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人們常說,孤單是習慣問題。8964 copyright protection84PENANAweglT7pSOh 維尼
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換言之,只要久了,就能習慣孤單。8964 copyright protection84PENANAge299kG2TV 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAmD7YUZYAwT
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然而,孤立卻不是那樣。8964 copyright protection84PENANAIiaRdcQ1Px 維尼
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我可以忍受一直窩在房裡獨自一人舒適的過,但當周遭的人都親密的結伴相處,卻只有自己一人孤零零的時候,再怎麼麻痺自己都還是會在意。8964 copyright protection84PENANAy6llZxJKc0 維尼
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就在這種狀況下,她來到了我的世界中。8964 copyright protection84PENANAYHrWaDVVj6 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAtjnoOnwwSQ
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繐是個小女孩,她用緋紅的緞帶將頭髮紮起,身上穿著酒紅色的洋服。8964 copyright protection84PENANAJ7gCH3DUp3 維尼
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無論是說話、語氣,甚至是行為,就像個普通的小孩子。8964 copyright protection84PENANA9fBD2sTIcI 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAbuUL0PKUVp
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但,她並不正常。8964 copyright protection84PENANAfoRvOlUclC 維尼
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因為,她是我創造的。8964 copyright protection84PENANApzwmKpothx 維尼
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再來談談我自己吧。8964 copyright protection84PENANAfYGJsth9Uk 維尼
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我的名字是纓。8964 copyright protection84PENANAtDNKEdX0tX 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAnOMeJj5CIQ
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不算是個多特別的人,倒不如說,很容易被遺忘。8964 copyright protection84PENANA3apVRCHztk 維尼
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就像是詛咒一樣,我很容易就會被人忘記。8964 copyright protection84PENANAb9yyjGey17 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAVpz7xCOrFb
8964 copyright protection84PENANA0QRNJ0G8ch 維尼
當你覺得你跟某人很要好而朝她打招呼時,對方卻露出「你是誰」的表情時,那種受傷的感覺我好像已經漸漸習慣了。8964 copyright protection84PENANA03NMCZcNmX 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAu2NEYegMdX
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漸漸的,我也開始接受,我很容易被遺忘的這件事。8964 copyright protection84PENANAGnjQiuycA3 維尼
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所以,我只習慣跟繐說話。8964 copyright protection84PENANAW1kZ7HsKqo 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAwZbsxx854c
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跟繐說話很有趣。她會表現出任何你期望的反應,同時,也會說點有趣的話題。8964 copyright protection84PENANAk0O7SZq7sy 維尼
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慢慢的,繐開始給我一些建議。8964 copyright protection84PENANA45MlCkpMi0 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAMxDRDIT4zj
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「要試試看跟其他人說說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection84PENANAWImlmLl2wt 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANArAZ4uwuMkq
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彷彿看穿了我心中的軟弱,她繼續說:8964 copyright protection84PENANAJD2Aw239zn 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA9CKPsGvQau
8964 copyright protection84PENANAyGRUokS0a9 維尼
「纓也很想和其他人說說話,對吧?」8964 copyright protection84PENANAjLslxCW9Ul 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA4npMXKQLEl
8964 copyright protection84PENANAqzKguxGS8r 維尼
「反正要不了多久就會被忘記吧……」8964 copyright protection84PENANAqBEO1LeRJW 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAqDIaRWExmc
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「那也沒關係,不是嗎?」繐朝我看了過來。「要是被忘記了,再去認識一次就行啦。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAH3JpfPnLL4 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAQ53y9jhOuv
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童言童語中,將相當困難的事簡化了不少。8964 copyright protection84PENANAsOXvtjsGHW 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAqR6WAuedZg
8964 copyright protection84PENANAPE7Bvh0t0J 維尼
然後,我開始嘗試著與他人再次溝通。8964 copyright protection84PENANAUNgRoYbuZR 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAP5BrNEsl9E
8964 copyright protection84PENANAvlOFEZ4JlJ 維尼
雖然有時還是會被遺忘,但最後,我找到了不會遺忘我的人。8964 copyright protection84PENANAQc3btScurE 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAydoHkZnuNq
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他的名字是司。8964 copyright protection84PENANAjkC3OxCdem 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANASoYjFhLoGA
8964 copyright protection84PENANA7rczhzXAIi 維尼
「喔,你終於肯找人說話了嗎?」8964 copyright protection84PENANAmQsZfSS8na 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAqSP6H43qrL
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這是司對我說的第一句話。8964 copyright protection84PENANANR4nsAHeml 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAZoTKeGIE3D
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「早就在注意你很久啦,我還沒看過像你一樣這麼怕生的女生。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAC2oswS58DO 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAi1vEh1joQQ
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他爽朗的笑著,讓人以為他是在代替早已忘卻笑容的自己在微笑。8964 copyright protection84PENANAkGhHNavHwh 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAfQQkD5rD0e
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不過,卻不感到討厭。8964 copyright protection84PENANAnRa4aCW5M8 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAgCV02TwsWR
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「請多指教。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAioie41368B 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAapbts7yo7p
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我微微欠身。8964 copyright protection84PENANAVw7WlcmDWM 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAaiGxZMDNFt
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之後,在我的世界中,多了司這個角色。8964 copyright protection84PENANAD0vD0GS0x3 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAORFOsJCopx
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「他是個好人喔。」連繐也這麼說。8964 copyright protection84PENANABWJNXzXUP1 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAlC1ZPoSAhq
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「我還不知道呢。」我聳聳肩,與繐閒聊著。8964 copyright protection84PENANAZifiLm2jaD 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAapOkhDTcwc
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「喂~」從遠方,傳來了司的聲音。8964 copyright protection84PENANAgCZx7w0Si2 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANADFMdXqAAF0
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「纓,等一下的課程能夠跟我組隊嗎?我朋友臨時有事來不了了。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAtkegVOHgV2 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAVOev0vYrTA
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喘著氣,司就為了這種小事跑得汗流浹背。8964 copyright protection84PENANA3QE117tL8B 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA1laLwKXYD8
8964 copyright protection84PENANAI3NwxMxC1b 維尼
「嗯……好……」8964 copyright protection84PENANAt3cZZTfsw4 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAzxWElC7pxc
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點頭答應後,司說著待會見,就又消失在走廊深處。8964 copyright protection84PENANAtb7W48WiJA 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAOQDBVoi2lm
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頭轉回來時,看到繐那不懷好意的笑容。8964 copyright protection84PENANAbVQOPMrpwJ 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAjX6KwNbfLe
8964 copyright protection84PENANAtmwPBa6RiO 維尼
「加油吧,纓。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAOnxmwQbjRf 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAIb1Llk5cll
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我想,那時候,繐就知道我的心意了吧。8964 copyright protection84PENANAvGH8llM1dC 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAqTwMyaJ89C
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88Please respect copyright.PENANALU3TQWf8fG
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靛春、朱夏、白秋、玄冬——8964 copyright protection84PENANAIWX4GlkzBR 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANApFBPCT9V7b
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數十年的時光匆匆流逝……8964 copyright protection84PENANAwYCx9wBceC 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAU7Uc9sCGl8
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「喔,變得很漂亮了呢。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAgmTGEnB0pX 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAjPMqLrIgSK
8964 copyright protection84PENANAWxjm50vSEU 維尼
繐對著在化妝鏡前的我這麼說。8964 copyright protection84PENANA7HUab9LiaN 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANABgd1fwJ5n0
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「畢竟明天是大日子嘛。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAMI2V8uECJQ 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAnb81G8zhRF
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化著妝,我這麼說。8964 copyright protection84PENANAKNq9sjtufF 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y3lxzYQz7
8964 copyright protection84PENANAX102EaAJrh 維尼
那之後,在我的每個四季之中,都染上了司的色彩。8964 copyright protection84PENANAEPUDe71W98 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAkoYezEU0z3
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而在某一年,我答應了他的交往。8964 copyright protection84PENANA6zDTmyOC8q 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAqVfBn0RGOf
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知道了彼此越來越多的事,最後,立下了誓言。8964 copyright protection84PENANA6yflKrFEWA 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAJlZoJFRe0m
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而明天,就是實現誓言之日。8964 copyright protection84PENANAPZK40qeXEA 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAtJMKLQ2BPE
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「明天以後,就換他陪在妳身邊吧。」8964 copyright protection84PENANApKvskB6YRg 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAj3lUtQOA3X
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繐坐在窗台,望向窗外的同時喃喃說著。8964 copyright protection84PENANADxjZxUucPK 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAvU7xppNncX
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「別開玩笑了,妳也要在啊。」8964 copyright protection84PENANASRnpPv8qe2 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANATmYJkGKSy1
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「纓,夢該醒了。」繐如此說著。「我誕生的理由與使命,已經完成了。」8964 copyright protection84PENANA9vZeOTgw3j 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA35zVLn016C
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——為了,不再讓纓感到孤單。8964 copyright protection84PENANAbnSsyE4Fwg 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAxIXdI8WeCX
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因此,我陪著她說話,陪著她笑。8964 copyright protection84PENANAfxTIxsn3Tq 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAKrU86m3oFj
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但是,我並不能讓她一直活在幻想裡。於是,我讓她與別人打交道。8964 copyright protection84PENANAE8WibgBWCt 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAALFfEzJD7Y
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最後,也找到了她的命定之人。8964 copyright protection84PENANANdmTs1AJFL 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA1wSvixBZBy
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「很快,就會沒有我的位置吧。」8964 copyright protection84PENANADof5Ba6OVt 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAeToCchgQ9c
8964 copyright protection84PENANAfp1DU7fNci 維尼
繐笑了笑,那抹笑容在夜光的映照下,顯得格外哀傷。8964 copyright protection84PENANAq90IF8pz6G 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAiWIQxmN3D5
8964 copyright protection84PENANAHmbR6VFut2 維尼
「纓,在最後,請記得我吧。」8964 copyright protection84PENANA1jvhTf1gHt 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANADK0CC1ZgfL
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從手指開始,繐慢慢地化為發光的螢色粉塵。8964 copyright protection84PENANAGaJ6GLc1WD 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAEIjMCJtaup
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手指、手腕、胸——最後,整個人隨風而逝。8964 copyright protection84PENANA4Kxug1T5i4 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAHEc2oeemaw
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「繐?繐!」8964 copyright protection84PENANAEDOTCj4ztX 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAiYqLR0qhpf
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無論我怎麼喊著,都再也聽不到那稚嫩的童音了。8964 copyright protection84PENANAzGlRuRqP99 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAYFXSN6LtGF
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88Please respect copyright.PENANArDlWsYQt0m
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是繐讓我有了勇氣。8964 copyright protection84PENANA7WWGaEqI0w 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAAuQ6cBJiUb
8964 copyright protection84PENANAnkTdBHuVFs 維尼
是繐讓總是被遺忘的我,有了被記憶的理由。8964 copyright protection84PENANANwfqBtqnEL 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA8jVzgiabsM
8964 copyright protection84PENANAkUT5qcxWzZ 維尼
是繐的提議,才讓我找到了命定之人。8964 copyright protection84PENANANoN2fKZwpk 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAIvFO827fIZ
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但是,繐已經不在了。8964 copyright protection84PENANARa3DmZejIQ 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA9uKp2jOPcz
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一直以來,為這份空虛的身體注入勇氣的她,已經消失了。8964 copyright protection84PENANAf395hxJQU9 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANACjTXXmgELL
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那晚,我不知道我哭了多久。8964 copyright protection84PENANAXWrSFfdLxy 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAZOUpGQkDL3
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就連婚禮,也不知道是怎麼度過的。8964 copyright protection84PENANAn9zmGwsJko 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA59Bychadr8
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在少了繐之後,彷彿整個人都被掏空般。8964 copyright protection84PENANAitV48PdNc5 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAeVVoRtlL57
8964 copyright protection84PENANAYIZTBL4rsE 維尼
「纓,怎麼了嗎?」8964 copyright protection84PENANAvvTOWIaN6x 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA1T56JU9yZ1
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司有點擔心的望了過來。8964 copyright protection84PENANAMN7ifJZggR 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANATymesTNUwK
8964 copyright protection84PENANANzPyK2UcZT 維尼
我突然想起繐說過的最後的話。8964 copyright protection84PENANA9qlTqaAZlD 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAiPilmXWnyM
8964 copyright protection84PENANAYCXbCtIqV8 維尼
『在最後,請記得我吧。』8964 copyright protection84PENANAUHksXbWwfI 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAdk8rjfh5Ll
8964 copyright protection84PENANAGrwlzypunL 維尼
「吶,司,我可以跟你說一個故事嗎?」8964 copyright protection84PENANAgRunduoxJm 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAKKkUMk9Xdd
8964 copyright protection84PENANACQP76JAvN0 維尼
「可以喔。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAllAyWdUkJ1 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAb1i7Q7gRdI
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一如既往的,司露出微笑。8964 copyright protection84PENANAdpm0usXjaK 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAZOeyWLqSpj
8964 copyright protection84PENANANeH8FB2qL7 維尼
「不過,可別笑我啊。」8964 copyright protection84PENANAfrmk7PDGGg 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANASByhbnPDjH
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調整好呼吸與情緒後,我開始娓娓道來。8964 copyright protection84PENANASsnM7m9yF6 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANA2lqEoWn1kc
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「我有一個很要好的朋友,她的名字是繐——」8964 copyright protection84PENANAJbVvFvukS8 維尼
88Please respect copyright.PENANAQtZf1MBBvA
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故事總是從很久很久的以前開始,持續到很久很久、很久的以後……8964 copyright protection84PENANA16MiGgH9JC 維尼
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