For a while I could only watch him incredulously. Why? He looked like he couldn't care less when he arrived at my funeral? Was that an act? And was the mask slowly falling off? Or...660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ9oTyo0GP
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It had always been complicated between me and Mathew. Or at least as complicated as teenage drama could become. Now, almost detached(I couldn't say fully detached) from my life as Ophelia, I could see how absolutely silly so many of my choices were. He was nice when I first met him but there was absolutely nothing special. It had been silly of me to crave his attention. 660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDO82GVUge
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Well...Teenagers can be stupid.660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d8H7UO9zd
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Heck! Even teenage ghosts can be stupid.660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNlq1wILsU
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The horrified glance he gave his Dad's car filled me with a dark dread. Yes...There was anger in me for the one who ended my life but...660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UHTIanmoB
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What if...660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabIm1LWYBo
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What if it was the same person whom I nourished a soft spot in my heart? Someone whose dislike for me made me determined to win him over(I never did anything to win him over. People like me never do.)660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VPYhOjDnG
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Yes, I was all kinds of stupid and pathetic.660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhodCDBpoh
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But that realization didn't make my feelings for him go away. I suspect I would have never forgotten him if I had been alive...An older me would have laughed at this particular episode of life and called it the most irrational thing I ever did. But Mathew would have always been there, in my thoughts and heart.660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkmoZHea0O
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My Silent Love.660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OrVMojpSt
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Could I murder him? Could I murder him anymore than I could kill my affection for him?660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpDUKxuiBN
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To be continued...660Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRmJ3VsFDl
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