向菱已經有一陣子沒想起來還有那破事,嘆了口氣,悄悄收斂了情緒,心上卻像多壓了塊石頭。79Please respect copyright.PENANAuyPRzG6EH7
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楊宛沒有多問,也沒想太多,明瞭的哦了聲。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAZuPym7SYYd
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兩人說起別的話題,東南地北閒聊到了宿舍門口,才揮手道別。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAYMWI3VGTxT
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當晚,像是那樁事被回想起來的後果一般,和多年前一模一樣的場景出現在夢中。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Q8d8qy3c
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夜像墨水似的烏黑,下著雨的南雨鎮。79Please respect copyright.PENANANufSTipgnJ
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彷彿看到幼小的自己,漫無目的又無助地在馬路上走著。79Please respect copyright.PENANAlGlR9pqWK3
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聽到風嗚嗚的吹著,像狼在濃重夜色裡的嚎叫。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAs1HUU42nU3
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走在馬路正中央,她沒注意到後方疾駛而來的車輛,白熾的車燈逐漸從背後靠近。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAyTNgCwDPHk
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急忙回身,女孩一時怔在原地。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAltqgmI6fsd
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心臟像是止住了跳動一般。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAaq3ue4E2sN
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她嚇得閉上了眼,以為世界就要在此終結沉寂。 79Please respect copyright.PENANADd3kQNIqeO
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黑暗與恐懼在心裡不斷放大,耳邊麻木地只剩下車呼嘯而過的嗖搜聲響。79Please respect copyright.PENANAdCzE14GAfB
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向菱驚嚇得睜不開眼。79Please respect copyright.PENANADpjODHvVfy
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只感覺夢裡,手腕被一只微顫的手輕輕攥住,將她扯開,倖免於被後車撞擊的命運。 79Please respect copyright.PENANASc5avtKK6w
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她不記得救了自己的人的長相名字。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAPn2izCoJSh
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但卻清晰地感受到那個人,拯救了她。 79Please respect copyright.PENANATFgcnqeuVV
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使她免於死亡。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAObIguoNxx1
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意識朦朧消散,瞬間回到現實,夢醒。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAk17Rfi1hKv
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向菱在黑暗中睜開眼,從宿舍床上小聲驚呼著坐了起來。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnSZJhCICA3
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剛才的夢境內容,和很多年前發生的事情經過,完全一樣。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAecASfNum14
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背脊上冷汗涔涔,微末的冷意貫徹全身。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAzAJ3n1dg95
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她恐懼不安,縮進被子裡閉上了眼,微微發著顫,思緒陷入童年的時候。79Please respect copyright.PENANApgjY6R05o2
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小時候她來過南雨鎮一次,因為她父親向里,是南雨鎮的人。79Please respect copyright.PENANAUYe41xILe3
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那次來南雨,是第一次踏上這個島。79Please respect copyright.PENANATfQWQQP7kv
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目的是跟著母親鄭娟來找向里。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA5g2iAIqNHE
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那時候她父母因婚姻不和諧而分居,鄭娟在北渝,向里在南雨,她跟著鄭娟住。79Please respect copyright.PENANAjFf9voq7Fb
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從父母的電話裡,她經常可以聽見兩人的爭吵。79Please respect copyright.PENANAm1fZWJpmkw
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母親是個一生氣就把「離婚」掛在嘴邊的女人,她記憶猶新。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAP19Ah9gVzs
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她童年不太美好,唯一溫馨的一次,是那次前往南雨的旅途中,父母之間意外的和平。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA72draKljNR
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那晚,一家三人幾乎是第一次聚在一起,在南雨鎮上向里的老房子裡玩耍著。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAauE88DnoOD
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她才五、六歲吧。 79Please respect copyright.PENANALM8mbOMPtd
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向菱當時以為在這之後家庭裡的氣氛會因此變得溫暖一些,沒想到這天之後,這個家再也沒完整過。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAJaiU3OCKm8
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和往常的電話相同,他們吵得很兇,母親用難聽的字眼辱罵著父親,然後遷怒著把向菱罵出那間房子。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAwqmvViZRGG
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然後,她在外面遊蕩了一夜,幼小的心靈即將破碎之時,差點被車撞上。79Please respect copyright.PENANAk61ifoee9g
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她恰巧被陌生人拯救,發生了和剛才夢裡一樣的事。79Please respect copyright.PENANAgLN7A9EjUh
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對方好像也是個跟她差不多的孩子,只是記不住長相了。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA3iwN4jD4UZ
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隔天回到家時,鄭娟告訴她向里過世了。79Please respect copyright.PENANASGKu7INlDs
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向菱想到這,抹了把臉頰,發覺自己無聲無息淌了點眼淚。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA4G4Ke1XGHZ
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全身發寒,她拉了拉自己被角,抹去眼裡的濕意,抑制腦海裡回想往事的念頭,畫面卻清楚地不斷浮現。79Please respect copyright.PENANAsDBgDYN5EE
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父親的死是因為病。79Please respect copyright.PENANAqd6Q81IbEn
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那天父母難得相安無事地吃了飯喝了點酒,向里的病本來就急,情緒又因吵架而激動上來,碰到了酒就突然急性發作。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAbu6M51ox75
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鄭娟惡聲惡氣地罵她:「你就原諒你媽媽,養你這女孩已經夠累了。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAOLr40ATyFj
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也是因為這事,母親的精神才會逐漸不對勁,漸漸敵視了自己女兒。79Please respect copyright.PENANAdOEAiXRKnT
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後來在酒吧尋找不法人士攻擊向菱的名聲,也是因為精神不正常。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAAswTu54z9i
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向菱抹去頰邊腥澀的淚意,躲進被子裡。 父親過世的那天,十一月五日。79Please respect copyright.PENANAddbGGnISC3
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隔日醒過來,向菱只把昨天夜晚的情緒當作一場噩夢,照常上課。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnwqyWxJ9TR
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可不管做什麼,總感覺日子每往前一天,心上的窒息感就變強一點。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAzaKdsQ6SVS
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明天就是定期考。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaQpBGXNTIy
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自習課上她看著講義發懵,覺得老是念不進去,把筆往桌上一擱抬頭發呆。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAoD68gn9gTy
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同桌的祁澈和往常相同趴在桌上閉眼睡覺,手肘遮住了半邊的臉,只看得見清晰明朗的下顎線。79Please respect copyright.PENANAn5N0hAZgqH
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他個子高,教室的課桌椅顯得有點限制。79Please respect copyright.PENANATSpc3AG0qg
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完全不在意成績好壞的樣子。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAWSRRJnFVcJ
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向菱無語地盯著少年闔上的眼睛,鬱結的學他趴到桌上。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA5xCJmyNypb
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下課時沈中奕路過這桌,笑著打趣:「好學生要學壞學生造反了。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAW6GLUrhp8R
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向菱迷糊的爬起來,攤開講義繼續和數學題奮戰。79Please respect copyright.PENANAKfzGARObGS
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只是寫了一會她又好睏。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAbNJvN7f1Hv
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半是猜半是認真地完成了幾頁題目,對完答案,分數挺悲慘的,不及格。79Please respect copyright.PENANArKUqBMOhui
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「……」 她握著紅筆訂正題目,發現有好多題她都不會。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAp2EJdtCGIC
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其中還有些他媽是十歲小孩就會寫的題目。 79Please respect copyright.PENANACPgJIwGv17
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向菱也不強求自己把這弄懂,放下筆打算換一本寫。79Please respect copyright.PENANACN94mtuejp
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轉頭翻書包時,目光卻對上一雙墨黑的桃花眼。79Please respect copyright.PENANAJqCQImtHC1
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她怔了一瞬,心不在焉地想著他怎麼突然就醒了。79Please respect copyright.PENANALWB32DDk4J
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低下頭繼續翻找放在旁邊地上的書包,從裡面抽了一本講義出來,又坐直身子。79Please respect copyright.PENANADYTBUJjGps
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祁澈支著頭,想著什麼似的看她,指間的筆在課桌上無意識勾畫著圈子。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAdE4sIroq1Z
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向菱是這時候才後知後覺發現了那道目光。79Please respect copyright.PENANAivaWu4xK7g
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她沒什麼心情,沒好氣的迎上少年的視線:「你看什麼?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAHuSTGiKHtk
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眼前生著桃花眼的少年彎了彎唇,只改了一個字:「沒看什麼。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y9S2VqiXJ
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?明明他剛才是看著她的眼睛的。79Please respect copyright.PENANAO4YfwW6iil
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之前沒發現,他的眼睛其實挺大挺明亮的,只是平時裡面習慣性的盈滿陰鬱疏離,很難讓人有這種感覺。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAoJHsMKyLCO
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笑起來時顯得眼尾狹長,桃花眼彎成月牙,有淺淺的臥蠶印子,乍看之下竟然有種陽光少年的氣息。 79Please respect copyright.PENANATbKTFXqvg6
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……向菱看得有點呆。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAw1PxhbLpsT
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只能說臉和人設有點不符,怪反差的(?)。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA5D8VFgJj32
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等等,扯遠了。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAA3P1y60VOy
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少年白而修長的指節伸過來,在她的空白題本上其中一題輕點了兩下。79Please respect copyright.PENANA4wHnYjSYp6
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「第三題,」79Please respect copyright.PENANAoY8B2zmDux
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向菱反應慢了半拍。「真假,你在看我的講義?」
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沒啊,他剛才明明是看著她眼睛的。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA5A8Bt9Yuw7
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少年勾著唇角,慢悠悠說了一個數字,「答案是五。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAg4is0sHmXX
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她寫過那份考卷,心想他說的那個數字和印象中這題的答案一模一樣不會是巧合吧……79Please respect copyright.PENANACN37XM3MtY
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「……」 瞅了題目一眼,他告訴她答案的那題是進階的,特難。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAI5HXgpSxpr
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為什麼有種自己被大佬虐了的感覺,靠。79Please respect copyright.PENANAU6lII20KSK
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一會,向菱厚著臉皮把身子往旁邊湊了湊:「欸,你數學是不是很好啊?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAdX3hsSe2fy
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他桌上沒書,空蕩蕩的,像是根本沒打算複習。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAq25PCs6Pj3
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少年往身後椅背輕輕一靠,「你說呢。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAZNVxU7jZBE
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她沒趣的扁了扁嘴,悄悄離遠了點,卻不依不饒:「上次考試你考幾分啊?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAk2Pcg8m9wJ
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他不緊不慢說了個分數。79Please respect copyright.PENANAFGcoJKnRp2
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向菱詫異地「啊」了聲,反應過來,「那不是差點就滿分了。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAjvZ0L2IMOg
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——可是他數學課不都在睡覺或乾脆直接曠課嗎? 79Please respect copyright.PENANAEWKTSm0jIG
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好的我服了,這他媽是個神人。79Please respect copyright.PENANAeVo6UmvzlQ
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他剛才告訴那題答案時,都完全沒計算。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaaB5gQRRor
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「……」她沉默。
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祁澈覺得自己或許是瘋了。 79Please respect copyright.PENANA8tUkInSN0j
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不曉得原因,他盯著同桌的那女孩看了一節課。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAAj4rnZKx3A
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似乎是在研究她為什麼會出現在自己夢裡,為什麼自己一見她就心跳加速。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAzcjRBWc2k6
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莫名的煩躁和羞恥湧上來,少年重重呼了口氣,揮去心上的雜念。79Please respect copyright.PENANA0qBocMAZhd
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還是好在意。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAerRtdAS8Tx
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與此同時,身後傳來有點耳熟的少年音:「阿澈,打球不?」 79Please respect copyright.PENANADfKjHWZzOy
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已經下課了,不少學生在操場走動。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaspvklB68y
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後面跟上來的人是沈中奕,身側還有個不認識的女孩子。79Please respect copyright.PENANA9mvfVczz9n
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兩人手上一人抱一顆籃球,明顯是來灑狗糧的。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAwqlkUTVImx
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沈中奕完全不避諱:「一起打球嗎?跟我女朋友。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAFAOWso53Eg
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祁澈掃了眼,不感興趣的輕輕吐出兩個字,「早戀?」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAwRuRn1aPVR
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沒有任何譴責,反而有點像是百般聊賴地看戲。79Please respect copyright.PENANAACF7CyfG9E
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女生呆了呆,沒法反駁。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAU5tAB7wLmf
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旁邊的沈中奕一怔,好聲好氣地對女生解釋道:「我們認識久了他比較直接,你別聽他的!」79Please respect copyright.PENANAweuh2KFZTH
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女生來了一句:「他說的不是實話嗎?是你非要纏著我!」79Please respect copyright.PENANAcACZoebHyO
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話落,甩了甩馬尾走了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAYK363o3zSF
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沈中奕故意哭喪著臉:「我好不容易追到的女朋友,每個見了你之後都跑了!」79Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7jSQVUVIK
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少年偏頭想了下,這好像不是第一次了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAd2JHodIQA6
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「……」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAEJGB8mSKsW
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他正想走,沈中奕拍著球追了上來,心情絲毫不受剛才的事情影響。79Please respect copyright.PENANArn2zi8kIpE
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「欸,你最近不對勁啊。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAbKH3QMLW7g
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祁澈沒置可否,看他一眼。 79Please respect copyright.PENANAHMzcbPmnR5
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沈中奕:「哪有籃球隊員早晚集訓都蹺的?要不是你打得好,教練早把你退隊了。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAsTW2eFK1ET
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少年低頭翻著手機,「你不也是?」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAEC2LTBRJ2l
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「……」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAby7Tt8JejV
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過一會,沈中奕少根筋的一敲腦門:「對喔,今天有晚集訓,六點的,你去不去?」79Please respect copyright.PENANA3pkiuKqJOu
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祁澈無所謂的嗯了聲。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaAo9B28xWr
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沈中奕換了個話題,「你知道咱班前陣子來的那個轉學生嗎?她出過書呢。」79Please respect copyright.PENANA2zpTchZfEE
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少年抬了抬眼,「嗯。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAbVVepEbEn3
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「她不是和你坐同桌嗎?好歹她是我偶像耶,你要對她好點哎。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANA2415jFIRps
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「嗯。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANA9TJffPfW4I
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沈中奕沒想到他居然還真的聽進去了,他呆了呆,笑著揶揄:「你真的好怪。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAfECp4bdp9i
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沒等對方回應,他接著道,「幹麼老是捉弄你同桌那位啊?」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAKjFr7Atc8M
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「以前倒是沒見你對那個女的這麼上心啊。」 79Please respect copyright.PENANAr2eUw4THrH
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祁澈漠然的頷了頷首。79Please respect copyright.PENANABOtPK8gW1u