While I was going to the classroom,I saw Arthur.Well it's now the time to tell you who is Arthur.
Arthur was the first guy,who made my heart beat fast.When I was sixteen,I lost my heart to him.He was the son of the owner of the school and was girl's favorite.Well I have to say that he was a total jerk,he still is.He almost dated with all the girls in the school,and at that moment I was just looking at him from a distance.He was freaking handsome.REALLY HANDSOME.
Everyone was saying that he had feelings for me too, but I did not believe it because I understood how simple his love was from the girls he was dating.He would probably date with me for a week then leave me.But I just could not stop my feelings for him.After a long time, he started to send me messages on social media, I felt that my heart would be displaced.Although I tried not to lose myself, my feelings, I could not succeed and got caught in his game.It was totally the worst times that I've ever experienced.
He begged me five or six times to be with him and I refused them all.He was coming to me at school,was sharing words on his social media.Well the worst part was everyone at the school was seeing what he shared for me.The whole school knew about it, so when I was walking in the hallway, I felt the sullen faces of the girls.
One day,I said yes to go out with Arthur.He made me feel like I was the only girl in the whole universe.He knew very well how to treat girls.I already loved him, so I didn't think that what he did or said was a lie.But a week later, as soon as I went from the refectory to the classroom, someone came up to me and said that Arthur had left me.I have never showed my reaction to the boy standing in front of me, with tall, thick black hair, and only the word "okay" came out of my mouth.
I was pressing my tears to avoid crying when I went up to the classroom.When I told the girls that Arthur had left me, they were all very upset, but I still acted as if I didn't give a shit about him.The school was over, and I was heading towards the bus station.But there was Arthur in front of the door, and he was laughing and chatting with his friends as if nothing had happened.I did not even look at his face while passing by and never showed that I was sad.Even though I didn't look at him, I could feel his gaze on me.
While I was waiting at the bus stop, I saw Arthur running towards me, but instantly I turned my head in another direction.
"Hey Love."
I didn't answer.
"Love please just talk to me."
What do you want Arthur?"
"I just wanna talk."
"There is nothing left to talk.You broke up with me and now you can do whatever the fuck you want"
I was sad as fuck but I've really tried not to show him.
"You look like you don't give a damn about this break up"
I laughed and "What did you expect? Were you expecting me to cry like other girls that you broke up with? Did you wanna see my sadness? Well don't expect that because it's never gonna happen." said.
My bus had come, I was just walking, but he grabbed my arm and brought his lips closer to my neck and said "You will never forget me." and then I looked at him in the eye and said "You wish."
Then I just went to the house and cried like an idiot for months.It was really a hard time for me to forget him but I made it in anyway and now I'm looking to my own way and have no idea about what's he doing.
Well you know who Arthur is now and we can go back to our story.
When I went to class, everyone was slowly going out in a way that I did not know why.I asked the girls about what happened right away, and I was not surprised at what I heard because it was a thing I expected.Jessica had a box of pills in the toilet and attempted suicide.She was such a teengaer,and attention whore.When Arthur left her,she did the same thing.So no one cared this time.
"Let's go out of this weird school" said Melissa.
"But how? There is still a lesson we have to take." said Ari.
"Just for the once in your life,do something fun Ari.Come on let's break the rules" said Melissa and we all went out of the school.
We went to our favorite burger place and ate it until our stomach was full.We were laughing, we were gossiping. We were really happy together.
"I can't eat anymore.I'm gonna throw up" said Lila.
"You didn't even eat that much" I said with a big smile.
"If I eat just like you,I would probably be at the hospital right now."
We all laughed because she was right.I love eating so much and the best part is I never gain weight.While walking on the road all together, Melissa's phone rang and she said excitedly, "It's Jake"
"Hi Jake.Whats up?"
Of course we didn't hear what he said but were curiously waiting for what Melissa was going to say.She hung up the phone and started screaming with happiness.
"What did he say?" said Lila.
"He wanted to take me out"
"Whaat?" said Ari.
"It's time to have a boyfriend" I said.
She was really happy but I was scared the fact that Jake would hurt her feelings.For a moment,I tried to escape from my bad ideas.I was just happy for her.
When I came home, my mother was preparing food in the kitchen, but since my anger towards her still did not pass, I went to my room without a word.
"Hey young lady.Where are you going without saying hello?"
"I don't wanna talk with you right now."
"What's going on Love?"
"I don't wanna talk."
"No you have to give me an answer."
"Don't make it harder okay? I just dont want to."
"What happened? Something happened at school?"
I could not control my nerve and shouted "No, nothing happened at school.Just keep doing your job" and went to my room.
Of course she came after me and didn't let me to stay alone.
"If you don't tell me what's about,I wont go"
FUCK.
"There was a guy in my dad's room.How could you do it?"
"Oh Love.Were you at home that day? Why didn't you say anything?"
"Say anything? Yeah you are right.I had to come into the fucking room while you two were fucking each other.That would be better right?"
"Language.You can't talk to me like that.I'm still your mom."
"I'm not judging you.It's just weird to take someone to my dad's room okay? Just do whatever the fuck you want outside of the house.But dont bring anyone in here again.Now please go away and leave me alone."
She didn't say anything and went away.I was right.
I WAS RIGHT.
I was spinning on my bed, but I couldn't sleep.When I took my phone to look at the hour, the bright light of the screen caused me to squint.It was 3.10 A.M.There was nothing to do,so I took my laptop and got into the Facebook.There was a message from someone that I don't even know his name.It was from "JK.Fitter."
When I saw the message,couldn't believe my eyes.
"Hi Love.I'm your favorite asshole."
It was Jake.
"Hi." and I sent it.
He wrote me quickly.
"How are you?"
"What's it about Jake? Why are you writing to me at 3 A.M"
"I just wanna talk and also it's my secret account.No one knows.Just you do."
"So what? Did you write to me about telling how everything went with you and Melissa.I know you guys went out today."
"I just wanna talk with you.There is nothing more"
"Please just tell me what's it about.I know that you wanna talk with me bout something."
"Okay then.Look,I really have feelings for Melissa and I need your help as a friend because you are a nice person and I know that you can help me about Melissa."
AS A FRIEND.
I HAVE FEELINGS FOR MELISSA.
I couldn't breathe for a moment but just wrote "Okay.I will help you."
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