〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0243Please respect copyright.PENANA9EecTfOzPZ
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。43Please respect copyright.PENANATsEaYJVQcS
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「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWUBbZOnXTb
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帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。43Please respect copyright.PENANALrg2Z5Pef5
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那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。43Please respect copyright.PENANAoztx8YaWZs
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3j3rDmsEcW
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那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhVZplKbZEQ
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……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAvOAjKSqR32
43Please respect copyright.PENANA2cI3zqWz6P
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgll44LQhBk
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不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2sdvFSWzye
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhDqfWGJ3kc
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所以……他是不會道歉的。43Please respect copyright.PENANABydjrViBZq
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沒錯。43Please respect copyright.PENANAkddRUh9W80
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他不會。43Please respect copyright.PENANAS0wKNnU0QQ
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnkJb94wyAp
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「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAqKSrhJqbCD
43Please respect copyright.PENANAQUPP30cVrz
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疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXi9Z2Wdd0J
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淚水……麼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwUYx5wC9hn
43Please respect copyright.PENANA6LzoZ904ow
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAh6Q7epVnoT
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。43Please respect copyright.PENANArBGLyqD6gh
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「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXfxmmA5Yjb
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「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。43Please respect copyright.PENANAddzcbvmXhh
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVZJetqIvxl
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錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」43Please respect copyright.PENANA2qz9HZDFWp
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藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOukVoRDe6R
43Please respect copyright.PENANAe5XwnFoxhO
43Please respect copyright.PENANA5NWnBv8fCI
現在的自己……不能見人啊……43Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Iu8EhwJH
居然……還讓他看見了呢……43Please respect copyright.PENANAR6CCOvVlbu
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。43Please respect copyright.PENANA4ku0K56uUV
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzO9PkIPaA
就這麼不待見他嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANA73qMKUslOM
43Please respect copyright.PENANAEMCW5DFz6v
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxFyxCRY3MI
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoulpMhBocu
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsGQVrKeKRO
很好。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxUGX26GlZt
43Please respect copyright.PENANAq2HMQoS38p
43Please respect copyright.PENANAyIVTj4aBEt
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。43Please respect copyright.PENANADfrsVw89rZ
43Please respect copyright.PENANALSQBO1IaEK
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUZV7raBxHA
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。43Please respect copyright.PENANALtUDSpkGyE
真的……陷得太深了啊……43Please respect copyright.PENANAB3hGfjxIHc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfg219BSHhs
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAd5OZ40ICRK
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?43Please respect copyright.PENANAaTCBCdooa4
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學弟?43Please respect copyright.PENANAhbji8Xbiug
妻子?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJv0SWiVMaa
愛戀他的人?43Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2h3VtwwUT
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罷了吧。43Please respect copyright.PENANARkbeokgu9A
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……43Please respect copyright.PENANAcvW0PlF3Sa
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……43Please respect copyright.PENANAJTkcZEwHBM
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──學長……學長……43Please respect copyright.PENANAxpn5OjjDUp
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」43Please respect copyright.PENANAbkR6cyw1p9
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。43Please respect copyright.PENANAEJYcPEFbn7
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。43Please respect copyright.PENANATsEaYJVQcS
43Please respect copyright.PENANAY4q8WTP4dy
43Please respect copyright.PENANAKbzy9tjZ9F
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWUBbZOnXTb
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfoeXvQi3zh
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。43Please respect copyright.PENANALrg2Z5Pef5
43Please respect copyright.PENANACAvXvyRfNn
43Please respect copyright.PENANAl75zRszt7a
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。43Please respect copyright.PENANAoztx8YaWZs
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。43Please respect copyright.PENANA3j3rDmsEcW
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3jnFzPBIh3
43Please respect copyright.PENANA7aN9DmVIkL
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhVZplKbZEQ
43Please respect copyright.PENANA4UEFpKuNjb
43Please respect copyright.PENANA3BBi76vT8C
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAvOAjKSqR32
43Please respect copyright.PENANA2cI3zqWz6P
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。43Please respect copyright.PENANAgll44LQhBk
43Please respect copyright.PENANAigF2ycQiIz
43Please respect copyright.PENANA08BiuS8ni3
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2sdvFSWzye
43Please respect copyright.PENANAYlCga2l0Ry
43Please respect copyright.PENANAHgWMcgCLNQ
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhDqfWGJ3kc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfreORNJG8Y
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所以……他是不會道歉的。43Please respect copyright.PENANABydjrViBZq
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沒錯。43Please respect copyright.PENANAkddRUh9W80
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他不會。43Please respect copyright.PENANAS0wKNnU0QQ
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。43Please respect copyright.PENANAnkJb94wyAp
43Please respect copyright.PENANAgT0lFKz95g
43Please respect copyright.PENANANe653Yz0r8
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAqKSrhJqbCD
43Please respect copyright.PENANAQUPP30cVrz
43Please respect copyright.PENANAmU6kAzVGH5
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXi9Z2Wdd0J
43Please respect copyright.PENANA7In1PLAfIG
43Please respect copyright.PENANAIHbWZ76qF3
淚水……麼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwUYx5wC9hn
43Please respect copyright.PENANA6LzoZ904ow
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。43Please respect copyright.PENANAh6Q7epVnoT
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。43Please respect copyright.PENANArBGLyqD6gh
43Please respect copyright.PENANAnbAjS46kUv
43Please respect copyright.PENANAvU92hg9Rw4
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「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。43Please respect copyright.PENANAXfxmmA5Yjb
43Please respect copyright.PENANALqGuBJRgnX
43Please respect copyright.PENANASF13BnDcg8
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「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。43Please respect copyright.PENANAddzcbvmXhh
43Please respect copyright.PENANAVZJetqIvxl
43Please respect copyright.PENANAl1koBA48UK
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」43Please respect copyright.PENANA2qz9HZDFWp
43Please respect copyright.PENANAt9FFx8DEea
43Please respect copyright.PENANAqjs9Hp0Z2V
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOukVoRDe6R
43Please respect copyright.PENANAe5XwnFoxhO
43Please respect copyright.PENANA5NWnBv8fCI
現在的自己……不能見人啊……43Please respect copyright.PENANAp6Iu8EhwJH
居然……還讓他看見了呢……43Please respect copyright.PENANAR6CCOvVlbu
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。43Please respect copyright.PENANA4ku0K56uUV
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbzO9PkIPaA
就這麼不待見他嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANA73qMKUslOM
43Please respect copyright.PENANAEMCW5DFz6v
43Please respect copyright.PENANAxFyxCRY3MI
43Please respect copyright.PENANAoulpMhBocu
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsGQVrKeKRO
很好。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxUGX26GlZt
43Please respect copyright.PENANAq2HMQoS38p
43Please respect copyright.PENANAyIVTj4aBEt
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。43Please respect copyright.PENANADfrsVw89rZ
43Please respect copyright.PENANALSQBO1IaEK
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANAUZV7raBxHA
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。43Please respect copyright.PENANALtUDSpkGyE
真的……陷得太深了啊……43Please respect copyright.PENANAB3hGfjxIHc
43Please respect copyright.PENANAfg219BSHhs
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAd5OZ40ICRK
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?43Please respect copyright.PENANAaTCBCdooa4
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學弟?43Please respect copyright.PENANAhbji8Xbiug
妻子?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJv0SWiVMaa
愛戀他的人?43Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2h3VtwwUT
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罷了吧。43Please respect copyright.PENANARkbeokgu9A
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……43Please respect copyright.PENANAcvW0PlF3Sa
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……43Please respect copyright.PENANAJTkcZEwHBM
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──學長……學長……43Please respect copyright.PENANAxpn5OjjDUp
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」43Please respect copyright.PENANAbkR6cyw1p9
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