「……」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2SUdFuUez
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自己難耐著焦躁，在待客室等待著管家到來。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSC7ZDr5ZF
隨著急急的腳步出現在自己面前的管家馬上就察覺了自己的異樣，稍稍靠近了些開口詢問：279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zmlKHBwy7
「老爺，請問有什麼要緊事嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBD3ILlci3
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自己抬起頭，難忍嚴肅的神情看向管家，但在確認原因之前是不應該隨意動怒的，自己壓抑著心頭的焦躁向管家提出了問題。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkQhvzVZ1r
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUSMnoYvFR
「我那天看到他去應門，那是你教他的事嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSAvHHhyPG
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nuutpF3CG
「啊，是的，前陣子他似乎對在門外等待的送貨商人必須等小的過去應門有些在意，所以跟小的說他也可以幫忙……所以小的就教他哪些人可以讓他們進來，哪些人要打發他們走。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV8S7rQ9wl
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「……以後別讓他去做應門這種事了。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTxJRNuXfV
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「老爺……小的明白了。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU2D0G17pd
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即使知道可能發生了什麼事也沒有多說一句話的管家，目送著自己起身離開了待客室。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMXoGlCGG2
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回到書房，那讓自己不由得感到心痛的身影仍是安靜地、佇立在有著盆栽的窗口，默默地看著那盆適應了盆栽泥土又繼續綻放花朵的植物。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRYbjqzv0N
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自從那天他應了那商人的門之後，只要自己沒有派給他事情做，他就會像這樣默默地看著那盆栽動也不動。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3mjeXuc3z
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonq45xjB2K
即使自己用盡方法希望他開口，他也像在那一瞬間就失去語言能力般，什麼話都說不出來，表露著彷彿失去生氣的模樣，讓自己打從心裡感到不忍。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdZLXuGOLU
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0qCx5RrH2
「來替我抄寫地址。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL2sVkvCKX
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHXy7cWHQZ
聽到自己的吩咐，緩緩轉過身走向書桌的他，默默地找出地址簿安放在閱覽架上，接著熟練地將羽毛筆與墨水擺到桌上後坐了下來，等待自己拿來空白信封。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl9jGdmEML
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「……第二排第十個、第十二個。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFli872l9NH
「第三排第一個、第四排第六個。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ350UPV4o0b
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhj6BxkIa0
自己一一將信封擺到他面前，聽過自己的吩咐後，他一句話也沒有地動筆開始抄寫地址。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ILPvVabXg
隨著書寫傳來羽毛筆劃過信封的輕微聲響，臉上沒有半點表情的他，彷彿只是一具會動的人偶。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMr0fWQHT7
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC9rjMvW6M
到底發生了什麼？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX719Ax9oVL
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApMk98ksyC
原以為他只是因為看到了那奴隸商人，感到不安害怕而已。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTvXScoDz3
但自己對他說了再多安慰的話語也不見他從這副模樣裡恢復，即使特地邀他一起共進美味的晚餐，他也只是默默地吃著食物，彷彿完全感受不到料理的美味。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVyVJxCzBV
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbmFVtI3dC
即使是在夜晚的寢室，自己懷抱著他、親吻著他的身軀的時候，將手輕放在自己頰邊的他也像是失去了靈魂般無法注視著自己。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOVlA2IjmL
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb64fZK6IKu
即使早晨他仍會輕柔地伸手將自己喚醒，迎接自己的，也是他失去生氣的面容。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPiY41az8h
那雙美麗的眼睛裡透露著的，深不見底的什麼，自己無法理解。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdKXfaTuIs
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今天他又在窗台邊看著那叢越發茂盛的花朵。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqwvpPWWaD
自己實在不忍注視著這樣的他，在處理過庶務後，走進了庭院。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaBqwgbzna
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7hD5Seq0J
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「老爺！庭院最後一朵玫瑰開了喔！」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimhCLefHug
遠遠地，朝自己揮著手裡的帽子，園丁帶著笑容走向了自己。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaP9YqOmA6
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRC23USr8m
「辛苦了……開的好嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1XwxZ2rFo
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgOKImK8ZK
「開得很美呢！要為老爺摘下來嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91bk7Il9vc
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6iQJuijuS
「……不了，讓它開吧。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYb1PSTD1t
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自己現在實在沒有那個心情，一邊婉拒著園丁，同時，某件事情突然浮現在了心頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ848w6fK4ZB
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7pE85EMat
「……那天，你在庭院嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza8UvFrjWS
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWljDvJGws
聽到自己的問題，園丁挺起胸膛。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHeiRFzZNH
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCcurN27Z3
「小的每天都在庭院裡盡責地照顧老爺的花草！」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI37JFVfc4h
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFf852HHs
「嗯，辛苦你了……那天，就是奴隸商人來的那天，你有聽到什麼嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJUvHa2sfr
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiDoDIg0d5
「奴隸商人？啊，是帶著一些髒兮兮的丫頭的那個胖男人嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVoNiNceWK
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mAkNtZzXx
自己雖然想否定園丁所說的髒兮兮只是奴隸先天的膚色這件事，但既然園丁有看到，那最重要的事情，應該是……279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj8sI2N6an
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kRG2Pqlr8
「沒錯，他們有跟他說什麼嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx8OWJsps2
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「他？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgkmjee0SF
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「嗯，之前跟我一起來向您借鏟子的那位。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC3clPdCDm
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI3lRfmNk5
「啊、有的！那裡面有個丫頭朝他大吼。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Miix580tN
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONzLxR4xVV
「……她說了什麼？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5zzueEw9b
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聽到這回答，自己難忍心中的不安，壓著眉頭盯著園丁，園丁似乎因為自己的視線而變得謹慎許多，摸著下巴回想了許久，才緩緩把那句話語說出口。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMTVRCX5wv
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7KwGHsRy5
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nE443FRHB
「她說……吉娜的死都是他害的。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrwkLvU92m
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9WVCMWGTD
「他是個背叛者。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtgrUGAor6
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已經一整天都沒有聽到他的聲音了。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvUqfudRvW
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMJydPDiNs
在自己的命令下，與自己一起踏進澡間的他，默默地洗完了身子之後，在自己的注視下踏進浴池。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A4V4wGy1E
雖然與自己在同一側的池壁，但卻背對著浴池坐著的他，只是注視著空氣中模糊的一點，動也不動。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMWlsFxg4T
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtygBqMxJ8i
這令人心痛的模樣，讓自己想起園丁說的話。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRr9NoMFuw
如果自己向他詢問了卻沒有結果怎麼辦呢？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWaO9yPkbZ
如果……因為自己的詢問而回想起難受的事情，讓他跌入了更深的黑暗之中的話，自己該怎麼辦呢？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr4yG1Nx3k
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMOxgPOGkK
他現在的模樣簡直與剛來到這裡、自己第一次見到他的時候一樣。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvLdXe0g7x
不礙著自己，也不做任何表示，像個物品般地，呼之即來，揮之即去。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVhz7pkmfA
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImmxxFSy4d
但他確實……曾經碰觸過自己的心，也稍稍地、讓自己聽見過他內心的聲音。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuwdAx6NyH
給予過自己屬於他的溫暖與期盼，即使他始終沒有親口告訴自己，卻也無法忽視那些、存在過他眼裡的，說不出口的話語。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSstUW3QD0g
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tZPNXLns4
他是怎樣從那一番話裡跌落到了原本的深淵裡，自己不明瞭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABFWmngbKN
僅有手裡握著的這一絲情報，如果他仍舊不告訴自己的話，還能做什麼讓事情有所改變呢？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJQ4AUvYwg
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1tIECN2sJ
咬了咬牙，即使自己在這裡猶豫不決，情況也不會因此好轉。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvtU99As6z
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcMjlXVfL8
自己緩緩地靠近背向這裡的他，即使自己毫無掩飾地靠近也不為所動的他，是不是即使現在對他做了任何不合理的事情，也會默默接受呢？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSrtZuBtPt
自己隱隱地感受到將會觸碰到他一直不願讓自己明瞭的真實，那會是自己能夠接受，並說服他的事情嗎？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfcAhH0NFL
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAYPlzTduy
搖搖頭，自己拋下那些不著邊際的思緒，趨向前伸手抱緊了他。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLrwvEShwo
就像夜裡被自己緊緊抱著的時候，絲毫沒有掙扎或者一絲反應的他，在自己說出那句話以後終於有了一絲不同。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIIhu3ghWF
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「……吉娜是誰？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8T4lqtWt3
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即使只是微小的顫動，緊抱著他的自己也察覺了。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOULu9jqyKh
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmUw2X6VTF
「是某位奴隸嗎？告訴我。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkB7tuHBQO
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhJSN6zkTK
因為認真而變得粗糙的聲音，自己著實不想用這樣的語氣跟他說話。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa1NxVloy6
但如果不這樣做的話，他會知道自己是認真的……一直都是，認真地希望能夠知道他的事情嗎？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ypTKJilIf
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJmIvRE7Q4
沉默許久，背對著自己的他緩緩地點了點頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n6lcRplQw
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb6xu5WS7O
「……為什麼吉娜的死跟你有關係？你已經來這裡這麼久了。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZHwQZdfmz
「背叛者，又是怎麼回事？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr04Q01xhJN
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjz50FXVF7
自己將他抱得更緊了些，不讓他因為緩緩低下的頭而與自己拉遠了距離。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw5B6kDW7O
即使如此仍然沉默著的他，微微顫抖的身軀讓自己心裡湧現了一股酸楚。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtwpiT62r6
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBSToGv3sx
「……你答應過他們什麼嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eGOev23Wm
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TQZ0ITLKp
他微微地搖了搖頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3DGXIiwz3
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMhbkkNHM8
「在來到這裡之前，你負責做什麼？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHi6HdfWq1
「告訴我，否則到水冷了我也不會離開這裡。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDF09kZeah
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBZ1pXjN6w
聽到自己這般要脅的話語，他的身子變得有些僵硬。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri5z8s5a5B
沉默著，直到自己真的要以為他要等到浴池的水都冷了的時候。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKL3NvtMC6
久違地，屬於他的聲音才緩緩地流瀉。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWObbM3dDyP
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCnp4ErLLy
「……試用。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQzIrYEC6j
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NSdPb8BTK
「像那時候那商人說的一樣嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8S88uvcF0
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5zZ4jc9ju
聽到自己的問題，他點了點頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzJ7I2LzwL
自己想起那時候，那奴隸商人所說的話。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoXFDnzpel
原本以為試用這件事只是因為自己選中了他，而不論是哪一位奴隸都會有的慣例。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmLYBkZHeu
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCX7cyd47d
「試用之後呢？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbckUbAa6K
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5HekNdGaP
「…………回去。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrFJJywZek
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcxGRknQaj
「回去商人那裡？那買主呢？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1dLMMJEYq
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx50ANt1jP
他低垂的頭，讓自己下意識握緊了他緩緩顫抖的手。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm4YV5up1Z
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMUDD7JsJM
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「……我、試用……主人喜歡……買、別人。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U0MJoNSWi
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這讓自己說不出話的答案，幾乎要讓腦袋一片空白。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkTyiLiVwu
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之所以他認為他不能露出面容，認為他醜。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkJUUZuKK8
之所以他認為他骯髒，要用那種粗糙的刷子才能洗乾淨。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhsqjyJnA4
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之所以他對任何痛苦與不合理都毫不反抗也不表達。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMIRLceLw7
之所以他只是默默地承受這些，溫柔地對待著自己，卻對自己的承諾絲毫沒有接受的意思。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7C1rbpQ3v
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——都只是因為，他認為總有一天會回去那個地方。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxToMg7ZgGL
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而他所做的一切努力，都只是為了讓買主開心，認為買下奴隸值得，所以願意在試用之後，買下其他奴隸。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNdKUwqslm
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「……那跟吉娜的死有什麼關係？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY02TElnYB9
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yfvFXnGBc
開口才察覺到的，自己話語中帶著的哽咽。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQr5LouLdC
或許是因為聽到了自己變化了的音調，他緩緩抬起頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDM3fym5MB
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXuy3KkY6O
「……女孩，試用……痛、難受……不吃飯、死掉……」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr47O3VdQg1
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEWsejf1Jx
「……所以你代替她們去給買主試用嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1pYcjaQI5
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb26xBaZoM
面對自己的話語，他輕輕點頭。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqOh2Ti0lb
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279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFwm8YMbTW
自己靠在他的背上，已經分不清楚模糊眼前的是浴池凝結的蒸氣還是眼眶裡滲出的液體，強忍著心頭的情緒，試圖理清腦中那自己從未想過的，殘酷的真相。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwNnGyjpZi
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不，自己其實是明白的吧？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0U8j40NYI
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察覺他熟練那方面的事情更甚於好好地吃飯的時候。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbYxksQ6uK
發現他對自己給他的承諾沒有一絲欣喜的時候。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaILwIGA9V
注意到他得到了真正屬於他的物品的時候，露出懊悔的瞬間。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvomStakQU
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279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdWqA1mMZF
「……你沒有虧欠她們什麼。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DA6k7jrPR
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF04YCHeU6Q
自己幾乎要使盡全身的力氣才能一字一句地說出話語。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBOUxOb5SW
隨著這股情緒抱緊他身子的力氣，或許會讓他感到有些難受。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTuXmrGpXk
但自己已經沒有任何方法能夠證明自己想緊緊地抓住他了。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysmwvYOvtu
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hcR4ZehcU
「你被這樣對待，就不會痛、不會難受嗎？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLcQ24PWD4
「但你知道要好好地吃飯、好好地維持自己的樣子、好好地……取悅著買主。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7lRnLlAyF
「因為你的努力而被買下的她們，那不是她們的努力。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ZsknMZ1Q
「你承受了的痛苦，她們當然也不會知道……」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFbq0Z7AmU
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGJenGUMsI
「你以為替她們擋下了痛苦，實際上她們什麼也不會知道，更不明白自己為什麼不需要任何努力就能被買下……你明白的吧？」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk5gS7LTsJ
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIg6vq8CAt
隨著自己說出口的話語而顫抖的身子。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3RkAFjKrh
因為止不住顫抖而喘息的身軀，讓自己稍稍地鬆開了緊抱著他的手臂。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWbjto6KgP
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「誰都沒有資格說你是背叛者。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnpUr78zcn
「不論是誰，因為痛苦不吃飯、最後衰弱而死，也不是你的責任。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZv4MoH6gp
「那是她們自己的選擇，因為她們只想依靠別人替她們承受那些痛苦活下去……」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HxvAB5wD7
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「……別再……說……了……」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMH2xrPn1O
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自己眼前顫抖的身軀開口打斷了自己的話語。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H8ePUxAzz
那自己從未聽過的、濃重的鼻音，帶著掩飾不了的啜泣不住顫抖著的身軀。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLiSvkPXbo
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自己再度靠上前，緊緊抱住了他的身子。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBby9Fvy3H3
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「……我不會放你走的。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2WT3ENA8V
「你就是你，是被我買下了、我重視的人，誰都不能代替你。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjISZsI1yf
「你不屬於任何人，沒有替誰受苦的責任，你只能……待在我身旁，只為了你自己，活下去。」279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ61LgFelE
279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1HaLNW51R
直到自己因為逐漸冷涼的池水而將他帶離浴池，擦乾了身子與頭髮的他，也無法從那彷彿出生以來就沒有哭泣過、止不住的淚容之中脫離。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LFBLrk0lz
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這是因為他從未為了他自己哭泣的關係嗎？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp21bqO7gLB
但自己，卻從那晶瑩的淚水之中，看到了他活生生的情感、躍動的靈魂。279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJmY05lfLV
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一切都能好轉的，對吧？279Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs3ROgDzTW
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