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比起經歷跌宕的童年,高中可以說是我人生中最平凡但也無趣的幾年光陰。30Please respect copyright.PENANAaXm4DSYIqo
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我不知道有多少人理解這種感覺——就像一台載滿乘客驟然失速、在衝撞中粉身碎骨的列車,當自己身子甩飛出去剎那——眨眼間,人們卻又安然於車廂內,好手好腳地。30Please respect copyright.PENANAOAY3TNXcv0
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好手好腳地,斷臂殘肢。30Please respect copyright.PENANABnMkgeU0XZ
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這種飄忽感讓我想到一部意外瞥見的日本動畫《Another》,倘若只是靜靜待在班級就好,無論好事壞事都不會降臨,沒有校園友誼也沒有同儕霸凌,體會空氣在這世間的滋味……其實也算幸運?30Please respect copyright.PENANAD7u36izUTb
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比起書本課桌被寫滿「怪胎」、「去死」之類的字眼;便當和衣服慘遭臭水溝跟垃圾堆洗禮;成天承受拳腳相向的痛楚……我旁觀這些事天天在別的同儕身上發生,慶幸之餘卻也顯得無動於衷。30Please respect copyright.PENANA4hvuNth08Y
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若有人問,怎樣才稱得上順遂自在的校園生活……不覺得備受歡迎、人緣課業雙豐收的設想太過不切實際嗎?30Please respect copyright.PENANAuOHIoyXkGx
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「我就看著她被拽著頭髮拖進廁所欸!」30Please respect copyright.PENANAcpY4XibHfg
「你知道揍人打哪最不容易留下痕跡嗎?」30Please respect copyright.PENANABFT66bMe3k
「『水』跟『手機』,是很好用的工具喔!」30Please respect copyright.PENANAyx3hNyVXe3
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若問我的話——大概是不至於像個跟班似的,拚命向霸凌者諂媚提供容易讓自己成為替罪羔羊的計策;但在多數決是否要繼續這場霸凌時——默默舉手投上一票的小角色吧。30Please respect copyright.PENANAQR7Xm9eeAT
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簡直是在道德邊緣試探……不,在某些人眼裡,我這種行為要比真正的霸凌者還值得譴責吧?30Please respect copyright.PENANAUNb3MnXgQo
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所以這才是私人不公開帳號啊,白癡。30Please respect copyright.PENANAaZRa2xSoQJ
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我不知道現在社會渲染出的「趨勢」是什麼,只知道大多數人跟我一樣都是只敢躲在鍵盤、匿名、人群保護屏障的「普通人」,卻莫名要被那些明明半斤八兩;卻非要展現正義道德優越的群體冠上「旁觀者」、「卑鄙小人」的稱號——不覺得很不公平嗎?30Please respect copyright.PENANAoxtGX5p0C2
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奇怪了,我們有什麼不同?30Please respect copyright.PENANANmOzJbSb56
奇怪了,你們又經歷過什麼?30Please respect copyright.PENANAJAxTLd0TB3
奇怪了——難道每次那些人都會出手幫助需要幫助的人嗎?每一次嗎?任何情況嗎?30Please respect copyright.PENANAjPNIlfsau8
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「哪有可能?勇者都是萬中選一的。」30Please respect copyright.PENANARTCfkhAo8c
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所以收起你彎成手槍狀的手指、預想打些什麼的腦子,有本事先評斷你自己再來批評別人吧——30Please respect copyright.PENANAONQook8Zx9
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「正義,本來就不是生而為人的必需品。」30Please respect copyright.PENANA6lBsL7ARx2
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當腦內就在這號稱平靜時光的人生階段;不斷轟鳴至快要爆炸之時,有個人對我說了這些話。30Please respect copyright.PENANA9GJkfFVvVt
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「妳跟我,似乎很像呢。」30Please respect copyright.PENANASLarWjE5MC
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