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No Plagiarism!9MhEK2UGRVYFjTRG6bqBposted on PENANA 雨天,是我最喜歡的日子,亦是我最暢心爽快的日子。8964 copyright protection325PENANAkk3JQx86XE 維尼
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因為撐起那色彩絢麗的雨傘,以其掩蓋著被生活、工作追趕著的倦容,假裝若無其事般,漫步於灰暗無光的世界。8964 copyright protection325PENANACf3mloJ4F8 維尼
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這天,又是一個下著滂沱大雨的日子。8964 copyright protection325PENANAbZr19EbfnX 維尼
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天色依舊黯然無光,漫天水氣濛龍。與往日不同的,是街上走著一個跟我撐著同款雨傘的女孩。8964 copyright protection325PENANADcvIbIWIg6 維尼
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她穿著校服,背起看似沉甸甸的書包,雖身後背著千斤重,卻無阻她走著淘氣的小跳步,轉著手中那把絢麗的雨傘,一步一跳的走在街上。8964 copyright protection325PENANAThOse7ocQ3 維尼
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那樣的情景,我感到似曾相識,嘴角不禁泛起一絲久違的笑意。8964 copyright protection325PENANAiRfWtiZqOd 維尼
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她有趣的身影吸引到我,也有種莫明的熟悉感,便打算跟著她走上一段路,看看她的有趣。8964 copyright protection325PENANAHQBhMQQcDY 維尼
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慢慢地跟隨著她,只見她毅然停下腳步,駐足在一間文具店外,撐著雨傘,全神貫注的盯著那細小且厚實的「大牛龜」舊式電視機,播著趣味十足的蠟筆小新。8964 copyright protection325PENANAhi8AWWfTDk 維尼
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她被搞怪的小新逗得捧腹大笑,文具店的老闆娘聞得她的笑聲,便輕笑道:「還不趕快回家做功課和溫習,考完試了麼?」8964 copyright protection325PENANA5j0sx71gi4 維尼
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雖有雨傘擋著,但不難看到她那眉開眼笑的表情:「考完了,成績也出了,全滿分,總可以竭息一會吧?」8964 copyright protection325PENANA64zWsTvDT8 維尼
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老闆娘只冷漠淡薄一笑:「你媽是赫赫有名的大律師,你可別出任何差錯,丟了你媽的顏面才好。」8964 copyright protection325PENANATDkyQo9C1A 維尼
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她止住了笑聲,沉默片刻,便持傘轉身離去,繼續往回家的方向走著。8964 copyright protection325PENANAvzgPyMwtLD 維尼
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她把傘拿低了些,依舊走走跳跳,似乎碰上熟悉的鄰居,便抬高雨傘,露出一副笑臉,大咧咧的揮揮手,熱情的大喊:「陳阿姨!」8964 copyright protection325PENANA3C2zfOQKYd 維尼
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迎面走來的陳阿姨沒即時應聲,只把手指抵在嘴巴上,示意她禁聲,輕斥道:「少點聲,陳大狀舉止大方優雅,從不像你這樣大咧咧的。」8964 copyright protection325PENANAiaeQUsaLYr 維尼
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陳阿姨瞧了瞧她裙擺的朵朵踏水濺濕的灰色小花,彎腰提起手帕幫忙擦乾,皺眉道:「你看看,活奔亂跳的,把裙也弄髒了,程大狀那著端裝,你真是一點都不像…」8964 copyright protection325PENANA8Kpb2D7Air 維尼
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陳阿姨替她整理後,閒聊幾句便離去。8964 copyright protection325PENANArKiCvMb7TZ 維尼
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她再也沒有輕快的踏著步,反而變的拘謹如機械人般緩慢地走著。8964 copyright protection325PENANAMCsoKskGVS 維尼
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她手中那把傘提得更低,已經遮掩著她的表情。8964 copyright protection325PENANAKCBPFJ0gg1 維尼
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我心中不禁生出一些憐憫,一路走來,未聞她的名字半語,只聞得她母親的威名處處,和她身份給她的規範。8964 copyright protection325PENANAps9dZrVWg3 維尼
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我心中感嘆,世上也有人與我的經歷如此雷同。8964 copyright protection325PENANAD7LQ7KeZr9 維尼
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走著走著,她經過一間書店。8964 copyright protection325PENANA8tHOM1Wyyc 維尼
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書店的職員叫著她:「陳大狀的女兒,請等等。」8964 copyright protection325PENANAbu9Ehxemxc 維尼
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職員胸懷中捧著一疊厚實、沉甸甸的書,笑道:「這是陳大狀早前預留的書,說是替你尋找的兒童法律書,你媽媽對你真好啊,早早為你當律師準備好一切。」8964 copyright protection325PENANA7le7WbxUfU 維尼
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她半眼不看那些書本,只淡淡的說了句「謝謝」,接過那一本本的書,便轉身離開。8964 copyright protection325PENANAgztFeSN6dx 維尼
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她仿佛已無力提傘,只打傘擱在頭頂之上,雨傘幾乎擋著她整張臉,也擋去她的視線,她仿佛要與世隔絕般。8964 copyright protection325PENANAMFC9Ml8Khk 維尼
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從她沉重的步伐、失落無助的背影,以及書包兩旁放着一大一小的畫卷,我便知道她的志向顯然不是律師,而是畫家。8964 copyright protection325PENANA28t7wB04pB 維尼
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當律師只是她母親自以為是的為她作出的決定。8964 copyright protection325PENANAQF01JXsBc5 維尼
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看到這裡我越發想上前苦心安慰,我何嘗不是如此走來的人?8964 copyright protection325PENANAwsxIfCjP7t 維尼
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一直背負著母親強大且耀目的光環,從無我可立足之處,我活得就如她的影子,一言一行,一顰一笑皆要與她無異。8964 copyright protection325PENANAu3slfTje4D 維尼
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我是誰?我早就不知道了。8964 copyright protection325PENANAAa3loYKq9B 維尼
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正躊躇著是否上前之際,她不慎被地上的石子絆到,書本、雨傘通通散落一地,整個人跌入風雨之中,任由風雨的拍打。8964 copyright protection325PENANAO2OTEf8wjj 維尼
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我立馬上前,欲扶起這與我命運如此相似的女孩。8964 copyright protection325PENANAvYPuulZ342 維尼
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「啊!」8964 copyright protection325PENANAi0TgfwxFI0 維尼
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我低身與她對視,我嚇得叫了出來。8964 copyright protection325PENANAY4EhnUl9AZ 維尼
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她竟是昔日初中的那個我。8964 copyright protection325PENANAGwjmYwi3rx 維尼
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我隨即環視,看著遍地我昔日最討厭的法律書本,以及跟我手上那把一模一樣的傘。8964 copyright protection325PENANAeQikFE0v6G 維尼
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再對上昔日那個絕望無助的我,原來在雨傘的遮擋下,她的眼睛早已通紅,眼淚早就縱橫交錯的橫行於臉上,她身體更因哭泣而顫抖著。8964 copyright protection325PENANAWB09qlDTZp 維尼
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只是有著雨傘的遮蓋,她才得以體面的活著示人。8964 copyright protection325PENANACCIiKbeeVT 維尼
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她抬首,凄然問道:「是我做得不夠好嗎?是我遮掩得不夠好嗎?為什麼我犧牲了自我,百般沉隱的活著,倒頭來你卻要殺了我?」8964 copyright protection325PENANAPAnU7oeJGK 維尼
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我啞口無言,看著自己手腕上的傷口不停湧出的鮮血,我才想起,那個雨天我殺了我自己。8964 copyright protection325PENANAd27zPqULRD 維尼
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因為母親的堅持,因為母親的道德綁架,我不得不忘掉真正的自己,以虛假的面具,遮掩著遍體鱗傷的自己,成為母親的牽線木偶。8964 copyright protection325PENANA7GnmhaxmLU 維尼
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最後亦因母親的不認同和失望,而徹徹底底的殺了自己,了結殘生。8964 copyright protection325PENANAByLeHe0YTs 維尼
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但如今看到昔日的我,卻令我想到,真正要放棄我的,卻是自己。8964 copyright protection325PENANA2KQLBVvnVP 維尼
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我從沒為自己爭取過分毫的自尊,從沒捍衛過自己的決定,只是盲目的啞忍,到最後原來連我都看不起自己。8964 copyright protection325PENANAVAQGPGYcm7 維尼
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我忍不住落淚,伸手擁抱著那個曾是最樂天放縱,如今卻傷痕累累的我,哽咽的安慰道:「你已經做得很好了,忘掉你,放棄你是我的錯。」8964 copyright protection325PENANAmWLJtWv3Kf 維尼
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我看著散落於地的那把虛假絢麗的雨傘,決心道:「由今天起,我們不用再因雨天而高興,不用再依賴雨傘的遮擋而活,不用再犧牲,全憑我們的意願,活下去吧。」8964 copyright protection325PENANAZvc1n5x6wj 維尼
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下一瞬,仿如得到救贖般,我終於困難的睜開如注了鉛般重的眼皮蓋子,只睜開了一縫,隱約看見眼前一包又一包輸送液懸掛著。8964 copyright protection325PENANArdRRAFF5Cx 維尼
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看來我被救回了。8964 copyright protection325PENANAFGZRlMEo4t 維尼
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出院後,又迎來了一個雨季,我依舊帶著那把絢麗多彩的下傘,但這次,我不再垂首提傘,以傘擋目。8964 copyright protection325PENANAzy6Y6fHhZi 維尼
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這次,我抬首挺胸的,帶著寬別已久的笑容,走進這個灰矇矇的雨天之中。8964 copyright protection325PENANAKxpGOGekGL 維尼
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