佢咁樣一問,我忽然唔識答佢⋯我唔知要點答佢,我望住佢,但咩都冇講到出口509Please respect copyright.PENANA5FmomFSvJl
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見我冇出聲嘅佢,眼中嘅失望無從掩飾,係對我失望,大概係⋯佢連一個微笑都透露住滿滿嘅失望⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANA5IuyqXTedE
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我見到佢咁樣,心入面有種鬱悶嘅感覺好似泡泡一樣一戳即破⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANAU9E3v1dFKf
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我番到屋企,換咗件衫,沖咗個涼,拎住罐啤酒坐喺窗邊,雨天果然都唔係咩好日子⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANAAgLpRihHEe
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我以前,都有認真拍過拖,不過有一次同咗個渣男一齊,我發誓以後唔會再比人玩,人地玩我,我要玩得比佢狠,所以從來只有我飛人509Please respect copyright.PENANAkehj7jSbI7
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我拍咗好多散拖,只係中意一時嘅新鮮感,只要我對佢嘅新鮮感一到期,我就會講分手,男人都係中意新鮮感啫,而且去得club玩嘅人都唔會係想拍長拖嘅人啦509Please respect copyright.PENANAvoPkXJC80H
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對我嚟講,追我嘅人都幾多,但我從來都唔打算接受邊個,唔想限制咗我嘅自由,唔想比人約束住509Please respect copyright.PENANAuUXBk0PdU7
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我向來覺得比起愛人,我更愛自己,喺愛情關係入面,我好少會去諗人地嘅感受,我點解喺愛情入面冇咩共情能力⋯?509Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ4OlcgpUs
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我一直覺得只係我更愛自己、更在意自己啫⋯但今日嘅我,似乎對自己都有新嘅了解509Please respect copyright.PENANAOglWiq4WCQ
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卓思齊係好男仔,我係打從心底咁樣覺得,正因為佢係好男仔,所以同我更唔匹配509Please respect copyright.PENANAyCUkw5AfMn
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應該話佢同我本來根本就唔會識,只係因為有知珩作為中間嘅交叉點,所以我同佢呢兩條平行線先會交疊509Please respect copyright.PENANAzaz42OLviX
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我呢種成日落吧落club、又唔會真心愛邊個嘅人,會耽誤佢去搵真正合適嘅人;我本來以後自己都可以同以往一樣瀟灑講再見,但今次有啲難509Please respect copyright.PENANAKfOe3HViTW
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「你錫我係因為你中意我,定只係知我中意你,單純想玩我?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAqKp4Ghs2V1
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佢講嘅一句喺我腦海中閃過,我當下居然唔知要點答,我居然有一刻會怕見到佢因為我而難受嘅樣⋯中唔中意呢件事,我都唔太清楚⋯但想玩嘅心態,都係夾雜其中⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANAfaMYDJ2HKx
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「嘖⋯」我仰頭將頸枕喺梳化嘅邊上509Please respect copyright.PENANA87n6FL4HB5
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佢失望嘅眼神令我都失咗魂,我呢種自私又唔會共情嘅人,因為一個細我4年嘅男仔,一個失望嘅表情,心揪住痛⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANArV6rvJ7ldX
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我嘅手喺身邊離我唔遠嘅位置摸一摸,摸到我嘅手機,開IG之後見到嘅第一樣嘢,係卓思齊po咗story,明明只係一個紫紅色嘅圈,但我都係忍唔住好奇心㩒咗入去睇509Please respect copyright.PENANAeHONX3sWLM
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「我邊個都唔係」509Please respect copyright.PENANAFuvTro4ChQ
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深夜嘅街道,配上白色嘅文字,更加顯出佢嘅憂愁,一句「我邊個都唔係」直接刺痛我⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0PVvE1Asi
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我今晚又係同酒、同愁緒一齊渡過⋯509Please respect copyright.PENANAEiVuh6W1Cb
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「今晚做咩約我食飯?」我望住侍應將餐牌收走,我拎起枱面嘅玻璃杯飲一啖水509Please respect copyright.PENANAAqPOnWOWnp
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「宜家係唔係約你食飯都唔得?有男朋友唔洗要我呢個朋友?」浩宜帶住舉一反十嘅氣勢反問我,「同男朋友一齊食少一日飯都唔緊要啦係唔係?你地日日都見啦。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAcUb7bwiutE
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「邊個激嬲你⋯?」見到佢嘅反應,我嘅第一下直覺係有人激嬲佢,「我問一句你問番我三句⋯邊個激到你咁嬲?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA0GasQqxLhc
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「咁又冇⋯」浩宜嘅愣咗一下,氣勢即刻收咗,「又唔係邊個激嬲我嘅⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANAR31QvtIDj2
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「咁做咩⋯?」我有啲不解,諗咗一諗之後笑問:「你激親自己啦?」509Please respect copyright.PENANA8wLFj24dXz
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「知珩,你話人點解會口不對心⋯?」佢望住杯中只剩一半嘅水,雙眼中係我估唔到嘅情緒,「世上除咗人心難測,人嘅關係更難測⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANAMKY7rdE0ng
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「咁⋯人係咁㗎啦~」我無奈聳肩,托住下巴望住有一絲憂愁嘅浩宜,「所以你講緊你自己同某個明戀你嘅人?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAdDBnlb4IfY
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浩宜嘅沉默,代表我講中咗⋯我的確好意外509Please respect copyright.PENANAG16fNhWAQ9
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「最自私嘅周浩宜,居然會因為人地令自己憂愁?」我不禁笑道,呢個笑夾雜咗嘲諷嘅意思,「我冇睇錯呀嘛?」509Please respect copyright.PENANAXJBO8oysjV
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「我冇憂愁,只係心情有啲一般;搵你嚟訴苦,你就喺度窒我⋯」浩宜不悅咁望我一眼,用手指將垂喺臉旁嘅髮絲向後梳509Please respect copyright.PENANAVjAsdRi9lw
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「冇窒你,我點敢呀?」我抿一抿唇,輕嘆一口氣,「卓卓最近,睇起嚟好似冇咩事,但係一安靜落嚟,佢嘅愁緒就好明顯⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANAz6JFumMYd2
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「我知。」浩宜煩惱咁托住額,憂愁都喺雙眸中滲出嚟,重重咁嘆一口氣之後坐好起嚟,拎起啱啱放到枱上嘅酒杯,「我嗰日,錫咗卓思齊,然後佢問我錫佢係因為中意佢定想玩佢⋯我當下,咩都冇講,唔知要答咩,答咩都唔啱咁⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANATZLZEEG8Pz
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「我點解會咩都冇答?我諗咗幾日都唔知點解⋯我見到佢好明顯嘅失望,但我冇諗過要佢難過⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANA4hiunWbr7U
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「我好矛盾,我知道佢中意我,我都覺得佢喺我嘅圈子入面好⋯與別不同⋯好想試下新嘅感覺;但我又覺得,佢好好,但我唔好,我同佢唔係一路人⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANA2I4zf6BMnS
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「知珩呀知珩,你話好似你咁幾好?一早搵到個對你一心一意嘅人⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANAjm6XB15hy5
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「你飲醉酒啦?」我望住佢手中全滿嘅酒杯509Please respect copyright.PENANAEAO2I3H6Ua
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「一啖都未飲,點醉?」浩宜嘅嘴角微微上揚,輕笑一聲509Please respect copyright.PENANAtc72PSTXm1
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「你唔係敢愛敢恨㗎咩?」我問道,「既然中意,咁咪去,你大過佢呢件事,佢都冇介意過。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA4gkXZ63Um0
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「再⋯諗諗?」浩宜仲係喺度猶疑,佢抬眼望一望我,「我嘅意思唔係話唔中意,只係再考慮清楚。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAmBuONrvTZM
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「就算你叫佢唔好等你,你覺得佢會唔會?反正我覺得佢都係對你一心一意。」我將我眼見同我感覺到嘅嘢話比浩宜知,「佢口講話唔再聯絡,但你約佢嘅話,佢應該都會乖乖地出嚟。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAv6Kx9Utsw2
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「我前一排仲講緊唔想拍拖⋯」浩宜自嘲般揚起嘴角,「不過又唔係真係⋯特別想,就係諗下⋯」509Please respect copyright.PENANAfcMwAkmYtp
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「你中意咪認⋯敢愛敢恨嘅你呢?」我無奈咁望住浩宜,「真係中意啦?好少見你咁猶疑不決。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAaJt32vw90o
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浩宜沉默不語,但大概真係,只係浩宜唔想承認佢係動咗心509Please respect copyright.PENANAHlB64e4vK9
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「你唔好同佢講。」浩宜提醒我,眼底嘅迷惘盡露,「太折磨人。」509Please respect copyright.PENANA6cXUYNFW8S
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「你都知?」我今日只係一個聽訴苦嘅工具人,浩宜嘅心意我唔會同卓卓講,畢竟係佢地兩個人自己嘅事509Please respect copyright.PENANA3qj7tLOpqH
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有一刻我喺度諗,如果真係中意,浩宜會去,唔係真係習慣咗人地主動,而係浩宜自己都猶疑緊509Please respect copyright.PENANABr2X0XFq62
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「不過你係諗都唔好諗咁耐,好嘢唔係得你一個想要。」我講道,「暫時佢應該都係一心一意對你,但你同佢講咗嘅嘢佢都係有擺喺心,唔可以話佢會放棄,但亦唔代表佢諗清楚之後唔會。」509Please respect copyright.PENANAA0t7P0yxPd
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