Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrmOxRbcpP
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxVDSU7MB8
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69FK8oT2us
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXKceeyFIJ
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vrGVScdzZ
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwqZJ7mFc1
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ve64ybpdt
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWPnWyhAcg
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rs65AoHqC
Fake.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEJJ7EUGET
Not myself.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcliUnMbX4C
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXe7NsFCVD
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiLXAKb2PW
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwjUWLGv6m
Help me, Ray! Help me!869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hMA9LFYlY
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArpD6KcxVA
Voice mail.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAms22ks0c
I try again.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSuvMna95z
No answer.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87RQh1oYHj
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFduUcjfOV8
I can't. I must stay strong.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCCR4f0ies
My tears come faster.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm8FMgx8s8
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpadnv5A1yt
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzclaE7ss2Z
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXdffhiCb4
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UKNfJNcb8
Is it really that high?869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cTy8hch8p
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKw8rg068A
I must move… I need to move.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u3re39NOY
I eye the door.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofNMbgsFI4
I will myself to sit up.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva7yDPc51X
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbqTPNLEMd
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1zujK523Z
I focus on the door.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTAUe1YQod
I crawl forward.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtO7Zej5G3H
I need to get there.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw8Pe9QURl
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKb2Kj6FTa
My legs are wobbly, broken.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoufLrpuwhs
Just a few more feet…869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgamAzw9gQi
I reach out my hand and take another step-869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n8qMzCZr8
and collapse to the ground.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc62fMCp3b
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtlXzFVA0v
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgIeOQsNp8
I suck in a breath.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlRap2FnJ3
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPZcsrRGI0
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kAUjvsFhO
Just once.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDbNNIkJ4h
"Promise me."869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64E26blba2
"I promise, Ray."869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl1kN9P9Ox
No, I can't. I promised him.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi0cKiqhB7
But it'll feel so good…869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXHhHo2Bg9
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB2rgbQdgP
It'll be quick. Just one cut.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspIgAaqGKd
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeOWW1OBmp
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvm0YXsPDU
Anytime, now…869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaluW9E0DZ
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRKmhDQlsN
Is it raining?869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzNxoaAtct
No, that’s impossible.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGO2l44gCD
I can't see.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkzFJmaAmH
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix0M509qIx
I can't breathe.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7CZ6Q1V2e
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvDe2Gd6rW
What's poking my leg…?869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw4Saoqv5t
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13UZ1YB3dA
How did it get there?869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4K6Ns1U8X
I take it and hold it closely to myself.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1m9kPvekx
How can something so evil look so beautiful?869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4URFTQ365r
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpN0u36plq
So cold.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2eaLzeuPb
I press down and drive it across my skin.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeAZngZVNf
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAs89W5TLW
I take another breath.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4v0rWuEZL
Another.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdDWPgllWh
My breathing comes harder, faster.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LA0knVr7n
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwcw4jELb7
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp7gFmHdnh
I shut my eyes tightly.869Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjufc3HUG9D
I should not have done that.
Penana
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