I was so desperate.That was all I can say because I didn't have much options to choose and make a better way to live my life.Sometimes couldnt stop thinking how my life would be when I didn't make bad choices.Whatever,I know it started dark.Let me take you all back where we stopped.
He was driving me fucking crazy.That asshole went away after he messed with my mind.I was completely alone so after that I tried to find my girls.They were playing truth or dare in the middle of the crowd and asked me to join them but I refused it because hadn't that courage to play.Whenever Melissa answered the questions,she was looking to Jake and of course I realized it.From the influence of alcohol, people were laughing, yelling and fighting at the same time.This situation was very uncomfortable for me because I always preferred to be alone.Living in my own head sounded healthier than being in this crowd.While I was thinking,Ari asked me some questions.
"Hey are you there?" said Ari.
"Yes,I was just whatever"
"Okay then it's your turn now.Truth or dare?"
"Ari I'm not playing.You guys just keep playing without me" 404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf7meAkfFu
Her face had become sad because I didn't want to play, but I wasn't really in my mood.She tried so hard to involve me in the game that it was impossible to refuse anymore.
"Okay then I'm going with truth" I said.
"Someone's secret will be revealed." said Matt with a big laugh.
It wasn't that funny stupid.
I said "I don't have secrets"
"Everyone does" said Jake.
If he didn't say anything, he couldn't bear it.I just wanted to punch him in the face.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2yVeul8s3
"Well,I dont" I said.
"Now tell me Love.There is a big gossip that you love Arthur.Is that true?"
Okay here we go.I have to tell you everything about Arthur guys.But we still have time so just wait a little more.
"I don't love him."
"Then why is there a gossip about you and him?" said Melissa.
"Because people like gossip"
"This answer is not enough" said Lila.
Come on Lisa,dont you do it.
"I don't have to prove.That's all I say, there is nothing between Arthur and me."
I looked at Jake's face,he looked a little bit curious.So we can say that our asshole likes gossip.Well I'm not surprised,I guessed it before.
"Now it's your turn Melissa.Truth or dare?" said Matt.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvRqA8zOus
"Of course dare." she said while she was smiling.
Everyone started yelling and whistling like it was a big thing.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0c3jMsjoJ
"I dare you to kiss me." said Matt.
Wow,I didn't expect that.Actually everyone at the school knew that Matt's love for Melissa but in front of everyone,come on dude that was a little bit sad.I was excitedly waiting for what would happen but I knew that Melissa wouldn't do anything like that because she had no feelings for Matt.But at a moment when I hadn't expected, Melissa got up and suddenly clung to Matt's lip.Everyone was shocked, including me, but later I realized why she did this.The only reason for this was that Melissa wanted to make Jake jealous.After noticing this, I immediately looked at Jake's face, but he was dealing with his phone at that time and was not interested at all.Melisa also noticed what I noticed and her face was unhappy after that.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4304bBAQKT
She stood up,and "Everyone go home.Party is over" said.While people were leaving the house, we were alone with the girls and went up to the Melissa's room.
"Jake doesn't like me"
"Don't think like that.It's too soon" said Ari.
"Yes,she is right Melissa.You guys didn't even talk alone." I said.
"I agree with Love" said Lila.
"No you dont understand.He doesn't seem happy when he sees me."
Well,she was right about this.
"Melissa, I'm not going to let you think about this boy all night okay? We all are here right now and have fucking drinks.We're gonna do our girly party and have fun as hell.No time to think about boys" said Ari and laughed like crazy.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx2Q3VFbY4
I love this girl.
After drinking five or six glasses of vodka,we were all drunk,laughing,saying stupid stuffs but most important thing was,we were happy together.
When the sharp light of the sun hit my eye, I had a severe pain in my head.At that moment I swore at myself for drinking so much alcohol again because I couldn't stand this shitty headache.When I looked at the clock, I immediately jumped out of the bed and woke the girls up because we were late for the school.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBWbKgwXCO
I yelled "GET UP GIRLS WE ARE LATE" like a crazy.
"Just give me 5 minutes" said Ari.
"You know that 5 minutes will be an hour Ari.Get your ass out of the bed."
After they all woke up, we were prepared for school and headed for the road.As soon as we arrived at the school, we ran towards the class and scared when we clicked on the door of the class.It was Mr.Barley's lesson so we were all fucked up.When we entered the classroom, my eyes met with Jake.He was looking at me so deep that I didn't even get the point why.
I could feel his eyes on me even while sitting in my desk.I turned around and looked at him if he was looking at me.Yes he was.I was right,his eyes were on me.I could never understand the reactions and feelings of him because he was treating me like he was sometimes very interested, sometimes like I wasn't there.It was awkward.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zzOrS0Yn8
When the break bell rang, I quickly left the classroom and walked to the toilet but then someone grabbed my arm and took me to the back of the toilet.I tried yelling but it didn't work out.I turned around to defend myself and immediately tried to punch the person who got me here.He was Jake and I just didn't know what to do.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhzFKpn6r7
"What the hell are you doing?"
"Did I scare you?" he said.
"Of course not.It's just you didn't have to do this.You could've come to me and say that you wanna talk with me."
"You are right.I was just,I don't know."
"So why are we here?"
"Never mind I'll go."
I grabbed his arm and turned it towards me.
"You can't go like this.What's going on?"
"Nothing."
"Jake,tell me"
"Who is Arthur,Love"
The question he asked me made it difficult for me to react, and it was even strange to remember.
I said "It's non of your business" and then left him there.
Now you will see what it is like to ignore asshole.404Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyshQ4VldQF
