花語：純真、無邪
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小蒼蘭，花語是純真、無邪。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohiolh5pQR
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清雅的花香似有幻無，靜靜地纏繞著我。清晨中驚醒，即使過了多少十年，我的身心依然抖擻不已。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrPROJxADX
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雖然天氣依舊微冷，可是我沒有眷戀被窩的溫暖，走到書桌前把某張照片拿起。輕輕地觸摸，相中人的年歲在我記憶中停留，永遠地純真、無邪。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXGsTgD5Z0
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她最喜歡的花，就是小蒼蘭。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfyEQFJs9f
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「對不起、對不起……」我口中不停唸著，用力地抓住這小小的照片，我披上外套出門。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUFNBdDXdQ
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譏笑自己當天的愚昧，至今我還在尋找，尋找那消失了的那位——我的妹妹小雛。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg2ZwevhV9
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深沉的記憶在蠢蠢欲動，我想起她還在的日子——719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI686hcACSl
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那天如常是無聊的校園生活。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiA9hpiJ2A
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本來那頭土氣的黑髮，被我染成茶色。這是一種標記，和大夥兒一樣的記號。然而在長輩眼中，我卻成了反叛、劣等的人。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7fvuRKkLd
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既然如此，那麼我也不負他們的「期望」，放縱自己做喜歡的事——719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c5sPJ25FJ
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和同學們打打鬧鬧，再來和老師鬥嘴，就能很快過去。不過回家也是同樣令人感到討厭，所以在放學後，就會找些樂子來舒暢身心。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIozhDFeXk
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某天在歸家的路途上，同學們佇足於我的身後，而我則面對著一名女孩。她是我「告白」的對象，名字什麼我是不太清楚。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOiwg5ealm
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日復日的過去，每天都是過著一樣的生活，有什麼東西能夠令我找回點樂趣？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusyEFlZEjA
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就是告白！不屬於羅曼蒂克的感情，全然是「賭、注」！聽說她和本校被老師高度稱讚的智障走得很近，所以我們才想到這場遊戲。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPhpQMpLnk
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再三地貶低別人，突出自己的存在價值，世界本來就是如此。而且，這不過是無聊生活的調味料，忘記種種不快的遊戲。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhf6m7FbZs
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「對不起，當朋友的話是可以，但戀愛的話實在太突然了。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g6fEQrMXq
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始料未及的答案叫我們一眾人愣住，只是沒有花費多少時間，我就忍不住笑了出來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡist9D2Fil8
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「噗。」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4uk7vJN95
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隨著我的笑聲響起，大家也即時笑成一團。看著她一臉困窘的蠢臉，更使我忍俊不住，引起途人的側目。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyaVrXnt04
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「呃、這到底是什麼狀況……」勉強地擠出聲音，她依然未想到原因何在。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwarMkQmee6
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「對不起，因為實在太出乎意料了！我們在打賭啊，常常跟那個自閉出雙入對的妳，遇到帥哥表白會不會立即劈腿啦！」我帶著譏諷的語氣說道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡone9KmjMWA
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不這樣做，我就無法肯定自己。然後我稍微頓了頓，看著她呆若木雞的樣子，我才故意大笑說：「但沒想到真的會輸給一個智障！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkx16V57ps
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此話一出，大夥兒的笑聲不絕。果然是很有趣呢！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRBZo1mKj8
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「這種事、這種事——」欸？是惱羞成怒嗎？她竟然一面嚷道，一面大豆大豆地流下淚來，真是沒用呢。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDA7xTAupO
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突然一陣疼痛襲來，那個自閉的智障竟然跑出來，對我揮拳？他會為別個而一反常態，令我反應不來。身邊的朋輩見我不對勁，就上前助拳。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNA9QXzLSt
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可是那傢伙彷彿是氣瘋了，竟抓起旁邊的垃圾桶丟，連本在哭泣的女生也慌忙捉住他。嘖！假如惹上官非就很麻煩，我們互投眼色，便一起逃離現場。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mIWXIcQzM
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一夥兒跑到大街上，我賭注因那女的選擇而輸了，同學們就起哄要我請吃東西。為了保全面子，我唯有請和他們到快餐店。反正……我現在還不想回家。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUmTVNojt1
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腦海中浮現起媽媽，和妹妹二人歡笑的溫馨場景，沒有我介入其中的空間。咀嚼在口中，是不知味兒的苦澀。不知為何，我想起了小蒼蘭那淡淡的花香。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VNkZEhRO6
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薯條、漢堡、炸雞、雪糕等，放滿了整張桌子。我一面喝著飲料，一面隨意地對答。偶爾一起笑笑，那麼就能維持現在的關係。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDt9BEcSF2
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「對了！阿宏，聽說你有一個很可愛的妹妹呢！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhP2sic1uK
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某位同學突然愉悅地說道，並一手拍在我的肩上。啊啊、宏是我的名字，所以他是在叫我。不過其他同學沒給我開腔的機會，逕自搶奪發言權。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLyrUJMLvr
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「不會吧！來介紹我啦！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3EGzRin2o
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「先介紹我才對！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGJVjwom6C
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話題，不知何時扯到我妹妹身上。一時間，我也不知道應該如何回答。不能停頓太久，我唯有勉強裝出自然，揚起一抹笑容。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QMzkGSts5
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「可愛？你們在說小雛啊。要介紹是沒差，不過她才快幼稚園畢業。」說畢，我就哈哈地笑了幾聲。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ286wDY9zRb
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「什麼！原來你有孌童癖！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJIVHtaNt3
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「你才會有！天知道她這麼小！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85rpuUUfKN
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他們如此七嘴八舌地聊得起勁，而我則微笑點頭附和。聽著話題慢慢離開小雛，我倒是不自覺地舒一口氣。然而，為何我的腦海依然想著小雛的事？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkmZfaVG25
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請不要誤會，我對她當然不會有男女間的愛戀，可是每次見到她，我就會想與之保持距離。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLUdjcwrfO
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托著腮子瞄向窗外的青空，想起往昔的光境。小雛出生後，家中發生大變。父親有外遇更捨棄我們，而母親則患上了精神病，或是產後抑鬱症之類，性情倏然大變。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ3D15P6jO
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每天母親不停地對我打罵，又時常不許我吃飯。她全心全意地照顧小皺，近乎把我當作空氣般無視。我還要拚命想討好她，以為只是因妹妹年幼，才如此多加照顧。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ115NY9r4GP
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可惜我錯了！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IuGaN56mD
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眼下小雛慢慢長大，母親待我越來越差。那丫頭卻自以為了不起，總在我被打時就介入我和媽之間，媽不許我吃飯就把自己的留下給我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ITPMHdvJ
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這是施捨嗎？我才不稀罕！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaXJ3toHf4
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雖然母親性情不穩，但最近每天回到家，我的房間中都會見到小蒼蘭……
雙手慢慢握成拳頭，我還在期待什麼？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡundPcz39H7
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看著青根在手背浮現，我才緩緩鬆開。撇開可笑的過去，我把精神投放在面前的食物中，借此分散自己的精神。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCAqeT9F56
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大家吃飽後，夕光已慢慢收窄，街道上改亮起刺目的霓虹燈。同學們紛紛各自回家，最後就只剩下我一人，獨自在街頭上流連。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw54SvAv0L
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瞄向廣場時鐘的指針，我知道差不多時間要回去。因為未成年、沒有能力養活自己，最後喜不喜歡還是要回家。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIhlYrVzDw
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現在是緊忙時段，人潮一浪接一浪的難以前進。我倒沒有感到焦急，重覆踏上每天都會走過的道路。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUR9clGLIu
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無獨有偶，也許這是命運的安排。無意之間，我看到了小雛的身影，她正朝酒吧區的方向走。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSs5wRUZmV
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我一定不會認錯人！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurVNlixfef
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小雛有一頭微捲的粟色頭髮，配上天真稚氣的臉蛋，大家看來也一致說她是可愛的女生。而由相同父母誕下的我，看來卻是亞洲人的大眾臉，而她光從外表就知是混血兒。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qzvmmyg8B
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所以我怎可能認錯了？而且她現在一身水手服的打扮，是本區唯一一間幼稚園所擁有的校服……那麼為何她會出現在這裡？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzN7C8H22q
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對於年幼的妹妹，我的印象是她被眾人所稱讚長大。如此的她，會有什麼的祕密？好奇心燃起下，我悄悄地尾隨於後。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe71bf4bwp
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我們的年紀相差五年。說長不長，說短不短，可是我不喜歡她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAcwhNlS1z
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自從她誕生以後，大家的目光也都投在她身上。我的存在意義，就只剩下作為陪襯品嗎？才不要！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRWYjYTgOm
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不過真是的！我跟了這麼久，她還是懵然不知，現在更要獨個兒走到小巷中？危機意識真低！我於心中不停暗罵，但還是靜靜地跟著她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSuWg19MKI
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穿插過橫巷大街，小雛終於來到一間花店前。她背對著我，我不知道她在露出何種表情。我們之間有一段距離，所以我聽不到她在說什麼。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHf70KiXJIZ
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我唯獨看到……是店員拿出一束花朵，將之放到小雛帶備的紙袋中。她即時手舞足蹈地轉轉圈，我才終於見到她在瞇起雙眼笑著。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MAdTd84Zs
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然而在小雛發現我的瞬間，她燦爛的微笑就即時變得僵硬。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhUZczLqrk
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「哥……」雖然稚嫩的嗓音頗為微弱，卻清晰地傳到我的耳中。我皺起雙眉，盯著戰戰兢兢地走近的她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiouCLanUpC
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在混濁的空氣中，我嗅到小蒼蘭的幽香。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWrM9P3oGy
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「你幹什麼來這麼的地方啊？」我反常地沒有冷言冷語，用淺薄的微笑問道。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2DT6igSJp
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「我、我每天也會來附近買東西……見到哥在這，就跑過來了……」小雛口吃地回答我，視線從我身上挪移。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIcCpBfyUy
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她一定有事情隱瞞！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8olE57wN2
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「是嗎？那你手上拿著的是什麼？」我假意地揚起笑容，彎下腰趨近她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjct9RU4GsY
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我一把將她藏在背後的紙袋奪來，想要為難「天真無邪」的妹妹。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZl1arSHHY
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不理小雛緊張地想要拿回，我以身高差的優勢將紙袋提起。咦，這種花香……我即時探頭望向袋子，便見到一束小蒼蘭。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXtbHZ6EVg
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「每天」、「買東西」……小蒼蘭。一直以來，把花朵放在我房間中的，不是母親而是小雛？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsGbtQY8n6
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砰啪！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIkt355tTn
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袋子從手上掉落地面，我的心情混成一團。猶如虔誠的信徒，突然失去了心中的神一般，不知何去、何從。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYfKeP8ES5
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小雛慌忙地將袋子撿起，並從中拿出一小束小蒼蘭。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65G3IvdlA2
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「哥，這個、送給你的……」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfIfeJ8kE5
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無神地望向她，我一句話也說不出來。理性上明白所謂的事實，但叫我情何堪？面色一下子沉下，我猛然地轉身奔跑。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbYnW5mDUJ
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沒有理會小雛在背後的叫嚷，我一直跑、一直跑……沒多久終於抵達家前。彎下腰不斷地喘氣，我不自覺發出的聲音如同哭泣般沙啞。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNFRL66rK4
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站在燈火通明的家門外良久，我還是沒有勇氣進回去。變得害怕去面對母親，也為被我撇下而至今未回的妹妹擔憂。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPiq9wR7c0
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不！我幹什麼還要理會？對她們而言，我在不在也相差無幾啦！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw2pxBfcO8
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3TP8LzNU8
回到屋子中，客廳靜悄悄一片的。那麼母親應該是在房間，繼續想著失去的過去而發瘋吧？我放輕腳步不願與她打面照，悄然地回到自己的房間中。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUYdIJLT08
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陣陣清新的香氣湧入鼻腔，淡然的樸素而不失高雅，是小蒼蘭的香氣。我皺起眉頭，將放在桌上的小蒼蘭丟棄到垃圾箱中，再踏了幾腳。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Ek6P33SD
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無聊！這個世界真是無聊！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwWdLyziR4
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVNiUNzC4R
一腦子躺在床上，總覺得全身乏力。軟趴趴地躺著，我卻不期然把視線轉向桌上。空虛的花瓶沒有鮮花點綴，孤伶伶地暗藏在黑暗中。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zj4BW3MMP
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgugTEcJsnB
真的很可笑，總在作弄別人的我，今天初嘗被騙的感覺。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DcMEmUQ36
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「呵、呵呵呵……」我低聲地笑著，譏笑自己原來還是多麼的幼稚、愚昧。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlRjp6SKkD
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叩、叩、叩。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcIDADtjKg
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輕力的叩門聲近乎虛假，但我知道門外的是誰。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkIW1QXlwN
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「幹什麼！還玩不夠嗎？」我無法理解現在的心情，只知不能示弱。故此我拉高了聲線，用兇巴巴的語音道言。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpDrDMh8v6
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7WxNCC51e
「哥……」如我所料，門板背後的是小雛。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFwT7m0khx
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcw4KjNXTY
我沒有回應她，也許是不懂如何去回應。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXUvg1VYGA
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回想起朦朧的小時候。在細小但溫暖的房間中，媽媽正躺在床上。我把不知從那得來的小蒼蘭，偷偷插在花瓶內，因為我知道這是媽媽最喜歡的花朵。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLoD9cKWsx
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她發現了我的存在，便撐起身倚著床背。忘了我倆之間的對話，只記得她捉住我的手，撫著她那凸起的肚皮。她對我微笑，溫柔又幸福地笑……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE9WjSboQ0
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其實我不討厭小雛，不討厭多了個妹妹。只是現在誰才是被保護的一方？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvOdDqvRtY
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無盡的沉默終有結束之時，為打破陷入僵局的狀況，小雛努力地一再開腔。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohfZcqiTQj
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「其實、我是想哥哥能夠開心。是真的！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXGVaSfZST
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為了使我相信，她大力地再三保證。然而我仍不願意回話，卻走到門扇前站著。我倆之間的關係，或許就是差了這麼的距離。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqrVw4GuRE
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「哥以前也總是牽住我的手，照顧著我。所以、所以我覺哥其實是很溫柔的！也許你已不相信我……」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsgnYtOBQw
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聞得小雛的話，不像是小孩子該會說的東西，令我更覺得丟臉。我扭歪地走開，走到書桌前。眼睛的餘光落在垃圾桶內，那被我踏得爛稀巴的小蒼蘭。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IDmsKhW6h
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDJjsAWCfS
香氣好像比之前更濃烈。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyoUPimR8Q
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRYJbP8COk
將其中一朵還原好無缺的花拾起，我想起小雛出身以來，總帶著笑臉伴在我的身邊。天真、無邪，正好如小蒼蘭的花語一樣……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQowk4PppU9
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第一次牽手，是媽帶著小雛回到家中，我好奇地走近她的嬰兒床，她用一隻手捉緊我的手指。明明當初是想要作為兄長的好好保護她，可是在爸離家後，我漸漸也背道而馳。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOYFzKfCKx
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抱著頭倚著牆壁，我慢慢睡著了。夢境把很多記憶交雜，開心的、痛苦的、悲哀的、憤怒的……我記起了很多遺忘的事。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8pKbW8uQ6
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叩！叩！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1symWzR2L
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfFafpNSPr
不徐不疾的叩門聲響起，把我從睡夢中吵醒。窗外景已被朝陽照亮，意味新的一天到訪。拉開門把，就見到圓圓的大眼睛直勾勾地望著我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3wGf60QgA
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「你還在啊？」我陰恨恨地說道，用睨視的目光盯著她。我這般的舉動令她稍微退縮，只是她用力地吞下唾液，才再次踏上前。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBUW6KJ0PF
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D5wYzNI0X
真糟糕，我已經習慣了這麼的態度，根本沒法子以柔和的態度待她。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMPEsXI34J
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「那個、哥！媽媽說可以吃早餐，所以……」她一臉害怕地瞄向我，聲音更越來越小。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtS2u3WGKM
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「知道了！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23PGUyWKiV
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我壓低嗓音吐言，接著沒有順應她的希望，一起前去吃早餐。我反而退後半步，即時把門扇關上，發出了「砰」的一聲。我總覺還是不能面對她……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsquK3ZjQIZ
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRjDzYVx7f
尖銳的叫聲穿透門板。不用猜想也知道，必然是媽正氣瘋地怒罵。唉，聲音傳至外面。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKiQZvxmrM
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAgqwj2QgN
這次好像比往常更激烈。真吵耳……幸好我們是住三層式獨立洋房，不然一定會被鄰居投訴。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYn0NcLQ8U
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叩叩叩叩叩！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxDaLF3Mwf
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急速且粗暴的叩門響起，彷彿快要打碎門板，然後跑進來殺死我的樣子。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAXiYPL2Cj
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「給我開門！開門呀！」猶如被捏住喉嚨，尖耳且刺耳的叫喊不斷。我才不會愚蠢到再聽她的話！彎下腰拿起背包，小蒼蘭的氣味減淡，卻依然傳遞給我。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC30X20Dmpr
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曾相信那份純真無邪的感情，回憶在腦海掠過。甩甩頭，我提起背包，將窗戶推開攀樹逃走。可惜我家的圍牆蠻高，所以我只能跑回大門離開。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8QtlZdgAB
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「哥！這個、你的早餐……還有便當！」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwAsPu5bXH
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小蒼蘭香氣再次纏繞著我，板著臉扭回頭，就見到總是怯生生的小雛。她把早餐遞上，欲言又止，叫我感到煩燥。不過——719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMRwxxbCfN
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「哦。」我把三明治奪過來，撇下一句就跑走。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1Sv17SvZA
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在歸校的途中，我再次遇上昨天的女生。她今天卻和那個智障……我忘了叫什麼信，二人走在一塊兒。看來很幸福、很快樂，單純得叫人感到羨慕。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WGxNwazHn
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我拉起一抹苦笑，小口小口地咬著充當早餐的三明治，總覺得很好吃。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZVbw3aLFW
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咦？是我嗅覺有問題嗎？鼻息間有陣陣的小蒼蘭香氣。然而眼下剛才的兩口子已走遠，再愣在此處只會遲到，所以我就加快腳步跑回學校。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54U4O6dXU3
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這天我出奇地乖巧，沒有和同學們打鬧，只敷衍地說自己感冒。而上課時，也安安靜靜的抄寫筆記。不過時間沒有想像中難過，因為我滿腦海都想著，下課後應該要如何是好。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMDSXsu8Du
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終於來到午餐的時間，我沒有跟大夥兒外出吃飯，而偷偷溜到沒什麼人接近的雜物房中，準備獨自吃便當。始終男生帶家常飯回校吃，我覺得是很土氣的事。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkNznXpWrG
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我也不明白，為什麼會從小雛手中接過來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau6Qqfr2Qr
719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUX1zqbiyv
打開袋子的鈕扣，我就見到在便當上，放了一小束小蒼蘭。過了一個早上，沒有泥土與水份，花朵已經漸漸枯萎。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84v6XyRGKV
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小心翼翼地將花束放下，手中還留有點點的殘香。突然很希望快點回家，見到小雛那天真的笑容。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3t5KdltTT
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可惜，滿以為能順利重來一遍，結果卻……719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsYJ1vqeOd
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放學後，我即時離開校園，連與同學們道別也沒有，但要在繁忙時間迅速回家，是談何容易。而在擠迫的人潮中，我如昨天一般，再次見到小雛的身影。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDQ62Cv8n3
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她又要去花店吧？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jNHfCtDXj
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想著這點，我就更是努力地朝昨日之路擠過去。好不容易才進到小巷中，卻不見了小雛的蹤影。她會跑到哪兒去？還是發現了我跟著她，想躲起來嚇嚇我？719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsn2LUyX5Q
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「不、救——唔……」719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR2lqC80dy
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微弱的聲音從另一條橫巷傳出，這把幼嫩的嗓音，不就是小雛嗎？我的臉色猛然霎變，沒多想就跑入巷子中。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcqhACoxMR
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只是在剛轉角的瞬間，突然有人用重物擊向我的頭部，使我感到昏眩並眼前發黑。在意識消失之前，我聽到小雛的尖叫聲，接著我就失去知覺。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPHVoI0RxR
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當我再次起來時，已身在醫院。聽說我被途人救起，犯人已逃去無蹤。更甚的是，連小雛也被帶走了！719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos5Zazsgft
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在此，我重新得到媽媽的擁抱，聽到她說出最愛的是我，可是我一點也不開心。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvgXg7h8ds
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小雛到底去了哪裡？犯人沒有提出要交贖金，案件隨時日而慢慢被人遺忘。母親過了不久也在睡夢中粹死，把我獨自留下來。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kd6tEyv2u
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每當我閉上眼睛，彷彿就嗅到小蒼蘭清雅的香味……如同小雛正一步一步朝我走近，香味越來越濃烈。然，只要張開眼睛，身邊根本沒有人。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiQha1Wjsm
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不相信幽靈之說，我只相信小雛還生存在世上的某處。719Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl4STpMVpb
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每天我都在街頭徘徊，一直尋找……
