返到屋企梳洗完,我同倩兒又繼續頭先嘅話題。647Please respect copyright.PENANABoBxXI6d53
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「雅妍佢曾經邀請過我出去玩,但係我無應承過佢,一次都無。因為我屋企無閒錢畀我出去玩,同埋我唔識同其他人相處。到底要點樣傾計,同人相處嘅底線喺邊,我摸唔清楚。所以我一次都無同雅妍嗰堆女人出過街。」倩兒將自己嘅故事娓娓道來。647Please respect copyright.PENANAN3Oh65alxS
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你只係對同人相處呢件事有恐懼,屋企負擔唔到亦都唔係你嘅錯。647Please respect copyright.PENANAX55wU5pRmK
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「咁樣唔係你錯。」647Please respect copyright.PENANATCRWzy9fKF
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「女人拉唔到其他女人入自己嘅圈子就會有失敗感,隨之而嚟嘅就係怒火同埋羞恥,佢哋會唔自覺地將呢份怒火發洩到離群嘅人身上,從而去起一個震懾作用,令其他人唔去反抗佢哋。」倩兒有啲哀傷咁講。647Please respect copyright.PENANACnzRQnCwNH
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「而欺負一個人又可以團結同凝聚到一個女人嘅小圈子,所以佢哋唔會咁易停手。」我補充。647Please respect copyright.PENANARCEPLviqLN
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「無錯。加上我喺學校入面無主動群埋任何圈子,所以我都唔知係我排擠人定係人哋排擠我。總之我就喺不知不覺間做咗佢哋嘅欺負對象。本身我就係一個唔太識同人傾計嘅人,所以我身邊根本無朋友,無人敢埋嚟我身邊,佢哋怕會做下一個我。」647Please respect copyright.PENANAIok6ur4rK1
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我知道你係好想要朋友,但係你只係唔知道點做。647Please respect copyright.PENANA2aMKv0mIbG
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「有冇試過同老師講?」我著手諗解決方法。647Please respect copyright.PENANAOGG2wuWhqE
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「無用。陳副校長同班主任何老師都知我被欺凌,但佢哋都係隻眼開隻眼閉。反抗雅妍佢哋嘅話我受嘅對待只會變本加厲,因為反抗呢件事會傷害到佢哋嘅自尊心。老師又唔會認真處理呢啲校園欺凌,講嚟根本無用。同埋,件事搞太大嘅話可能要見家長,我唔想咁。」倩兒有諗過反抗,但係只會換嚟更大嘅傷害。647Please respect copyright.PENANAD0zmsadFBU
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我無勇氣同資格叫佢反抗,因為承受嘅係佢,我呢個外人無資格要佢去冒險。647Please respect copyright.PENANAvVNHpVk25P
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到底算唔算無可奈何?反抗只會換到更大嘅壓迫。同埋啲教畜個個都係想多一事不如少一事,完全幫唔到手。647Please respect copyright.PENANAOuNQLzc5sA
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「你唔嬲雅妍佢哋?」647Please respect copyright.PENANAwtGkPc544X
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「嬲。將充滿血嘅m巾撻落塊臉、撕碎我嘅教科書同作業、將紙碎撈水再加雜質塞入我個口、純粹為咗發洩而對我拳打腳踢等等,你會唔會嬲?」647Please respect copyright.PENANAA2FX8dkIaX
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「我叫佢哋收手。」647Please respect copyright.PENANAHt1itIyyMi
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「無用,你唔好多事,你出手只會令我更慘。」647Please respect copyright.PENANALphdgKPesU
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「咁即係叫我乜都唔做?」647Please respect copyright.PENANAMRSEQw0EG9
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「受苦嘅得我一個就夠。你唔需要落水。」倩兒用無神嘅雙眼望住我。647Please respect copyright.PENANAkSWZPGcLWc
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「唔理你,我做唔到。」我講。647Please respect copyright.PENANAc7G4bZfS3K
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「唔好多事,我唔需要其他人同情。」倩兒堅決地講。647Please respect copyright.PENANACeBSwhKh1i
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「我⋯⋯」647Please respect copyright.PENANANqol7l9Vaj
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我未講完就畀倩兒打斷,佢講:「你插手嘅話,我唔會原諒你。」647Please respect copyright.PENANAa9V1mC5MVw
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倩兒再補多句:「我唔需要你多管閒事,呢個係我個人嘅問題。」647Please respect copyright.PENANAhfwU30Dg8e
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佢又變返平日嘅冷淡兇惡狀態。647Please respect copyright.PENANAnyrIkOsGYT
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我本來打算聽日就搵雅妍開拖,但係倩兒講到咁堅決,我無辦法唔忍落嚟。647Please respect copyright.PENANAUTtpauLbQO
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如果你唔係想人幫手嘅話,點解你要同我講?647Please respect copyright.PENANATC55jnDbN4
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你係咪向我求救緊?647Please respect copyright.PENANAXM0RX1BlIk
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雅妍條八婆,我依家對佢只有憎恨,雙重嘅憎恨。647Please respect copyright.PENANA1oje4bNht9
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見到倩兒失落嘅背影,我嘅心情都低落起嚟。647Please respect copyright.PENANA6gSnh5y7Xm
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深夜,我瞓唔著,出去廳食宵夜。647Please respect copyright.PENANAK0tlKPxXPy
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倩兒戴住耳機坐係廳到畫緊畫,因為背對住我所以佢留意唔到我。647Please respect copyright.PENANAwVhwraxZr3
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我攝手攝腳咁行去佢身後,睇到呢幅畫之後,我揪心都唔知講乜好。647Please respect copyright.PENANAV7xFDfX5wy
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黑色嘅漩渦,入面有一隻骨枯嘅手捉住小女孩嘅腳。647Please respect copyright.PENANAnB4msoPKi7
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我慢慢行返房唔畀佢發現我。647Please respect copyright.PENANAYzxS8T2Zyj
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我挨住房門坐落地下,心中決定,我要幫倩兒打破呢個困局。