「係啊,冇咗佢嘅出現我諗而家我只係個每日淨係識翻工放工嘅毒撚。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAe1gUmASdN9
107Please respect copyright.PENANAOvSDd0txey
「一個重要嘅人出現的確可以改變自己好多,咁之後呢,你地嘅生活過成點?」107Please respect copyright.PENANArJk8dBf7Ps
107Please respect copyright.PENANAJwtG0s8WGr
「我地一直都仲好甜蜜,直至有一日佢突然間..失蹤咗。」他說。107Please respect copyright.PENANAGCakaip1XR
107Please respect copyright.PENANArtR2udi8nl
「失蹤咗?」我驚訝道。107Please respect copyright.PENANApje2MZJZSa
107Please respect copyright.PENANASTOzmGwOP6
「有一日,佢無聲無息咁喺我生命中消失咗。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAXtw0eGimvN
107Please respect copyright.PENANAnsu46lzvGm
「毫無預兆咁消失咗?」我害怕自己聽錯,反覆地問。107Please respect copyright.PENANA3RbAZC004c
107Please respect copyright.PENANAi047f7TwV7
「係,IG, Facebook, Whatsapp全部都仲喺到,但已經搵唔到佢,電話冇Cut到但都冇人聽。佢好似從來冇出現過,又好似冇消失過。淨低嘅,只係我地存喺手機嘅合照。」107Please respect copyright.PENANA199P1AGJcN
107Please respect copyright.PENANAFOkEl6XOxG
「係幾耐之前嘅事?」107Please respect copyright.PENANA8mtwlFVePK
107Please respect copyright.PENANA6AIlIl0o8B
「九個月前左右。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAfAfDQXtn8o
107Please respect copyright.PENANAqXYLhFIi5d
「佢屋企人呢?」107Please respect copyright.PENANAc2rmxBG9aj
107Please respect copyright.PENANAP7ApxbhDFQ
「都一樣唔見曬。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAyYIjMqXccm
107Please respect copyright.PENANAwbAMjMX88G
「我試過登報,但其實效用根本唔大,因為我錢銀其實有限,唔可以登喺啲顯眼位。我又試過喺佢屋企附近貼街招,但轉頭又俾人撕曬。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAJwTasHgwvA
107Please respect copyright.PENANA8snhXDSECi
言語間,我也感受到他的無助。什麼是無助?就是當你很焦急,感覺做事沒有方向,只會不斷做一些徒勞無功的事情時。107Please respect copyright.PENANAxqm6dQOMjW
107Please respect copyright.PENANA6WS0Ug62A5
「咁之後呢?」我問。107Please respect copyright.PENANAoBHVyq96ov
107Please respect copyright.PENANABrzyTl9msk
「其實我果陣都好唔知點做..我啲朋友,包括啲中學同學都有幫手搵,但都冇結果。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAW9wp9D6sMI
107Please respect copyright.PENANAVJh7WKfECr
「佢失蹤之前有冇啲咩跡象?」107Please respect copyright.PENANAJLWRpacnDs
107Please respect copyright.PENANAHMTHerHayG
「冇,我記得佢失蹤前一日我地都仲有見,果陣佢都冇乜特別唔同。我仲送到佢去樓下。」107Please respect copyright.PENANALVWKkSuRJ2
107Please respect copyright.PENANAN1T3UfjRW1
「會唔會講咗啲令你覺得好奇怪嘅說話?」107Please respect copyright.PENANAI2eRmLHxHD
107Please respect copyright.PENANAWUuG0jVpPq
「有,佢突然講過佢想去旅行!」107Please respect copyright.PENANAkFtZuQbisu
107Please respect copyright.PENANApasp41eKQI
「去邊到?」107Please respect copyright.PENANAqnRJ3bXbzV
107Please respect copyright.PENANAmMBBAxOxdA
「好似係..加拿大。加拿大係佢嘅家鄉,佢突然話想番去旅行。我話好啊,遲啲同佢一齊去。」107Please respect copyright.PENANA6LgAXITV6H
107Please respect copyright.PENANA0xiVn789NG
「我相信佢應該唔會忘記呢個約定。」我打算以這句安慰他一下,可是..107Please respect copyright.PENANAnbJjHNEtKY
107Please respect copyright.PENANAnywKGaiNTc
「我相信佢唔會忘記,雖然已經冇機會實行。」107Please respect copyright.PENANA3wrkDvVGYk
107Please respect copyright.PENANA8i4SJET6jL
「你嘅意思係..?」107Please respect copyright.PENANAk5hWORsAGt
107Please respect copyright.PENANAsoS5ESNLUW
「有一日我收到佢爸爸個whatsapp,我突然覺得呢個世界有翻希望。」107Please respect copyright.PENANApdBiNmlAvZ
107Please respect copyright.PENANA4NVNsk6PgD
但..為什麼是他爸爸傳來的訊息?107Please respect copyright.PENANAud0xf1S8sP
107Please respect copyright.PENANAoYAJB1pltv
我抱著萬分期待前往她的家找她,到達後卻看見一片愁雲慘霧..107Please respect copyright.PENANAYhmLDVK3xh
107Please respect copyright.PENANArA0eyLiY4Z
「嗨,世伯伯母,好耐冇見,子月呢?」我強顏歡笑地問。107Please respect copyright.PENANAJUKc6ZfSeP
107Please respect copyright.PENANAx1l4vGUEck
因為當我看到他們的神情,一陣不安的情緒襲上心頭。107Please respect copyright.PENANAD0vxbHLHEV
107Please respect copyright.PENANA3HednYwy13
「Alvin,對唔住。」子月的媽媽一看見我就緊緊的擁著我,口中一直說著抱歉。107Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ28eJWYKo
107Please respect copyright.PENANADiNkbSFzHW
「伯母究竟咩事?」我焦急的問,我很想知道什麼狀況,但心中卻一直不想聽到我所預計的答案。107Please respect copyright.PENANAgtLsiH88sG
107Please respect copyright.PENANAPrvH6j81k4
「子月..佢離開咗我地。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAoNBip7W1Bc
107Please respect copyright.PENANA4WTgPKxlaI
「離開咗?去咗邊啊?我去搵佢啊。」我仍然強顏歡笑的說,但心中已經有數。107Please respect copyright.PENANAMtmRcDWJtq
107Please respect copyright.PENANAL0NcYA2cCZ
「Alvin你冷靜啲。」子月的爸爸也開口了。107Please respect copyright.PENANA18YtB5iAPl
107Please respect copyright.PENANAeyoarnvXCO
「子月已經離開咗我地..離開咗呢個世界。」他說。107Please respect copyright.PENANA3hY5ySQ0oM
107Please respect copyright.PENANAuhyrdYfu2k
「唔會架,點會冇啦啦死咗!」我仍然是那一副的強顏歡笑,但眼角已伴隨著幾顆淚珠。107Please respect copyright.PENANA6zFmT7IVT4
107Please respect copyright.PENANAzjBum6OC2c
他們一直避免說一個「死」字,或許用「離開」是奢望著她會回來。因而聽到我說個死字,他們也更加傷心。107Please respect copyright.PENANAnZI32Wjaes
107Please respect copyright.PENANA6lKKngKSQ8
我不知道為什麼,我哭不出來,但內心卻像被千刀萬剮。107Please respect copyright.PENANACjlDjulLgU
107Please respect copyright.PENANALabaxcjrrQ
也許呼天搶地的嚎哭也不及欲哭無淚來得傷心。107Please respect copyright.PENANAq9i256G1H4
107Please respect copyright.PENANAmz8PJnp6rI
那一刻,我真正感受到什麼叫崩潰的邊緣。107Please respect copyright.PENANAdiaIIIIdEl
107Please respect copyright.PENANAoXgVypax5I
想不到當天那一句普通的告別竟然是訣別,多日來的等待竟換來死亡的信息。107Please respect copyright.PENANAY9zapZkRxy
107Please respect copyright.PENANA4AY7abZIzw
「佢係因為Cancer所以先..」子月的媽媽跟我道出原因。107Please respect copyright.PENANAyDv5DWdvdp
107Please respect copyright.PENANAjLi570fQkO
「我地送咗佢翻加拿大睇下有冇辦法醫,但始終都係..佢唔想俾你見到佢最後果個病入膏肓嘅樣,所以唔俾我地通知你。」107Please respect copyright.PENANAcd9yAFU17t
107Please respect copyright.PENANAAOm06KtBKr
「點解..點解你地咁自私!」我不斷的責罵他們,我知道我不應該再加添他們的內疚。但我想不到任何方法宣洩我的傷感。107Please respect copyright.PENANAjik1ucky4c
107Please respect copyright.PENANAOc73NNFl2H
「真係好對唔住..但係個傻女話如果要話你聽,佢寧願唔做化療,我地都冇辦法。」她繼續說。107Please respect copyright.PENANAUFCBtHzKHe
107Please respect copyright.PENANAq1wxq0GgmY
「佢喺房入面留低咗好多嘢俾你,我諗..你最好入去睇下。」子月的爸爸說。107Please respect copyright.PENANAUrRU3237Ef
107Please respect copyright.PENANAFs8EzkEelS
「咁佢留低咗啲咩俾你?」我問Alvin。107Please respect copyright.PENANAWjxc1motyJ
107Please respect copyright.PENANALE06q7qWTM
確實的,我也想像不到,身邊重要的人突然消失,了無音訊,我就當阿強好了,再度有他的消息時竟是他已逝去的消息,正常人也是接受到不到的。107Please respect copyright.PENANAjkbHWRslaL
107Please respect copyright.PENANADNSj0lvNmi
我相信我的情緒會更加不穩。107Please respect copyright.PENANABGsC9XO0NU
107Please respect copyright.PENANA1QOszZUum5
「呢9年我地一齊嘅回憶..同埋一封信。」Alvin回答。107Please respect copyright.PENANAYcqwjuxpWA
107Please respect copyright.PENANA94ed4VCWvT
107Please respect copyright.PENANAw7AR5XA4oX