【冰漾】我的單身日記 第十四章46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CBpRX61Xs
發文時間: 4/16 2012
發文時間: 4/16 2012
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當我再一次的恢復意識時，已經是隔天的傍晚了，我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來，腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去：「嘶－－」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxxTElaK1t
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呃啊……痛……46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBOwbsLW4s
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估計是聽見動靜，門外的人很快的就推門而入，來到我身邊：「褚！」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAduJ7e7PD
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學長看我想坐起身，便伸手替我立起枕頭，再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj8NEJOlTB
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「呃啊……學長，現在情況怎麼樣了？」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴，痛的微瞇起眼睛。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rzgaaIuC8
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學長看了看確定我坐好之後，便轉身倒了杯水：「你們去除靈的時候，把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來，幸好你當機立斷做了封印，那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族，他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量，不過因為數量過於龐大，所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了，等等就去撤掉吧，這樣一直下去，你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後，皺著眉說明道。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FixXOLcZp
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我端著水杯，小口小口的喝下了半杯之後，才嘆了口氣：「不能撤。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1VArUrzgs
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「為什麼？」學長有些不滿，但還沒有直接動怒，而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來，翹起腳雙手環胸。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSFpye7xYI
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我放下杯子，左手握拳，食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓：「這個，是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時，我在裡面埋了很多水屬性，然後－－」接著，我的右手也做出一樣的動作：「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況，我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結，讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說，邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起：「這樣子，兩個術的根基立在同一點上，會更強韌，我也可以隨時調整。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51bYBf7ZYq
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靜靜的聽著我的解釋，學長沉默了片刻，才勉為其難的點了點頭：「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉：「但你有沒有想過，這對你會造成多大損傷？你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度，萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力，你該怎麼辦？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRWhFG1Q1V
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「那……也只好之後再重考了……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvChtF3cV9
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「你能不能先把力量收回來，讓其他人合力重新下一個封印？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ZPYFYA5f
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我苦笑了一下，仍維持著手上的動作：「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管，這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDshh3SKI0
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握拳互相圈著的兩隻手，在剎那放開。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuio44pei
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「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出，從他們過去所累積的能量看來，會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJOEbG1DNo
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我一說出這句話，房內又再度陷入沉默。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsFMWnFx3Q
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「……你，能不能再做事之前，先稍微為自己想一想？」良久，學長才抬手扶額，目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視，只好垂下視線，看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcclnaESUJr
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「如果是你，你也會這麼做吧？就像在鬼王塚那時，毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAXWxZqljU
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「褚……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAvkbadh1H
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「學長……我呀，也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方，沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡，那我怎麼能不做呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg6RplkB2l
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「……有些時候，我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofoJtj8phj
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聽見這句話，我忍不住抬眸看向他，雙唇微張，不知道該說什麼。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJxarE8BX
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站起身，學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上，接著走到門口。他背對著我，手放在門把上輕聲開口：「從前，我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候，是那樣的了解你，並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在，我卻不想看到你這樣無私，因為你即使知道有人會你擔心，也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況，你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1X2jmANS8
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然後，他推開門，靜靜的走出了房間。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjuA1bP5ao
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我呆滯的坐在床上，耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話，視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾，那是我的日記。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRBK9sbvJO
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我總共有三本日記本，除了正在寫的那一本之外，桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本，寫的是接續前一本，遠征隊的過程，一直到升上高三，裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oDzuRpzkX
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我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyMHCzYFSO
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暗戀……是嗎？真是一種，又幸福，又痛苦的戀愛方式，但我依然樂此不疲。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAcaZC5eGi
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因為不打算說出口，所以自然不抱有多大期望，也因為如此，很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失，不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持，只要和過去一樣的和他相處，然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4qvFl9J5D
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這樣就夠了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBH1HkuTVj
就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse6COJNnRe
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畢竟，沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptAcaxdvkZ
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我掀起棉被，把雙腳放上地面，穿上拖鞋後，小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁，伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時，一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡，宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ltu5uaMbQ
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昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候，我聽見身邊有翻書聲。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxI8F8A6iG
那個時候，在我身邊的人是學長。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4BFaVPdbA
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剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的，也是學長。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nUXwQuXHu
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那－－昨天晚上，學長在看的，是什麼書？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiC5TLJeWN
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當我再一次的恢復意識時，已經是隔天的傍晚了，我睡了將近一整天。有些吃力的從床上爬起來，腦袋裡劇烈的脹痛感又讓我瞬間脫力倒回床上去：「嘶－－」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxxTElaK1t
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呃啊……痛……46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBOwbsLW4s
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估計是聽見動靜，門外的人很快的就推門而入，來到我身邊：「褚！」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAduJ7e7PD
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學長看我想坐起身，便伸手替我立起枕頭，再撐起我的手臂輕輕的讓我靠坐起身。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj8NEJOlTB
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「呃啊……學長，現在情況怎麼樣了？」我伸手揉了揉太陽穴，痛的微瞇起眼睛。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rzgaaIuC8
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學長看了看確定我坐好之後，便轉身倒了杯水：「你們去除靈的時候，把潛伏在映幻之湖周圍的靈體全部翻了出來，幸好你當機立斷做了封印，那些靈體才沒有再惡化成鬼族，他們現在還在你的封印裡動彈不得。你和米納斯在廣場做的持續性淨化也正再削弱他們的力量，不過因為數量過於龐大，所以淨化的效果仍然有限。你既然醒了，等等就去撤掉吧，這樣一直下去，你的精神力會崩潰的。」他將水杯遞給我之後，皺著眉說明道。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FixXOLcZp
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我端著水杯，小口小口的喝下了半杯之後，才嘆了口氣：「不能撤。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1VArUrzgs
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「為什麼？」學長有些不滿，但還沒有直接動怒，而是拉過一旁的椅子坐下來，翹起腳雙手環胸。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSFpye7xYI
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我放下杯子，左手握拳，食指和拇指圈出一個沒有連接起的圓：「這個，是我在外圈下的大型封印。封印的同時，我在裡面埋了很多水屬性，然後－－」接著，我的右手也做出一樣的動作：「這個是我趕回廣場後做的淨化術。為了做出能夠在遠方持續供給力量並監控封印裡的情況，我利用埋在封印裡的水屬性和廣場水池裡的水屬性做出連結，讓兩個術互相接合。」我邊說，邊把兩個圈的缺口扣在一起：「這樣子，兩個術的根基立在同一點上，會更強韌，我也可以隨時調整。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51bYBf7ZYq
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靜靜的聽著我的解釋，學長沉默了片刻，才勉為其難的點了點頭：「這招……高明。」接著話鋒一轉：「但你有沒有想過，這對你會造成多大損傷？你的精神力耗費到甚至得強迫預支未來的額度，萬一之後在紫袍的檢定中沒有辦法發揮實力，你該怎麼辦？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRWhFG1Q1V
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「那……也只好之後再重考了……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvChtF3cV9
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「你能不能先把力量收回來，讓其他人合力重新下一個封印？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ZPYFYA5f
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我苦笑了一下，仍維持著手上的動作：「我沒有辦法放著幻族不管，這是現在的我所能想到最有效的方法了。如果我把力量抽走的話……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDshh3SKI0
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握拳互相圈著的兩隻手，在剎那放開。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuio44pei
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「暴露在外的怨靈會傾巢而出，從他們過去所累積的能量看來，會瞬間扭曲成鬼族吧。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJOEbG1DNo
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我一說出這句話，房內又再度陷入沉默。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsFMWnFx3Q
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「……你，能不能再做事之前，先稍微為自己想一想？」良久，學長才抬手扶額，目光複雜的看向我。他眼神中的無奈與懊惱讓我不敢迎視，只好垂下視線，看著老頭公化身成的黑色鐲子。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcclnaESUJr
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「如果是你，你也會這麼做吧？就像在鬼王塚那時，毫不猶豫的要我捨棄你一樣。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAXWxZqljU
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「褚……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAvkbadh1H
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「學長……我呀，也已經到了會想多為這個世界做一點什麼的時候了。如果有個地方，沒有我這樣的犧牲做為代價就會滅亡，那我怎麼能不做呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg6RplkB2l
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「……有些時候，我真的很後悔讓你成長得這麼快。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofoJtj8phj
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聽見這句話，我忍不住抬眸看向他，雙唇微張，不知道該說什麼。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNJxarE8BX
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站起身，學長從懷裡拿出兩本黑色封皮的筆記本擺到桌上，接著走到門口。他背對著我，手放在門把上輕聲開口：「從前，我聽的見你心裡的念頭的時候，是那樣的了解你，並渴望能早日讓你綻放光彩。但是現在，我卻不想看到你這樣無私，因為你即使知道有人會你擔心，也絕對不會多為自己想一點……更何況，你不知道為你擔心的到底有多少人。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1X2jmANS8
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然後，他推開門，靜靜的走出了房間。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjuA1bP5ao
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我呆滯的坐在床上，耳邊不斷的重覆著他剛剛的那席話，視線緩緩的轉向了他離去前放了東西的桌面。黑色封皮的筆記本映入我的眼簾，那是我的日記。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRBK9sbvJO
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我總共有三本日記本，除了正在寫的那一本之外，桌上那兩本是已經寫完的。比較舊的那本寫的是從入學到升高二的那一年。比較新的那一本，寫的是接續前一本，遠征隊的過程，一直到升上高三，裡頭……也承載著滿滿的愛戀。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oDzuRpzkX
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我嘴角勾起一抹苦澀又滿足的笑容。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyMHCzYFSO
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暗戀……是嗎？真是一種，又幸福，又痛苦的戀愛方式，但我依然樂此不疲。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAcaZC5eGi
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因為不打算說出口，所以自然不抱有多大期望，也因為如此，很輕易的就能滿足於偶然的小小曖昧所帶來的幸福感。不用患得患失，不用為了讓他喜歡自己而做什麼矜持，只要和過去一樣的和他相處，然後悄悄的收藏那一段段在我眼中可以稱之為「幸福」的微小片段。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4qvFl9J5D
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這樣就夠了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBH1HkuTVj
就算偶爾得忍受不能說出口的落寞與心痛。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse6COJNnRe
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畢竟，沒有不用心痛的戀愛啊。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptAcaxdvkZ
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我掀起棉被，把雙腳放上地面，穿上拖鞋後，小心翼翼的起身來到桌子旁，伸手撫上日記本的封面。這時，一個可怕的念頭猛然出現在我腦海裡，宛如一盆冷水直接的由頭頂澆下。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ltu5uaMbQ
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昨天晚上我曾醒過來很短的的時間……那個時候，我聽見身邊有翻書聲。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxI8F8A6iG
那個時候，在我身邊的人是學長。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4BFaVPdbA
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剛剛從身上拿出這兩本日記的，也是學長。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nUXwQuXHu
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那－－昨天晚上，學長在看的，是什麼書？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiC5TLJeWN
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