《8月32日:交往的第一天》181Please respect copyright.PENANAVSKQ704JxI
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小悠跟我是青梅竹馬的好朋友,我們在幼稚園的第一天上學日便認識了。181Please respect copyright.PENANAscRHTTYDwz
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還記得,那天你穿著可愛的淺藍色的百摺校裙,而我則是型格淺藍色恤衫配上吊帶褲。見你的第一眼,就覺得你很可愛。181Please respect copyright.PENANAFC0ejLKUoU
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到了小學、中學,我們都在同一所學校就讀。所以,我們每天都會穿上「情侶裝」回校呢!181Please respect copyright.PENANAQfK1Y1uUjI
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不要跟我說:其實全校同學的校服都一樣啊,那豈不是跟全校的女同學都穿著情侶裝?181Please respect copyright.PENANAFIezwAR7BH
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在我眼中,小悠是最漂亮、最可愛的女生。至於其他女生,我全都不會放在眼裡。181Please respect copyright.PENANAS5rx9rcznj
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中學畢業那天,本想著要跟你表白。我要真真正正地跟你穿上情侶裝,堂堂正正地牽著你的手。181Please respect copyright.PENANAi3F7itAgF3
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可惜,事與願遺,我慢了一步,被同班同學搶先了。181Please respect copyright.PENANA81Rcr5aK5B
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我實在心有不甘!那個男生,個子不比我高,也不及我帥,為何你會選擇他?181Please respect copyright.PENANAhthPaVVDm3
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「恭喜你啊!終於名花有主。」我假裝著興奮的跟小悠說。181Please respect copyright.PENANA8NUk1lZjhw
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「那你何時會名草有主啊?」看來小悠仍然沉醉於剛開始的熱戀,她的笑容真的很可愛:「你的夢中情人呢?你不是說要跟她表白嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdcxYCWTNG0
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「我?可能等到8月32日吧!她便會愛上我,跟我交往。」我知道我沒機會了,賭氣地隨便胡說。181Please respect copyright.PENANAZLHOnk80LE
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「8月沒有32日啊,你怎麼沒常識的?」與小悠互相嗆來嗆去,就是我們的日常。181Please respect copyright.PENANAp9T5iLufG9
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「是啊,我就是沒常識。」我今天的心情不太好,語氣也很差:「8月32日就是我交往的大日子、9月32日是交往一個月、10月32是⋯⋯」181Please respect copyright.PENANAlG8FtL5r6P
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「被拒絕了嗎?」小悠可能發現我跟平常的反應有所不同,她的手像撫摸小狗一樣,摸我的頭:「不要太傷心啊,明天一定會晴天的啊!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAoDemIHD7hj
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我迅速一下收拾懷心情,扮演跟平常一樣的自己,接說廣告對白:「你怎知道明天一定是晴天?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAzfz1N6bLuI
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「我也不知道啊,希望在明天嘛!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAJLzI9PxsMW
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「凡事沒有絕對的!」我們異口同聲地說,然後相視而笑:「其實下雨,又有什麼可怕?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAvSsa09xaXm
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「快點振作,你一定會遇到的。」小悠笑笑說。181Please respect copyright.PENANAHVsATOuMql
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我遇到了啊,只不過⋯⋯唉。181Please respect copyright.PENANAgQTioNxvNR
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其實我的心情並沒有好點,在她面前,還是會習慣地性把自己的感情隱藏起來。剛才太失策了,我不應該表露不高興的情緒。181Please respect copyright.PENANA1t90yCLb9q
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就這樣,我們從此沒有再穿起情侶裝,我也沒有牽到小悠的手。眼白白看著她跟男朋友,去遊山玩水、去吃美食、放閃……最忍受不了的,就是他們還會穿情侶裝。那個我一直引以為傲的事,再也不是我的專利。181Please respect copyright.PENANADMtrZbOCWl
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整個大學生涯,再到出來社會做事,我跟小悠也會保持聯絡,繼續保持密切的友好關係。她無論遇到什麼事,也會找我商量。已經數不清有多少次,她哭著找我,我便立即放下工作,趕到她的所在地,去安慰她。181Please respect copyright.PENANAc7NxgSp6Lg
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這次,我匆匆來到海旁。小悠一看到我,便馬上爆哭,訴說分手的來龍去脈。181Please respect copyright.PENANABNWNOj5wkY
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「那個人,我一早就知道他是有家室的啊。」看到小悠哭得心碎,我心也跟她一樣痛:「那個可惡的男人,實在罪該萬死!」181Please respect copyright.PENANAZlTpbx84ft
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「你怎麼不早說?」小悠說完,又再次飲泣起來:「早知道的話,我便不會跟他開始……」181Please respect copyright.PENANAjRJLeSk8QX
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「我說了十多遍啊,是你聽不入耳。」我不是責怪小悠,而是有點氣自己,當初應該說夠百遍、千遍、萬遍。181Please respect copyright.PENANAmJkvul1Nui
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可是,小悠以為我責怪她,她哭得更利害了。181Please respect copyright.PENANA635tPpn2mI
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我自知理虧,坐近一點,用手指點點她的肩膀:「對不起喇,帶你去吃薯條,好嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAneLJLXHtN0
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小悠並沒有停下來。181Please respect copyright.PENANAaPx7o2F0tV
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「買多一份燒賣。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAJTeVxdH8mK
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小悠抽泣著,接過我遞給她的紙巾。181Please respect copyright.PENANA5RbRKpWgkG
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「再加一杯雪糕。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA6zBmPLiW5R
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「會胖的。」小悠抹抹臉,吸了吸鼻子。181Please respect copyright.PENANA2rICme1QQr
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「那就不要好了。」181Please respect copyright.PENANApv8eTVKr9D
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「我要……」小悠眼睛紅紅地看著我。181Please respect copyright.PENANAivA1AQSLKg
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我實在說不出那種心痛。看著喜歡的人,在情路上跌跌撞撞,一直被其他人傷害。而我能做的,就只是在旁邊遞紙巾。181Please respect copyright.PENANAD0TsCnoQhk
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我站起來,伸手並扶起她。她的手,仍然是這樣柔軟。不想放開,但還是放開了,口中含糊地唸著:「如果今天就是8月32日,那有多好呢。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAGl0Zww62fJ
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「今天很好嗎?」小悠拍拍褲子,拿起手袋,嘟著嘴:「今天是第八次分手的日子。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAKY2yje9K4k
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「這些日子,不要記住啦!」我只想小悠從失戀的悲傷裡走出來:「走吧。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAm5IZfKPAcg
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小悠跟著我的腳步,垂著頭:「何時才會有個不會變心的男朋友?」181Please respect copyright.PENANA00DNcXPRcl
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「你旁邊就有一個。」我不小心的把心聲說漏嘴,連忙補救,以笑摭醜:「哈哈,說笑罷了。你遇到的都是出軌男,我想你一定是吸渣體質。」181Please respect copyright.PENANAArW2DA5t3W
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「是啊?我想也是。」小悠輕輕的回,然後便沉默著。181Please respect copyright.PENANAmvAD1fsQwU
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我在自己的嘴巴上掌了兩下,心想:「糟了,說錯話。」匆忙地走在她的前面站住,彎腰看看她低垂著的臉:「小悠,你是全宇宙最好的女孩子啊,又可愛、又漂亮的。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA1jAYuX6LEo
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她抬頭看著我,我站直了身子,帶著微笑續說:「不用怕啊,我會在你身邊,直至你找到下一個。」181Please respect copyright.PENANANaONvqpG3k
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她的眼框立即被淚水充斥住,上前抱住了我的腰,臉埋在我的胸膛前,再次大哭起來。181Please respect copyright.PENANAP4tMIwZjHf
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「不用急,慢慢哭吧,我等你。」我像哄小孩似地輕拍她的背。181Please respect copyright.PENANAZfPsyDGEBQ
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她邊哭邊說:「我⋯⋯不找⋯⋯下一個了⋯⋯可以嗎⋯⋯?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAimEhl8uGrs
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我愣住了,極度懷疑,是我聽錯或者會錯意。但仍抱著一絲的希望,結結巴巴地說:「那就⋯⋯讓我⋯⋯一直陪住你吧。」181Please respect copyright.PENANA4klFABlWoV
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她輕輕地點點頭,我緊緊地抱著她。181Please respect copyright.PENANA8sYEfS1iHz
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今天,是我期待多年的一天。181Please respect copyright.PENANAcIFmNpyF1w
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8月32日。