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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mOZDZMABN
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「嗡隆……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJTUhCXJul
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0vIVdSX1Y
月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrnvMbo37y
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c5yM2rang
錯過尾班車了…呢。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUBpkvIiar
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12tj2yvZ2F
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtprS9ZNZVV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbir98eijOw
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOab1eQE0Kq
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJnwQiZjKB
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFHiUlXpRF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfYlNJkkel
心情壞透了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ODTfWgop7
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfmO5CL9hp
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJMGBlg4Mu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8dBtn1tXV
……抱歉，我也不知道。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOVY35oHf2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEkj04q7Ft
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFX6oOEycp
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Id1boJwf6
「唉。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXNAH5kTCv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53L0BojvDr
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt0AFFuN89
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzbfI3kdJZ
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN49T46AQ3t
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhFHODGJOm
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ94Y4KnxbF
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFX1x9z3pQ
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTwG9iSooa
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnmduDhERi
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9XMtJJs3U
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfL6LsL5rI
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx86qiB6AH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCbuaxnZcZ
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooDnTFhX8w
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL1tQKB8xW
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcok2Ap6Hs
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQHAPU0qDQ
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGCgapU4B0
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmXAJkH2l
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsHsF5auGy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACGlC5LyqG
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNBpGL7dNB
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnnn3iFgmv
「先生。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59rF9QCnyy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9KMIWfGbw
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ998AUtZL1T
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZn7YLC4RZ
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD0qb4rw8D
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMb3VbDEb8
「閂…站？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zESvZuepu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhWPKuFmeh
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuJSonVHtX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnMHl0tzv6
要不是這條命是借來的話……796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybiCI6J4sC
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gmx6CKCVC
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd8JRKJlBZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyLWqpeoN3
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nr4QlHixW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMo5wZ28of
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62ZikHZ3ef
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWcShUslpT
「咁……啊。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV3duHPWaa
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfROWGGVOu
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40VsvZ1eEc
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LUuCcjbR9
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6tbuTWRKc
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXMtwYHESv
「我帶你行。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuUtqZZytf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrbCr8cu9y
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ832T6Uo5dY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXSMoQZYU4
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03YYUbYuxq
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWoSZFZrOW
「呃……算係。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwGrgGWWDP
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBZuZtFl6M
不再是了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnW55tEpWY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhVNC4dmbb
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbC8U2LY1h
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpg6PDGGuX
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oSq8dWVWW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6fWa9HEf1
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSPZQBgZlG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEel0CXK64
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13ZkV2nwWk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehYDUhzMLu
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcvTVTVH8i
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiRA3JMNl0
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWObxFIzOF2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqBLtlEWCg
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIGxRhEzWJ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WbM9diEwr
因為我沒有。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxz9JSFeAO
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eZnsj694I
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz2EJJ35ua
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF82W8k59T
活該。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ikYc64WMo
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ7ilgj3Wo
我活該。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXy7Jo3xiA
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAleHlLJ9rs
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi9XMOEXx8
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUHqjBfLWh
不想。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ztmq844dd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0INPL80CVg
我……我不想找她。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUw6ixTZC5
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHS4mGGwqP
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtrRoWVhnB
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBkfcd8Otc
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRm2ygmWds
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGp4suHZIw
我不想。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57IqyB6RTI
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSyLiZgpby
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUaQfhC3f
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQSJHYT5m5
不就有了嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulkNs2dJVM
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5gTkIza6f
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoFCsQJ1nk
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqb622CoNH
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYnez5MqiU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5MVAp78Il
而且，我連地圖都不用。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB5FyK04qw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrsR4TuhnG
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI82yLAPnxS
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIyHBK9KlW
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl2rMpmVY9
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPByi0sbpPm
出發吧。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXMD0Mmcpl
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wd2roptmv
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dddlOqyTb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyQcxnKUT8
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWqtsPNc9f
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv1LXLEHr5
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKLAwZllAV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS26USSVa0
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUn1FWu055
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNihmUjVPbo
「溫年柏。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDSTv0XG57
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXWq5VXKLV
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWrfQCwzoD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu523gbb49b
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRWwhAISxl
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0piLgOcq2
沒有人。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04RuDkyWdy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CPPMIdryY
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc0g5gBAlD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlORDZhbLk
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKC5dZrh2k
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyiPq5sxTt
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe2UyxRM1m
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ6tXTbkzt
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB3n4mUx77
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMoOdxXWXG
這到底是……796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM6Z0skYAN
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq0hZz8fWn
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVhiFg6F7K
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK4TwKvBO9
是…霧之類嗎……？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgg4QxypHU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzTSUQKk1A
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRHNN2Vm7K
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwhWRmU9bH
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFDkQRzLX3
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvNnuGKYBx
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796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY4qgvYCOH
很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEFxE6HC7F
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXacdAMMJlD
「……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh3MwH6qm1
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7xlLDdtrL
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRykJgrtkg
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnQPQBpy71
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdsXhEGT2l
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTIfu05wpK
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyr5MrjQIk
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