我從沒想過2009年APH第一篇文章就貢獻給東西兄弟了39Please respect copyright.PENANAepCTzxUn16
配對應該是獨普,雖然我也覺得普德不錯,可是阿普太笨了,我不能想像他變成攻XDDD好啦、我覺得他是表面很攻實際卻是到頭來會被壓的那只。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFSIGzBxdVm
原意是想寫寫看從阿德看阿普,這個對於他來說是父親、兄長、甚至是最重要的人的角色轉換。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIisafsGHQI
可是發現自己無能後就決定換方向。39Please respect copyright.PENANAC0gnV6qFTH
還有題目對不起因為真的想不出題目所以就用這句決定了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHIR7VWy0IP
普魯士溺愛阿德所以一定把這句話當成口頭禪啦XD(跟英國有得拼的弟控 )39Please respect copyright.PENANAaCAal4d9VT
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就像他時常掛在嘴邊的一個人也很快樂的口頭禪一樣,那人彎身抱住了他,然後粗魯地拍掉落在他髮間的葉屑。39Please respect copyright.PENANAya70oeYZV6
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印象中白髮紅眸的人這麼大咧咧地張嘴,開懷的笑著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAnrGxtzw7vX
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「你是我全世界最可愛的弟弟呦。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAnLNdt0GGIN
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他臉上充滿了喜悅的要素,那時候他還剛只是初有雛型的、類似國家信念的意識,連形體都稱不上什麼,就像忽然在一瞬間出現了、誕生了,所以他沒有過往可以追憶,只有眼前這個緊緊抱著他,對他漾著笑顏的人成為了他的過去或者是現在的終點與起點。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFii42owui1
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當時他木著一張淡漠神情,眼也不眨地直望著非常非常高興的人勾起的弧度,靜靜地攬入目,那於開眼撞入記憶中、成為了他唯一一抹過去殘骸的痕跡。如同雪泥鴻爪的片段,恍如直接鐫入他身上每一寸土、每一寸水中,甚至存在於他人民的血液、思想體制上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0U0kmBUVUR
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從遙遠前就一個人快樂、張狂的活著,歷經了無數征戰,常是遍體鱗傷地卸甲歸朝,卻異常忠貞於他人民心所期望,陸陸續續將破碎不堪的人心碎片重新凝聚接合,統合了紛擾的分裂邦國,然後賦予他形而下的實體,讓處在飄渺間的他慢慢擁有了踏實、穩固的重心。39Please respect copyright.PENANA6u7q4BCrhg
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對於這個教養他成長為一個國家的人,說不清懷抱著什麼樣情感,甚至無法去定奪他在心中所佔據著的究竟是何等的份量。39Please respect copyright.PENANAK187sgSc5Y
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既像父親、兄長、又像最親密的半身,可是無論用什麼詞彙去下定義最終也只能這麼簡短地說,這個從小就開始照顧他、疼愛他、保護他、呵護他的人是他非常非常重要的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANASnrdA8SXDo
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他們後來分開了好幾年,訣別那一瞬間,他仍然兀自狂笑著,就像以往受到征戰的敗境之餘卻依然不以為忤的張狂,而他只能無力的、眼睜睜看著那道將他們微弱聯繫給確實截斷的籬笆建築起來,生生烈烈地有什麼在心臟那裡劃下了一道深口的疤。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGxosSbcBNS
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那道疤從那時起就不斷潰爛、蔓延成膿瘡,流出血黃腥臭的液體。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwXFZY6o7Px
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分開的日子,總會恍惚幻聽到「你是我全世界最可愛的弟弟呦。」這句話他曾不下數百次從他嘴裡聽到的話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAc3Ha9TRYUj
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那句話,有什麼意含意?39Please respect copyright.PENANAzjw7gNqbIT
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他有次跟奉上司命令駐紮在境內的美國說過這件事情。39Please respect copyright.PENANAUDYyFPynP2
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「只要靜下心,好好想一想,那麼答案就已經存在於你心中。」難得不自我中心的美國一本正經這麼說,雖然下秒就回復成腦袋裝著漢堡薯條之外什麼都沒有的英雄讓他差點以為自己大概又幻聽了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAPJPrUKeIgD
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可是對上美國凝向遠方的眼神,他忽然理解這個人或許不是針對他問題發言,而是對他自己那遙遠的成了過去的事情說著,那個他曾經聽普魯士說過,發生在遙遠那端一個雨天的故事。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqva9rTGgSa
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接回曾經熟悉的人已經是好幾年以後了。當柏林圍牆被打碎的時候,他佇立在人群中,四處找尋著那人身影,卻怎麼也遍尋不著時他當下慌了。39Please respect copyright.PENANALWDhAm1aU5
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其實他預想過說不定那人老早在蘇聯接管的時候就形體俱滅了吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ00ZG79ej
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可是、可是。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvd1Kj2eYuo
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他緊掐著自己的掌心,冰冷的感覺自骨髓竄上。39Please respect copyright.PENANA2M1gy5ElSR
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想像存在於他過去熟悉的像是自然不過的人消失的情景。39Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ9Awe2ZNK
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竟然使他感到懼怕了,感到呼吸不過。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZcfhKqr3aE
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就在絕望那時候他聽見了那句話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ8isn10TM
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「你是我全世界最可愛的弟弟呦。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAcpHnLHaSYp
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低燒的手握住了他冰涼的手,那人嗓音一如初生時聞見那般,而當時懷抱著他的高大身軀在他眼底卻像是縮水了一般。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjIw24oEKVl
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他詫異地望著不知何時來到他身旁的人,大約是發燒的緣故,他臉上充滿了燥熱的赤色。39Please respect copyright.PENANASOBVkU5oup
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幾乎不能言語,甚至不能形容體溫接觸那剎那湧上心緒的激動意味著什麼,他只覺得腦袋空白,可是在那片空白中,擴散著這如父如兄甚至是什麼詞都不能去限制、定義的人之於他的意義的人展露的笑靨。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHIG0eV2CbN
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那麼多年未曾再見過的笑容仍然一如最後一瞥時的張狂蔑視,卻像笨蛋一樣純粹簡單而易於理解。39Please respect copyright.PENANALZHXNbLCsB
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他想他或許了解了那句始終一直掛在普魯士嘴邊的話語意味著什麼。39Please respect copyright.PENANAukoZjFgfcm
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「歡迎回來。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA4eWkvNlvxi
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於是他緊緊抱住了這個註定和他糾纏在一起直到永遠的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHfq8AF8Fkk
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(結果還是補番外了,很短)39Please respect copyright.PENANAQYvFutm34o
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「你是我全世界最可愛的弟弟呦。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAh2OAAW9EBF
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分別的日子中,他常常會望著牆的那端,然後張口無聲地念著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAO1nVpe4UsO
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他想他的弟弟或許不了解這句話裡的含意。39Please respect copyright.PENANAUz9AaETzpL
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不過沒關係,他也沒想過有誰會懂。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsKlEsIOowx
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自己懂就好了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAo5a8BQNQxs
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你是我全世界。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHxbGBqaCCc
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是的,你就是我世界,我是為了戰爭、為了等待遙遠不知何時誕生的你而努力的征伐。39Please respect copyright.PENANAMD403oG2KF
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所以當那天終於在戰場上看到你誕生的時候我比起任何時候都來的高興。39Please respect copyright.PENANAm84JRTUwua
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「你是我全世界最可愛的弟弟呦。」我抱著一臉面癱的你,笑著。39Please respect copyright.PENANACWAwEOUmkl
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你是我的世界。39Please respect copyright.PENANAIeLGJfBu4F
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所以我只會愛你。39Please respect copyright.PENANAgdyejOUpq2
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是的。39Please respect copyright.PENANADiNet6VTJR
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愛你。39Please respect copyright.PENANAB9NKtfYMjx
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於是,日復一日,朝著那生冷阻隔了他們的牆。39Please respect copyright.PENANAedZpDRGfcy
一遍一遍地。39Please respect copyright.PENANASXS615wIjw
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無聲地念著。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxPcfUkoQ4z
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他惡作劇地繞過自己弟弟看不見的角落,然後出其不意地大喊那句已然成為口頭禪的話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzZIYfKgiW9
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弟弟很難形容的神色望著他,接著上前擁抱他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAazqZuODfGC
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他俯下身,往他的耳咬了句。39Please respect copyright.PENANA691o1rzgEq
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「我知道,39Please respect copyright.PENANAVDSt87RIj8
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所以我也愛你。」 39Please respect copyright.PENANAD8OYU3NMAx
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他忽然就覺得視野熱氣瀰漫。 39Please respect copyright.PENANABy15Z8e5uv
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他曾經對他說,你是我的王,而我是你的劍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZEMJs1Txf3
依稀記得,兄長難得的穩重,輕輕地勾起一抹恰到好處的弧度。39Please respect copyright.PENANA3eADv7ddvc
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照顧他、疼愛他、保護他、呵護他,只要是為了他,作為兄長、養育者角色的普魯士便無所不用其極地去達成。39Please respect copyright.PENANAN2FdFH3jMJ
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面容總是高傲的自信過份,卻經常鬧出一些風波使他困擾,但那幾乎已經是傾盡全力的疼寵(即使有時他覺得那種過度已經是一種異常)卻使他內心搔動的哥哥(或許也可以稱之為父親),從出生以後,記憶沒有一個畫面不充溢著他身影。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYauOx83QNG
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幼時傾慕著普魯士到處征伐掠地的英武。39Please respect copyright.PENANAvIT4phqhuz
什麼時候這種感情已經變質了呢?39Please respect copyright.PENANAHFjFeroIrn
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他對他的兄長已不如初時那般純粹的傾慕,然而他卻在直到再也無法聽見兄長親暱喊著他威斯特時,直到那彷如幻聽的話語,直到再次觸碰到他的兄長那刻,他纔領會到。39Please respect copyright.PENANAyUREOm7MVA
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他垂首凝視著懷裡倏然落淚的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAovVo08mbO9
曾幾何時,在他記憶中英勇的不可一世的兄長,也變成需要照顧的人了呢?也變成了這麼脆弱的人呢?39Please respect copyright.PENANAtWBtp4tTlE
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可是,沒關係的,曾經他傾盡所有的去讓他茁壯,而如今只是換他照顧他、疼愛他、保護他、呵護他。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8aARla5kXk
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還有,愛他。39Please respect copyright.PENANAil9B08hs0L
這個從他誕生前就已經等待著他,分開後仍然等待著他的,重要的人。39Please respect copyright.PENANADEb1TY7pfk
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