返到香港我先去睇醫生，因為把聲一直沙無好過，點知一睇已經係出事，把聲以後都係咁。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl9eLWFxLF
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失聲之後，我就無再食煙，草更加唔敢隊，而效力更強嘅毒品我當然唔敢試，因為連草嘅幻覺都頂唔順，我驚掂其他嘢真係痛苦到要死。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAnTGzsSng
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偶爾我都會飲酒，起初飲醉會喊，時間開始過去，慢慢變到飲醉酒都無喊。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVy88ZDjw3
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不過每次醉咗都會諗起佢。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKn0INVUzX
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諗起第一次同佢飲醉，我係咁示愛：「點解我會咁鍾意你呢？一飲醉啲感覺就湧晒出嚟，我真係好鍾意你。」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN43dlBZ2KI
934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDCceXpvZQ
「我都係⋯⋯我未試過咁鍾意一個人，未試過咁快同一個人拍拖架⋯⋯」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gz0mUdGMm
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每一次回憶，都係一趟自虐之旅。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBVJ95kwbM
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我無辦法接受芯玥一個星期前仲情深款款出晒黑白相歌詞圖，一個星期後就同另一個男人去我話要同佢去嘅地方。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgB3A2N7t0
阿琴無覆我嗰日，我諗咗好多嘢。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnogOLP0KbU
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不過我唔會再因為人哋唔覆我而失控，係會囉囉攣嘅，但大個喇，同一個錯誤唔可以錯兩次。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBFPruusE2
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我去做自己嘢，睇吓戲放鬆心情。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIve6i9kR2X
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到阿琴終於回我，已經係第二朝：「唔好意思呀，琴日心情唔好又攰無覆你。」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakghVuH7aW
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「唔緊要啦。咩事？」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05gq2rk8sJ
934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9YJ2fRPNN
「就嚟又限聚嗰啲吖嘛，所以把握時間去拜吓家姐。」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByPHKruYex
934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEypjhNxFm
「噢⋯⋯節哀⋯⋯」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1TvtWYJze
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隔咗一陣，阿琴話：「你之前咪問我有無放唔低嘅人嘅？情人就無喇，但我一直放唔低我家姐。」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs03OlvJQpP
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原來阿琴有個大佢三年幾嘅家姐，喺四年前意外過咗身。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOktXwdcX04
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「我接受唔到⋯⋯明明星期二先傾完偈，講好星期六去買化妝品，星期四就同我講佢被車撞死咗⋯⋯兩日咋⋯⋯只係兩日，就咩都唔同晒。」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGKk2iFt8L
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阿琴亦係嗰時開始抑鬱同失眠。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt9sE5xZlm
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「我成日諗，係咪我嗰日如果扭計叫家姐留喺屋企瞓，咁佢就唔會行嗰條路，就唔會死？點解我唔留住佢？」934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHlbrqS4UT
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但其實中間隔咗兩日，佢家姐留得一日，第二日都係會返去。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmiS7fZIoY
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有啲嘢就係咁，整定。934Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd02UXtjjd
