母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOU6TI8Um6
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92KKwp7SaA
我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdc7awipLR
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph1Xa1NeZP
」
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自白 :
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「58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtri2oCXph
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbvMGw5W9K
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqP5qMVpS8o
」
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年幼時媽媽說過：58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOktsBPJkiR
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「58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOn4BeGRp3
如果很痛，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXOBwyGvWr
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7wCRjIH8v
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlw4j89LZb
」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV2k3u4D2D
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ccjQrepP
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygCYP1wfph
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl0IjaCXSr
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRapmSCnM2r
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQV5Z3mX1a
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdL8ADZK3X
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNNPaM8KBp
「因為我們是家人。」58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPzxYvV7mt
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumlLq2NWLc
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvc3Qwfg4k
是什麼樣的母親，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuJp7zFbPu
於孩子的撒嬌下，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknK7IDyjz0
於貧困、於匱乏，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtLSJTNzau
58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE3gqiBScs
將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4DwYdGK7m
作為玩具獎勵給子女。58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcYubH7YMB
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJK1R3S4QC
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf71BfH5Jhc
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrsIe2VvgP
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、58Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafmd9ZaqNH
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
