P. (1)36Please respect copyright.PENANAXMono4d3w0
很多人都會經歷這樣的一個階段吧。36Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZPUuoCGZZ
一無所有,又失魂落魄。36Please respect copyright.PENANArLIJlnSgFY
習慣性的否定和貶低自己。
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P. (2)36Please respect copyright.PENANA8fRbIMfYps
生活的毫無存在感,只好宅在家裡,與泡麵為伴。36Please respect copyright.PENANANQ34auGEy5
沉默寡言,稀鬆邋遢。
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P. (3)36Please respect copyright.PENANAcEUoupjVSg
獨自生活的太久。36Please respect copyright.PENANAG3p4efN28X
對外面真實的世界,充滿了恐懼伴。36Please respect copyright.PENANAEeg5tIZX5v
只能把春天,過成了冬天。
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(4)36Please respect copyright.PENANATntd5P9XJA
雖然也渴望交流,渴望溫暖。36Please respect copyright.PENANAgjJt15Zmo9
但似乎已經失去了。36Please respect copyright.PENANALH3nZ6c0Zu
開懷大笑,與人交往的能力。
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(5)36Please respect copyright.PENANAS62eL1ZIqO
當隔壁的人,主動搭訕。36Please respect copyright.PENANAIZwOhDSHLQ
但習慣了沉默的主人公,只能尷尬應對。
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(6)36Please respect copyright.PENANA5qqxFliwsi
我不是一個懂得。36Please respect copyright.PENANAMNX5E0S2KB
如何討別人喜歡,和融入人群的人。
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(7)36Please respect copyright.PENANAo6jxphG4yh
我就正在想,人和人之間,究竟是要保持距離,還是要互相取暖呢?
而在一群人當中,如果顯得格格不入。36Please respect copyright.PENANAvLi52B2Jc1
你是要拉近距離,還是保持自己呢。
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(8)36Please respect copyright.PENANAIwZSNXVpGN
我想人這一生,就是對新環境不斷的適應。36Please respect copyright.PENANAlG5teR1Bn2
畢竟群居動物的天性,本身就在我們的基因深處。
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(9)36Please respect copyright.PENANA4ajfpZPSHH
所以我們無法捨棄人際關係。36Please respect copyright.PENANAduFYHAJKbp
也無法離開情感的擰帶。36Please respect copyright.PENANATmtGVQ3PPY
當你進入一個新的環境。36Please respect copyright.PENANAVFQNCXRLke
就要面臨新的人際關係。36Please respect copyright.PENANAHzlLBPMJcc
但是卻每每,都不是盡如人意。
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(10)36Please respect copyright.PENANA9JWDHQzqHW
因為任何的感情基礎都是交流。36Please respect copyright.PENANA3Nu1WtH050
只是當不適應而強行進入的後果36Please respect copyright.PENANAmmf12esyak
往往都會跌過跟頭,吃過苦頭36Please respect copyright.PENANA3cLE9XPfm2
這不僅給自己留下了傷疤36Please respect copyright.PENANAseqEQSMYzQ
也給別人帶來了巨大的壓力,因為強扭的瓜,總是不甜的
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什麼都改變不了,什麼也都影響不了36Please respect copyright.PENANA9fwItl80sv
只有失落,是一個人的孤單36Please respect copyright.PENANAcllQtHov5Y
人與人的交往,是場各自為營的戰爭。
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(11)36Please respect copyright.PENANA3vYKxrooye
因此人必須學會傾聽自己的心聲。36Please respect copyright.PENANAAZAaANo2BD
自己和自己交流。36Please respect copyright.PENANA89P9cP18e9
這樣才能夠形成較有深度的內心世界。
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(12)36Please respect copyright.PENANANd0y9v4Yij
我早已習慣了,失去睡眠的夜晚。
想念著一些孤單的身影。36Please respect copyright.PENANA6tduhZIq29
只有閉上眼睛,凝聽心中的聲音。36Please respect copyright.PENANAOJMhPq21V6
我才會清楚地意識到,「 」對我的重要。
(13)36Please respect copyright.PENANAPY4AtAKB44
我是個很悲觀的人。36Please respect copyright.PENANAmLGi6yrxiM
但是我的身上,似乎有第二個自我。36Please respect copyright.PENANAJnNA1irXCf
她很樂觀,而且活潑、好動。36Please respect copyright.PENANAzlrvjPSA4J
什麼都想嘗試,什麼都想經歷。
(14)36Please respect copyright.PENANAtqkcXdvYzP
這另外一個我。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZlrdL0Xqpn
仿佛是它。36Please respect copyright.PENANALj0WMSnHew
把我派遣到了這個世界上活動。
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(15)36Please respect copyright.PENANAlkwoHi7ISj
同時它又始終在關切著我。36Please respect copyright.PENANAdiBkN2GNRM
把我置於關於它的視野內。36Please respect copyright.PENANADMZY1NQ7YV
像是隨時準備把我召回它的身邊。
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「我是你冥冥之中給你綻放野花的田園36Please respect copyright.PENANAjSeTI4jTlM
潛意識的另一個你,我叫冥花。」
我:北「冥...花?」
冥花:就叫冥花吧,沒事的。笑過會清淨,哭過會透明,難過才有意義!
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(17)36Please respect copyright.PENANAk6tUMsZTsK
即使我在世界上,遭受到悲慘的災難和失敗。36Please respect copyright.PENANAnvNPRXUTnQ
只要適得返回她的途徑,我就不會全軍覆沒。36Please respect copyright.PENANAEQPxhUuhRF
它是我的守護神,對我守護著一個永遠的家園。36Please respect copyright.PENANAgqMLOQzLUe
使我不至無家可歸。
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(18)「36Please respect copyright.PENANAqt9qdLGIKc
冥花:36Please respect copyright.PENANAwmivr0nHOy
你只要享受生活濃濃的愜意。36Please respect copyright.PENANAAgPZSg4Exg
和雨後放晴的天空就好了。36Please respect copyright.PENANAXJgTbFxyQg
把濕透的我豪不在意的放進口袋,也不會怎樣。36Please respect copyright.PENANAJsLehkZUW3
因為我只是一把,為你存在的雨傘。36Please respect copyright.PENANAybfYvWA0dq
只要能夠從漫天的雨中保護你。36Please respect copyright.PENANA0rHM1R4Hiy
就是我全部的使命。36Please respect copyright.PENANAaIFPkLWnlO
」
(19)36Please respect copyright.PENANAtc4FqLTmjM
這條道路是你的,你可以探險。36Please respect copyright.PENANAeVCqQibhnb
可以開拓,也可以放棄。36Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Q4qFQn4P
但是放棄之前。36Please respect copyright.PENANAN5GvmF4gIp
請一定仔細踏遍每一吋土地。36Please respect copyright.PENANATRiu0Wx6Wc
否則,你會無所得。
(20)36Please respect copyright.PENANA3KP1zKQZ3N
冥花:36Please respect copyright.PENANAz0BC2QvCg4
你只能向前看,你只能向前走。36Please respect copyright.PENANAX556VFCoeK
看看是不是有意外著驚喜在等著你。36Please respect copyright.PENANAMvG24q2uVF
或者意外的荊棘。36Please respect copyright.PENANAeRQbhwDIm1
除非你站著不動。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcY4QLck6bI
因為我終究只是另一個你而已。
(21)36Please respect copyright.PENANAeik5wEU94U
你要有選擇的勇氣,也要有承擔的勇氣。36Please respect copyright.PENANAV1zXWSV52O
不過首先,要活在當下。
(22)36Please respect copyright.PENANAhKWXs2XwQT
冥花:即使你未必獲得人們的掌聲,但至少每一步,你都要有收穫。36Please respect copyright.PENANAEMUi7Jan03
每一步,你走得愉快,且心滿意足,就好了!
(23)36Please respect copyright.PENANAuwnrxTxUfw
另外一個我,永遠都在呼喚著我、鼓勵著我。
(24)36Please respect copyright.PENANA6q1BOAf4F6
在我奔向那個可能性之前,我必須把這個我給做好。36Please respect copyright.PENANA5hVchJaoA7
我的每一個當下,都要對得起自己。
(25)36Please respect copyright.PENANAYulDVil9JT
冥花:36Please respect copyright.PENANADqvnADjxHt
好了,另外一個我。36Please respect copyright.PENANAfnPDfA2lef
其實我想謝謝你,讓我扮演了你另外的人格。36Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3qjTpWjAz
住在你的靈魂裡認識了這個世界。36Please respect copyright.PENANALudxJGXmCo
但如果我和你告別,請不要思念我。
(26)36Please respect copyright.PENANAeAmiPbnjDm
欸?36Please respect copyright.PENANAaKNS3lC3Ww
我想要由衷的,向著它離去的方向,喊一聲:感謝36Please respect copyright.PENANAG48ZDlTK8S
但卻沒有勇氣大步向前,說一聲:抱歉
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【修正版】36Please respect copyright.PENANA5U33EUjVeC
它一直都很小心細緻的關心安慰著我,不是善良。36Please respect copyright.PENANAWX833w8id9
也許它只是想在自己難過的時候良。也想被他人關愛吧。
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===========過去畫面閃過===========
時過境遷,物是人非。
守一座寺廟,等一個人來。
當過往褪成回憶,留戀已是傷痕。
不後悔曾經遇見,只願歲月靜好。
腦裡一閃而過的畫面,那個畫面究竟是...?
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冥花:放心,我在這裡,一切都好,
「要高興喔」
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(29)36Please respect copyright.PENANA1X2HsNAf4u
從小到大,我們聽到最多的是。36Please respect copyright.PENANAt1HY8JOiBQ
你要懂事,你要有出息。你要出人頭地。36Please respect copyright.PENANAPxzbLhUY8G
可卻很少聽到,你要高興。
世界只剩下黑暗中靠近內心的聲息。36Please respect copyright.PENANAusmZuJhu7a
就這麼靜靜地,在同一片天空下聽風的聲音。36Please respect copyright.PENANAixp7m8sJov
雖然身影已經不在這裡。36Please respect copyright.PENANACiWrgXn725
但我知道你一直都在。36Please respect copyright.PENANAuFrUJ6eQJx
即便旁人無法看見,即便無法用手觸碰。36Please respect copyright.PENANAm6RgH0Song
但是它,也會陪在我身旁。
風裡有喃喃絮語
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【文言文】
致來世者我曰:
吾願待汝,復來此世。36Please respect copyright.PENANAzyKcpkdEAk
願世間多善意,未來一己之身,有勇猛愛此世,勿避逃。36Please respect copyright.PENANAbzBJ9bgMQD
遂祝君彼茁者葭長,得禹於己之福;得其所愛之人,及愛汝之人。36Please respect copyright.PENANAcXXnxeJQ6h
願君生活及未來,無兵革,福如東海。
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貞觀四年,庚寅夏至七月五日 北冥族宫女画家丨北冥花
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【白話文翻譯】
我期待你(妳),能再次來到這個世界。36Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tp9Suabsh
願世間多點善意,讓未來的自己,有勇氣去愛這個世界,不要逃避。 」 36Please respect copyright.PENANAsoaWupivVs
然後祝福你茁壯成長,得到屬於自己的幸福,找到你愛的人,以及愛你的人。36Please respect copyright.PENANA8J4GPPdJ2P
希望你的生活和未來,沒有鬥爭,充滿幸福。
貞觀四年(630) 庚寅 夏至 七月五日 北冥族宮廷女畫家丨冥花姑娘
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