校園外,枯黃的路樹下。45Please respect copyright.PENANA0N9SpJj7hr
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向菱單手拉著女孩,快步走在少年的身後,喊對方的名字:「祁澈。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAkJWm0ClQva
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少年腳步一頓,慢悠悠地回過身,站定。45Please respect copyright.PENANAcAqTGTCOH8
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他走起路來比她快,他如果不停下,她勢必無法追上。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAtDBlMes1Ur
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氣溫隨著時間漸晚而慢慢降低,吐出的空氣飄成白霧。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAU0h9bYyYOw
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祁澈並不說話,看著她,黑眸純粹明晰。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA1VTIxVarbK
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向菱突然遲疑了一下。45Please respect copyright.PENANAL3UsYxpKpA
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然後,才顧左右而言他開口:「你想吃冰淇淋嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANA0wYrxhHQbn
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靜默。45Please respect copyright.PENANANsWTu3AMHu
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她補充:「不是我想吃,是祁小波。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAmsIuCvhD01
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「……我請你。」沉默半晌,她才艱澀的補上一句。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQYzCH6Ole1
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他看了祁小波一眼,淡淡「嗯」了聲。45Please respect copyright.PENANATH16OUFNW8
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幾分鐘後,兩個高中生和一個小女孩,三人各自舉著冰淇淋甜筒,站在路邊。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIhJTLI7sXN
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……幼稚鬼。45Please respect copyright.PENANAmSyIqMT3FS
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祁小波睜著一雙大眼,目光來回在哥哥及向姐姐之間,滴溜溜的來回流轉。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAYpYYxm3TbF
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向菱看著眼前的兩兄妹,一個專注在手上的冰淇淋,另一個本來就不多話。45Please respect copyright.PENANAvAagMRh0tY
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於是沒人說話。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA9Pcn8pleg6
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向菱忖度了下,看向祁澈,開口:「剛才老警衛說,你常常幫忙送教科書賺錢?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAFwAK7FJKbz
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少年抬眸。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5CqYBQ5n1B
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——人的情緒經常是反映在眼底的。45Please respect copyright.PENANATm009G2Hlv
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例如剛才,她鬼使神差的在少年的瞳孔裡讀出一閃即逝的錯亂,荒蕪,甚至厭倦。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA8EyNKE3HYf
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這些形容詞,似乎很難出現在祁澈那樣高傲冷漠的人身上。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKe5BsOHvhZ
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不過,沒掩飾好的負面情緒,偶爾特別容易被人察覺。45Please respect copyright.PENANALrheOgYtSC
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少年頓了頓,沒有否認她的話:「嗯。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAy2LVs8ifuD
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情緒並不高。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAfuADrU9nAO
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她沒怎麼思考,繼續問:「你家很缺錢嗎?」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAOHUIMlj9As
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說著,舔了一口手中即將融化的冰,很無辜的樣子。45Please respect copyright.PENANAhA4oelbfxb
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他的反應很平淡,「還行吧。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAyeZAyHTZel
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她還來不及辨識面前人的情緒變化,但可以肯定一件事——單靠送包裹的微薄工資,絕對不足以養活一個六歲女孩。45Please respect copyright.PENANApUjHXAdu1M
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文具,伙食,生活消耗品,零食,玩具。45Please respect copyright.PENANAVIfQhMZCnd
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向菱發現,正常六歲小孩所應該擁有的物資,祁小波一樣不少。 45Please respect copyright.PENANASvFIhBbCE4
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他兼了好幾份工嗎? 45Please respect copyright.PENANAveobC4eRw7
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他被迫面臨著的,是冰冷又毫無人性的現實。45Please respect copyright.PENANAA2DdU61M5h
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祁小波軟白的手被霜淇淋沾髒了一點,扯了下祁澈,「哥哥,這個怎麼洗?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAoglFJK1RLj
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——沉重的話題被阻斷了。 45Please respect copyright.PENANACWq6yPn17y
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這個年紀的小女孩,總是特別擅長吸引別人的注意力。 45Please respect copyright.PENANApHTUshRSY1
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她意識到自己剛才問得有些超過了,但這麼做,似乎是走進少年世界的唯一途徑。 45Please respect copyright.PENANACM7kIa9MR9
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不經意對視到一眼,少年少女的心跳,竟慌亂得同時漏掉一拍。45Please respect copyright.PENANANmUlPuiIKR
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幾天後,學校的教室裡,數學科考試上。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWcu5Dzjhb1
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教室裡充斥著安靜。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAF8kLpIuBrL
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少年伏在課桌上,深邃精緻的五官埋進肘間。45Please respect copyright.PENANAwvvJDQ6Krz
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帶著微末熟悉感的暈眩鑽進意識的縫隙,呼吸瞬間變得雜亂,眸色暗了下去。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYyHFYnAuBc
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無論過了多久,它依然會在某些時刻突然撕裂,像是發作,又像是破碎。 45Please respect copyright.PENANADfzDC8pXo8
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胸悶,像是睡著了一樣的意識逐漸遠去。45Please respect copyright.PENANANJL2SRGPTP
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沒完沒了的躁鬱,煩,甚至是厭煩。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAXWVqhe8xfX
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……已經很久沒有這樣了,只是,最近無端又頻繁起來。45Please respect copyright.PENANASPIrE28NUw
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祁澈閉了閉眼,任由強烈到翻江倒海的異樣衝至心口。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Zwx720bL
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彷彿世界被一片烏黑籠罩,寒意徹骨,一幕幕畫面似乎投射到眼前,幻象似的不斷切換。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAkckuhK4t5G
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幾句不善的言語流入耳際。45Please respect copyright.PENANApqPBqOC8cf
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——他們說,他是精神病。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjWbk1SaAMt
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鎮子上那群,明明什麼都不知道,卻故意說三道四的人。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAam32EXTExG
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少年眸子裡滿是壓抑的不高興,怵目驚心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAdWQcdFT48J
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像是一隻蜷縮起來的刺蝟,一旦靠近,就會被傷得全身是血。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKG8pkZHpXb
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……同時,他能感覺到旁邊的少女寫完考卷了。45Please respect copyright.PENANApWUJOyxCUm
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他沒有睜眼,但能隱約聽見,她動筆時發出的細小沙沙聲消失。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYPB6H6XKPO
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少年側過頭,一聲不響的睜開了眼。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAxVqZ18wIeO
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不知不覺間,少年的注意力完全被眼前的少女吸引。45Please respect copyright.PENANA9tyBc31uzt
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少女把筆橫放在桌面上,檢查著剛才做過的試題,神情專注,側臉的輪廓清亮白皙。45Please respect copyright.PENANAI5aSL13uMD
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仍然頭痛欲裂。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQH5vEeHkFQ
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強烈而短暫的眩暈如浪潮般褪去,呼吸被悶住的幻覺消失不見。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAZlOzXcnipW
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以前,經常這樣。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAHjXQPNbQV6
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與此同時,桌子的另一側,向菱把寫完的考卷往桌上一放。45Please respect copyright.PENANAjGQubpPM0X
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感覺到有道視線正注視著自己,她扭頭看了過去,看見一幕景象。45Please respect copyright.PENANAhJUgZphUWz
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同桌的少年垂眸,吐息略為混亂。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWn0efew8JD
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眼睫輕顫,黑瞳反射映出少女的形貌。45Please respect copyright.PENANASORVJgyytR
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他聽到她以氣音問了一句:「你不舒服嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANA1hoAg9UZzY
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少年漠然搖了下頭。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q96SL8DpE
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「你心情很差?」45Please respect copyright.PENANACabTyQ6Z0E
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「……沒有。」幾乎是逞強的語氣。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pk6s35MdI
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兩人目光相撞了一下,又立刻各自撇開。45Please respect copyright.PENANADv5JWNbNGY
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他討厭被人關心,不想示弱,拒絕所有人的親近。45Please respect copyright.PENANA8bGspQVZkq
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即使傷口很疼,這個道理也一樣。 45Please respect copyright.PENANApFEKLJ0CgI
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從前一天開始,她問他家裡是不是很缺錢時,他就是這樣想的。45Please respect copyright.PENANA59mLE8FtaO
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——自尊心強得可怕的人,怎麼可能輕易示弱。45Please respect copyright.PENANAxgnlX7IrwY
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向菱覺得,祁澈今天有點低氣壓。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAf7IhYxV8e5
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像是完全沒來由的不高興。明面上看起來還挺正常,甚至還有回應她的幾句話。45Please respect copyright.PENANA9P940HAgEz
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但眸色卻是冰冷的,似乎她說什麼都提不起興趣。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAX6feyiWEMF
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放學後,向菱在去買東西的路上,撞見另一短暫的衝突。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA8C1AzMVNti
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街角裡傳來屬於少年的低語,嗓音異常冷淡。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAfnYSjhx2me
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她側耳,聽了一下,往偏僻小巷裡瞄了一眼。45Please respect copyright.PENANAQQN7oQVUn3
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——地上的混混想爬起來,被少年一腳踩住胸膛,又倒回地上。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAefwN0bQPwF
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那人於是一個勁的大吼大叫:「我操你——」45Please respect copyright.PENANAofDrAAIGKm
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完整的髒話還未飆出口,就被少年打斷。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA0xxEQnTdEt
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「閉嘴。」45Please respect copyright.PENANARtEU9a5Ugr
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混混掙扎著怒吼,「……像你這種只有個聾子妹妹的畜生,還配活著嗎——」45Please respect copyright.PENANAlZMVhnuP8U
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像是明顯觸怒了少年的情緒,地上那個混混被重重踹了一腳,痛到說不出話。45Please respect copyright.PENANAq0LNtUYsvh
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少年緩緩伏低身子。 無暇而俊烈的臉龐,此時卻又透出些許暴戾的意味。 45Please respect copyright.PENANACCU2gd9yb5
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他嗓音微涼,「我妹妹,不是聾子。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAlCXakTV0r9
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一字一頓,話語和表情極為冷淡,說出的話卻宛如宣告,好似用鮮血和暴力襯出了某種聖潔。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1lYFQeXS2u
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地上的人一臉驚恐,因為劇痛而顫抖著身子。45Please respect copyright.PENANAubPLpnpeIv
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少年說道,「你要怎麼說我都可以。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAzWhdczO37j
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在背地裡喊他野孩子,不良少年,他都無所謂。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA9O9nsrEvc9
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他選擇接受所有來自別人對他的,惡意嘲諷甚至輕蔑,他早已熟悉那種不友善的言語。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAeSOd1Dntfo
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但這種輕視,對象不能是除了他自己以外的任何人。45Please respect copyright.PENANAXkUvsCeNJK
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「——但她不是聾子。」 45Please respect copyright.PENANAxYCT2ZuTbb
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明明話音很輕,卻像是槌子一般重重砸在人心尖上。45Please respect copyright.PENANAZjMmNQMDux
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似乎已經厭煩了教訓人之後總要撂幾句狠話的場景,少年瞥了那人一眼,起身,掉頭消失在巷子盡頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAIOY9graZ3u
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向菱花了好幾秒的時間才回過神。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnUyNblVQ6K
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——她之前一直以為,祁澈不太管祁小波。45Please respect copyright.PENANATiefvrl27y
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她以為他是那種不負責任的兄長。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAVF5R6ADz1G
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但事實似乎不然。少年為養活妹妹長時間打工;因為別人一句嘲笑,非要把彼此弄得全身是傷才肯罷休。45Please respect copyright.PENANACzShLyCn65
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他好像,並不是她想象中的,那麼壞的人。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAB0RnGq6eJo
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少女躲在外面看不見的死角,默默想著。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbd5QlGkWdh
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同時,依稀能聽見外頭的對話聲。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAW6Vk0cFu5s
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她稍微能辨別出說話者的嗓音不同。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAZmDNJ9aDOy
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剛才被打的那個陌生少年:「……不過祁澈他妹不是早就病了麼,媽的。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAb5WufCwiut
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另一個同樣陌生的聲音比較淡定,聽得出來,兩人大概是一起行動的同夥。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAyst2vGtT1Q
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「誰叫他死護著那小丫頭,跟條瘋狗似的。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAdHwPM7gKuJ
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旁觀的向菱,忽然覺得心臟位置狠狠地,用力地揪緊了一下。45Please respect copyright.PENANAGHhhW7m7Rb
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悶悶的,只感覺心跳很亂又在隱隱絞痛。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfnfnt58DBp
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被什麼擊中了一樣。 45Please respect copyright.PENANAblilLMr7ri
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與此同時,外面的對話聲一瞬間停止。 45Please respect copyright.PENANALwLeYVcCqu
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她心臟一跳,呼吸莫名跟著凝滯。45Please respect copyright.PENANA5pNVnM7ayL
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緊接著是「咔」一聲骨節被掰正的聲響,清脆異常。45Please respect copyright.PENANAq6q7SQuw03
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「……」 她聽見陌生的不良少年慢慢平復著呼吸,挫敗與痛楚一同謾罵出口:「他媽的這小子手勁真大,把老子扭成這樣。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA0BVV9jDlFM
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應該是身邊的那個較為淡定的不良,幫他扳正了方才脫臼的骨頭。45Please respect copyright.PENANAD229r09ukK
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不良少年們聊天的內容毫無價值,這兩人才說了幾句,就一起離開了現場。45Please respect copyright.PENANAvETlucPZbw
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直到聽不見腳步聲,向菱才從陰暗的死角走出來。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA1glF3H9YpW
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小巷暗無天日,鐵皮造的屋頂壓得很低,有種說不出的壓迫感。 45Please respect copyright.PENANA9kkRq5o7HK
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