父亲把门锁起来以后,在门外依舊对我唾罵不停,終於令向來對他百般隱忍的母亲給徹底惹怒!她沒忍住沖父親顶嘴。隨即,我便听见『啪!』的響亮一声。
随即,是母親咬牙忍住的哭泣碎声。。。
門外的母親哭得很是凄凉,但我知道母親的眼泪里同時包含着对我的不满……
就算预料会有今天如此,可当父亲知道了以后还是接受不来。他一脸想找个洞钻进去的受辱模样和那被怒氣給布满了血丝的眼球,令我处在一个窒息的空间里,不知所措……
我能做的,就只是紧紧地抱着自己,除了我自己,也没有人愿意抱着我,给予我一直渴望,也應該有權利卻無法得到的温暖……
给予我安慰……
那个叫吉荣的混混将鸡奸我的事情到处炫耀,而這樣被他一闹便一發不可收拾!校长已經无法以他的勢力去掩盖真正發生過的事实。
而明明是受害者的我原本期待慶幸、卻又害怕地等待着有谁来揭发真相!可看着啥都不知情的警官莫名其妙地将我的双手給拷上,而一邊的袁梦吉荣還轻松自如的囂張模樣,他雙手插在褲兜裡,仅仅跟隨我的后头罷了……
警局里的挂钟向我说我已经待在口供室有將近三个小时了。。。袁梦吉荣在走之前还不忘一臉鄙视地掃視我,他身後像靠山一樣的家人前撲後續地,一个接著一个去無比关怀着他。他之後不曉得背对着我说了些什么,他的母亲突然表情一驚一乍,之後扭頭便指著我,對我破口大骂!那艳红的指甲在空中上下飞舞。。。
父亲终于来了,可身边陪伴的不是母亲,而是一个穿着西装的年轻小伙子。可这也无所谓了,因为父亲的到来将那包围着我的寒冷给驱散了。我忍不住對他掉了一直忍耐著的眼泪,可是因为父亲是个严肃的人,所以我赶紧抬手抹掉了!
父亲来到了以后要求和受害者,也就是我单独会面。在另一间房里,我一直低著頭,不敢开口说话。
我一直以来从未在父母面前坦诚过在学校被欺凌的事,因为就算说了也是无济于事。而且最重要的是,要是说了,他们肯定接受不了……
是父亲他划破了沉默,对我说:『和警方说没有这样的事就行了。』
那一刻,父亲的话像一把猝不及防地刀子,直接戳進我的心臟,将我的眼泪和心跳给瞬即冻结了一樣……
我心灰意冷地點了點頭。。。
回到家后,父亲第一件事就是将我给鎖進房間內关起来!我可以靠聽的本事,聽見他开始对周遭的任何事物發洩他心中的羞辱和憤怒。
而父亲每一次都把母亲当泄恨工具,這次也不例外。
也因为我的到来,母親從最開始的庇護、疼愛到漸漸地遷怒與怨恨,隨著歲月,隨著我的意識建立、清晰逐渐积累。
我木納地走到书桌前,默默地打开抽屉,拿起里面的相簿。
相簿裡都存有我小时候最开心,最温暖的美好记忆。
第一张照片,是母亲抱着一个样子雖然奇怪,但长得挺精灵的婴孩。旁边是父亲,他在笑。
第二张照片,是父亲抱着大约一岁左右的孩子,可是那孩子的眼睛一大一小,頗有些叫人移不開視線,感覺就像有两个不一样的脸給结合在一起的詭異……
第三张照片,是一个穿着幼稚园校服的小男孩。男孩戴上了口罩,卻依然无法遮掩那差异巨大的双眼,而孩子虽然是戴了口罩,但我相信孩子当时是在歡樂地笑着,毕竟那个时候的残酷还未降临,他还不知道未来等着他的是什么人生……
第四张照片,是男孩抱着一个婴儿,是一个長相很可爱的婴儿。男孩子這時已经一年级了,可是却拥有一张令人看了都忍不住震撼的脸蛋。。。
第五张,也就是最后一张了……
父亲,母亲,妹妹,还有我。大家站在樱花树下的全家福。当时妹妹已经两岁了。
那时候的我还没有被嫌弃,还是在父母的爱意下快乐長大的孩子……
拿在手上的相簿十分厚实。我还很清楚地记得那时候的我才四岁。
我两只手紧紧地抓住父母的大手掌来到百货公司,被一排陈列在玻璃橱柜里的相簿给吸引了。
母亲说只能买一本,父亲放开我的手任我去挑,我挑了一个最厚最大本的!差些连我自己都拿不起。
可我还是兴高采烈地努力举起相簿,跑向在远处注视着我、等待着我的父母。父亲之後把我抱起来,笑着问我为什么会挑这本蓝色的相簿?
因为我要永远都和你们拍照啊……
都几乎七八年了,被我埋在抽屉暗格里的相簿却一点灰尘也没有。因为這麼多年来我不曾忘记過它的存在。
我的生活太悶了,能消磨时间的就只有不断地重温我最喜欢的過去回忆。
它和原来的一样還是蓝色,只是没了以前那么亮眼嶄新而已…
在黑暗里,我活了很久。第二天,父亲提著一个大行李箱,什么也没说,就将它交给我,然後载我来到了机场以后,不知道父亲是以什么心情和表情看着我上飞机的,我只是知道我自始至終都不敢回头看父亲一眼。
『你是谁?』
我意想不到,你是第一个没被我样子給吓着的人。
我闯进了你的地盘真的十分抱歉,可是这里没有写明是你的地盘才对。你真有趣。
『是来陪伴我的人吗?』
说完这句话的她眼眶里再也容纳不下眼泪,她對著我高興地哭了。
『谢谢你......』
我第一次看见一个人挂着眼泪在笑…没有悲伤或者愤怒,满满的感激与懇切,从她的眼神里向我傾斜,向我訴說。
她是第一个…也是唯一一个需要我的人......她是愿意张开怀抱拥抱我的人......
她是一个很漂亮的女孩。眼睛细长,高挺微翘的鼻子和红润的嘴唇。可是瘦削的身形和苍白的皮肤告訴我她很虚弱。
因为就像一个包袱,她和我一樣都被人嫌弃,而想尽办法被丢弃的包袱。
这里真的很僻静,走了不久后就能看见一间很破烂的小木屋。
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqoE3NRWZbX
90Please respect copyright.PENANASBAYhJFoKg
90Please respect copyright.PENANApI7LOJ6dza
90Please respect copyright.PENANAsNccfWPIZR
90Please respect copyright.PENANAsKegdy6sHr
90Please respect copyright.PENANAt2m58UiYlO
90Please respect copyright.PENANADaf4MMJyIB
90Please respect copyright.PENANAj4TDEGczYz
90Please respect copyright.PENANARYhDLT0Xdc
90Please respect copyright.PENANA6VrryDb22r
90Please respect copyright.PENANAuPw2k5sSqs
90Please respect copyright.PENANATgvoYd0j6k
90Please respect copyright.PENANAZgBmbsDyMa
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmdPoBVO4qv
90Please respect copyright.PENANAxOV3HrcYDY
90Please respect copyright.PENANAPLasXADg72
90Please respect copyright.PENANAn3TsgNOy1L
90Please respect copyright.PENANAPEihaX5IQO
90Please respect copyright.PENANAczpOqpo4Hj
90Please respect copyright.PENANArQqpFIHtge
90Please respect copyright.PENANAtW9eoKtm1J
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqiA5WmKmOB
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmF56WcLAoq
90Please respect copyright.PENANAEtM179vyYB
90Please respect copyright.PENANAsXeAMgzrV1
90Please respect copyright.PENANA27i8zWPgAi
90Please respect copyright.PENANANtIcaiANL6
90Please respect copyright.PENANA1TIgVh4HWg
90Please respect copyright.PENANAsPSR5a760t
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdSuO6oOBUi
90Please respect copyright.PENANAwDibiIWXvZ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAq8g5SPU6qd
90Please respect copyright.PENANAYseLZ4Q0OH
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbp8wEO5QI4
90Please respect copyright.PENANA59VQdYGX80
90Please respect copyright.PENANA9Sp8t8d9ro
90Please respect copyright.PENANA5OBYOijgAO
90Please respect copyright.PENANAkrFalf6AQD
90Please respect copyright.PENANACwQhVqI7fE
90Please respect copyright.PENANA0rmm3proXA
90Please respect copyright.PENANA6qhGdDX1pE
90Please respect copyright.PENANAtpSNjrZhvJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANA3GT3cm7lNP
90Please respect copyright.PENANAED1jcVSwcC
90Please respect copyright.PENANAl89ffv95qK
90Please respect copyright.PENANAydRW0reRwJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAp3LP3QfKfX
90Please respect copyright.PENANAURtKhksLXS
90Please respect copyright.PENANAHrXbnSHzfx
90Please respect copyright.PENANAWY4DQ8SGTs
90Please respect copyright.PENANAaZsmh86T8p
90Please respect copyright.PENANATZhAvPwc5c
90Please respect copyright.PENANAQArKUCLUaY
90Please respect copyright.PENANA2N2A3wo48V
90Please respect copyright.PENANAO0zEwWmIyO
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqnx8A8Ry59
90Please respect copyright.PENANAN7zmt9Sf9a
90Please respect copyright.PENANA3eWeLqPpgk
90Please respect copyright.PENANA5Bnfs9XokJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANA7CixSeeYMi
90Please respect copyright.PENANAnOGLxL2Ijb
90Please respect copyright.PENANAX4GPiuRSZV
90Please respect copyright.PENANAY6rCeT3dDT
90Please respect copyright.PENANAtuKluA7uhM
90Please respect copyright.PENANAVG6RbQqx4F
90Please respect copyright.PENANAN7WCHKtgiP
90Please respect copyright.PENANAIUyQfc9IaI
90Please respect copyright.PENANAi2ymuFWqfC
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdcc4xfp605
90Please respect copyright.PENANAK9rG1FpbQG
90Please respect copyright.PENANAC3qSpDQSQh
90Please respect copyright.PENANAamVqVKCGjK
90Please respect copyright.PENANA4SdBPhUnwH
90Please respect copyright.PENANAhCSL3jIxEL
90Please respect copyright.PENANAHq68eo7sN3
90Please respect copyright.PENANANUrJs6bw9U
90Please respect copyright.PENANAIiTzwxTYrL
90Please respect copyright.PENANAixuPwLlNRc
90Please respect copyright.PENANAg6cEo2r7yS
90Please respect copyright.PENANA7RYNzcBUOC
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdWd28KCmwE
90Please respect copyright.PENANAv7m3qB3AKX
90Please respect copyright.PENANAFNtcw1Dawe
90Please respect copyright.PENANA4vZf0zyhGR
90Please respect copyright.PENANAMjgsDbj8lF
90Please respect copyright.PENANATMn14uhbtS
90Please respect copyright.PENANAq4t9CQLhNX
90Please respect copyright.PENANAnpMUYvnzV1
90Please respect copyright.PENANAnGThktmto4
90Please respect copyright.PENANA4blJaRkMEQ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdcLEv6KlkJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAHxBbzg3KSA
90Please respect copyright.PENANAX4nlKQ4TYN
90Please respect copyright.PENANA920O28pCg8
90Please respect copyright.PENANA5WStDgxELx
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUzvkTgx46p
90Please respect copyright.PENANANIFiQhOncs
90Please respect copyright.PENANACirAvhM3PK
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmUHEpfbcpi
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqg8fvnVbgn
90Please respect copyright.PENANASvCZl8tycL
90Please respect copyright.PENANAXFLztdNT4z
90Please respect copyright.PENANAu6ojlLlYH7
90Please respect copyright.PENANAesVKpwlz24
90Please respect copyright.PENANAG8jzVUbL9y
90Please respect copyright.PENANAPgdLO2Zv3t
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUGvZpNUBJL
90Please respect copyright.PENANAquagmsj1iG
90Please respect copyright.PENANAhXBMFdrvvS
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbelpbHUAST
90Please respect copyright.PENANAivSGxbra6k
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUGOTMXcvJt
90Please respect copyright.PENANAQN9SyZoOUy
90Please respect copyright.PENANARaVFYVd5UA
90Please respect copyright.PENANAlBLUJHFbCZ
90Please respect copyright.PENANA0Gmuf2tNlX
90Please respect copyright.PENANAOvSIOnn952
90Please respect copyright.PENANA6HOw6gaRqY
90Please respect copyright.PENANA9VrGM2cjNA
90Please respect copyright.PENANAAEM87j4umx
90Please respect copyright.PENANAJngqHxaHmA
90Please respect copyright.PENANAC0pofEgrmu
90Please respect copyright.PENANATAMw1gQpCh
90Please respect copyright.PENANAxrTAVkpGD5
90Please respect copyright.PENANAlZGbvRUCHj
90Please respect copyright.PENANACbhnesVymu
90Please respect copyright.PENANAAnLh6fCRW6
90Please respect copyright.PENANAoXM57xbYcM
90Please respect copyright.PENANAYXV6bNwQAI
90Please respect copyright.PENANAn2Iu8BOwTg
90Please respect copyright.PENANAvUOOsDOU3M
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUwftcb6PQF
90Please respect copyright.PENANANLJwpB95kZ
90Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ucb3WTjeH
90Please respect copyright.PENANAhuYxZQ9kVy
90Please respect copyright.PENANA4pkeSgVxbh
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUFA5T1Acpv
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUEvn3BXr3P
90Please respect copyright.PENANAial85ZeqwO
90Please respect copyright.PENANAv5CKVM760g
90Please respect copyright.PENANAZhCf0FuDvD
90Please respect copyright.PENANAOrePLlCFYy
90Please respect copyright.PENANAjXxgruJyH2
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbT6QfbvKmj
90Please respect copyright.PENANADWzuCJ5DWW
90Please respect copyright.PENANAMaFTpBgpYd
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUbb3ULrYJy
90Please respect copyright.PENANAVpZ2Ro0gWS
90Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Mq3jaUhS
90Please respect copyright.PENANAWw9hSCjDl0
90Please respect copyright.PENANAThmdnq3BEU
90Please respect copyright.PENANAJof9R6tDTG
90Please respect copyright.PENANAvF3nKpp1r1
90Please respect copyright.PENANADdWhXxUwvy
90Please respect copyright.PENANAlg7JFBt33O
90Please respect copyright.PENANAiTlUaCnmuK
90Please respect copyright.PENANAWJctIFvpGf
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdGFrrNW9sO
90Please respect copyright.PENANACFr0IsIQiD
90Please respect copyright.PENANAgpIgtoSvtt
90Please respect copyright.PENANAk4BEAuQNdq
90Please respect copyright.PENANASay5790Zhy
90Please respect copyright.PENANAkItutCqAYi
90Please respect copyright.PENANABrRFSJzRLJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqfrHMh1Aeh
90Please respect copyright.PENANALTq4UrjaSM
90Please respect copyright.PENANAjW8TuciwmQ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmyR1fLito0
90Please respect copyright.PENANAIpXQ3ENerv
90Please respect copyright.PENANArFXTOzjuBw
90Please respect copyright.PENANADacKXgr4vb
90Please respect copyright.PENANA9aeeGMV0FN
90Please respect copyright.PENANAqIosCrWsXU
90Please respect copyright.PENANAZjYf0svfoT
90Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sl8ihgKRc
90Please respect copyright.PENANA9H9PHucifH
90Please respect copyright.PENANAu5N7rycpsz
90Please respect copyright.PENANAt9k1I4bYPu
90Please respect copyright.PENANACsrkiNp3Lm
90Please respect copyright.PENANA40cBE62VXd
90Please respect copyright.PENANApEeV7uUsw5
90Please respect copyright.PENANAvMLxkGEQ4z
90Please respect copyright.PENANAc6loiaGavB
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbCwdBNiLHJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmRSvKYt5Dp
90Please respect copyright.PENANAS3HIoSO0S0
90Please respect copyright.PENANAlNjebZs9UJ
90Please respect copyright.PENANA2Tufia1imZ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAakOelUHyEp
90Please respect copyright.PENANAWgdI6JVkj6
90Please respect copyright.PENANAF5Ms2Kq0oO
90Please respect copyright.PENANADDgSRBQn3J
90Please respect copyright.PENANAGPB3pbyByz
90Please respect copyright.PENANABjySIfBw5w
ns3.138.36.87da2