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No Plagiarism!95drAXg5kcmuM7zf2AdZposted on PENANA 不知道在逐漸散去的人群裡擁抱了多久,清晨能感受到蔣亦輕輕顫了一下,然後緩緩將他推開。8964 copyright protection100PENANAaFBZSj9Ck4 維尼
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力道很輕,但蔣亦的手搭上他的肩膀並出力推開時,他有些愣,不自覺就被推著後退了幾步。8964 copyright protection100PENANAEl1w7lDglK 維尼
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清晨抬眸,與蔣亦四目相交。8964 copyright protection100PENANAaxNKpJyKlF 維尼
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「哥……我送你回家吧。」蔣亦似乎呼了一口氣,隨後別開了目光。8964 copyright protection100PENANAtDcMzsGhFO 維尼
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「蔣亦,我……」話還沒說完,蔣亦就拍了拍他的肩,勾了一下脣角。8964 copyright protection100PENANAGUrWQNTUDg 維尼
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換做旁人可能不能理解蔣亦的意思,可是清晨好像能從他的一舉一動以及那彎起好看弧度的脣角讀懂。8964 copyright protection100PENANAvldZK0yFbA 維尼
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脣瓣抿成一條直線,他小心翼翼地向前伸手,試圖觸碰蔣亦,卻在碰到衣角的那一刻被偏開。8964 copyright protection100PENANASqr9rdlXEQ 維尼
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「哥肚子餓嗎,要不要吃點東西?我身上還有點錢。」蔣亦往後站了站,與清晨拉開了一小段距離。「回去的路上可以買點吃的。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA0Id18jbDJl 維尼
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清晨垂著眸子,張了張嘴想說些什麼,又在幾秒後闔上。「不用了。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA6l8LPPXXC8 維尼
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回去的路上蔣亦什麼話也沒說,他走在清晨的左後方,依舊保持著一段不遠也不近的距離。8964 copyright protection100PENANAASaiSL5nF0 維尼
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清晨也沒搭話,摸不清是焦慮還是單純覺得痛苦,他咬著下脣,頭很暈,感覺整個世界都在轉。8964 copyright protection100PENANAfqLqIBzHFd 維尼
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蔣亦把他推開了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAEfJJXpHXlh 維尼
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他跑過去的時候沒有想過結果,只知道如果現在不抓住,以後就沒有機會了。蔣亦不會聯絡他,他那倔強的自尊心堆起了一座高牆,矛盾的心情捆住他的手腳,動彈不得。8964 copyright protection100PENANAACIlgF9REC 維尼
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如果剛剛理智先動,或者是先思考,他現在大概連跟蔣亦一起回家的機會都沒有。8964 copyright protection100PENANABi5mZA2PZd 維尼
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秋天的晚風還是一樣散發著涼意,但吹在身上還是不盡溫柔。8964 copyright protection100PENANAjUp7cBsuSu 維尼
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仔細一想,他跟蔣亦的回憶確實除了「荒唐」二字以外沒能形容,他掉入了致命的漩渦,從沒想過原來自己可以這麼輕易的愛上一個人。8964 copyright protection100PENANACA00HxXyBW 維尼
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不用有好的個性,不用得體聽話,也不用足夠愛他。8964 copyright protection100PENANAGPY8qFtSVl 維尼
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一切都很不合理,但他的靈魂卻在叫囂,時時刻刻表達著思念的痛苦,還有見到面那一刻的喜悅。8964 copyright protection100PENANAWELSnbGyW7 維尼
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恍著神走到了家門口,他伸出去要開門的手頓了一下,有些難堪的回過頭看向蔣亦。「等我進去之後,你就要直接走了嗎?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAyldUloT9Xd 維尼
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他回頭的時候蔣亦好像也不是很專注,他盯著對方有些渙散的視線幾秒,才聽見回答:「我好像還忘了什麼東西在裡面,放著讓你清理好像不太好,給我十分鐘,我進去帶走。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA1ejlXesQfK 維尼
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上次回來拿東西的時候,因為撞見你喝醉,所以沒拿成。蔣亦撇了撇嘴,沒把這一句話說出來。8964 copyright protection100PENANAnTQew5x070 維尼
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清楚知道蔣亦是想要道別,清晨不由自主地握了一下拳,輕輕點了頭。8964 copyright protection100PENANAn2dv92GJaa 維尼
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其實東西他撿回來後還洗過、擺回了原位,後來一樣也沒動,馬克杯靠著放,行李箱貼著牆,睡衣還安安靜靜的吊在衣櫃裡。8964 copyright protection100PENANA6YEzi81DdR 維尼
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他現在不怕蔣亦知道他是真的被迷了心竅,他無法反駁也不願意因為否定而承擔失去的風險。8964 copyright protection100PENANA4OjgWbUmUF 維尼
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剛踏進家裡,這幾天有些缺少煙火氣的住處頓時添了點生氣,只是還是很冷清,多了兩個住在一起一段時間的人,還是不免顯得安靜。8964 copyright protection100PENANAfKF6qAE9HS 維尼
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因為一個最近忽然比以往更加安靜,一個離開了。8964 copyright protection100PENANA1IdSr3LENr 維尼
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蔣亦沉著聲說了句「謝謝」才開始整理東西,少年長得快,他的體型愈發囂張,寬厚的背映在清晨眼底。8964 copyright protection100PENANACGIn40rRvY 維尼
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他看著家裡屬於蔣亦的東西一點一點減少,要說有多難受他描述不出來,只覺得就像得知真相那天一樣冰冷。8964 copyright protection100PENANAcRx5mi9s1u 維尼
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「蔣亦。」看到對方正在處理一件樸素的白T,他忍不住開口。8964 copyright protection100PENANAYL3jfQ0lQN 維尼
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那件白T被蔣亦摺好放在衣櫃底層,他當初丟的時候沒看到那件,發現後還陪他睡了幾晚。8964 copyright protection100PENANAqYFWvuzg0i 維尼
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現在被蔣亦抓在手裡,放進一旁的行李箱中。8964 copyright protection100PENANAPt5PIZ0AZu 維尼
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「怎麼了?」蔣亦停下動作,回頭看著清晨。8964 copyright protection100PENANAQSIAduDqA9 維尼
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「我有話想跟你說。」清晨吸了一口氣,眼眶有點熱。「我從來都不是什麼溫柔紳士的人,在很多人面前,我用這種假象去蒙騙利用,因為我想知道什麼是愛。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAJusNthdHyX 維尼
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「我失去了他們的信任,被拋在原地,但我一直認為自己並不完全是錯的。」他往前走了一步,凝望著蔣亦的眼眸。「但是……但是我錯了,我知道現在才意識到真的很晚,或許也很突然,但我還是想告訴你。」8964 copyright protection100PENANArYBOB0sRrx 維尼
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他的聲音有點啞,喉嚨湧上一股酸意,說話的時候字音斷斷續續,卻不肯停下。「我傷害了很多人,這件事一輩子會跟著我……我不能忽視,但是我會改。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAx7BjVYYR5k 維尼
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「我真的會改,以後再也不會這樣了,我不用利用任任何一個人,也再也不會這麼自私了……」一股暖流從雙頰滑過,他捂著眼,掌心一片溫熱。8964 copyright protection100PENANAF56o1eXxs3 維尼
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不知道哭了多久,他一面擦眼淚一面因為蔣亦無動於衷而感到痛苦。8964 copyright protection100PENANAxMEPLBUH9i 維尼
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他永遠不能體會到和被他傷害過的人一模一樣的情緒,但他知道,被拋棄的痛苦不只是心裡的一片瘡疤,包括即將粉碎的靈魂。8964 copyright protection100PENANA8bJULJxsnz 維尼
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光只是反省並不能彌補過去所犯下的錯誤,他清楚明白,卻放不下蔣亦。8964 copyright protection100PENANAPONBm2HlGn 維尼
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身子一暖,他深刻的感受到蔣亦將自己包覆在懷裡,他愣了一下,抬手勾住對方的背,貪婪地吸取對方身上的味道。8964 copyright protection100PENANAsKpFU46Ufv 維尼
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淡淡的洗衣精香搭上城市裡喧囂的塵土,不怎麼好聞,卻很熟悉。8964 copyright protection100PENANAv3wlRmrGHg 維尼
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「哥。」蔣亦撇了撇嘴,最後還是抿成一直線不說話。8964 copyright protection100PENANAsFaquGaU2m 維尼
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清晨抽泣了兩聲,問他怎麼了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAA8Okr8ThBj 維尼
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如果要說有什麼絆著他倆,除了清晨自尊以外,大概還剩下蔣亦的懦弱。8964 copyright protection100PENANAAQ9J2Bz7Rw 維尼
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如果說真的只是為了清晨和自己好,他還會把人再一次推開,但複雜的情緒裡還摻著一點他自己也壓不下去的佔有欲,甚至還有一點自卑。8964 copyright protection100PENANAS3E9wC7A6U 維尼
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他倆加在一起湊不出什麼純良無害的老百姓,也沒有既平凡又可愛的生活,但他們不會把對方丟掉。8964 copyright protection100PENANAr6A6B8Dw8S 維尼
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幾乎是一個瞬間的想法,至少蔣亦在那個瞬間裡,理出的結論是這樣。8964 copyright protection100PENANA43JmTDcK2r 維尼
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清晨的臉龐被蔣亦捧著,按了按他哭紅的眼尾。「哥怎麼這麼愛哭呢。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAwFale1oKV2 維尼
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他眼眶一熱差點又要潰堤,被對方輕啄了下眼皮才忍住。8964 copyright protection100PENANAmGHeSdmPeF 維尼
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「好了,別哭了。」蔣亦低沉的嗓音落在他耳邊,他應了一聲,抬頭去親對方的脣角。104Please respect copyright.PENANAa0qvPB9BPr
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蔣亦愣了一下,然後輕咬著他的脣回吻。8964 copyright protection100PENANAwm3DRO1bKt 維尼
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第一次被蔣亦吻的時候,那個吻粗暴又帶著濃厚的慾望,他被壓制住了卻沒有一絲愛意。8964 copyright protection100PENANAa0H2yznEBy 維尼
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這次蔣亦一邊吮咬一邊用脣瓣輕柔的按著,他不自覺去攀蔣亦的肩膀,將人往自己帶近一點,剛哭完有點暈,意識不是很清楚,他迷迷糊糊的喘息,任憑對方順著嘴脣往下。8964 copyright protection100PENANAZOnVOyxfsX 維尼
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他被蔣亦箍住,緩緩往床上帶,低頭去吻蔣亦的髮頂,看著他一路往下舔咬。8964 copyright protection100PENANAoL4Muk8TAT 維尼
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「等下……」清晨被弄得有點急,雙手往蔣亦那胡亂推了推。104Please respect copyright.PENANAYlkPeb0OGM
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「嗯?」蔣亦握住他的手腕。104Please respect copyright.PENANAbD3aKefvCD
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叫是叫了,但清晨頭腦不清不楚的,不知道自己該說點什麼,半天才憋出一句「你成年了嗎」。8964 copyright protection100PENANAqVJkMC48Qt 維尼
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蔣亦的動作頓了一下,隨後輕笑道:「前幾個禮拜剛過生日。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAG6onT3MVdO 維尼
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「但是今天不會做的,哥不用這麼急著把自己送給我。」104Please respect copyright.PENANAVW7Q1sxdPS
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後來又是一陣意亂情迷,他在一片昏暗中喊著蔣亦的名字,但對方十次有八次沒回應,他知道那是因為有心事,但他沒問。104Please respect copyright.PENANA6cLEitPsjB
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在黑暗中感官會被放大,他臀部一暖,是蔣亦探手去撫摸。8964 copyright protection100PENANAXgCk70hnWR 維尼
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要說緊張也不是,要說不緊張也不是。他沒試過從後面來,但是又有一點興奮。8964 copyright protection100PENANAz7AhDj7dqw 維尼
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結果就如蔣亦所說,他伸手探了一下,很快又收了回來。8964 copyright protection100PENANAIndH6EmiTA 維尼
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「真的不來?」104Please respect copyright.PENANA4YR0PNidfN
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「沒經驗。」蔣亦啄了一下清晨的大腿肉。104Please respect copyright.PENANAxL3ezd6OZc
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「沒經驗?跟女人也沒做過?」清晨雖顧慮他的年紀,但也沒覺得蔣亦是個處男。104Please respect copyright.PENANAKGWXY4BOdu
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浴室裡回音大,清晨壓低了音量。「那我以後要教你嗎?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAzcWz9LKXYK 維尼
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清晨張了張嘴。「我……」104Please respect copyright.PENANAVmDLdcSKw6
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「老師,你可能要花一點心思教我了。」104Please respect copyright.PENANA6NaBtIEcoS
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蝦:我文寫得不好,雖然這本可能三觀有點不正,但我掛保證他倆就是爛攻配爛受,這後半輩子就只有對方沒有別人。8964 copyright protection100PENANAZDcYdI7C90 維尼
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