「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdqMnpj1yM
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsyqqNw6CQ
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs3S1LbTNb
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEcIPzg6Ll
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzNcOHtLAa
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg7KHjN2ez
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTOZ8hXgSi
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCZn4TJVNO
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ8UAXJ6kx
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdLJIAUqGb
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDtBytWcp5
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhsxmWRCPI
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvr4wJlPU6
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwsmhISnNS
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkM3APpJbP
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjb3OUJFCi
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRORxdsbkt
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQkaJqxmFF
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeNXoU53cq
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gixlrRvnB
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCkPMENqzc
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3537DJn7V
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0eKN7p7HC
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaey0ttSkP
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQbq1gOFlX
全部都係女人。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW4NVnV059
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3VV079dnU
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTCVHoDEak
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB39hHF3x3E
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOfUAa8FfH
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbiBn6I98J
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOVcRgo5h
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ae41qp0Fe
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuDIMZtiJe
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6OA7fsHNG
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFonQGbXwQt
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTkd7yFFeB
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6Dq3pcJyb
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQYc9b6b6b
子瑜困惑。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefc7BMtjiE
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenMgFB6C0Q
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IaOdncc1H
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoa97yk34O
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1KN0EoWaO
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPpsU8VZPD
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAvLOyXRRa
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ956pItPWAy
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Aty3fEFFx
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI8VSuI0Aq
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEsgO3NX9c
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHknrgQWjOo
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPO8c8QoYe
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbqnF2pCvr
原來友情可以咁脆弱。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UFgpXvH1i
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze4sOxGY3A
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5pQhD7ANQ
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZIfPSCZWs
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8uMYhrCOL
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrtiwc8Zkw
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHNzOZkCzc
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRjSQ3ycV1
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TvrCQxsDO
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt95M0OAi1
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6grUZbF9m
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RyKfGuele
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDXfPf7zVX
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHo0UxycFA
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutrGlOdEXL
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibNHt49wMa
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8z1QOu8Un
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqS2ExY4pA
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyl4wnxNVC
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZo2lrFJUP
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhljggVocL8
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15MtAnejd4
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2usZMDFJ6
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3zhyXHtFV
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPnMDddxg1
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtByZm8M9X
點解你會係到？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihPSzawkLR
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你憑乜係到？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM944WTFrY
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無人鐘意你呀？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BocSwLEY9
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面皮咁厚都有。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW9LtuUwrc
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幻聽。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGwLeb0p6J
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAPxp3nN9w
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMqgNnxh1I
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrebobre9hK
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpiMDyyFKi
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRqkuaxVLt
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA2gYHElpR
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pexzsY6nz
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MDLmWjsl3
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自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgH8CTcYmI
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcX8rKd3ZL
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioeVIeFMjg
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfjOl8SpHs
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6tFP0IfY9
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuycpXPP4pT
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZXaeEZvv
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02XS2k9SKd
一切都係自己一個。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfxvCLf1db
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoyzMtJJVD
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdqZe8SFra
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUenlN2qRO
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H2iDw7WmN
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKRkPgEPMr
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGpgQJ2Cgy
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlTII7FJ4i
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycUSAX4oeY
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJwVWeGW4H
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2O5ztlKz3
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9goURAeco
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAzF65M2gN
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11uKmYdcEy
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDGg50SlVI
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam2U9qD2vs
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufgnMexo6B
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwei5c7MWsT
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9VjYG8TqK
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVDQbmpSi0
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
