花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW7aOG45Qp
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV9gJ77lKb
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooJRXrwUBj
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNvfh8DrKy
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZWXc3ziwh
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89zzuLv2IE
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80wjm07NxG
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZoeQUI8Wq
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu39J1715x0
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAJvNN4Jxw
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODQ9EDhHte
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BB6njO3Ly
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「那又有什麼法子……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdQspYztfW
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「夠了！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMfEFwUafW
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEjCoMjs8v
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb1kMCQBmW
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqlzCY7WD5
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU6E5bRnIo
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlbhgA7fJS
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwBke47abz
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7yWCvA2OD
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleR2tTANoE
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQqNvFAAsA
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「為何還不起來？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo1DyzvhRe
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「我已受夠了！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJMXYkmbmU
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「住嘴！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagXIQOsznz
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrkbkyYBM8
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3gcc2Izj8
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第七天，我終於見到她了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCWCyANa8d
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF7d6e5uNz
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1C9NmOVgB
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzpS6nbmuW
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXaeBmpaja
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「呃、謝謝……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kDiVZ2tfL
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「不客氣。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXJGdMxJmj
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3VswL7hCH
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBM4gF6em3
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfE89yRvIC
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtKlGOfwkW
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxfMoZkzof
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPpLvMSXXI
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkCdxZctc6
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「沒受傷吧？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32KexfHqKs
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8BY6OwmXc
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZu1uT71yA
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioFYUlvL4S
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ioBTSURjK
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhe2kzzZ34
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「欸？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbFl058Jk9
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucRKxzFNND
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQxcXmt5j8
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53bNu1hPbt
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7GCIzidod
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhBiLUScKx
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然而，我不能。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNgu4ldWu7
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「謝謝。再見了。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcocAxDZjiR
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaux6pufnV1
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi9GOXDDSs
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldkUtuz9sx
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「又如何！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UsvW9bxfU
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00JaVSb9Qj
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「那麼——」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpEehI8a2g
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfDehr8toy
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3P3mDdNw1
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyL3SRaZxF
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6xT3WfHXQ
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或許是同病相憐吧？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94VIxAlbeS
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRAadZBqdl
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsvBmaB2ov
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這麼就足夠了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoZ8LCuRJJ
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QDJTWPsW3
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZbJbkblOF
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ngO87tLBl
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ulktmQakC
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9CKCmOXZo
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「這支是什麼歌？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa2cGg22Gx
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0ADwN4Thq
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M56XSAYVs
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKn4emJr41
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G7OoiFL47
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxXezrj6K9
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgmGtRImpX
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1usNQiSUBM
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiyaGPESLb
「啊，是『頑強』……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C1UvSFf0W
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUUyA1CUSZ
會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuQPuh9Q0F
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2C1BRGVsy
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGK9Rlo496
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuq2FWsPTs
四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi7qWtS29r
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeXFEzQhEQ
「妳很像蒲公英。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBUDDdKxg1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmQ8i5Xl2r
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuveP3sPrb
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQEhhCy5IS
「也許。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5TLcNxUlD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsA2ZeAnMt
「真不肯定啦！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7twG5KOaVD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt58ZYCb3VE
與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpAb3HIIR8
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CndpbasC6
像我這麼的人……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEuco8wBRd
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEovjw2NJak
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUUM4MVrlU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqKJU59FHZ
「風？」我疑惑地反問。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKdKtpvBtm
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnWJ4T2VkU
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2vBxwfeZF
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hI7bX5CWi
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJcPMnRLNd
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuE8LUK68h
我真的活著嗎？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYg9AZhKtt
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPVv8PYMBE
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKxs3umBy1
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCIPGEPjXq
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTIEZ40xJx
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnaXYAiQCw
「沒關係。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzzde6aJph
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzv0bjUYAH
「那麼不行時要說啊！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Bf3muPw4
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtitKvBAjH
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQjUfy3jI7
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfAGRXVmPG
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IpteP5Dc0
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu8IfNOs7V
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuLoUUBmsv
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Pax8Kb64e
「快點、回去吧。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9mHE1bhrU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO8WIK1Ixb
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLvj5G9II7
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpncobhRYP
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NolszdcCN
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCOa6LNCIo
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LNAY7sQ0H
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfBMgAecPZ
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gn9eJTeVm
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WGXU3KHug
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7UJJ3Rx0F
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk7X4h9ibN
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eSY1Xj1Di
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcmz26ZuI5
所以這樣子就是最好的決定。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhzYtV6f8S
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU05djOmU4E
可是，為何我會想哭？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHBQwZSCQd
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI5LIoAM8H
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZx19gjGgr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqGy2xvfyA
我想起那個她。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4OBNP3hLU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCDcTvR4by
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJg7le7FBK
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9P1KGMkbM
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc7y6TJaiY
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiHWYF4j76
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf1MhK7Pun
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjCr2eWSA7
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylUEjl8qfL
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQdcZFuntB
今天我終於死了。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL1QLWU3Pu
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5d56cZW8U
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRErZM6aJe3
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXIxxIxgaI
我不想死！我不想死！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz2bcRWStJ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85KijPfgTz
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos1OzB3SLe
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtlsFBGK3C
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQF6fOS9lQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L2zBZrm61
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUzfFpILUB
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedSj5cvKd0
不過，為何她不再笑？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvfvcFzz1j
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68EP2D0KFp
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xSxJHh2n5
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6afNfTF2C
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oOHtFyOIS
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjUUu4P31I
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCbzzLJ5cP
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6MnxwMxYP
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbaPkkv0cT
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdLPhb7t4I
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS2ahBmDJD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyQ3eDdUht
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrOZhisBtW
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ej4gJYJ19
現在的「人」耐性真差。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0aNfoERFr
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnImnwtY4Ke
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv54osuEH6J
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO5xko4smG
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK11msj0fIa
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVURZsANlQF
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSQ7c82FaW
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB78gmhwzu
「你是死神嗎？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgKimYEsdJ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRroVHRNV8n
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujcu0UR8cL
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg3MiZyVbF
「哦。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfnjk6ArZA
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCCK6wvdfY
也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZPkunxs49
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtdLME2oDE
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEVxAwC4TQ
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMpM9HBOay
很想回到過去。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDgfqAmOHv
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EE3eCG4tl
如果可以……567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiIqTfLVdm
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmA9azKgaR
再一次、再一次就可以了！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgs63bKqD4
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcslxwl5bDm
請給我道別的時間！567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDJafuwpAd
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc3INECk5n
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCdYM8SI4t
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi4VYTOp4Y
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUML2CWd2b9
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG3GRZxP6h
「嗨。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZa5W6byXV
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ltxVvBqf8
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjfxUv6a43
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8p2Ibwt06
「我就在妳的面前。」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDWmvsxrPj
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9wn8o5tmX
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjTz1xAxUI
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOn1HJiJ8z
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBqt5l6Rnc
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrypP4QUqkc
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjwKUNrJCo
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhBSfR5X2L
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe9C8waTWE
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYPBwy4lmR
她這句話是什麼意思？567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd0He9U7YH
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMGCWMHGMk
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI3434vOqT
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCexi710r9F
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSQw5bi6Na
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Sq2aKaH2
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU059pnup6
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSd4r1FRC3
「我……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaQaOkK1y3
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Y9lBDldg
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LoVpQIeZl
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zBPqPTmZs
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwHqM2M2gU
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGoGZPZLR0
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D6atggUdM
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiNlWQ7BPt
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxKOwEL0Bu
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis8gDpvEKL
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvUnGtKH9T
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPfe0O3KBi
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBlWeuleVD
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx24JkMcvE
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i0ZkOlZcj
567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ1SvFdqAm
「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fEb01K1Up
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTsbupdvtE
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpyThSJwYa
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願妳幸福。
