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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcJKT5nsqc
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMZhfyye5a
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp1ehjEXws
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYxl4p5E4e
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPfYvTMhoa
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錯過與放棄。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxLraZ1neQ
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOZwiEDZ3E
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkyJTcuhSr
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『If……』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxWgxhNvVJ
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcdQ5ypIcC
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmj429DfRW
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cQuBQalaY
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8WzvvKoRL
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFtIpAVgry
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmNStg9G3f
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『給十年後未來的你』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj6ymesB2n
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJsQBtHXcW
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgayt6A1iGD
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpntLPjnUZV
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyblektT4Nr
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jfoduOTOt
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38K0TRGjrr
至今回想卻支離破碎。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2SHOqlN8C
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu1RKKxtol
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCatOgPX0zj
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS1n0KY9Z2
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早就該死亡了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyvcZELqZM
早就該離開了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC4HC7eKc7
早就……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxq8CEwnOc
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRrsFgHCu2
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L1KPfnxre
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OawftB97o
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZsiOndTmX
為什麼不能忍耐呢……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT37Lyvvef
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6ULnU12Lm
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『不要哭。』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL22qZBfGy5
最後，兄長只是這麼說。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0SGjGvwNw
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOQ3BEU9We
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6mFatn8j1
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqSrGLbA5Q
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到底過了多久呢？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXdHJdruXL
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeuSOVKlFZ
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVKc6KJGYF
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB3aZZGNMR
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXlcAr7X6l
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他拼命的挖土。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK59EGwqfIP
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs3yvd4N0A
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREheMDflJp
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKUnVjf4Hi
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那是一面白紙。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ2YuLCbDQ
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHo9Pkiju6
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs86Gk5sXu
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9lsG4KdWE
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yGblx5kei
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QeU7v0Hvy
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看新聞有感。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiodgG8V0L
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ukyf6egX6
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「關於雪的聯想」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M6aFa1GM2
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiCjYn27n7
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtTOxGqkKw
乾澀的，卻熱和著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0OulSRQiO
『你聽』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS3DTuuatP
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiWhkmramw
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhmyV13WrP
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWdLqeFSSo
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『踏雪無聲』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFoVwhR0dz
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乍然寂靜無聲。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqxsjFxlsg
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwIUmv5Mfx
他張大眼，張口不能言。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJWoIlsbVj
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj8VRlWlnK
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「遙遠的童話故事」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilHi8gAQ67
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbZH8EEC71
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnz8LqZo1y
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Hkj0OqjN
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『請幸福的……』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2NaHdvRsh
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzMoG3KDu
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzgQe6kLMK
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqfBiTlCgz
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPRzXi6euL
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzzrnb9y3E
我無法相信話語的真實。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiYdMRhgJX
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我知道，你愛我。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN1G7AGlfT
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5YXthxM18
我當然也從你口裡聽到。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDoarKe30r
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL34YgVnsFd
你總是會說：「我愛你。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iyGz9xrBW
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是的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPjuUAsKJO
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw0Etfb3j0
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF6ER0kWhU
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gJt4Kf2yE
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn54WYHxCq
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『後日談』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXbBRyws7A
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk18yciLCN
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEOPuWEqDJ
然後他又重複了一次。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx5Bqxj0Fs
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2lJimdVpm
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgZO2TuMAK
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPnvJckLSL
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oVzIQ51Vi
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「十年」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO97tHCKmM
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rk0nZXbK8
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7V4RGbmIX
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jdBUMU6Fr
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliDoEOQAid
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因為太感同身受了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSoDltUftx
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPtudAqKrO
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjEmvykIhe
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgPp4FoTmh
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJG85OyqoP
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoda6nWUqY
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBJtRZZPIs
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RzIz1kZcd
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXTa9c3lyY
他始終是，一個人。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfraL9lFnZf
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIGBQfuSg1
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCS0WLxTFi
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他決定要去旅行。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwRHtXLdPK
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzljLca6T9N
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路德也許會生氣吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZkK4wvRWp
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4BejnuT9X
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqzJpzSRmc
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiSAHpVfZM
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjb82aZo62
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZH7rtlgo2
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFEywtbUZ
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1mK6zB1oj
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJaMGY1p76
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXsQtMOHWP
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRmDNpEup5
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yrlxIuGRI
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb94BZxzCp
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0kFVsKAV2
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1yEOuZMWK
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73rnTT5DMv
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他收起相片，忖思。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHGkNitfNV
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaQAfmMSC6
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUeRPcQIck
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl72p5YJkM
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