《8月32日:交往的第一天》185Please respect copyright.PENANA11NfEZB6Vu
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小悠跟我是青梅竹馬的好朋友,我們在幼稚園的第一天上學日便認識了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAwdVYuadQA4
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還記得,那天你穿著可愛的淺藍色的百摺校裙,而我則是型格淺藍色恤衫配上吊帶褲。見你的第一眼,就覺得你很可愛。185Please respect copyright.PENANAJVSxI9dFOh
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到了小學、中學,我們都在同一所學校就讀。所以,我們每天都會穿上「情侶裝」回校呢!185Please respect copyright.PENANAoNHNeMEwXR
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不要跟我說:其實全校同學的校服都一樣啊,那豈不是跟全校的女同學都穿著情侶裝?185Please respect copyright.PENANAL3zKY3YZvF
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在我眼中,小悠是最漂亮、最可愛的女生。至於其他女生,我全都不會放在眼裡。185Please respect copyright.PENANAnrBakm3p6h
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中學畢業那天,本想著要跟你表白。我要真真正正地跟你穿上情侶裝,堂堂正正地牽著你的手。185Please respect copyright.PENANAi3II6Okl5C
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可惜,事與願遺,我慢了一步,被同班同學搶先了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAK9Y11Vqqcc
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我實在心有不甘!那個男生,個子不比我高,也不及我帥,為何你會選擇他?185Please respect copyright.PENANA1VFpZ7B9c8
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「恭喜你啊!終於名花有主。」我假裝著興奮的跟小悠說。185Please respect copyright.PENANA8zITDYNUuD
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「那你何時會名草有主啊?」看來小悠仍然沉醉於剛開始的熱戀,她的笑容真的很可愛:「你的夢中情人呢?你不是說要跟她表白嗎?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAG4E9F2doYR
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「我?可能等到8月32日吧!她便會愛上我,跟我交往。」我知道我沒機會了,賭氣地隨便胡說。185Please respect copyright.PENANAXP0T9It4Vd
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「8月沒有32日啊,你怎麼沒常識的?」與小悠互相嗆來嗆去,就是我們的日常。185Please respect copyright.PENANAgmdMEBs3LJ
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「是啊,我就是沒常識。」我今天的心情不太好,語氣也很差:「8月32日就是我交往的大日子、9月32日是交往一個月、10月32是⋯⋯」185Please respect copyright.PENANAGd7VBqyks9
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「被拒絕了嗎?」小悠可能發現我跟平常的反應有所不同,她的手像撫摸小狗一樣,摸我的頭:「不要太傷心啊,明天一定會晴天的啊!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAJgFoxNujar
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我迅速一下收拾懷心情,扮演跟平常一樣的自己,接說廣告對白:「你怎知道明天一定是晴天?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAvHpu4OxRoE
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「我也不知道啊,希望在明天嘛!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAAcRK1UagoD
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「凡事沒有絕對的!」我們異口同聲地說,然後相視而笑:「其實下雨,又有什麼可怕?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAm81wBnx2pI
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「快點振作,你一定會遇到的。」小悠笑笑說。185Please respect copyright.PENANA36kEDmD0UD
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我遇到了啊,只不過⋯⋯唉。185Please respect copyright.PENANACn85Tbg3K8
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其實我的心情並沒有好點,在她面前,還是會習慣地性把自己的感情隱藏起來。剛才太失策了,我不應該表露不高興的情緒。185Please respect copyright.PENANAyHBzKWzoDu
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就這樣,我們從此沒有再穿起情侶裝,我也沒有牽到小悠的手。眼白白看著她跟男朋友,去遊山玩水、去吃美食、放閃……最忍受不了的,就是他們還會穿情侶裝。那個我一直引以為傲的事,再也不是我的專利。185Please respect copyright.PENANAsg6qiQzuMp
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整個大學生涯,再到出來社會做事,我跟小悠也會保持聯絡,繼續保持密切的友好關係。她無論遇到什麼事,也會找我商量。已經數不清有多少次,她哭著找我,我便立即放下工作,趕到她的所在地,去安慰她。185Please respect copyright.PENANAJ46UVAKf1x
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這次,我匆匆來到海旁。小悠一看到我,便馬上爆哭,訴說分手的來龍去脈。185Please respect copyright.PENANAznw9PsrUBf
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「那個人,我一早就知道他是有家室的啊。」看到小悠哭得心碎,我心也跟她一樣痛:「那個可惡的男人,實在罪該萬死!」185Please respect copyright.PENANAMBAJvrKvP4
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「你怎麼不早說?」小悠說完,又再次飲泣起來:「早知道的話,我便不會跟他開始……」185Please respect copyright.PENANAUM94Yn82UW
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「我說了十多遍啊,是你聽不入耳。」我不是責怪小悠,而是有點氣自己,當初應該說夠百遍、千遍、萬遍。185Please respect copyright.PENANAMmsfPUN9Jq
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可是,小悠以為我責怪她,她哭得更利害了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdgwQhMuT7L
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我自知理虧,坐近一點,用手指點點她的肩膀:「對不起喇,帶你去吃薯條,好嗎?」185Please respect copyright.PENANA4o8GJtNazV
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小悠並沒有停下來。185Please respect copyright.PENANAKRU7SbhO6R
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「買多一份燒賣。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAyEf1zyultQ
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小悠抽泣著,接過我遞給她的紙巾。185Please respect copyright.PENANA26JSap7O2S
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「再加一杯雪糕。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAR49dF44vt4
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「會胖的。」小悠抹抹臉,吸了吸鼻子。185Please respect copyright.PENANAHbKBcB9Ju9
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「那就不要好了。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAQssyQQkfEc
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「我要……」小悠眼睛紅紅地看著我。185Please respect copyright.PENANApcaCUuK4iW
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我實在說不出那種心痛。看著喜歡的人,在情路上跌跌撞撞,一直被其他人傷害。而我能做的,就只是在旁邊遞紙巾。185Please respect copyright.PENANAKYsPStS95N
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我站起來,伸手並扶起她。她的手,仍然是這樣柔軟。不想放開,但還是放開了,口中含糊地唸著:「如果今天就是8月32日,那有多好呢。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAGbAARjnVtp
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「今天很好嗎?」小悠拍拍褲子,拿起手袋,嘟著嘴:「今天是第八次分手的日子。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAJq8CXMy11i
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「這些日子,不要記住啦!」我只想小悠從失戀的悲傷裡走出來:「走吧。」185Please respect copyright.PENANA3Cl3qK6dMO
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小悠跟著我的腳步,垂著頭:「何時才會有個不會變心的男朋友?」185Please respect copyright.PENANATnD5dgfJ8g
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「你旁邊就有一個。」我不小心的把心聲說漏嘴,連忙補救,以笑摭醜:「哈哈,說笑罷了。你遇到的都是出軌男,我想你一定是吸渣體質。」185Please respect copyright.PENANA56OqyDPxtq
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「是啊?我想也是。」小悠輕輕的回,然後便沉默著。185Please respect copyright.PENANAHFxO41lFLR
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我在自己的嘴巴上掌了兩下,心想:「糟了,說錯話。」匆忙地走在她的前面站住,彎腰看看她低垂著的臉:「小悠,你是全宇宙最好的女孩子啊,又可愛、又漂亮的。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAxM7vk95Rie
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她抬頭看著我,我站直了身子,帶著微笑續說:「不用怕啊,我會在你身邊,直至你找到下一個。」185Please respect copyright.PENANATa1vOYkb9w
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她的眼框立即被淚水充斥住,上前抱住了我的腰,臉埋在我的胸膛前,再次大哭起來。185Please respect copyright.PENANAm5FFwl7fYA
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「不用急,慢慢哭吧,我等你。」我像哄小孩似地輕拍她的背。185Please respect copyright.PENANAK5M3E3a5IJ
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她邊哭邊說:「我⋯⋯不找⋯⋯下一個了⋯⋯可以嗎⋯⋯?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAb4p0Lb3lbp
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我愣住了,極度懷疑,是我聽錯或者會錯意。但仍抱著一絲的希望,結結巴巴地說:「那就⋯⋯讓我⋯⋯一直陪住你吧。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAk7BPSSHC71
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她輕輕地點點頭,我緊緊地抱著她。185Please respect copyright.PENANAiZpKmBG7Zg
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今天,是我期待多年的一天。185Please respect copyright.PENANAS8Xe83ek1k
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8月32日。