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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlwfYECN7X
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjhNRSxdgj
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錯過與放棄。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW42COSyCS
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD5faaI3gW
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglvz99EZIh
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『If……』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqviYz3MRNo
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9sOB4Xvoe
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ38ySHzAZD
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneZmagvC0E
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS71G2KVMKf
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzfPwSuR6v
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLvUxuVqBF
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『給十年後未來的你』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mu3qCqVrd
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0doCaMhvKo
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUpUT6lmvs
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvLXxkJuac
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzjVkil5p7
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05QwMpsg4M
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5w80MKpNx
至今回想卻支離破碎。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlcEqQWdKO
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYKyut9shO
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU6Qj9nxau
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyu0ZYLXXo
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早就該死亡了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLdhEdUtN2
早就該離開了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJjsRdHGTA
早就……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE9hKypDzv
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Au3ll6i8F
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6u6AdujQa
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSFok6Gb83
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzH57hLLTb
為什麼不能忍耐呢……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEzNbYBCXs
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZS60bEBeD
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『不要哭。』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyyLVXWWkg
最後，兄長只是這麼說。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHnMag4N1G
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc86qUtjFwh
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TBG2HGQYm
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt50K8NnwB0
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到底過了多久呢？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xklUWkXG4
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvmvziUoyA
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5MEwmgjuZ
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aFSsiNxIm
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWoJzKY9Sd
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他拼命的挖土。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu6T1mkaeM
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk52GCoz1Az
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoutKriQS4e
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrJLqgCa3L
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那是一面白紙。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhB7preexm
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnApQyLrRl
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz6jOJPvVH
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoEO0LiHCa
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm4R5oxxpQ
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED0PdJjpsW
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看新聞有感。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCoe8eYUdc
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt5f3jKIdc
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「關於雪的聯想」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhFOJUPkun
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3TlgZ5Rta
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdu1x0Ibaz
乾澀的，卻熱和著。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG5VgIbyJi
『你聽』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlJ41hIJ1B
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjITf5DzlW7
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoM2KVxttn
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONkYOzxLoh
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『踏雪無聲』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRkuYRNGJF
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乍然寂靜無聲。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXneS5EfHBT
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbbYj9abTw
他張大眼，張口不能言。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL2v4SgO2b
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhKc8nB9yL
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「遙遠的童話故事」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMDwLmJyvi
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZH3gJ0Tit
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ki0nB8IKo
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt0l6wHYKe
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『請幸福的……』36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVzgZFU99l
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DwutK1tTo
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtgV7auoQB
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc0KqmRDtr
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIeOEs7g9V
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgh2iEw1ge
我無法相信話語的真實。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5JhHxK8E2
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我知道，你愛我。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf95i3IcIW
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9yiw2WHP3
我當然也從你口裡聽到。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kc7Qx5FuE
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWShJv3KaH7
你總是會說：「我愛你。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHTFx4NB6R
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是的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvbkxwJogd
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEpL226VAm
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrTlmZVOFc
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0ZTEtirMU
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzUHA3gmlK
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVQ5F38bbS
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH8Lm7WNbM
然後他又重複了一次。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWnwPcSl2B
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1snIV73Jb
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9Yju67Q48
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoGYIk3CX9
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDuDR4czLJ
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「十年」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo23rZ0z7Nr
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5DlOJJV1s
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIWn6hERo0
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDiYOjbogr
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy8e8ZKXnp
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因為太感同身受了。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63Jk1zz4vZ
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfVOMi7ode
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRyYtmRZbO
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXJV6cBmn9
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfwwESeTtB
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZtNhqADwO
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH96ZH7V1A9
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg5XH16j6P
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCWHWy9eZR
他始終是，一個人。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjubRrnYYb
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzRYBM1Mie
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASFHfhgzuB
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他決定要去旅行。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BfWb26TrV
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9t9eld2Bp
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路德也許會生氣吧。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHRRGytCJ1
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHKTbyxwpU
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU4r1S2Joc
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxFhjGZ44B
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M3UbFm3gx
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnCot160h3
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdE49C8a2g
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wz9b5cnwH
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRk2jbReMK
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEhEZyuAlC
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MjhcfpKRY
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEHWdSEXE6
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwaouUsvQ1
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6vYdq6CSd
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf6nOrfuGt
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcCHI9RGXT
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他收起相片，忖思。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bLNNYMv2F
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfWNcHs2VN
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclLsJMTH2r
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSG4xvcq4w
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