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暗戀那回事

唐平 唐平
Jul 30, 2022 974 2 Mins Read
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《暗戀那回事》

早幾日同年幾冇見嘅中學同學食飯，大家喺度「話當年」。

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「當年靠出貓都捱過唔少考試。」

「當年好正直嘅中史阿Sir，而家尻搵學生Sell保險。」

「當年個班長做咗狗公，喺IG俾人公審。」

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繼續講，繼續講，

突然聽到阿明嘅一句嘢令我打冷震。

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「當年暗戀嘅女神阿欣已經做咗人妻。」

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呢句嘢，咩詞語令我打冷震？

「女神」？「阿欣」？「人妻」？

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錯，係「暗戀」。

聽到呢個久違、熟悉又陌生嘅字眼，

真係不禁打尻咗個冷震。

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然後，我個腦喺度疏理「暗戀」呢回事。

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記得中學嘅時候，大家係好興暗戀，

嗰種離遠見到暗戀對象，

就要用手搞一搞自己個柒頭Chok個靚樣心如大象撞嘅感覺，真係記憶猶新。

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而最搞笑嘅係，以前所謂嘅暗戀，

其實一撚早通晒天，

所以暗戀並唔係指對方唔知你鍾意佢，

而係自己留喺「暗角」慢慢「戀」，

戀到畢業嗰刻，都係唔敢表白，

然後成個灰褲痴漢咁偷望對方。

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幾時開始冇咗暗戀呢個行為？

讀大學就已經冇暗戀過，

一遇到鍾意嘅就會Flirt，

直接表明來意。

到底係乜嘢，會令自己有咁嘅轉變呢？

當然，第一就係覺得自己冇咁撚多時間上演內心戲，

但更甚嘅係因為，冇咗嗰種「冇咗佢會死」嘅感覺。

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所以我明點解以前會暗戀，

就係因為怕表白失敗，

從此生活入面都會冇咗呢個人。

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而家？是但啦。

失敗咗？挑搵過個囉！再失敗？再搵囉！

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換句話講，原來唔再暗戀，

係因為，心動嘅感覺愈嚟愈弱。

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冇呀，喺度淨係諗起《粵語殘片》一句歌詞，

「奇怪卻是每戀一次，

震撼總逐漸變得越淺，
令人動心只得那次。」

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#0 Intro
#1 愛你，呈陽性
#2 報應
#3 賤人
#4 Mr Wrong
#5 時光倒流一句話
#6 做人好難
#7 天賦
#8 放棄成本
#9 每個人都會有逃避嘅時候
#10 成熟
#11 請不要道歉
#12 我同佢做嘅嘢同情侶冇分別
#13 躁攰
#14 靈魂做愛
#15 睇人
#16 一輩子抑鬱
#17 愛的天賦
#18 敏感配搭玻璃心
#19 自High式浪漫
#20 暗戀那回事
#21 唔想同你嘈
#22 需要被Blame的Victim
#23 真愛
#24 廢村
#25 未Ready
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