〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0245Please respect copyright.PENANAnR2LzIagUU
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJC70Nps7wB
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「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmJYhJmzNxC
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帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。45Please respect copyright.PENANA11LWn5Z5yx
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那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。45Please respect copyright.PENANA7LNvZqMr6i
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYOKZfaKTsD
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那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。45Please respect copyright.PENANA2fRIyAZgv5
45Please respect copyright.PENANApF1pQ3sI1r
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……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAEXyd19rTxj
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聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAK79vioW6zd
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不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0GG1QVOiwr
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3AOFY5YMxA
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45Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sn57bBxof
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所以……他是不會道歉的。45Please respect copyright.PENANAU7Bf7obsS2
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沒錯。45Please respect copyright.PENANATByzbSrAIG
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他不會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAW68o5FMgaG
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。45Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Z2w75oAI
45Please respect copyright.PENANAPaT4plVCXf
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「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsfdHNgEqyZ
45Please respect copyright.PENANANMdPEkcXL8
45Please respect copyright.PENANAUghECaRx98
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。45Please respect copyright.PENANAn355GbtXjB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAV1w8dfRfci
45Please respect copyright.PENANAuRpQ6ZbIp8
淚水……麼。45Please respect copyright.PENANAseKwocaLbW
45Please respect copyright.PENANA0adIJnj0yH
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。45Please respect copyright.PENANACdHEEwE1Q4
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。45Please respect copyright.PENANACX4FnTsK7X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAp2iinu9FKM
45Please respect copyright.PENANAdpiwiQdam1
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「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsUztWT2dDy
45Please respect copyright.PENANA9LN91gKq02
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「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlB5Hk685O9
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhPatcaTrHW
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhIegHZJElq
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAWJmqak5NJt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAw1KYfFqNQi
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藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。45Please respect copyright.PENANAqzvSF9w4Gt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAR0USW2Au5X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ9KV61zmI
現在的自己……不能見人啊……45Please respect copyright.PENANAyW2OrgkSpf
居然……還讓他看見了呢……45Please respect copyright.PENANAJToooO7d4B
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5UGwbtmCni
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45Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ0c2MGf8p
45Please respect copyright.PENANA38zQPokmNu
45Please respect copyright.PENANA22V1vHikb0
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQvkT0J2NJ1
就這麼不待見他嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAUriPe0TPcz
45Please respect copyright.PENANAY6KnKiOaat
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqFZsvKRImX
45Please respect copyright.PENANAq0NlUXdcMo
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3iOzqJB9Z
很好。45Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1Pbb6zRo
45Please respect copyright.PENANAEsmCZ9smUk
45Please respect copyright.PENANAWuASXreGvT
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。45Please respect copyright.PENANAw3ZGHNpob7
45Please respect copyright.PENANAFCI1UWn9nb
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKUYKs9HRo7
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。45Please respect copyright.PENANA9OlTorfZL0
真的……陷得太深了啊……45Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ql2uqjjRt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHf6sMmmlvP
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAe2kU8Ev9SK
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?45Please respect copyright.PENANAyBxy50lzQH
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學弟?45Please respect copyright.PENANAfzZ5PcDq91
妻子?45Please respect copyright.PENANAtap9Ur78Px
愛戀他的人?45Please respect copyright.PENANAINK2kRQejT
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罷了吧。45Please respect copyright.PENANAY9SMFfEICk
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……45Please respect copyright.PENANAja8SWQylXz
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……45Please respect copyright.PENANAWuusPD8V2Q
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──學長……學長……45Please respect copyright.PENANAFGJxUOvsue
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」45Please respect copyright.PENANAzs6WLFzarz
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnhDh5TUU52
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。45Please respect copyright.PENANAJC70Nps7wB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAlyuwe8fVNe
45Please respect copyright.PENANAq3S22fZlFd
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmJYhJmzNxC
45Please respect copyright.PENANAWuYPCMw8hI
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。45Please respect copyright.PENANA11LWn5Z5yx
45Please respect copyright.PENANAafr4Q0Vkhg
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjiwqACf5FJ
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。45Please respect copyright.PENANA7LNvZqMr6i
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYOKZfaKTsD
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3UaQpJbS9d
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjs1OLdjrn7
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。45Please respect copyright.PENANA2fRIyAZgv5
45Please respect copyright.PENANApF1pQ3sI1r
45Please respect copyright.PENANAnii9IQVn6A
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAEXyd19rTxj
45Please respect copyright.PENANAlNtN1eWZNU
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAK79vioW6zd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAtF1xk5Z4Vc
45Please respect copyright.PENANATcNSL9Ho5I
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0GG1QVOiwr
45Please respect copyright.PENANACVQltIlByV
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ0ANLupnp
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3AOFY5YMxA
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqj8eDi0n2V
45Please respect copyright.PENANA5Sn57bBxof
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所以……他是不會道歉的。45Please respect copyright.PENANAU7Bf7obsS2
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxKPl0eUCcA
45Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZgJosgnYP
沒錯。45Please respect copyright.PENANATByzbSrAIG
45Please respect copyright.PENANALUKdiqS3tk
他不會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAW68o5FMgaG
45Please respect copyright.PENANA8nbCzyVaEe
45Please respect copyright.PENANAdO3vH2oRnp
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjOwsPwLjd9
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45Please respect copyright.PENANADq72JK0CD2
45Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fdpui6c2x
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。45Please respect copyright.PENANAb7Z2w75oAI
45Please respect copyright.PENANAPaT4plVCXf
45Please respect copyright.PENANAiQbI49jJKg
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsfdHNgEqyZ
45Please respect copyright.PENANANMdPEkcXL8
45Please respect copyright.PENANAUghECaRx98
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。45Please respect copyright.PENANAn355GbtXjB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAV1w8dfRfci
45Please respect copyright.PENANAuRpQ6ZbIp8
淚水……麼。45Please respect copyright.PENANAseKwocaLbW
45Please respect copyright.PENANA0adIJnj0yH
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。45Please respect copyright.PENANACdHEEwE1Q4
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。45Please respect copyright.PENANACX4FnTsK7X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAp2iinu9FKM
45Please respect copyright.PENANAdpiwiQdam1
45Please respect copyright.PENANAZUHGc5NvR6
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。45Please respect copyright.PENANAsUztWT2dDy
45Please respect copyright.PENANA9LN91gKq02
45Please respect copyright.PENANAGb1hcmaOp1
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3ylkG9XPMf
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlB5Hk685O9
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhPatcaTrHW
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhIegHZJElq
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAWJmqak5NJt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAw1KYfFqNQi
45Please respect copyright.PENANAJxoBiYc0sQ
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。45Please respect copyright.PENANAqzvSF9w4Gt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAR0USW2Au5X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHQ9KV61zmI
現在的自己……不能見人啊……45Please respect copyright.PENANAyW2OrgkSpf
居然……還讓他看見了呢……45Please respect copyright.PENANAJToooO7d4B
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5UGwbtmCni
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgJPtycNUxC
45Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ0c2MGf8p
45Please respect copyright.PENANA38zQPokmNu
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQvkT0J2NJ1
就這麼不待見他嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAUriPe0TPcz
45Please respect copyright.PENANAY6KnKiOaat
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqFZsvKRImX
45Please respect copyright.PENANAq0NlUXdcMo
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3iOzqJB9Z
很好。45Please respect copyright.PENANAxw1Pbb6zRo
45Please respect copyright.PENANAEsmCZ9smUk
45Please respect copyright.PENANAWuASXreGvT
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。45Please respect copyright.PENANAw3ZGHNpob7
45Please respect copyright.PENANAFCI1UWn9nb
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKUYKs9HRo7
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。45Please respect copyright.PENANA9OlTorfZL0
真的……陷得太深了啊……45Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ql2uqjjRt
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHf6sMmmlvP
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才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANAe2kU8Ev9SK
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?45Please respect copyright.PENANAyBxy50lzQH
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學弟?45Please respect copyright.PENANAfzZ5PcDq91
妻子?45Please respect copyright.PENANAtap9Ur78Px
愛戀他的人?45Please respect copyright.PENANAINK2kRQejT
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罷了吧。45Please respect copyright.PENANAY9SMFfEICk
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……45Please respect copyright.PENANAja8SWQylXz
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……45Please respect copyright.PENANAWuusPD8V2Q
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──學長……學長……45Please respect copyright.PENANAFGJxUOvsue
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