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一九九三年，他六歲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5SK78KY6P
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvW9bvj4a2
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkc0tUxc2z
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoadboSvfTe
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看不見，聽得到。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEDVkYn8ys
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尖叫，呼救。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOaIzbdOa3
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心跳，鼻息。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAghDPCfN5V
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人，車。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj52vkhDws
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電車。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDTGDN7nvG
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3J7zD9gUd
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMLzkMnQAP
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwg0D0msEC
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDvswyIMdB
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刻骨銘心。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRgSRNpxYj
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw6YVV8QqB
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（02）281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2dDuFnEes
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看得見，聽不到。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNzIA26Z5c
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsbDESGJZm
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgGyr4Rw4q
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXiZSOxAI9
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzG2vGnhjN
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4qPKeNHX2
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbIVUU5Skp
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLI3pSUcJq
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAHZffS20q
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu0m3kK7bG
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQG8PTJpyT
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFmYtcxFRU
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叮……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcLVH8fcEL
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEtomL06PW
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHP13giCC1
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdb9PU8kX
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWHteyiXKK
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQUStrUSNS
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl1Oc6gunw
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRVRVvtqkV
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYeEvboge9
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2IWFjTFH2
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcYxnHuMym
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震驚。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3dJzB7iQA
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsmkl3kSO1
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgZPyyJ710
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKg5heafOy
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinGg1asWVs
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gfZBfWcas
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他不想再追。很累……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdrLOuFz94
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrD2GgA9AF
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r4w5uCueE
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGGb8pEG6l
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKhWBerQBn
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTJw0MyuF6
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yQaBLGmoC
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiuFPaORGO
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他接受不了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi5OYacUuJ
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndPcEXGodf
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNlpfxphQe
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綠手開始氣化。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3rs1LHZRs
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C6GyXmtcy
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbimGOL6Dog
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l0LOQypER
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叮叮——叮叮——281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJif9DLGYe9
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1b1SuGzcA
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緣盡。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTiKmHIgiD
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無謂執著。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxVB3DRFJV
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忽爾澄明。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dg1xE1aJS
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuvTmUSlR7
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9bkzK74zG
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排隊，付款，上車。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhutzFxtkA
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如同其他乘客。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBcn2qV4C9
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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