Do you ever want to cry, but can't?542Please respect copyright.PENANAGm5NMoorC0
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam542Please respect copyright.PENANAtAGZyi3XT4
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.542Please respect copyright.PENANAEv0Ziz2XeJ
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,542Please respect copyright.PENANA6f2RA6C26y
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,542Please respect copyright.PENANAj0oro8oAy4
Why does it hurt like this?542Please respect copyright.PENANA6YGFuDSyam
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...542Please respect copyright.PENANArWudohx8lP
So...542Please respect copyright.PENANAJmFUDliWH2
So why can't you?542Please respect copyright.PENANABY1gvJQBDG
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,542Please respect copyright.PENANAle06LFFEyO
Your only company is the silence that follows.542Please respect copyright.PENANAdZX9aX7aNE
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.542Please respect copyright.PENANAWYl9mHQVu7
You dig.542Please respect copyright.PENANARQPTIsENZv
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,542Please respect copyright.PENANACkZD07hEdh
Deeper, deeper,542Please respect copyright.PENANAum4qX9oUni
There has to be something.542Please respect copyright.PENANALiIkUv5I56
Deeper, deeper,542Please respect copyright.PENANA8QklhMsFnI
Something that just didn't click.542Please respect copyright.PENANAepGD49NtCM
Deeper, deeper,542Please respect copyright.PENANAgu0ZSh4Lka
What else is there?542Please respect copyright.PENANA3nYoT14Jt5
Deeper, deeper,542Please respect copyright.PENANAmkpc0XNgNc
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?542Please respect copyright.PENANAuPPx57RNwj
Deeper, deeper,542Please respect copyright.PENANA25w4IYRU2s
It has to be the answer!542Please respect copyright.PENANAymHQLiLzwL
Deeper, deepest.542Please respect copyright.PENANA7b3nwDwHEz
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.542Please respect copyright.PENANAY1UmYuWAhx
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?542Please respect copyright.PENANAgtxxTLK6eh
There's nothing.542Please respect copyright.PENANAhESv8WoUsw
It's empty!542Please respect copyright.PENANA2nPelKZiP5
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 542Please respect copyright.PENANA7MhRj9wtoc
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 542Please respect copyright.PENANAOwlFqILYve
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.542Please respect copyright.PENANApMhuVfU7F3
They never came.542Please respect copyright.PENANAGULYcoVIvR