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馬瓊‧埃里米森站在冷冽的路口想著這個問題，他盯著眼前交通路口，車輛從他面前緩緩開過，這速度就連老太婆都能輕易閃過。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k0LBClpae
幾年前政府大幅修正交通設計後，站在路中央只有被按喇叭的份。所以說，因為車禍而死亡已經是不可能的事。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovVd5w2uek
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他嘆氣，拉了拉防風外套，繼續沿著街道行走。此時的奧斯陸已經進入年末，商家在外頭掛著繽紛的聖誕裝飾，放著令人頭疼的聖誕歌曲。馬瓊不是不喜歡聖誕節。他愛死了。只不過那已經是過去的事。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXeq7ELTle
現在的他，一心只想找個輕鬆方便的手段去死而已。雖然有些國家已經有安樂死的措施，但安樂死還是要花大錢。這不是很蠢嗎？想死還要花錢？這世界還能蠢到什麼地步？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C6or8AgaJ
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繞了整個奧斯陸一大圈，本來想找個方便自殺的地方，卻發現這裡生活實在愜意，死亡的意志很快地被輕鬆自在的氛圍給淡化。每一個街區都是一個小型公園，大概這就是挪威人的人情風格。要是他有藝術天分，可能會在路邊擺上畫架，畫出一幅描述愜意的北歐風光的驚世之作。只可惜他沒有，他除了成天胡思亂想以外，就只剩張嘴能說人短處。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhyfIK8zDJ
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肚子發出沉悶的咕嚕聲，既然都要去死了，何不先來點最後的晚餐？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhkcIRjeVH
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他看上一家看上去衛生及格的餐廳，一進門，濃郁的焦香味撲鼻而來，馬瓊很快地把自殺的念頭拋在腦後。他很快地點了份燻魚和黑咖啡，他飛速地將盤上的食物掃光。滿足了生理需求後，他捧起熱咖啡走到外頭，開始思考他的計畫。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gefhwTEnG
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道路的對面就是奧斯陸歌劇院，在它的另外一側則是峽灣，從水路可以直達北海，甚至到大西洋去。那片海洋是古代維京人的掠劫之路，可說是挪威人的起始點，生命之源。從它孕育出了朗納爾、金髮哈拉爾的偉人，直到現在挪威能在北海雄霸一方，在海岸邊矗立一棟現代風格的美術館，讓約會的市民邊看海邊熱吻。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJzrMOF9L0
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而這也是他選擇結束生命的地方。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9fQt7gBcO
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雖然天空灰濛濛一片，也沒有下雪的跡象，但今年的聖誕節特別冷，吹進城市的海風就能把人凍成冰棒。如果現在去跳海，沒幾秒鐘他就會失去意識。奧斯陸歌劇院一直以來都是很受歡迎的觀光景點，死在那邊肯定會上新聞版面。隔天早上他就會被人發現，快的話還能趕上午後新聞。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpArCWWcaIf
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完美，真的是太完美了。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcphl2a4Svt
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於是他踏著愉快的腳步，沿著道路來到美術館後方的十字路口，那裏有座橋。只要站在橋梁上，閉上雙眼，往下一跳，一切就結束了，他的人生迎來完整的句點……203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMrbSKxuFe
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但寒風之中，他見到一名女子站在橋樑上，一臉哀傷地凝視著河道。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlujU8il45E
她身穿一件亮麗的寶藍色洋裝，身上披著一件長大衣，在寒冬之中除了參加晚宴的人會這樣穿以外，馬瓊依稀記得皇宮附近有舉辦聖誕晚宴，但從這過去也要一段距離，她何必站在這？難道是在等人？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ936ab8I1td
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不過此時，馬瓊注意到她光著雙腳，鞋子被踢到一旁去。她光著腳，踩上橋邊的鐵製欄杆，雙手立定在外沿處，現在只要她雙腳一蹬，很快地就會投入橋下那一片黑暗。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWaMDtHwed
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馬瓊心中的警鈴作響。他記得沒錯的話，女孩子如果要告別世間，有些人會先做過打扮，才去自殺。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4JLtDBqwE
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這女人打算搶走他的自殺地點。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUVsjuFhnU
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不，他僅存的榮譽感不許這種事情發生。因為只要他和女人一起在同一個地方死去，明早的新聞全都會變調，從悲情男子轉換成殉情的情侶，但他完全不認識這女人，他沒必要分享佔據檯面的空間。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00r43vw1qQ
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這地方是屬於他的！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtXyxg6q9M
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但馬瓊得想個辦法，阻止她跳下去。只要這女人一翻過橋梁，他就只能再尋覓其他地點。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E5S4OD7SX
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馬瓊吸口氣，慢慢靠近那名女子，他輕咳幾聲，讓她的注意力轉移開。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKLa0vwTgA
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女子轉過頭看著他，她的臉依舊死氣沉沉。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQxAICxJcM
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一臉厭世的模樣……203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA28cO8YHor
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但他得繼續說話，讓她打消主意。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT1JfZzhsa
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「呃……聖誕快樂，這天氣待在這會著涼喔。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD7BAxVE2p
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「無所謂。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cLHh3xR5b
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糟糕，我自認為自己已經夠厭世了，但這女的每一句話都不給人接話的空間。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNWEKLwCuP
馬瓊此時很清楚，這女人可能是憂鬱症，而且是那種重度憂鬱，大概是那種吃了十幾年藥都治不好的那種人。換句話說，死意堅決。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6l9o0WdzP
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不，她要不要死關我什麼事。這是我先佔到的位置，管妳有沒有憂鬱，都要給我排隊到明天以後。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCyjsp6b6Y
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於是他說出了那句話。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MHBytLFei
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「我其實被妳的樣子給吸引到，所以我才來和妳說話。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvWByMbWgG
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馬瓊瞪大眼睛，他完全沒有想到自己本能上只能說出這句話。但說實在的，這女人身材真的非常標緻。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgYoicUBUI
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「喔？」女人將身軀轉到馬瓊面前，「你常做這種事嗎？在路上搭訕人？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug5MmfBmQa
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「當然沒有。」馬瓊深吸氣，好讓自己不會渾身發抖，「該怎麼說？聖誕節不就是團圓的日子嗎？但我人在異鄉，孤零零的在外頭閒晃，希望能找酒吧擺脫鄉愁，想不到我就看到妳出現在我面前，彷彿就是聖母降臨，妳就是我今天的救贖。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVM8LNHfwh
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「你會不會說得太浮誇了？」女人微笑，接著又恢復成原本哀傷的臉龐，「我這人完全不上教會，跟那種地方毫無關聯可言。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitc4WfQUUp
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「在我眼裡，妳就很美。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUePN3NcaJa
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她咧嘴一笑，「你可真夠直接。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ByOs4uMN
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很好，她現在不跳河了。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS9yO1Pq5Q
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但馬瓊很快地遇到下一個困境，就是他幾乎不曾和女人搭訕，腦筋一片空白，他要說什麼？妳是誰？妳住哪？妳的三圍？不對，這些問題不是太失禮，就是太無聊。要是讓她無聊下去，她遲早要從橋上跳下去。他很清楚他沒有時間遲疑，得盡快擠出什麼話，抓住她的注意力才行。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Zzdwn5o5
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「所以妳能告訴我，妳在寒冷的聖誕節一個人待在橋上做什麼嗎？這不是個欣賞風景的好地方。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZeuGPX0LQ
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「你不喜歡嗎？」她靠在橋邊，「一個人站在這吹著海風，聽著遠處的聖誕歌和人群的喧嘩聲，雖然是在城市裡，但感覺自己就像是待在一個泡泡內，沒人會注意到我的存在，但又能感受他們傳達那種人情的溫暖。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmGntIyAGG
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馬瓊點頭，「我知道那種感覺，我不太喜歡。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT7F9SIXSJ
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「怎麼說？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCewQVbdVcl
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「我做過一次，但卻被路邊的小妹妹笑，她說我是孤僻大妖怪。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaKYv5Tk9N
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女人突然笑出聲來，「的確，你需要刮點鬍子，衣服的皺褶也太多，也該換了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqna8qb0OoC
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「真的嗎？」馬瓊拉起衣衫觀看，但他還是覺得沒她說得嚴重。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcMxCg347E
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「但你現在在路邊搭訕女孩子，卻沒有整理衣著？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSHS1iLUPd
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馬瓊本能地想要反駁。但看著她的表情，不像是鄙視他，反而像是在戲謔他。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwTfLzuR1h
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於是他繼續說：「但看來我今天我很幸運。現在我遇到一個美麗的女孩子，而她正好對衣著有專研，似乎我能和她一起度過這個孤單的聖誕節。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxzjpdmOwZ
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「喔？但……」她話說到一半，像是把話給吞了進去。接著她說：「好啊，你有什麼打算？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlI8qVJ7Sn
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太棒了。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhgca2mqmZ
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於是馬瓊提議到剛才他去的餐廳，負責接待的大媽一臉狐疑地盯著他瞧，大概是在想這傢伙沒多久前來，怎麼又跑來光顧？但她還是很敬業地替兩人帶位，沒有多問奇怪的問題。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEfZXzeZqd
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他們坐進卡座，雖然馬瓊還吃得下，但他只有點了杯黑咖啡，而女人則是點了瓶啤酒。當下看到女人點啤酒時，馬瓊心底有些後悔，現在這處境是他過去難以想像，阻止人自殺？他可沒這閒工夫。但他得盡可能避免這女人在今晚去自殺，他可不希望他的計畫被打斷。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3D23ImaoP
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女人將啤酒一口氣灌了半瓶，接著發出心滿意足的嘆息聲。馬瓊盯著她看，她的外型非常出色，他以前從沒想到自己能夠約到這樣的女人一起吃飯。但重點不是這個，他根本不知道怎麼和女人相處。
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得想辦法讓這女人到隔天早上為止，都不會從那座橋上跳下去。他看著那瓶啤酒，也許它就是個契機。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZWOWXes1k
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「所以……妳怎麼會來奧斯陸？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhk1oJVuOq
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「看海鷗。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKIemVoHyf
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「海鷗？不是到處都有嗎？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbbmuAIPfV
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「我原本住的地方比較北邊，看到馴鹿的次數比看到海鷗的次數還要多。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1if3p7znT
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一陣沉默。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN8WwpJLh6
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該死，要怎麼接話啊？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eLsuxSn7E
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此時接待大媽正好經過，馬瓊向她伸手要了瓶啤酒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPtN3sPDtS
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「我也要一瓶。」女人跟著說。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHszrVDCpU
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「妳這麼會喝？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3PDYfrpXW
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「還好吧？」她一說完，一口氣把剩下的啤酒給喝光。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IEsi58UHX
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女人一臉愜意，而馬瓊則是瘋狂地抖著腳，回憶起過往曾經看過的影劇，但又不知為何腦筋一片空白。要和她說什麼？雖然是搭訕她了沒錯，但再來呢？其他人又是怎麼做的？而且學校沒人教過怎麼和女人聊天啊！這應該編入教材才對吧！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xcZmhqnjq
不對！他在內心喝斥自己，我是要阻止她跳海的人，搭訕不是重點，約會也不是重點，只要她不要跳海怎樣都好。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UhO51Inzv
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啤酒送上桌，女人開心地迎接她下一瓶啤酒。而馬瓊有了一個計畫。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPYWvomwJp
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「看妳的樣子，感覺妳比我想像中的還要會喝酒。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1M8Vh9iUS
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「也還好，只不過啤酒我可以喝上一打也沒問題。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9skbCKI9V
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「要不要來個比賽？比賽誰最喝酒？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgabfuWSNh9
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「我們不是才剛見面，就要比喝酒？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaK5uPy5Bt
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「嗯……妳說的對，抱歉。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSAXbrAKUC
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「不過呢……」女子的臉靠向前，不懷好意地奸笑，「如果你買單，我就陪你比。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn9wSZHzYy
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「那有什麼問題！」馬瓊毫不猶豫的喊著。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNL97K3fi7
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接著女子和大媽要了一大瓶的龍舌蘭，還有兩個小酒杯。大媽雖然沒多說些什麼，但一直用鄙夷的眼光瞪著馬瓊，而馬瓊只能聳肩表示他的清白。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc18Nb18rw
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「畢竟這裡只是間餐酒館，就不要玩太激烈的。」女子如此表示。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuG8e80khD
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於是馬瓊與他認識不到一個小時的女子玩著猜拳，輸了就把酒杯裡的龍舌蘭給喝了，直到有人倒下為止。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUp83FWHeJ
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只不過，馬瓊不會喝酒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaV9jUz8qN
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更正確的說法，馬瓊的酒量很差，雖然啤酒他還承受得住，但烈酒他過去只要兩杯就倒了。而這女人，在短短的半小時內就已經喝光兩瓶啤酒，完全是把啤酒當水喝。但她卻沒有發胖，身材還能保持得很好，難道她是外星人？203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqibZkUqEB
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不行！我是個男人，絕對沒有輸給女人的理由！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbAXegej2s
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然而，經過不到半個小時，馬瓊已經趴在桌子上。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZSTITViZy
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「欸，你太遜了吧？」女人坐在對面抱怨著，手裡還喝著新拿的啤酒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf7Eec7PJi
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「是妳太強了吧……」馬瓊難過地扶著頭，不敢相信這女人酒量好得跟個中年大叔一樣。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsMAP89bYz
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「那你要不要招了？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4NcbS9Xf3
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「什麼？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9ORZ6zJCr
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「你不是想搭訕我吧？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pqrJDAIo0
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「妳是偵探嗎？還是福爾摩斯啊？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmp2oSgpfk
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「哪有女的福爾摩斯？而且這也太明顯，沒人搭訕完就要和女孩子比賽灌酒，自己還不怎麼會喝，就連大媽都在同情你了。你看她在你背後搖頭嘆氣。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QFfrXcm5M
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「我才不要讓妳挫敗我的信心。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx5nCUQZtd
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「所以，這位陌生人，你就這樣大發慈悲地請路邊的女孩子喝酒，再怎麼說我也不敢相信這種事。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec4akdsRYH
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「廢話！」馬瓊口齒不清地說，「這世界爛透了，沒半個好心人。妳也一樣，想喝免費的酒。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmZBcFud8o
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「你啊，以後可別和女孩子喝酒，她們一定會討厭你的。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoTFTWpa8z
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「我跟女人沒有緣分啦，」馬瓊趴在桌子上蠕動，「女人就是賤！說一套做一套，拿錢又騙人我說會在一起，結果到最後我什麼都沒了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhugqloZPw
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女人沒有對他的話做出回應，只是靜靜地將啤酒一飲而盡。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP0hDBrwb1
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「我要走了。」說完，女人從椅子上離開，往門口的地方走去。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPcMF42DIw
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「噫……等等。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmtJDlhm1q
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馬瓊連滾帶爬地從椅子上跌下來，但他還沒來得及走出門，大媽擋在他面前，向他伸手。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5RBILTRmR
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馬瓊發出低吼，將錢包裡的鈔票全塞給她。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1PMsYQoCi
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「給妳，不用找了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3XQNMCss4
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女人頂著寒風往外走，但沒有厚重的衣物，讓她沒辦法走得太快，也讓馬瓊得以追上她。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicvRllxLkX
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「等等，別走！」馬瓊在後面對她喊著。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d7cGiXt2n
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「我不走要等你羞辱我嗎？」女人邊走邊說。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV1Iez7wUy
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「妳是不是要回那座橋，不要回去！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjxX55kb20
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「為什麼我不能回去？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS4k5IQV3q
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女人停下腳步，瞪著馬瓊看。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtSGZddfBL
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「呼……」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj9ZIsuGBR
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馬瓊喘著氣，要是他還清醒，他大概不會做的這麼徹底。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ndoE27ZKo
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不過他已經醉了，也沒有什麼好羞恥的。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsE6vdhCQ5
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「那是我選的地方，如果妳要跳水，請妳選其他地方。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpLIlTfVvE
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此時她皺起眉頭，眼神充滿了怒意。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNNKh5QkaR
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「喔？你想跳海啊？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbAnTtYlZD
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「對。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3LB2ZJJbR
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「你早就知道我想跳海。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEvypBvF8Q
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「那副表情，還有那副裝扮，就連馴鹿都知道妳想跳下去。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzEL9HFGLv
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女人輕蔑地哼聲，「你就是那副見不得人好，所以沒人愛你，才要把你的錢都騙走。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeOq5T4Hei
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「妳懂什麼？」馬瓊靠近女人，準備隨時將她撲倒。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfOflvaM0z
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「你是個白癡。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIZk0WgBax
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女人也知道他在想什麼，於是她衝向前，一腳踹向馬瓊的大腿。要是他沒喝醉，大概這點攻擊對他來說不太影響，不過喝醉的當下，他已經重心不穩，女人隨意的攻擊就將他給擊倒。馬瓊整個人向前撲倒，整張臉撞向水泥地，讓他痛得哀號不止。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjbRbNLVlU
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妳這狐狸精休想阻止我。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo45MI4GiL7
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馬瓊連滾帶爬地起身，用他踉蹌的步伐追趕女人。女人輕鬆地走過好幾個街口，但因為她腳上穿著高跟鞋，速度不會太快，讓馬瓊有機會趕上她。他從一個路燈移到另外一個路燈，宛如在風暴中前行的登山客。他似乎還看到旁邊有個小孩一臉詫異地盯著他看，他的家長則是用手掌遮住他眼睛。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XOVjGpnio
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他們倆人總算抵達了橋梁上，命定之死在等著他。不過這一次卻有個女人擋在他的命運之路上。而那女人已經接近圍籬邊緣，只差一步就跳下去了。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4K3GaQSd5
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妳休想！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReRbah7MxE
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馬瓊向前撲倒，將女人撲倒在地。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwU3rVeS3F
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女人趴在地上，放聲尖叫，然後用手肘向後猛擊。馬瓊的側腹連續吃了好幾記肘擊，感覺痛楚在腎臟間炸裂開來。但他仍不肯放手，將女人壓在地上。而人群也漸漸圍觀，其中也有人高喊叫警察來。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygPfFx6rIV
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女人使盡力氣地推著馬瓊，「你給我……放手……」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5iUbPz3Eq
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「我才……不放手……」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucbYSKIbD1
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正當他們在苦苦掙扎時，警察很快地趕到現場，試圖將他們給分開來。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlweQapC4y9
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然而馬瓊完全沒有意識到警察已經抵達現場，他用手向後方亂揮。在旁人眼中，儘管他的力道不大，但擊中的部位卻讓警察的臉整個變形。
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於是在不到一個小時後，他們倆人都被帶回警局，銬在長椅上等著做筆錄。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGv49xrlyJ
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「真的有夠衰的……」馬瓊低語，手不斷搓揉臉上的瘀青。剛才揮拳惹來警察一頓痛打，直到他完全酒醒為止。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI66Ak3GpBr
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「我才衰好不好？本來我這個時候已經在大西洋上游泳了，現在卻被銬在這裡，真多虧你啊！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPCJvT3Bh9
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「好說好說，如果你選個其他時間，也不會淪落到進警局的結局。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CmzHTIyys
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「你別再說話了，我聽到你說話我就一肚子氣。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnoc0cVDOA
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「還氣？我他媽的可是救了妳一命。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ3shMLS7o
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「說得好像我欠你似的。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wZskDMtWB
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「喂，安靜點！」一旁的警察隊他們倆大喝。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ55mYPTiyv
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兩人一同靠在椅背上，同時間嘆氣。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgs41CH9UO
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他們陷入沉默，馬瓊也沒心情再和這女人吵架。聖誕節的計畫已經泡湯，如今他不能在這神聖的日子沉眠在河道裡，也不能登上隔日的社會頭條。以前他向那個背棄他的女人所下的誓言，也無法實現。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwPHt1CG9w
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你總有天會看到我死在這座城市，全都是因為妳！203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsj8vqRwl1
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聖誕節，象徵團圓的日子，是他和那女人告白的日子，也是和她分開的日子。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWnnjsL30H
多麼諷刺。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5hj9RNOQq
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還記得當初，她連忙打包行李，說是要和姊妹去義大利度假。後來才知道，她和一名男子在那邊早就訂定了婚約，而馬瓊只不過是她出差途中遇上的豔遇，好讓她能撫慰她在北國寂寞難耐的心。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviQB4B3sFt
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而他現在，卻因為想自殺和陌生女子打架，甚至進了警局。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GmtlKcYNQ
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我到底在幹嘛……203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnoixCeS8Y
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「欸。」一旁的女子對他輕喚著。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE73jpHwelH
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「幹嘛？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0xhRN2w7R
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「你為什麼想自殺？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6Fa84oFhQ
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「你在尋我開心嗎？」馬瓊不屑地問。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgTXhcarGQ
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「我只是無聊問問而已。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJj0wnTNtb
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「沒誠心的話我也懶得說。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHk3kRauCC
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「是喔。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigcWdB7HzU
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一陣沉默。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh7JXQLcid
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馬瓊問：「妳又為什麼想自殺？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwd6FzabiL
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「你不說還要我說？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfedAWEYKBr
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「你們是幾歲啊？」一旁的警察看不下去，也跟著附和，「你們各自說自己的故事，這樣夠公平了吧。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuSzwgPXLl
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「我以為你會以警察的身分阻止我們談這種事。」女人如此回答。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOF5KYwfgt
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「我明天就要放長假了，你們就算一起跳下去，也輪不到我寫報告。」他指著自己極為暗沉的黑眼圈，「對了，你們說這些我不會記錄，我不想寫太多無關的東西。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJvBrKyYdz
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女人像警察白了一眼，但那名警察則是繼續寫著他的東西，對她的諷刺不理不睬。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4AZ45HsPX
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馬瓊嘆氣，「那我先說吧。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABNTOWVMB1
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然後，馬瓊向女人道出他過往一年的經歷。從相識、約會、訂婚等等，雖然沒有太多細節，但大體上故事的概要都有陳述出來。而女人聽完則是托著腮，仔細聽著馬瓊的故事。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mFa4zQSTy
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她聽完後頻頻搖頭，「這女人真垃圾。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxja6TR1Ofc
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「嗯，我一直在想，當初要是沒有認識她，我現在也不會繼續留在奧斯陸，可能就回我老家去了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbBOkpymwG
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「不過你也真蠢，她要什麼你就給什麼，也太疼她了吧？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8D2FpmG31
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「我怎麼知道她只是純粹想找個伴解悶而已，我根本就不知道女人在想什麼。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAbUEW9cdh
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「還不就那樣。吃飯、睡覺、打炮，有閒錢就四處玩。說的好像女人都是什麼外星人似的。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAkoqfStHX
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「隨便啦，輪到妳說妳的故事了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfV9GgBEdE
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接下來女人娓娓道來她的故事，從她學生時期，認識了一名來自奧斯陸的男子，到後來她陷入戀情之中，毅然決然地離開學業，打算未來和那名男子度過餘生。就在她發現她懷孕的時候，那名男子突然音訊全無，甚至通訊軟體上也將她給封鎖住。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9MRtYzhDO
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馬瓊聽著她的故事，一臉錯愕。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcmeUC7xj
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「怎麼？你想說什麼？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAe0v2ECtN
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「根本就是肥皂劇的劇情……」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12OQXLaypH
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女子狠狠地踹上馬瓊一腳。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ZLwQ8LDX
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馬瓊痛得大喊，「喂！這裡是警局！不准動粗！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt779qcFe7g
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「喔，我什麼都沒看到，也都沒聽到喔。」一旁的警察無精打采地附和。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOnq9H2B8P
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媽的，我一定要投訴你。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEhJYtjulI
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「嘖，好吧，我總算知道妳想自殺的理由了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G2TLwleWa
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「滿意了嗎？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFePWlI714C
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馬瓊點頭，「男人就是垃圾。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRfNa7sgM7
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「垃圾不分男女吧？」警察抬起頭來插話。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxunDdWZOx
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「你閉嘴啦。」銬在長凳的兩人同時對著警察破口大罵，不過警察再次趴倒在桌上，不理會他們的抗議。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXoIN9u4VC
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「不過呢，」女人看著馬瓊，他發現女子的眼神不再憤怒或是憂傷，反而有些平靜，「先說聲抱歉，但聽到你的事之後，我心情好很多了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBinLAH8b9
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「因為找到同類？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMQfzMkAEt
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女人點頭。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXjj8UAivJ
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「我也是。」馬瓊嘆氣，但這一次比起原本滿身怨氣，現在反而有一種解脫的感覺。「我現在開始覺得，比起去跳海，我更想躺在床上睡到自然醒。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP1jbOtOT3
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「我也好累……」女人閉上雙眼，「我們也太蠢，為了跳海打架，還被帶來警局，這種事如果上地方新聞我肯定會笑死。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRaBM27BKr
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「其實我在追妳的時候，還有小朋友看我醉醺醺的樣子，還問他媽說我是不是在跳街舞。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuJMII5sAK
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女人大笑一聲，「這個梗你得學起來，以後說給你喜歡的女孩子聽，她們一定會很喜歡的。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbYp62mh6U
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「以後嗎……」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pNNdnHVyC
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「以後的事再說吧。」趴著的警察突然應話，他起身將他們倆人的手銬給解開，「你們可以走了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe41G8ROfm
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馬瓊皺眉，「就這樣？不用偵訊還是什麼嗎？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nOoOxlwG6
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「不用，我不想寫報告。而且被揍的那個人活該，他自己用卵蛋去碰拳頭，給他一點教訓也好。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBhFgxDih1
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馬瓊和女人彼此交換眼神，彼此心裡都覺得這人實在有夠靠不住。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NVqaxkgZR
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十分鐘後，他們倆站在警局外。外頭已經開始飄雪，點點的雪花從天而落，天氣還是相當冷颼颼，馬瓊不由自主地顫抖身體，現在他很想回到住處，窩在暖爐邊睡覺。前方的車站發出鈴聲，廣播告知末班車要出發了，看來今天他得繼續待在奧斯陸。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8TDSTYwbh
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女人向馬瓊問：「你住哪？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pXbcI1G2m
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「火車站的另一頭，靠近宮殿那。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr7AIvLHUQ
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「我住另外一個方向。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrksVQNyFHG
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「那看來我們就要在此分別了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXqfD4fERU
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「別說的多麼不捨，我們也才認識沒多久。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLgPvIY5YO
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「更何況我連妳的名字都還不曉得。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIf7dvxadHD
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兩人相視而笑。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1jrzEpDdS
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「那，再會了。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxwNSqkgx6
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「掰啦。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAU7sW9toc
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兩人同時背對離開，往道路的兩端走去。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjCXXCu2EO
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「對了，」女人突然在馬瓊背後喊著，「聖誕快樂，你可別去死啦！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqv4dV3MEN
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聽起來滿是嘲諷的語句，現在馬瓊耳裡，卻感到一絲溫暖，像是朋友之間打鬧時所說問候語。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbojUit6C7
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馬瓊也對著女人大喊，「聖誕快樂，妳別太早死啊！」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFeim7jaWq
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路邊的情侶正好聽到馬瓊充滿激情的詛咒，驚恐地凝視著馬瓊，而他只是聳肩回應。畢竟對他來說，這不過是朋友之間的致意。
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「所以呢？最後你和那個女的還有下文嗎？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8FpC2Uv3F
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馬瓊和同事靠在吧檯邊，一邊擦拭著吧檯一邊聊著天。從他那天自殺未遂後，已經過了將近一年。如今，他在那家有著大媽接待的餐酒館擔任服務員，薪水普通，但也還算過得去。至少現在和其他女孩子有往來。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0u2MInlWw
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「我打算下次約她去看電影。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76uDRIRuxQ
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同事口中女性，是馬瓊在餐酒館遇到的常客。在他放棄自殺後的幾天後，他便去應徵工作，重新回歸日常生活，試圖把過去損失的補回來，像是錢、典當的車子之類的。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NL1LLjtIQ
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時間過得越長，他也逐漸放下自殺的念頭，反而覺得那是段荒謬的歷程。不過那名女子他也再也沒有看過，那段時間他不時會去注意那一座橋，心想會不會有一名女子站在欄杆旁，惆悵地凝視著通往大海的河道。所幸他沒有再看到同一幕場景再現，只有留下屬於他自己的回憶。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzuxsGCUoZ
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「辛苦你啦。」下班後，女孩滿臉笑意地迎接他。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a4wgxvIQL
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「還好啦，晚上想吃什麼？」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqI1FwGStk
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他們一搭一唱，往他的住處前進。此時馬瓊眼角餘光注意到旁邊有人正盯著他瞧。轉頭一看，那個女人牽著另一個男人的手，她的長相似乎有些眼熟，但卻想不起在哪見過……203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAigC6Rq2X
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馬瓊突然想起了去年的聖誕節。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxGr7vK8Ma
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馬瓊微微地向她點頭問好，而她也以微笑回應。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH1w58E9d3
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「你怎麼笑得那麼開心？」女孩皺眉，似乎也注意到有個女人在盯著他看。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsrmiZE8dV
「我只想，」馬瓊頓了一下，「活著真好。」203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXim2N3qGs
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馬瓊將女孩抱在懷中，心裡充滿了暖意。203Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShnuMAfxy2
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