其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVHVU0V752
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ7WB5QIr0
當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruZTx3Dqzm
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFikkTga5G
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0wp5rtrgT
如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs7cOttMLO
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxeKEzZ6Ta
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8TEwGashD
「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD14ZpGMcQ
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a9G6oakkC
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUXdeTLVwF
爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpUWrNgprv
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRvkrkLAKX
他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kYagkgUOy
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRErva3VjjL
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeKyJfXUcb
「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4zijgTg0f
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnWE3hpxNl
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe8GaVJ8O8
爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b0PGV8FTl
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rdiwmn0xi
掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDhLDap0jr
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzKR8cNLqs
她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYeik311Ch
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt396Z38rUt
是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCEZviyuE1
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqxL0gsFMe
無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QDjwPCLsl
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmRHszr5wf
明明不可以這樣想的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnHLYB3DaJ
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVQ1v6LntK
當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KbPB0L4eo
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRWIeiiJL3
那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3cN0VvvLQ
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIFnYWPmMt
就在她的眼前頭破血流。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTtO9WJ6Kb
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYkuEcR5C9
在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxvUfmo1s4
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalVHranoBB
那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUE8I06oVU
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhawRDJp4f
冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr9R7tXqN2
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdbCEzUOEs
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVq2kBDqkW
「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLXgCDXmcj
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZZICFlx5y
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC58I5iUVYV
微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggl2if1ngy
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZASjyirWZA
她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGYFr22Cnl
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPAc4gbCMN
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG3esOLKsF
「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV9pVNNdlz
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ0TEp3DHE
「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnyXE3P14K
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTBAdSqx0I
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1X0xYMcLZ
那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3e8MApBZZ
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J6xY1Rubi
踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf4okwCbpR
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56QUGnIH9l
「是我殺了你……夏季……」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9wGR4gUC9
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LoqMvSiDG
自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhtC09HK8w
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwihLasWMR
在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFv9ag4gMf
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNyAuXPGZa
踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptIz8r9PTT
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcVmGJPPQ
「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9GEfuzgEf
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM0wVmSns5
跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKa38q4VJW
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmw42DByJmn
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUabO1yF7W
她一直都是這麼過的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRBPMNwHuv
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn6dWMv2eF
每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXpvH5ucAt
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwbbpaObFF
每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI1cQWG30X
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fytAOa5YY
夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7zZ1JOgGI
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kZ3AbiEFE
她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR64MLRh6F
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpcfMWi0RU
開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmPr0G4Ygk
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLgGgv2n99
萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P0GExsK4C
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszpnAtCu6t
那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesj8vWX6nn
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHULS9LYWlg
「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5biyZrdZZa
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ6WL3DcMn
她累了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DFAK2Zkxy
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY9fdZEKEh
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsaWvLBm2U
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3ptbQgPAC
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgm2ebJ7aG
黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8jtIeUMEY
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnmq6jmUTO
一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvOwE7iU2s
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA7Tuo6Pdt
「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzh1d9d8C4
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjNzf95OFI
但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmPpdmQEvv
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjV85US0s9
好好道歉……和他好好道歉……372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHZW5vQtk0
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pSN7VnGX5
擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj0nIp7y8v
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eXJGObXpe
因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoTRpIPQ2E
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrncjS6VoI
同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VuOSkdzdr
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HCEMZvYch
然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L1mCV4ES4
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsUlpmKQP7
「對不起……」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O62yk0b53
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM7lGZl3u9
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyjjPXli26
「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeNVmPWcqy
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHb6GXWQxM
「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIB7vwdmKN
「……什麼？」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiIgTLCxFv
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnWNH5rURY
側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftrUheqIML
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdxqlUHpPL
「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aqeAxubJi
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS2txfPrzv
自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRry50ycJS
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNg8A0jQda
「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyrbrgV5ow
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRWa7ALbf5
冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ3niHWyTx
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHye7iBtXH9
「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjxUYz3GNX
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZTENSgnbL
她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAUlQYNsDH
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUnIni8OwQ
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372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCPukFllCJ
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372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2i0zRVcAL
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdU1faLlNb
指的就是跳樓這件事372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypFQHhug0Y
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54PGtm4l3M
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw27JMEM09n
老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvibCXQeu5
今天終於有機會啦！372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5awoJHKlM
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfL5G7Au7W
不加個罵人嗆人的話372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeNY8SHsAC
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAQXJM7n0u
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcqVfdHOnW
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR3yrbZGMs
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaTnayVAZc
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuucaNT8CY3
算是實力上的認可吧
372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNKBiO7QAn
那麼今天就到這裡了372Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbYJzLG8Tg
感謝觀看的各位！
