Hi Daisy,

Thank you for your letter.How are you recently?

I wish I could back to delighted life as normal adolescents.Nevertheless,this seems to be castles in the air for me.I lost my wings.Despite that I may tear and escape out of the case beyond the days,I could never soar anymore.

My life is pathetic as I written.Owing to the suffocated circumstance,I believe that my birth was just a massive blunder.

I am a nightingale.Although Nightingale is just a tiny creature,it used to be fearless,undefeated and unstoppable.However,human shoot at me.I was overwhelmed with blood. Undoubtedly,my faith is worthless.My wings were tear into pieces.I wish my blood could watering the land.Despite that dream would never comes alive.

I am a daydreamer.My body is fading.There should be a hot debate between being killed from hunger or being killed from sleeping pills.Certainly,it is just a worthless investigation.

Maybe I should conclude something.Being the case,I am a rubbish.I am speechless creature as well as disability person.At the moment,I have a a clear self recognition.I live in abyss.

No matter how the world is going on,I had been killed.I lack of motivation to take a shot once more.I am just laying on abyss.I am look forwards to shut down the respiration system.

I wish I could soar.Yet,it is anything but an unreasonable expectation to me.

I am fine.I have no interest to commit suicidal.Moreover,I am just a dust.I am not going to persuade other.Turning dust to gold would not be happened.

All in all,thank you for your listening.Although human would not extinct at the moment,I am not soundless because of you.                       Best wishes,

Chris