我想活下去....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8iO663tZU
所以...好想流血.....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidxAuzL0Bv
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkbR1DZzbK
明明流多了就會死....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFkS7ACN78
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFjz8UZVxT
可是又不是....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl11C1nhim4
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWXyKgUlhD
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7NlKgoux7
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aNrTZ8IpP
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAxxx4ovXS
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutcHcJJCZy
睡在過去中一睡不醒758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnKV4MPtwx
明明心裹得清楚...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYZzj2ev32
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhE04jtaEa
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EyHrV5Ns2
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQufGKZ9iz
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCMZpIyvwQ
好討厭自己...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kKl6eAIDr
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQXafUZ8Do
自殘就像吸毒758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQqbUZMZU8
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsEPCGpfTn
既害怕又讓人不能停止758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvOXu1BKQM
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6X9kCQnUa
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxhjKOc4SU
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5XEBvhXbL
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFk31e8fKU
想死又想活下去758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoGH3iQ0MS
想流血但不想受傷...758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGiabGYbLl
怕痛但沒感覺....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXXQO4prcd
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIyWdOmiuu
血流多少也不夠....758Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b5MjHBpwF
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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