Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0626KFdfX
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WWMGUEQ4z
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OW6QxYiz9
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GMp6MDuEK
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofYfKumsTV
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0v6ixpGGe
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUbHHn7pS0
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fB8wJCRAt
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82jQXmePgQ
Fake.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxS1DH6dtm
Not myself.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vm9Fgo3kE
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBSnJzx3bI
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2VJ0s3jRy
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDybEi26zku
Help me, Ray! Help me!891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggy0im7UNs
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUFLtdkiYx
Voice mail.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8vtd63kUE
I try again.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAy1helZAt
No answer.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p6UElUALh
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcgE7HbMln
I can't. I must stay strong.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToXH2lKUGh
My tears come faster.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs4DtD5suW
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGwLwcIMoK
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CzrXJI9Se
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMdBKhFlR9
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bSNVvDZXl
Is it really that high?891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvhOdBhBHo
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOSndm0FXn
I must move… I need to move.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjRLOU4M3y
I eye the door.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8TNI2hVEP
I will myself to sit up.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIn85mB66u
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIRAzx7qMp
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy42RdaiKo
I focus on the door.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUC575Zj9d
I crawl forward.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZsgLxhYrP
I need to get there.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l7d3mKqVk
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXlx0ihX6H
My legs are wobbly, broken.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA5G0KOGEc
Just a few more feet…891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvwObD9EJF
I reach out my hand and take another step-891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcsZYCAAOG
and collapse to the ground.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX30m0X3Jd
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobg7wBGI2B
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY79DB0EgVv
I suck in a breath.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7LfoHjI3P
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpftXOMNgA
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAsNwJGPZS
Just once.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgizNk6t3UF
"Promise me."891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo1ttTSGX6
"I promise, Ray."891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukXnIRhAj6
No, I can't. I promised him.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uvmFQoGhO
But it'll feel so good…891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBVqrdZSvf
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZtmkzKirQ
It'll be quick. Just one cut.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9NWAcOjlB
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iPHE7wTXl
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8uoFPbnpn
Anytime, now…891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduYVf2edZi
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX34EzoC7Y
Is it raining?891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS6RdL2nKA
No, that’s impossible.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UpPPWSwdT
I can't see.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lc8WtMaWM
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22OpZxXL4P
I can't breathe.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls01TDuL7W
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl9HTVJec5
What's poking my leg…?891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7ABIMFC9n
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBvRRYCSkK
How did it get there?891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDkXeboC9U
I take it and hold it closely to myself.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jmftmuElg
How can something so evil look so beautiful?891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0FmQ9Gxf0
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDmKH7YTxg
So cold.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrL1IJw22R
I press down and drive it across my skin.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtEMPTIU0w
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zJMfRbMYX
I take another breath.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZQwAZrUMG
Another.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QxLpol72V
My breathing comes harder, faster.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L0o2nhfI8
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWNDR6aeg7
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGVWTjTrMo
I shut my eyes tightly.891Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfL1iJAqxv
I should not have done that.
Penana
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