——很顯然,那血不是他的。 56Please respect copyright.PENANALPYJQNZukx
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向菱怔了一下。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAaGHsnMA0ox
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有時候她真的覺得,自己挺懦弱無能的。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAB4awecKJIL
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明明看見了那樣的事情,卻無力改變什麼,只能看著一切發生而毫無改變的能力。56Please respect copyright.PENANAHHZej543gc
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一股無從追溯的情緒湧上。56Please respect copyright.PENANAKWKKy8Asd2
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不想看到他繼續墮落,放逐——即使這事和她自己一點關係也沒。56Please respect copyright.PENANAOQJIPKKRl8
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這麼想著,少女開了口:「你去打架了。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAOoJP0zWjb7
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是肯定語氣,而不是裝模作樣的詢問。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA8GxkNuR9bu
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他沒有回話,四周安靜如同死寂一般。56Please respect copyright.PENANArwIYMPyMxU
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向菱:「因為你妹妹,所以你才去打架?」56Please respect copyright.PENANA6xyIXEXneC
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祁澈沒有回應她的話,抬眸,看了眼她。那雙眸子仍然漆黑好看,眸光似冬雪。56Please respect copyright.PENANABnFNhQeSTI
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向菱說道,「你怎麼老是和人打架啊。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAVLU7OcBWpI
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「他們……是對你說了什麼嗎?」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAlBPbw3KIg3
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剛才在角落裡已經聽得一清二楚,但這會兒她用的卻是確認的語調。56Please respect copyright.PENANAQWoOL1MopP
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面前的少年並不說話,只是盯著她的眉眼,出神。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6tthwGl4ia
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明明正在看她,但兩人視線一交會,少年卻又突兀的迅速移開視線。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA2QjB13S6dB
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刻意掩飾著一樣。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ml4qYDlCT
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向菱抿了抿唇,「你知道嗎。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAlGgI18DpS4
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她誠實道:「你臉上有血還有傷口,這樣走在路上會嚇著小朋友的。」56Please respect copyright.PENANA9OEz06iLAz
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「嗯。」他如此短暫的輕輕應了一聲,不怎麼在乎的樣子。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAgXmTFJ3fC9
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卻在低頭的瞬間,不著痕跡的將棒球帽沿輕輕壓低了一點。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAiWpoZ4AJ7z
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少女並沒有發覺,反倒被小巷子裡壓迫陰暗的氛圍嚇得慌。56Please respect copyright.PENANA82bq6ISEsM
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少年默了默,淡淡開口:「你都看到了?」56Please respect copyright.PENANA32RcKsALGW
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指的大概是剛才,她目睹的那場巷裡的衝突。56Please respect copyright.PENANA38G0W47rSK
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向菱點了下頭。56Please respect copyright.PENANAd5qzppuv9J
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「嚇著了?」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ3xnBAtPO
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「沒。」就有點想報警。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAfrEnJH7d85
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說真的,她沒想到他會是這樣的反應。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAwhHeSL7XUy
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剛打完架不久的人,照理說情緒應是不穩的。可他竟然還有餘裕,反過來問她害怕嗎。56Please respect copyright.PENANAeqo0hO4Dk7
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面前的少年,讓她產生一種無比奇異的心情。56Please respect copyright.PENANABG7B8wwBPG
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——他們倆的關係,頂多只能算得上是可有可無的朋友吧。56Please respect copyright.PENANA6urgSsjYET
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關係不淺但也不算深刻,一天的相處最多也就是聊幾句天。56Please respect copyright.PENANAfIQDphwGFV
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她甚至懷疑,如果圓規拆散他們的同桌,是不是從此以後兩人就不會再有交集了。56Please respect copyright.PENANA11GRWwsrMn
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只是這種不緊不慢的友誼,她竟然有種想為他寫一本故事的衝動。56Please respect copyright.PENANAGhNHun987b
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向菱恍神著。56Please respect copyright.PENANAVWB1wf2UAB
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面前的少年垂眸,慢悠悠用手直接抹去方才沾染上的、略為乾涸的腥血。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAHAZxwDaN90
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——在這種環境裡,他從小認識的道理就是,弱者總會被欺負。56Please respect copyright.PENANAlM1tiHoJWc
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小的時候,看過同齡的人在一場群架中,被某群惡棍粗魯打死。56Please respect copyright.PENANAVfKyWJ8QhF
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也目睹過一群流浪貓為了爭搶廚餘以求溫飽,互相殘殺的畫面。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYDjI7ohJTo
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他想過,有沒有一種可能,只要和他們一樣,只要死掉就好了。 56Please respect copyright.PENANADLqSqaKSxD
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幾乎是麻木的如此想著。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAQYot7HQIYK
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直到有個女孩,闖進他的世界中。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAB1s1zZ9n3X
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心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,以極為緩慢的速度崩裂著一塊。56Please respect copyright.PENANAH2NrwjHaPT
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衝突很快就平息了,也沒有人將那天巷子裡的陰暗放在心上。56Please respect copyright.PENANA034OneqhRN
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南雨鎮的太陽每天還是照樣升起,照樣落下,一切並沒有太大的改變。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAjxUD8DZ9Tg
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學生,又稱學牲,每天還是得照樣上課。56Please respect copyright.PENANAeZJKKD7UB9
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說到這個。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAAzVaRqarON
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用一句話概括高二學生的日常生活——無止境的打鬧打混、上課考試,就這麼無限循環。56Please respect copyright.PENANAftL6lYo3PO
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定期考再度逼近,不過向菱沒怎麼準備考試。56Please respect copyright.PENANAAl9zcUDnXF
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好在這次考試結束後,緊接著的就是寒假。而這次段考內容著重在文科,算是穩住了她的基本分數。56Please respect copyright.PENANArENr81WwLA
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蹺掉了自習課,她溜到宿舍後的中庭花園去玩。56Please respect copyright.PENANAViNXJ07lLA
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學校的花園裡,難得有冬陽照耀,四周的空氣都暖洋洋的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1Qx2PDxBA
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新篇小說已經步上正軌,秦井也有好一陣子沒再找她麻煩,這一切有如爽文女主的人生般往美好的方向發展(?)。56Please respect copyright.PENANATvn9xOctVo
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冬日裡的陽光略顯明媚,花園裡,她看見一名少年站在樹下。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA6fuX0a1g4t
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身材高挑,眉目很是惹人注意。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA4JsFneXDTq
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幾秒鐘後,「啪」的一聲微響。 56Please respect copyright.PENANADjqPjCRxTc
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少女迅速接近,手裡攥過一個小打火機和菸盒。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAD5xHFS4ZMV
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她笑瞇瞇揚起手,「沒收!」56Please respect copyright.PENANAYUf7FdjooT
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「……」被搶走東西的少年抬眸,也不暴躁。56Please respect copyright.PENANAnpmKANPaUQ
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向菱清楚,不去招惹他的話,他也就不會動手。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAGvHwZzuLRS
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他和其他的混混不一樣,從不教訓小孩,老人,以及女孩子。也不會無端招惹別人。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA60sq4PrTer
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摸清楚這點之後,她就大膽起來了。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAliJlP5gUhO
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突然冒出來搶走菸盒,讓祁小波吃她自己買的冰(……)。甚至,在上課時丟寫著小字的紙條到他桌上。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA8FyGIwTleV
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她記得幾天前,那張紙條上書:「喂你別再睡了,你還活著嗎?」56Please respect copyright.PENANAlUHR05HwMr
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……有什麼是她不敢做的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAaTl8OvRG67
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然後那時,她看著少年瞇著有點惺忪的黑眸,半支著頭翻開紙條,瞅了她一眼。56Please respect copyright.PENANAc56iTNCAqu
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耳朵尖子因為睡著時趴在課桌上而被壓得紅紅的。56Please respect copyright.PENANA4TrpP5bqKi
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…… 56Please respect copyright.PENANAXhuLX7UFgh
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少女的思緒回到眼前,花園裡的樹蔭下。56Please respect copyright.PENANA2kf9yFL314
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她看著他,語氣莫名帶上挑釁,「壞學生抽菸?」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAF3J2Qho2ua
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對方揚了揚眉,「嗯」了聲。56Please respect copyright.PENANAr0Xx3qP9Ei
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「……」他答得實在乾脆,向菱反而不知道怎麼回答了。56Please respect copyright.PENANANi3HY1rdZ8
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她怔了半秒,面前的少年便直接從她攤開的掌心上,拿走了打火機。56Please respect copyright.PENANAzTBngbiJ6p
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向菱趕忙回神,「……那你以後不准抽菸!」56Please respect copyright.PENANAZal2laFWUg
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手心上還放著沒被拿回去的菸盒,她攥緊盒子,把手背過去將之藏到身後。56Please respect copyright.PENANAYhWHtZerYa
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「……為什麼。」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAXO2oZAMUbJ
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「抽菸有害身心健康啊,而且你也沒成年吧。」理直氣壯。56Please respect copyright.PENANArl0Q92Q8WQ
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——她每次想說服他做什麼,都是這種理直氣壯。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA02Da99qgSV
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少年勾了下唇。56Please respect copyright.PENANA9gjfYoIFHf
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一陣風吹過,黃綠參半的落葉從樹上飄落下來,停在腳邊。56Please respect copyright.PENANASTMd8SvzKW
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少女突然說道,「那你把打火機也給我吧,戒菸。」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAHlat9weFxK
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她其實有個荒謬詭異的想法。56Please respect copyright.PENANACDcEu0DRK1
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不是有人說過,古人都是藉菸酒來激發寫作靈感的嗎……她想要醞釀一下情節之類的。56Please respect copyright.PENANAaprMUGZunc
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而且她又不想喝酒。56Please respect copyright.PENANArvAcf029yL
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「只是想試一次而已嘛,就稍微,揣摩情境……」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAmNBptk3w0F
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解釋完之後連自己都開始心虛,其實她只是莫名不想看到他抽菸的樣子而已。56Please respect copyright.PENANAAc9cXViVrS
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「……」任由這複雜又無厘頭的想法在腦子裡翻騰了數天,她想搶走他的菸卻無力行之。56Please respect copyright.PENANAROXUt0VmDd
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少年輕笑了聲,模樣頑劣,同時又好看得很過分。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAVqKznflzsJ
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向菱洩氣:「……給我嘛。」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAyNgndkUKnz
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她說謊的藉口,總是很容易被識破。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA6IAwvfgvjk
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少年沒有說破,卻故意把東西舉得高高的,不讓她拿到。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA1jziF3ZUvI
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她傻傻地往上奮力跳了兩下,才意識到自己被戲弄了,停下動作看著他。56Please respect copyright.PENANACHF8RYQdGu
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半晌,少女耍賴道:「你每次都抽菸肺會不好啊,借我兩天就還給你。」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAlwwni6QMgX
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祁澈勾了勾唇,突然覺得自己此時的心情好極了。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAoy7NXKUV28
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最後她自然是沒借到那把打火機。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAfiQJdP3jI3
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也不知道他到底是故意不借,還是看破了她的想法而不讓她拿。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA8EfgDUsQh4
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她選擇了相信後者,而事實也的確是這樣。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAdIkd8DmoO8
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據觀察,向菱注意到在那之後的幾天,都沒看見少年再拿那些菸。56Please respect copyright.PENANAw19dPTC5p4
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而那天搶過來的菸盒被她穩妥的收著,端詳了半天,她甚至連火都點不上。56Please respect copyright.PENANAToaoK3MaDq
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耐心有限,最後她索性就放棄了。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAg7dKLhsE8z
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然後在某個和平常一樣邋遢的早晨,向菱無心繼續和那盒菸搏鬥,將它丟進抽屜之後再也沒碰。56Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9c0Lcy0UL
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宿舍大樓裡的走廊。56Please respect copyright.PENANARUHQlriSag
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少女打著呵欠,一邊啃吐司,一邊和室友並排走在前往教室的走廊上。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAdrg6lRT5fF
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南雨中學是鎮上靠海的學校,清晨的空氣涼薄,帶著少許海的鹹味。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA8aJ7ekmCKR
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許沫兒滑著手機,不經意問了一句:「最近聽人說,你和祁校草關係很好哦?」56Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ec182BPxh
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室友的語氣裡不無八卦,向菱毫不在意的斜了她一眼。56Please respect copyright.PENANAJah7VrEdku
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她撕了片吐司,「還好吧,平常就隨便聊。」56Please respect copyright.PENANAdUvNxCdyVR
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「……啊?那個酷哥不都不理人的嗎。」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAXtDpHN2xgy
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向菱的意志專注於眼前的食物,完全沒聽清對方說什麼,只好隨意敷衍了一句。56Please respect copyright.PENANAvhKPN3mL9S
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感覺到她對此並不上心,許沫兒話鋒一轉,又眉飛色舞的談論起別的事情去了。56Please respect copyright.PENANAIDksdaCqXF
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她心不在焉的走到教室,在熟悉的座位坐下。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAvBdvM5Ko1g
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拉開書包拉鍊,攤開數學作業。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA9wxpgqVUcp
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幾秒鐘後,向菱於是看著數學作業發呆。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAVXUzaDDpfH
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本來想藉著做題醒醒腦,但拿的練習題太難了,睏意反而更甚。56Please respect copyright.PENANA93B8DiHcye
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失神半晌之後,她回過神。56Please respect copyright.PENANA04rZZx2Sqj
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才發現自己畫了滿紙的狗狗圖案。56Please respect copyright.PENANAcLa7ctaBaC
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「……」她捧起計算本,認真端詳了一會。56Please respect copyright.PENANALddPmB0fgw
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紙上的鉛筆繪筆觸簡單,乍看之下很像某種黑漆漆毛茸茸的,特別凶的那種狼犬。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAdh0zhpsPtZ
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對著一張計算紙,她竟然感覺口乾舌燥。56Please respect copyright.PENANA5kh9hkz5wu
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停頓了下,向菱猛地從筆袋揀起橡皮擦,把圖案全部擦掉。56Please respect copyright.PENANAEONR7moP0B
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看著鉛筆描繪出的狗狗線條全數被清除,她感覺心裡舒服了一點。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAsqHaTgCLaP
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……畫得很像,某個人。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA6KvnJpsSo3
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近來經常出現在她思考裡的那個人。 56Please respect copyright.PENANA4tDyYD4F5m
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大概是弄出的動靜太大,楊宛從前桌轉過頭來瞥她一眼,驚呼:「菱菱你怎麼了?」 56Please respect copyright.PENANAIYWjjrgWcL
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「……我怎麼了?」有氣無力的。 56Please respect copyright.PENANAwPIXxCWP0u
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楊宛指了指她的臉,「你怎麼會臉紅成這樣?」56Please respect copyright.PENANADLf4pBNqzD