又一個夜。星月之下、傾宮之巔，我伏身抬臀，口舌純熟吞吐履癸胯下剛硬陽物，再三激發他的慾望。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyrcQ8Q6pq
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嗄——嗄——他喉音乾啞，密集而刺激的快感將他捧上仙境，同時亦把他的身體拖向鬼門關。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsJbxMzhHY
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呀！他滿足，軟癱玉床呼呼入睡。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNJjCGUCn5
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我為他蓋上薄被擋風。他年紀老邁，貪婪淫穢，賤肉橫生，強蠻粗暴。我至今無法接受自己將要待在這人身邊虛耗一輩子。無可奈何，我沒能選擇。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxpJKP5vHV
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月落日出，奴僕依命奉上幾匹上等絹帛，亮麗柔滑，最適合裁紉成國君之女身上衣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsCZxFnCZr
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「哈！」我聽到絹帛被自己親手撕成碎片的聲音，快感油然而生——親手毀滅美好事物是多麼痛快！「快！給我找來更多絹帛！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhODqH33UOU
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「我最愛絹帛。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0V3Ji2hrw
「我最愛你。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNhL1cWhay
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履癸說，從下而上情深款款望入我雙眸，彷彿直達靈魂。我分不清楚他在真心談情抑或純粹製造浪漫氛圍以添快感。無論原因為何，我只感到噁心。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1Kyt4hTJi
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我撥弄長髮，媚態倍添，趁他分神之時突然以兩快三慢的特殊節奏扭動腰肢，給他帶來一浪接一浪強烈衝激。他氣喘，肥肉微搐微顫，十指緊捏我白晳大腿直至完事，留下十顆紅印。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgkGa6nWMW
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「我最愛你。」履癸出乎意料沒有睡去，繼續情話綿綿。他擔心我思鄉，所以築建傾宮，好讓我可以在高處眺望家鄉。他擔心我在原有殘舊宮殿生活不舒適，所以不惜工本粉飾瑤台。他擔心年輕好動的我覺得後宮生活沉悶，所以命人從各地搜羅有趣新奇玩意……507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YV1331R6e
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我假笑——507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX0GWVc1Tu
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「從今日起，你只是貢品。」戰敗當日，父皇語重深長提醒我不再是國君之女。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUTn1RdUaM
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「我是貢品，不是人，沒能思鄉。」我感謝他的絕情，使我至今未曾思鄉。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiJXijvFH6
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我假笑——507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGez0f6edVe
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撕裂，清脆利落。貢品的絹帛包裝被一雙強蠻粗暴的大手拆開。貪婪淫穢的目光帶來屈辱，賤肉橫生的男體帶來恐懼，強蠻粗暴的權勢帶來憎恨。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXWFw75SJk
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我假笑——507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4pfWJWmW3
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「我也最愛你。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzjC7Jt6aO
履癸的愛賦予我權勢，權勢為我帶來舉國上下的憎恨。向履癸進諫的忠臣越來越少，媚諂的奸侫越來越多。任誰都知道這足以導致毀天滅地的後果。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84lzlISBdz
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履癸命心腹秘密設置暗道，出口附近常備馬車隊以便逃亡。馬車隊陣容不大，容不下五十人。扣除物資與侍衛、奴僕後，估計最終只有十名宗室能登上馬車。我瞭解履癸——他是個自私的聰明人。我和他同是眾矢之的，一起逃亡會方便敵人追捕。若果他偷偷棄我而去，我就會成為誘餌，誤導敵人，增加他逃脫機會。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxjqfGGaOi
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我佯裝毫不知情，繼續享樂。越不安，越放縱。越憤怒，越狂野。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQx1EnrWBg
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我的身心不該如此被蹂躪！我的人生不該如此被踐踏！我的生命不該如此被結束！507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4jIiVtkEt
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「你有煩惱？」履癸似乎察覺我心緒不寧，突然反客為主，翻身將我壓在身下。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHi39YhgMV
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「我……」我沒料到他有此一著，既驚且恐，霎時反應不來。他年邁體弱，房事於他越益吃力，不得不由早期男上女下的主動體位改為近年平躺床上享受服侍的位置。他現在一反常態，可能在打甚麼鬼主意。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqBTOBu3kB
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「別想太多。」他一指輕碰我唇，封住我的思路：「閉上眼睛好好放鬆。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrASRKuQlk9
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我長年處於信任與猜疑交界，身心俱疲。他簡單兩句竟使我理智驀地斷線，眼淚徐緩細流，乖乖閉眼，將身心內外託付予他。今夜的他細膩溫柔，若鳥羽，如貓舌，似花瓣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBOJpCzoqg
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不安退去，憤怒消散。長埋心底的委屈以呻吟之態宣洩盡出，妖嬈卻淒楚，極樂卻哀怨。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwRZy5jgzA
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完事。我力竭昏睡，迷糊間察覺耳邊唇溫：「我最愛你。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1Uw7N5cU1
翌日，日上三竿，我被惡毒日照喚醒。放鬆，惺忪，環視四周。履癸不在，奴僕不在，絹帛不在……507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq9t5CEeYH
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不對勁！絹帛不在！奴僕們今日沒有如常工作！507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCcd3Tjwvz
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我撲至窗前，驚見內亂戰火已蔓延至城邊。今日是逃走的最後時機！507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDYXzbKU6G
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抑或……507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuAqXZIhma
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我已錯過逃走時機？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEJ158bIDJ
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無暇整理衣衫髮髻，慌忙奔往暗道。沿路一片狼藉，人人公然打砸搶燒。我沒有阻止，一心只想趕上車隊。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR0zQDsL5u
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怕死？當然怕死，但我更怕要接受履癸對我從無半點愛意！他日日說最愛我，我一直不相信，僅報以虛情假意。不過昨夜……我竟開始相信……507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNY6XJg3ac
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淚眼矇矓。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uLjBNYlw8
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相信甚麼？相信愛？相信這是真愛？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjb1eJ0uKi
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腳步戛然止住。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgApo51IFz
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「妹喜！你在哪？」履癸嘶啞喊喚聲從前方走廊拐角處傳來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6m59MEStQ
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我不敢置信，喜極而泣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmR2mpMlC8
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履癸竟不顧眾人勸阻，擅離馬車隊，獨挑大刀回宮救我！507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7gjZs8JR5
我和履癸身披蓑衣，腳踏草鞋，穿林逃難。最後與十多名災民擠在簡陋小舟渡河至未經開發的島嶼，隱姓埋名，重新生活。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdfzy2ahPb
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兩年後，履癸撒手人寰。臨終前，他對我說：「我最愛你。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOnvWFH7WG
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我沒有傷心，因為我對他無愛。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaI4SkoZ88
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但是，他的愛是我這輩子唯一可以永遠獨享的珍貴事物，為我這輩子遭受過的一切屈辱、恐懼、憎恨添上意義。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqZaJ8GOyr
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感動。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZmMxhQ4ov
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感激生命種種。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc3aNhJPVo
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