I tell myself all I need is my good health 488Please respect copyright.PENANABaanGZ694i
That's how I get through most of my days 488Please respect copyright.PENANAHaifsQx6ea
Even when inside it feels like hell 488Please respect copyright.PENANAh1YuhO9R1w
I don't bother to wish it all away 488Please respect copyright.PENANALmMQUNk5GO
If I really wanted , I could've taken care of it 488Please respect copyright.PENANA1r0N5sTCI3
Left the world I'm living in , broken down my elements 488Please respect copyright.PENANAFgk1ZHe8Ok
I haven't yet , I haven't yet 488Please respect copyright.PENANAHfHwcfENNX
Feels like I'm gonna die real soon 488Please respect copyright.PENANA2HUkRllcvv
I don't know whether by someone else hands or my own 488Please respect copyright.PENANA0pPbjfvTjJ
Am I ready for the day that it comes ?488Please respect copyright.PENANAj1cLjFmMhm
A couple loved ones wouldn't see it 488Please respect copyright.PENANAVD0LOs9eD6
And the rest of the world could carry on 488Please respect copyright.PENANAFHd2ZhIPKz
What's stopping me from leaving 488Please respect copyright.PENANACFcbKz4KPR
Well maybe it's my someone 488Please respect copyright.PENANA01HU4T8e4s
Or I'm hoping for my well being 488Please respect copyright.PENANAJkL4rJWSD2
And through that I've just been holding on 488Please respect copyright.PENANA8SHhWDspGi
The day that I stop seeing the hope inside 488Please respect copyright.PENANATiTts01RL6
I know it's gone 488Please respect copyright.PENANArZ3OBF62uV
When I feel full of suppression 488Please respect copyright.PENANAOpkv3aTMkn
I know it's cause I'll feel so alone 488Please respect copyright.PENANArwAsndGnzu
Then my goodbye won't just be leaving 488Please respect copyright.PENANAV75VrwOBLq
It'll be the biggest jump I've ever done 488Please respect copyright.PENANA3cwnPR0pgt
I don't want my family to see it 488Please respect copyright.PENANAV2AdS2CTOL
Especially not the youngest one 488Please respect copyright.PENANAKoMnDj0qPP
I can't tell them when I'm leaving 488Please respect copyright.PENANAAoWBWA2vLq
Even if they wouldn't take me seriously
I'm More concerned of their well being488Please respect copyright.PENANAm1WIOTEDNT
Than I am for my own keeping 488Please respect copyright.PENANAWk5OsES7Md
I am too afraid of leaving