「你平時有咩做?」Joe把手機放在檯上,然後看著我。281Please respect copyright.PENANA3dAlBLvI7o
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我想了一想,然後回答:「除左去做義工,通常都係幫人補下習搵少少外快。都冇咩喇,其他時間都起屋企。」281Please respect copyright.PENANAPhekVjgwji
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「我都係幫人補習搵下錢。有冇上莊啊?」Joe好奇的問。281Please respect copyright.PENANADO41BwuNiU
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大學生的交流大概都是問幾個問題,除了最基本的「邊間大學?讀咩?Year幾?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAIBgoKSbj45
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就是「有冇住hall?有冇上莊?有冇parttime?有冇拍拖?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAP5jKwR0Kq5
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這是大學生了解一個人的方法。281Please respect copyright.PENANAquuaBhWuAt
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「冇啦,呢啲咁chur嘅野。你見我咁摺,就就知唔啱我啦。」281Please respect copyright.PENANAOZuoUG4fEz
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Joe認真聽著,然後點頭認同。281Please respect copyright.PENANAeXVdZXaVDp
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「上莊真係一件好蠢嘅事,日以繼夜、夜以繼日chur啲冇意思嘅野,咩con day啊都唔知為乜。有時見我間u,啲人dem cheers,都唔知有咩意思。」Joe認真的說道,看來他也不理解大學裡面上莊的人。281Please respect copyright.PENANAOQP7Y5vlpq
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我以為Joe是會很喜歡社交活動,特別是上莊這一種,因為他好像總是可以享受不斷認識新朋友。281Please respect copyright.PENANAtPEgzipgaw
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「哈哈,係嘅。不過我見上莊嘅人會識好多其他人,同埋好似好social,不過就真係唔啱我,呢啲又係要social嘅野。」281Please respect copyright.PENANAnxUcKs33in
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我很不喜歡應酬,應酬是一件很累的事,要不斷打開話題設法讓自己不那麼無聊,也要不斷讓自己對別人感興趣。281Please respect copyright.PENANAqYgaUjOHFt
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Joe接著說:「呢啲Social換黎嘅咪又係一啲hi bye friend,叫啊john 啊 joe定係啊Jason都係一樣,下一次唔會再見。」281Please respect copyright.PENANAbsdYKsCXla
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「有時都唔明白點解啲人咁enjoy呢種來去如風嘅關係,唔會識人識到灰機,唔會覺得好費神咩?」我托著頭說著,我常常無法理解這些追求關係的人。281Please respect copyright.PENANAxxuza3PrzK
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「我諗好多人都唔想比人話毒、摺先要不斷交際,不斷去認識新嘅人,不斷要展示自己嘅忙碌。只有忙著應酬,先可以避免比人標籤。唔係個個本身都咁鍾意social,有時只係為左迎合所謂大眾嘅標準,為左唔好離群。」Joe有點感慨。281Please respect copyright.PENANAm8lCTdcDLF
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我反問:「其實到咁樣social完,都最後都係得自己一個。為左唔好被標籤,辛苦自己,值得咩?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAT3qQ8qe7Un
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「唔知啊,值得唔值得好難講,真係要問翻果啲人。」Joe慨歎。281Please respect copyright.PENANAYjU6T33yVI
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或許,人們都是害怕成為離群的一個。於是,委屈自己假裝合群,人群從來都是像羊群,漫無目的的跟著走。281Please respect copyright.PENANATpAaWAAPZu
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這個時候,我們點的食物到了。我點了炸雞烏冬,Joe點了炸豬排飯。281Please respect copyright.PENANAgOZSmmFm5n
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Joe一話不說夾了一小塊切好的豬排給我,放到小碟子上,然後把一塊雞夾走。281Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hx6XyTkNg
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「你覺唔覺得咁樣交換,好似食到兩樣野會開心啲?」Joe忽然看著我一笑,笑得像五歲小孩,像發現了旁人都沒有發現的東西。281Please respect copyright.PENANAk1nlXiHq8i
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「哦。」我只好微微一笑回應,報以一個跟五歲小孩溝通的微笑。281Please respect copyright.PENANAr8SgScWRmq
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「食野先啦。」他指了一下眼前的食物。281Please respect copyright.PENANAbhz5zqaLgH
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旁邊的食客剛巧也是兩個人,一對情侶,他們點了滿桌的食物,刺身船、壽司、飯,幾乎是四個人的分量,最後清光了。我看著他們兩牽著手離開的背影,不禁吃驚。281Please respect copyright.PENANABSj7iKlml4
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「佢地兩個食左咁多野,好誇張。」Joe輕聲的說著,指著旁邊的檯面。281Please respect copyright.PENANA3TDT58MqWJ
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「係啵,大食嘅人同一個大食嘅人一齊食野都幾開心。」我說。281Please respect copyright.PENANAJGrtzEOSG1
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我想,兩個大食的人可以一齊挑戰叫一桌食物,然後一齊把它清光,這是一件很爽的事。281Please respect copyright.PENANAeMhehi0CZh
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「但係唔夠食會爭野食。計我話一個細食一個大食先好,大食果個可以食埋佢果份。」Joe活潑的說。281Please respect copyright.PENANAlXHpVSf5tg
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「咁細食果個咪好慘?」281Please respect copyright.PENANAVsJCAoQUhC
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「哈哈,睇對面果個食到好多野應該都幾開心嘅。」281Please respect copyright.PENANAx7p6GUeyJs
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坐在店裡的人大多成雙成對,有時候覺得香港這個地方太多成雙成對的人。281Please respect copyright.PENANA2e0EXxKRQY
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寂寞的年青人總要找個伴,找個寂寞的出口,人從來都喜歡找個伴。而我,每當看見街上一男一女的總愛猜測他們的關係。281Please respect copyright.PENANA9IT5X5YPZ1
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是朋友?是情侶?是夫妻?或只是那些一次性的服務?281Please respect copyright.PENANA24y3RjqaZB
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偷聽著他們講話,觀察他們的動作以及按手機的頻率,卻又可以推翻上一秒的猜測。281Please respect copyright.PENANAvejymRZh9p
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猜測,只是用來打發時間而已。看著那對人的身影遠去,最後還是不會有正確答案。我就還是自己一個,繼續找下一個猜測的對象。然而,猜測遊戲並沒有讓我感覺沒那麼寂寞。281Please respect copyright.PENANAKuhDyhTCcm
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此時此刻,我跟一個男生在吃飯。可能也有像我一樣的無聊人,猜測我們的關係,我想我們的關係很明顯吧。281Please respect copyright.PENANANQnpT3vbDq