這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#22(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
傳送門:
歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢57Please respect copyright.PENANARPYAzcA8Kv
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰57Please respect copyright.PENANA9345h4FPNc
太難回頭只能一直走不停57Please respect copyright.PENANA1mhpCBAmaP
曾經兩個人流失人海之中57Please respect copyright.PENANABshVKBXlSa
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明明不甘心 明明還在等57Please respect copyright.PENANAY9tHsu0JEK
卻偏要假装 早就不痛57Please respect copyright.PENANAwpYdjABnLo
明明奢望著 你也再次心動57Please respect copyright.PENANA2vyQyamAeV
越美好期待 越容易落空57Please respect copyright.PENANAbNbbTMrBRS
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆57Please respect copyright.PENANAByhg19zUEO
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂57Please respect copyright.PENANAuMrBMKD8bC
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小57Please respect copyright.PENANAjuty5MANVP
一放手就消散掉57Please respect copyright.PENANANs3UuiCe2L
我也想灑脱一笑57Please respect copyright.PENANAgslRWu2H9q
說一生那麼長57Please respect copyright.PENANAFz4SJgB2gW
爱與你都不重要57Please respect copyright.PENANAxpBecxdE6N
也許還會遇到另一個人57Please respect copyright.PENANALZPtDd2oU7
許下相似的諾言57Please respect copyright.PENANAhqIxyAzHy1
我知道我難以做到57Please respect copyright.PENANA0yG4qxwH9J
57Please respect copyright.PENANAAlZKPsU8lu
明明不甘心 明明還在等57Please respect copyright.PENANAObEW3v7SvL
卻偏要假装 早就不痛57Please respect copyright.PENANA1AZ0jJ3lzW
明明奢望著 你也再次心動57Please respect copyright.PENANAnPPbTMEBTQ
越美好期待 越容易落空57Please respect copyright.PENANA9heftuRMgS
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆57Please respect copyright.PENANAWLIFml5cYZ
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂57Please respect copyright.PENANAVl3F5MuiLP
57Please respect copyright.PENANAakjtMxj2j4
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小57Please respect copyright.PENANAkZEl7ljilz
一放手就消散掉57Please respect copyright.PENANAfLa2GZB3rI
我也想灑脱一笑57Please respect copyright.PENANASHdtDvBH7M
說一生那麼長57Please respect copyright.PENANARioD6meKb0
愛與你都不重要57Please respect copyright.PENANAMNV67WEwau
也許還會遇到另一個人57Please respect copyright.PENANApPwgQCjMQQ
許下相似的諾言57Please respect copyright.PENANAkUMEjotLnN
我知道我難以做到57Please respect copyright.PENANAKEjMHGFOqK
57Please respect copyright.PENANAvGBNaULxvG
時光洪流中這份愛多渺小57Please respect copyright.PENANASh0XVDMsxD
一放手就消散掉57Please respect copyright.PENANAIvft9VwHuE
你的心飘向遠方57Please respect copyright.PENANA1CWWLuzncR
我留不住也好57Please respect copyright.PENANAFNw0tzvOtN
酸與苦比恨要好57Please respect copyright.PENANAnjDM7IUkiO
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐57Please respect copyright.PENANAJl8oDzJvuV
天亮就繼續微笑57Please respect copyright.PENANARf4hVJLXPB
我知道我可以做到57Please respect copyright.PENANA70nh7MR1ZI
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANAjNwAGYc0oV
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。57Please respect copyright.PENANARIaILfVBh5
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,57Please respect copyright.PENANARBTipU2njo
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,57Please respect copyright.PENANAV4Jn8wdPBg
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。57Please respect copyright.PENANAhHnwtUzSVg
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」57Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pygj1TCmI
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......57Please respect copyright.PENANABTDIqPdnYK
如果當初,沒有推開你,57Please respect copyright.PENANApy7dgxgKcv
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,57Please respect copyright.PENANAfaU7NGsSXO
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。57Please respect copyright.PENANA6rQnqrb1tR
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。57Please respect copyright.PENANAOpd34MMFAh
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,57Please respect copyright.PENANAvBxyOBmVi2
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,57Please respect copyright.PENANASDCsKHGC2V
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6AVme4bfo
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。57Please respect copyright.PENANAFPApgIrk40
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?57Please respect copyright.PENANAd1ivel0EDk
滄海桑田,人事已空,57Please respect copyright.PENANAGiCsGm2RG2
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。57Please respect copyright.PENANAfraHqIdxu0
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。57Please respect copyright.PENANAXnpy2WEFa6
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,57Please respect copyright.PENANARAlzMHgHZz
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。57Please respect copyright.PENANAcIXhtB5WyF
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。57Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zb1fz3LrN
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,57Please respect copyright.PENANAwDcEVQS5Uv
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。57Please respect copyright.PENANAuCQqjWCyaT
但我卻害怕了,57Please respect copyright.PENANA3l4xAKohZi
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,57Please respect copyright.PENANArgYP7teIiT
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我57Please respect copyright.PENANAGTrD4nz7aq
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。57Please respect copyright.PENANAQUkTG3wccH
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。57Please respect copyright.PENANAajlMFTCLZl
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。57Please respect copyright.PENANA7AxDPHmYjC
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。57Please respect copyright.PENANAJj3vI0UY49
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,57Please respect copyright.PENANABmgpfvp1mD
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。57Please respect copyright.PENANAc4IcNrA9Wc
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。57Please respect copyright.PENANAPqcFRgB4hV
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,57Please respect copyright.PENANAtyUbvHA7HM
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,57Please respect copyright.PENANA6MDZo1oG5X
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。57Please respect copyright.PENANAtNnQ1NzQz1
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。57Please respect copyright.PENANAVhxivNy5ZL
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。57Please respect copyright.PENANAkSlXM8p3Bw
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,57Please respect copyright.PENANAShJ6zJvZr9
在這場時光洪流之中,57Please respect copyright.PENANAMrWdHwsJ2s
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?57Please respect copyright.PENANAMTYTxMShvs
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,57Please respect copyright.PENANA7VKu7eq4O2
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。57Please respect copyright.PENANAaUIp5D1pPT
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......57Please respect copyright.PENANAlXFpYaOjsv
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,57Please respect copyright.PENANAUyv8b7jenA
我希望你不要恨我,57Please respect copyright.PENANAlLvPSM6XKC
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。57Please respect copyright.PENANASy0zvky4UP
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。57Please respect copyright.PENANAKbP5Wf11ur
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。57Please respect copyright.PENANABpn4UZ4IfR
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?57Please respect copyright.PENANAW0NbOvuSsI
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,57Please respect copyright.PENANALZg9WlGO9B
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,57Please respect copyright.PENANAAW2JI1Pcrd
我都想真心的,向你道歉。57Please respect copyright.PENANAl9jqrWHOpz
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。57Please respect copyright.PENANA0akBf6KUnn
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?57Please respect copyright.PENANAO1SwwKSnvy
明明想要灑脫一笑的......57Please respect copyright.PENANAdcyhAjPQvR
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......57Please respect copyright.PENANAQT9iNtpOxr
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。57Please respect copyright.PENANARlKi8MWh30
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?57Please respect copyright.PENANApDanWRtQhW
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,57Please respect copyright.PENANAJYErZDZ7rP
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?