Chapter Ten

REALIZATION

Damn love hurts!

Love Makes It Hard To Love,  Love

When I was younger I always wondered how a person can love someone so much it ' hurt '. As a kid I saw all these adults crying, and being depressed....(because i was that kid surrounded by toxicity :] ), and never really understood it. In my mind they were just being dramatic. Well lets just say that thought quickly changed after I experienced it for myself.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53FrqF1pWm

I like to think of love as a wine glass, why a wine glass?, cause in my opinion it's the most intimate glass. You can fill that with the most sweet smelling and tasting wine of all time, and enjoy it, or the glass can crack and eventually break, but here is the weird part most people would clean the glass off of the floor and throw it away, or you might have that person who took a minute looked at that glass, picked up a fragile but sharp pieces off the floor and cut themselves with it ( metaphorically speaking ) they are the ones who blame themselves for everything that went wrong.

Love is such a fragile object, it can break you, make you, trap you. Love is something no one understands. Although I've been to a point in my life where love just built me up to tear me down, I sometimes wonder if it's worth it?, risking that happening again.

Is love worth it?

In my opinion after a heart break it makes everyone sceptical about loving again, and when you do find that person you really like, you never know what the future holds for that relationship you never actually know if your going to be together ' forever '. So do you take that chance of loving someone so much, loving them so deeply, not knowing what the future holds. I guess eventually risks are going to have to be taken.