲伏在地，掩面不住啜泣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIIi1xwX5F
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不一會光景，她理好崩潰的情緒，極力平緩呼吸步調的踏上階梯欲與日前染上風寒在家休息的丈夫說些話，來平靜紊亂的思考與激動的情感。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXu5jDUKw1
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「妳是說……方才太一哥出現在家門口和妳打招呼，是嗎？」蔚藍的眸底瞬時黯然沉澱，他偏首望著適才下過小雨的青翠綠地，綠盈的雨珠閃爍。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQruEQfwc9A
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許是想通了些什麼，他才回首望著自己心思細膩的妻子，一把抱緊她。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW873L4Fm5
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「妳認為太陽雨祇是天氣變換其中之一的模式而已嗎？」懷中的女子一臉不明所以的揪視他，似乎不了解為何他突然擁她入懷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkN1NLeL0Y
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泛起淺淺的笑紋，他附耳低語。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe9EuWVGKH
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＜積在嵌滿紅磚小徑上的水漥倒映著夜幕垂低，空氣迎面清香撲鼻。硃砂與艷紫彼此在天幕交錯爭寵宛若不受急欲撲來的靛青所沾溉。磚攮細微晃動，向後伴隨小女孩踩過濺起無數小水珠。寂寥的公園，唯一能聆賞見那遵照某種頻率一上一下地踢球聲。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXvXdf0NOo
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「大哥哥，你會踢足球喔？」小女孩直勾勾盯著他，不加思索脫口道。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSx9FfXFab
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猛地一句問話打斷他頂球的動作，六角黑白形狀所覆蓋的形體被擱在腳旁。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQLLmmwCZP
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「嗯，怎麼了嗎？」他會這類的運動事件令人嘆為觀止的事情嗎？若真是那樣可有趣極了呢。抿唇微笑，他轉首尋覓那稚嫩嗓音的來源──佇立身後不遠，髮色與他略同的小女孩，她那興奮的表情一覽無遺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdKSKH7Cp2
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咦……？他偏首凝望她半晌。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhUbc761Vm
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就那樣，沉默籠罩。好一會兒才逐漸收回神智。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nejeFAFlR
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也不曉得自己究竟在思考什麼需要發這麼久的呆。他祇是覺小女孩的模樣頗眼熟，像似記憶深處殘留下的碎片中反射出的那影像。但到底是在哪兒遺留過的？模糊的影像也無法提供解答，他想他或許老了也說不準，自嘲地敲敲自己腦蓋。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6QSOi67yz
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稍後不覺莞爾，差點忘了某些很重要的事情呢。反正那些日後在慢慢回味思索也行的，用不著現下找出鑰匙來。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop6caRmI4T
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小女孩張著水汪汪的大眼，似若思索為何眼前這位高她幾個頭的大哥哥會在轉首尋覓她時突然失神的原因。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVda356rfz
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少年擒著一抹淡弧，眼眸散發些許柔意。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpF8PQFIUR
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湊近她額頭，凝視眼前這位非常甜美乖巧的小女孩，然後靜待她下一個動作。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvfNRasfIV
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女孩髮所繫的鮮櫻色緞帶向著微溫的薰風揚起波紋。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRklEUoPShh
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因著他突如其來的舉動，面頰泛起微微紅暈，向來大而化之的個性亦不免顯的拘謹，手指不安分的交握扭動，眼睛更是不敢直視眼前這位洋溢著溫煦氣氛的大哥哥。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTduC8sy9rN
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感到怪異，她怎會有這樣反常的情緒波動滋生，畢竟相處習慣了的兄長也是與身前這位大哥哥年齡相仿。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4cCfBcRxi
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她纔覺困惑時恰巧抬眸對上那雙與她如出一轍地澄澈眸子，少年彎起的弧度溫溫暖暖，令人為之看傻。下一秒她轉身奔回之前來的道路，瞇眼尚能瞧見她耳根紅紅地像櫻桃色。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLzXzQxLBG
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少年立她身後，沒跨步上前追去的意緒。他僅朝著隱約消失的影子含笑揮手道別，那靨容彷彿與公園同化，靜靜的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTbppmlVyW
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風颯然而置，濕氣頗重。他昂首凝眉，大半天際已被沉悶的雲雨所掩蓋。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilBN7FvGne
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山雨欲來，風滿樓。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIREt8TNQMK
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少年面容覆上晴空萬里，迴盪公園裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTmRF8d11F
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＜所謂太陽雨，其實是道連繫著生與靈空間的鎖把；而人們深切的思念是唯一能開啟的鑰匙。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKT0li769R
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她的誕生是打亂所有寧靜安詳的根源嗎？內心嘶吼、無力哭訴著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4DHLPeNdM
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著連身裙的小女孩一路蹦蹦跳跳地奔走在鋪滿碎石子地小徑，臉上瀰漫著因羞怯而浮現的紅潤。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAwgC1k1MG
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「我回──……」聲音嘎然終止於拉開門的剎那，父母激烈爭執吵嚷裡夾雜著重物的碎裂與撞擊的刺耳旋律就這麼地入了耳，她登時征愣在玄關，堵在喉中的話語竟是如何也難以出口的酸澀。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXjcTIAzDq
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眸色瞬時更換，嘴角的弧度驟然降平。舉在空中的手臂也收止住，悄然沒入屋中，安靜地就像是稍不留意便會忽略過的影子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8EUOIiXmm
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耳畔裡不時有錐心刺痛的言語咆嘯，泛著霧氣的雙眼硬是闔緊不願注視那逐漸模糊的身影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWHwTywPvW
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抑鬱的心，沉重到難以負荷；瑟縮在客廳裡的沙發一角，眼睛盯著上方的鍾底，不斷默念秒數。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYBvmDyF5v
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自有記憶始來，父母在自己的面前總是爭執多過於恩愛，縱然旁人總說他倆以前多麼深愛彼此，但呈現她眼前的卻是彼此爭論傷害。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdXBx7XIuN
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若他人所言皆是真確，那麼是由於自己的誕生才打亂美滿寧祥的一切嗎？如果她問了，誰能夠回答她真相呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJATcDZGG3
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父母的怒罵叫囂依舊沖天。新買的器具此時已成碎片，佈滿在木質地版上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxjGHKjuia
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哥哥為什麼不快點回來？她用力捂住雙耳，幾乎快忍受不住的顫抖。唯一會待她好的哥哥為什麼不趕快返家？昨天明明就對她保證這個時間一定會抵達家門的啊，難道籃球社的練習很重要嗎？比她這妹妹還重要嗎？縱然她深知決不行朝這方向鋪緒灰暗思想，腦海仍舊會不實萌現。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy8KIMHTMQ
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混亂的思緒佔滿的小小的腦袋瓜子，以致於她忽略父親的叫喚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ksnYCL3s5
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「勇愛？」終究肯定某件事實，父親眼角餘光掃描到她的存在，啟口喚著名字，她充耳不聞的無所動靜。他又喚了一次，聲音也提高許多。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S5ltp5nWr
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但她依然恍若未聞。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZmlxWwDMX
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想必那無動於衷的態度惹怒正氣頭上的父親；無預警的，他上前重重甩了她一巴掌。勇愛大夢初醒地痛呼出聲，愕然的褐眸睜大凝視眼前龐然身影──堪稱為人父的親人。因生氣而扭曲猙獰的面容竟將他們推離她好遙遠──……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIH8tst7Og
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遙遠到再也無所知覺。撫著紅腫發燙的臉頰，眼眶裡透明的液體欲奪眶而出。比黯淡更甚的墨澤映上瞳眸，心底無處宣洩的慟正忽忽地漲滿胸腔，讓她快喘息不過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISpmCXWUMD
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不知哪來的力量，她奮力推開父親碩長的體型，連鞋都沒穿就一路往外頭奔去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FIcVtYTnH
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依稀見她臉龐有細碎的小珠隨風向後洒下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fwbD5d2cb
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天色霎時轉暗，雨滴像石粒般點點落入塵土。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoj0t8Dnnr
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「……」和驚愕地盯著自己的右手，一時之間竟也說不出任何原因，關於方才那舉動。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpEuRVCeDd
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在此之前說怎麼樣也不會遷怒到孩子身上的人，如今卻食言了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOKYtBoY3a
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適才與丈夫發生過激烈爭吵，殘留的激情仍使心臟劇烈跳動。她蹲伏在地，急促喘息中夾藏淚哽在喉中的雜音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3D6Av9wHH
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斷斷續續的泣嚶，對男人來說簡直是無言的控訴，盤旋在他腦中揮之不去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjy1LMOUc4
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懊悔情緒如潮水般湧進男人內心，卻又因為自尊心作祟而拉不下臉認錯。心煩意亂下，男人破門而出，頭也不回。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrBTMo20tv
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大地染上一片水色，斜雨交錯混雜著人們複雜情感落下。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEflFZbUMG
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淅瀝─。淅瀝－。空蕩的街道上，一抹突兀的金黃，硬是躍入，少年以極匆忙的步伐跑回自家大門口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV8vY4sHNF
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甫一踏入，視野所及之處盡是一場風暴後所殘餘下來的痕跡，母親獨自嚶嚶泣訴。淋雨奔回的少年當場傻眼張口吐不出半字。右肩提著的袋子落地，些微塵埃飛揚。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8SSOEofpw
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又來了嗎？司空見慣的畫面不用親眼見識也可從滿地殘骸上依稀窺曉。他稍後環顧四週卻未見妹妹的身影，當下心生不妙。難怪稍早前心頭莫名揪緊，隱約聆聽到妹妹內心泣不成聲的哀傷。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnqEzd6dau
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早知道就堅持一定要先提前回來。悔恨地意緒襲上心頭，來不及同母親說話便又即刻衝出家門尋人去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8sNi8BmER
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初夏交會的雨，持續下著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpor4CYEx8i
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「咦？門怎麼打的開開呢？」埋藏於記憶裡最深處的嗓音，清晰浮現。原本低頭啜泣的她，聞言同時一臉驚愕的仰首；笑的一臉燦爛的少年蹲低身子與她視線平高，身體泛著微微光暈。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRC4Vx3aoQ
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「嗨，好久不見，空。」他的笑靨一如當年尚未褪色的青澀年代，不曾變調過地包容開朗。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAESuBv01T
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一臉陽光笑容配上揮手動作，在這樣任誰瞧見都會耳語的景況下，竟沒有不諧和之處，彷彿那是很自然不過的招呼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk7WSqMDMd
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未乾的淚在眸裡打轉，多年來想對之傾吐的千言萬語剎那煙灰聚滅，喉嚨乾涸地發不出丁點聲響。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0uktsyPcL
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她緩和自己激烈的情緒，試著平復起伏不定的胸膛，還有，讓淚褪盡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJrkhiakYI
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片刻，她抹去淚痕，展露當年天真的笑靨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LfStNRw4A
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「好久不見，太一。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj1y7iBqIP
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少年露出美善的笑靨朝她伸出手，偏首溫和地凝視她。她因那氣氛跟著微笑，然後將手放到那小掌上。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFBwYtXsgA
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＜國中時代經常與那傢伙躲在石橋下，做著一些違反校規的事。迄今，人事已非，只剩思念留在故事終止那瞬間化為永恆地傷慟。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qNjDEK4Og
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點燃一根香煙，深吸，抬頭朝上方吐出一圈白煙。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgIEDPNyHG
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男人雙眼茫然地望著不知是哪裡的哪裡，也許是在發呆，也許是在嘗試理解腦裡紊亂的思考。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9BdmVT5Uv
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不明的玄色圓體，準確無誤地擊中男人的後腦。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrtOtqHkO5
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「又抽煙了，我不是告誡過你千萬別碰嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1V3QXh4Dx
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男人吃痛的摸摸被撞擊的部位，旋即想回身教訓是哪裡來的死小鬼，竟然不怕挨罵地訓斥比他年長的大人？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3msOWyjWFC
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可當他回首那瞬，夾在指間地煙蒂無聲無息的落地，叫濕漉的草地給澆去紅光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLNTQRPtYo
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瞳眸睜大，和愕然地僵住動作，有些不敢相信所見一切。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPnPiHi3RK
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站在他後頭、將物體拋向他還有膽敢訓斥他的少年，頂著一頭容易辨識的髮型以及勾勒在唇畔那若有似無的熟悉笑紋，還有那張總映著日光的臉。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePgXcPOZzc
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記憶中據有這樣特徵的人祇有一個──那位永遠遺忘不了，死別多年的友人！38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMwyudzmtN
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「怎麼……可能……」他抓著左肩，一張臉不知是苦靨抑或恐懼地的斷斷續續地吐出幾字。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVtexWrone
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少年笑出聲來，當他聽聞男人的疑惑後。原來是指這回事啊，他還以為他愣住的原因是由於看到他而驚喜到獃住的呢。不意外瞥見男人再度以一種怪異的眼神打量他，他用專利的傻笑漫步走至他身前。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF6tZJ1RdZ
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「嗨，好久不見，沒想過你是這麼欣喜見到我啊，瞧你都嚇楞了。」墊起腳尖──他發覺他身高明顯比自己高出很多，甚至得仰頭才能看清他的面貌──小手上下搖擺，試圖喚醒他失魂的迷離。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlabkJtDVZ
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空間停擺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlfgen3HEs
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放大的影像兀自進入視線範圍，神智好不容易恢復的男人嚇的全身一顫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tsGuNdiFG
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「───你不是早就逝世了？」向後退步，整個臉色呈現扭曲驚怪，手指比著他的方位，口氣摻雜抖音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmXKh0h7Qb
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少年一派悠閒地凝望他，眸底祇有似與闊別已久的朋友遇見時的溫暖感，若真要說有些其他不對勁之處──肯定是在那溫煦的光眸下所隱藏的淡淡憐憫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l1K2XYPzO
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「你說的對，我早先你們一步死了。然，又如何？你總不能因勇愛貌似於我而不信任空。」眼眸落在到映著渲染暈黃的河面上，雨勢逐步微渺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8sKv9bPhC
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連一點點話都反駁不出，男人乏力地垂頭。對於他那平淡敘述──既無憤慨萬分也無嘲諷地口吻──祇陳述一件事實，卻足以使他羞愧的抬不起頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMP9wUO1tA
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少年收回視線。他偏首瞧著他好一會，表情因昏暗視線看不清究竟是微笑還是悲憐。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x1kRL9PUZ
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「──…你早該知曉，勇愛是你親生的骨肉，這點無庸置疑。你又為何與空吵了將近七年呢？難道僅因為她神似我嗎？」乍聽之下是玩笑話的口氣，眉宇間的凝重可不這麼認為。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbVZ0aeSXb
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男人聞言震詫片刻，掌心遮蔽眼簾，眼角凝聚霧氣漸漸凝結成水，沿著頰面滴滴落入殘留霖露的草地。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfHvWqU1o5
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見狀，少年卻沒不知所措的慌張，他仍保有那一貫澹然處事態度以及泛起難以理解的笑紋。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheA07eCKKR
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他傾身向前，瞇眼露出令人心安地表情。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8texbDvjPZ
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「好好想一想我的話吧。」話畢，他讓男人措手不及的征愕──他猛地抱住他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j0tQuYpA1
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稍後他放開他，一臉漾起開懷，彎腰撿起足球，而後一路狂笑的邊蹦邊跑地消失在他的眼前。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vLofKxh0x
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他依舊一臉震愕地呆傻征住，腦袋完全無法思考的停工。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBkE099XLz
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銀線，劃過黑夜，闃闇不見車影中，異樣地閃過無數光輝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Rg4KI5xq
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若不是那沁涼入骨地雨絲喚回了他的思緒，他敢肯定現下的自己可能還處於驚訝中久久無法回神。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8skJsZh27
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耳邊不間斷傳來霎霎地雨聲，他低著頭像做錯事的孩子，任由雨水浸濕他身子。闔上雙瞳，完全黑的視野裡竟出現著他現下最不願意見到的臉──雙頰粉嫩，那是好小好小的她。猶記當時她雙手舉著幼稚園老師教會她的花環，一臉無憂地笑。他也因那笑而露出微微的幸福笑靨，正欲伸手撫摸那小小的頭時，腦海裡的畫面卻又像跑馬燈似的轉換成剛剛那幕她一臉驚愕欲哭、眼眶泛紅的臉。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9z5PePxxc
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霎時，他恍若像自夢中驚醒般地踉蹌一退，差點跌地。捂著胸口，驚悸的不斷喘著。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjY669feKH
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【好好想一想我的話吧。】38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURXyzGQWmt
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少年的嗓音沒由來地出現，那句他臨走前說的話不斷縈繞耳邊。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPzEdwN355
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某種開啟思緒的鑰匙令男人啊了一聲，他或許瞭悟一些事情──關於他是如此想念年方幼小的女兒──她那時一臉無慮的靨容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ0yyGY4Yf
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霝雨其濛的空盪公園，靜心諦聽仍可察覺鐵鍊與鐵杆的摩擦聲。一盞要壞不壞的懸燈忽明忽滅地盡忠職守，反而使這產生難以言喻的詭魅感。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8AsThLGiq
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偌大的公園比起白日顯得闃而不見人聲。鞦韆被狂烈的風搖晃出一些雜響，勇愛隱身於唯一可避雨的溜滑梯底下。一臉呆滯地盯著上空那些宛如絲線般降下的銀線。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyc50oV1eE
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──果然……不該這般殘喘地活著……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Z4tt4kLb
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她慘白的嘴唇，勾勒出一抹憫然的彎弧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiJbHKEvuR
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凝聚成水珠的淚不爭氣的滾落，刺骨的雨比起那傷人的語言和粗暴的動作根本就不算什麼。早已分不清滑溜到嘴邊的究竟是雨水抑或是鹹澀的淚，祇依稀記得胸口在傷悲邊緣，隨時都有破碎的可能。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFghsftnxA
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她的心忽然漏了一拍，淚水頓時抑止。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN3WkgLJ5g
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「勇愛───！勇愛───！」高亢嘹喨的叫喚聲，一次又一次的迴蕩在寂寥冷清的公園敲擊出共鳴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl0rdoslRX
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是哥哥！這種嗓音是哥哥的！她喜出望外地探出小頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBs6f0J8pB
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叫喚的人神形緊張的四下張望，漸漸斗落的大雨迫使他難以放眼仔細尋找她躲藏的地點，加上又無見她因聽聞他的呼喊而探出來的小頭，所以以為此地無他現下想尋找的人，轉身奔往另外她可能掩藏的地點。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHb7DdE96x
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公園四處溢漾的祇剩綿綿不絕的共鳴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQWqzQBCUf
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失望的斂回視線，勇愛落寞的踢著水漥玩，為何明明她就能見到哥哥，可哥哥卻看不見自己似的一個人在那顫著身子找尋呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSlspRWM7A
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為什麼？淚水再次不爭氣的滑落，喉嚨燒灼的嘶啞不出音來。不僅父親遺棄她，連帶疼愛她的哥哥也捨棄了她，她果然是被神唾棄的作品，是嗎？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HY4xlnZ4V
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陰鬱的思緒幾乎要將她淹沒的那刻── 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSpbQbceJg
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「我可終於找著了妳。」少年一邊喘氣一邊欣悅的說話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EjGCgkJdV
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心悸，緩緩把頭移向適才出現熟悉嗓子的身側看去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoQ3eaJvC5
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他揚起一抹燦笑，而那熟悉的輪廓，曾經在家中泛黃的相紙上被發現過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRzE4OLoWs
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＜大雨霹啪霹啪地打落，伴隨流星般閃逝的雷光及轟隆隆震懾人心的哮吼，彷若寧靜前的暴風。少年雙眸茫然地仰望天際，那些反射到路燈而展露的渺細光線。他想，或許連日來陰晴不定的日子將會放晴，連同所有陰霾一同雨過天青。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauEU0o4QWz
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「──大哥哥！」午後在公園裡自個兒玩的不亦樂乎時碰見的大哥哥，可他怎會知曉她躲在這？他們算是二度碰面的吧？小小的臉堆積了無處宣洩的謎問，她嘟嘴瞇眼思索其原因，模樣煞是可愛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIaAkhsELs
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欣賞完天邊的大自然景觀，忽然一聲疾呼喚回他心智。回首，太一含笑靜靜瞧著她，如同那路燈，即便是閃爍不清依然為晚歸的人們燃起一小燭臺。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbQ8XFUusb
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「天色晚了，該回家去囉。勇愛。」並無直接答覆她所言。大掌撫拍微濕的髮絲，勇愛抗拒似的偏頭，許是還想著方才所發生的事情，為此賭氣吧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7vN0SWRBP
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無奈的笑了笑，這孩子不僅肖似他，連那倔強的個性也如出一轍，感覺就像看到小時候的自己呢。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo87x3POxEt
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不過這樣一直待在這也不大好，他得想些法子勸她返家。太一頂著足球，順著循序漸進的律動闔眼陷入沉思。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUfyYAesWy
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「大哥哥……我是不是不該活著？」她猛地抱住他，太一沒預料到她會出奇不意地擁抱理應二次見面的陌生人，差點讓球給掉下來砸到她。好在他反應敏銳千鈞一髮接住，心臟還不斷跳動喘息。他吁口氣，緩和一下震盪的起伏，然後露出日光型笑靨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSiRnAeJnk
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「你怎會有這些想法呢？」一般來說，這種年齡的孩子通常很難思慮成熟到可以探索這類深奧問題。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMMWdEhmtc
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勇愛把臉深埋進和著淡淡少年體香的衣服內，濕溽的液體不出一會即染濕大片。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uwwjhENLV
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照此情況來，似乎不願回答他所問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeG1EbcjHs
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無可奈何地浮現苦靨，他拍拍她頭的舉止彷彿是父親纔會有的溫暖。拉開她，蹲下來額頭貼著她的，澄澈的眸子直視著她晦闇不見光彩的瞳眸。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwejyJ9ne1i
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「對於妳的問題，幾乎難有一個絕對性的答案。因為我認為活在這世上的每個人身上皆載負一份傷痛──烙印在心裡掩不去的慟。堅強且懦弱地緩緩活過難熬的日子。亦許妳想，死掉不是更好嗎？的確，生比死來的痛苦多。死亡就某方面來說確實能解決煩擾。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh0hgA3xLD
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勇愛點頭同意他所言。她打從心底期望死，如果說那樣可停止父母因她吵架，就算是死，她同樣甘之如飴。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24g4tUvvjA
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有些惋惜地彈了她額頭，看來她還是不理解嘛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpRyalRngC
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「死並不能解決所有，相反的，祇會帶來更多的慟，慢慢折磨著那些被遺留下的人們。難道妳企求如此嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPDcz7W0Uj
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她不再回話，少年抬頭望一眼那天空。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAnIu7GQyc
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彼此呼吸間的空氣靜靜對流。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0lEDR2KMA
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「我終於找到妳了！勇愛！」猛然一個熊抱，在她無法立即回神的當兒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQIiyULMHN
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碧藍雙瞳的少年喘著氣，一臉驚恐地容顏在找尋到她的瞬間緩和。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiOiiLMuHo
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哥、哥哥……？她不知所措地偷覷著兄長汗流浹背，他尋覓她很久了嗎？見他喘的厲害。 38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz7j4r0gcx
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少年見狀，嘴角勾勒出極為溫柔的笑靨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei8jtuCmZe
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「有人不願失去妳，願意一直保護著妳。這不是很好嗎？至少全世界還有人關切妳。人沒有不被需要，是看不清最需要自己的人究竟是誰。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vo8OEYOvw
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什麼意思？勇愛不懂。不過為啥哥哥聽到這話時臉頰紅通通的？側首目不轉睛地盯著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJywrDtNfC
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「你、你到底是誰？」逃避她眼光似，他信口問。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpuoKgSLAL
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太一聞言微笑。他是誰呢？答案很顯明吧，亡需他答覆。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NdvX39GoO
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「暫且不管我是誰，可以吧？」不容抗勃的笑容，令他不得不很自然的點頭。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgjuTFefq4
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滿意地微哂，太一眼光裡滿是長輩的慈愛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTkWom0br1
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「其實，我希望你能把這句話帶給你父母。我不樂意又見他們陷入懊悔泥沼中。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGwxuysuHm
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〝我總是在你們的身旁，看似遙遠卻很近的地方──僅一個回首的距離〞」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNvB0HyDF5
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「什麼──？」他正想詢問時，少年忽然整個不見了──他語落下一秒。祇剩下足球在他消失的所在彈動。他難以置信地張口，直指著那方位。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx6mCbOxsu
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勇愛掙脫出兄長懷抱，跑過去撿起了那足球。斗大的幾字映入眼簾，深深刻劃在她以後的人生中。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqpBYBvglL
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八神 太一。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxxKUxHium
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──她的初戀纔萌芽即被狠狠摘去。雨後的公園裡，籠罩在朦朧的暈黃中。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmah9p2K7BN
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＜像似太陽的他，總把自身喜悅蔓延每個他認識的人心中，將他們內心灰暗思緒給一點一滴拔除。＞38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolWYsftpHK
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感應到一股不尋常的氣息，少女迴身捕捉那熟悉的身影。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlpni4Jf4o
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少年微笑地站在街道上，朝她揮手。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplLOoYcCco
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「好久不見。勇愛，妳已經跟我是同個年紀了呢。」時間未曾停留歲月在她身上，依舊是那般隱隱散發溫暖的光。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGo2SiD5Uk
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「好久不見……太一舅舅。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJCK1seFA4
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他的確一直守候在他們身後，僅一個回首觀望的距離。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHOms3fEcG
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