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No Plagiarism!cw1YDTs6OWo2K2gzFArpposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection31PENANAoMSAPfHisV 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection31PENANAb6HVHXaRwA 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAlV9DO1E2XN 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection31PENANAjloywKTolZ 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection31PENANAhdbWe53BdI 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection31PENANAu53CYFkXZq 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection31PENANAy7tPhT7lbg 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection31PENANAr4cTt9rCZW 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection31PENANA8StifnVqrP 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection31PENANAQgWAAqNPaS 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection31PENANApF4QeR44kE 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection31PENANAqlmjU8KDCq 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection31PENANAdsRmizGDEd 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection31PENANA63d5sZ6k6j 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection31PENANAKgbCO7T95A 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection31PENANAcxKousJyZT 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection31PENANAm7rdI09EKC 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection31PENANAmlgqct6MMm 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection31PENANAjVBYCU1oou 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection31PENANAFpLL6LpKhT 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection31PENANA3CvRSY1mo5 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection31PENANAGHmBzsH5Ju 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection31PENANAgmqYpRwKMe 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection31PENANAQR0FddDqHm 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection31PENANA3pCoefobfZ 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvlV1Lru7hm 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvs4SyEvs7C 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection31PENANAHSFqp4jP96 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection31PENANARVC6Wiu9Np 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection31PENANA85RMfqeSRJ 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection31PENANAYdn3sADpPj 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection31PENANAp4RGDUrAaD 維尼
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection31PENANAV6g9n0l31N 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAkkhDsbtPj8 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection31PENANA437wVqZ00N 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection31PENANADxpD9O5Rnw 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection31PENANAIvRagfFRCO 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection31PENANAqbN16sbRVp 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection31PENANAH2A2VS5NzM 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection31PENANAWgc8aOBuqg 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvFw8HEVdIM 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection31PENANAYG68piI9wr 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection31PENANAsUNLsHX0jf 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection31PENANA19F2tY3zTY 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection31PENANA36TLcneuV0 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection31PENANA5jg8SvNFF2 維尼
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection31PENANAamIriGqltr 維尼
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection31PENANA5GWTbxjZRv 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection31PENANAsvLh6Eb5tK 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection31PENANAAFHXqHMNaY 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection31PENANAALnmVcYAyZ 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection31PENANA0anF6vYV2h 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection31PENANAmW6EibM7yK 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection31PENANA1vSPR6jId0 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection31PENANA7sFXpI7dFh 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection31PENANAj5zKDzdRAI 維尼
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection31PENANAupNI3Eog4Y 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection31PENANAFtJF0dTUlb 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection31PENANAP1NmNIGki3 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection31PENANAyuo4gNzA59 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection31PENANAuGX8L5iq0p 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection31PENANAssUdnajcOB 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection31PENANAigRnKFz1IU 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection31PENANAwP4ifskxFx 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection31PENANAbJXJoP1sVW 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection31PENANA8K0vmTWQUe 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection31PENANAutau4chHQF 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection31PENANAEBOlxpdSQv 維尼
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蛤?8964 copyright protection31PENANAWivYFzdA0j 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection31PENANAhLHIv9gpOX 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection31PENANApMFBXlfQir 維尼
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「我哪會!」8964 copyright protection31PENANAJXqfc4e9nA 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection31PENANAkeAni9anMI 維尼
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「那是因為......」8964 copyright protection31PENANAKmTMBFQIXV 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection31PENANApOePCW6A1X 維尼
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「!」8964 copyright protection31PENANAbZAS85PzHG 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection31PENANAV3LHokexgG 維尼
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「你以為我認識你多久了?」8964 copyright protection31PENANAUeY1puYqrS 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection31PENANAzQIKIdDAMs 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection31PENANAgQkHqxFeVa 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection31PENANAo49NvA2Om6 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection31PENANABsLjRVYDwC 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection31PENANA6e6SN9x1MO 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection31PENANAXAySuP7oZN 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection31PENANA40qiIGukJo 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection31PENANAsV7NgIlp5H 維尼
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection31PENANAp2dKznEb3U 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection31PENANAUXXQpJA5q3 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection31PENANAGbH5vyoV7k 維尼
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35Please respect copyright.PENANA4S7CE8tekO
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我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection31PENANAAghW5UaLCQ 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAMqHRORsPrV
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這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection31PENANA0WxGDcAqKQ 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAJsY3zhyncs
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雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection31PENANACRJNHr9vDG 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANABgSveRmwTH
8964 copyright protection31PENANAwQMQ7UO64Q 維尼
我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection31PENANAp7SR1XFmeh 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAHRmrhFkipb
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35Please respect copyright.PENANANRpDk3Vbhn
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離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAddFlEAsf7u 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPDuHjIdk
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我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection31PENANA2gA7HldSiZ 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAiFBTttZTSW
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由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection31PENANA2IxR5ZyY27 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAGumG1VapBE
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原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection31PENANAwtkphEobv9 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA7r7cZtwiiE
8964 copyright protection31PENANAWu9cQsIJjk 維尼
她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection31PENANAzXlx8jVkz1 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAAx2YwY7tML
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAAZydwHrNDu
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「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection31PENANAYMEznoLAxd 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA5q7wNwiqvx
8964 copyright protection31PENANA8ssTKIhCOb 維尼
她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection31PENANA6ATBsYwIhL 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANADu5vp7ahUd
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAwblFuBZ5RI
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我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvkE1y6tJp7 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAaGqMlrVeqB
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國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection31PENANAySVsrCs5X8 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANACtcYrKzMm2
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後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection31PENANAEsv1COJusO 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAB0mRWjCMPa
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原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection31PENANAzVNVOf04RF 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA1C8cYgLyir
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAtPPyNChAyG
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我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection31PENANArJ04DaKW6w 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAs2FSVlavc3
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母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection31PENANAHx6n4EQgNo 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAydeUD19ABt
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只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection31PENANAO9tsVO30RL 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA9W1cX8EuEE
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她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection31PENANAqiuh9fCByL 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Lcvzu8dc
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她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection31PENANA2udKgDFHmv 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANATZE7zHhOh3
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雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection31PENANA8disTaI5XZ 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA3FxHc9lSxy
8964 copyright protection31PENANAr9l28cBqbF 維尼
我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection31PENANAwObRJx7QTG 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAk5c2eWSOXi
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection31PENANAoDJNcpK0kX 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA8T1mYujEYf
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那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection31PENANAoNnqtt4jou 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAQDQYYKlos0
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母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection31PENANAK5IilSqi30 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA66FBHHatLn
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見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection31PENANA09yZFOLKt3 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA3hziFraAxL
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這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection31PENANAqMn4Y6PZdT 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAKd2GpjnJf0
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35Please respect copyright.PENANA3pn8E1zMk9
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高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection31PENANA2pvA00wqQC 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA90p2pwmeNY
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說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection31PENANAm0lshkrMUc 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAuD64WCnaWQ
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我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection31PENANAQ6U8lhCPh1 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAyMFGrovtPd
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我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvxg1NUJRFh 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAhtieCKMpEf
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害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection31PENANAuC5npUuwyR 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAFNWhz5SIct
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害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection31PENANAg8yU1XZooT 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANApCCGrwczUq
8964 copyright protection31PENANA3yS3cTfLNO 維尼
不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection31PENANAvUMJC9ELXA 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAqPvwWlTjyA
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在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection31PENANAAqPtBJ4pxb 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAOahEyeM5yb
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只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection31PENANAwwReP0mhgo 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAdUG8t2JcF4
8964 copyright protection31PENANAbnOyKueuZT 維尼
她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection31PENANAzAraY9Z5OW 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANARNJa6IyADR
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection31PENANAVqyRtXwOSe 維尼
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection31PENANAKTMZX4fCy5 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA24T9MZxt8i
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35Please respect copyright.PENANA5wIF5Gwuwk
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母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection31PENANAcUI50sodvr 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANApkiF0qQrkx
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她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection31PENANA93MmZXuIXT 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAuhsUZ1zBz3
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她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection31PENANAN7RySNVFYB 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAzenH1rX5Wz
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她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection31PENANAWZiNEEMw0z 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAIJdeHhpMwQ
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35Please respect copyright.PENANA4j2GLAHv4B
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection31PENANARPVbMxyqYA 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAxtiuuW7Wxy
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結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection31PENANANv0wb4JUNp 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAclD5bFVqBU
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我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection31PENANAJTw7YVrDGt 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANACykW4hzbm5
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection31PENANAtwFHNtMJVD 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAxPAE1e4F0b
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直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAbM6cKyAMIM 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAXdkWWIVhuX
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母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection31PENANAicTGVEYWhk 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAOe5pU7mBoh
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看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection31PENANAeqRn2Q1t2Z 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAgF7p4v9PrX
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她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection31PENANAC4f20Oy1hh 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANACzGouIfHQs
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或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection31PENANAMoadMddFls 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA5e5doeB71C
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我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection31PENANAtEHg7p3t3s 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5Vx53g2EV
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只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection31PENANAz7AN0410s4 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA2KSXiq7G7L
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection31PENANAJgMSV7gvtf 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAwwnJmjtpHq
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAfM2Jw5AFue
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection31PENANA24ESXFExXa 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAdinTMiufsV
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放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection31PENANASdXXKDzdca 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAlEsVG0Zh11
8964 copyright protection31PENANAgjP8YVnH0v 維尼
偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection31PENANAfhsH2vuc3K 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAKrqG6DaCmq
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她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection31PENANAHZKnKR93nM 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANArRfxI3AntX
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAllStzmFzaH
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多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection31PENANAts0rfHuMCV 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAkiBwWLmGd6
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我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection31PENANA5rwGdnJszI 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA3GogEADCmx
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我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection31PENANAqFmyVKvcrV 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAFkXj9abgmq
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學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection31PENANAKBlTj791ZI 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAxloVkFSm38
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台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection31PENANApLnqap6kdn 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAZd51prp4tY
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於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection31PENANAIQ7d4zOgnx 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAsB4nDQem0l
8964 copyright protection31PENANAZ7sD4yynGp 維尼
我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection31PENANAUYm4LQdJ23 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAHyPmxUYfKT
8964 copyright protection31PENANAuNF8Apr8hm 維尼
而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection31PENANAcGy3f0Ymc5 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAHFTO7KrQL5
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAApWuOQEB9i
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每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection31PENANAykg6S3WAMr 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAx5FkTQyLiN
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我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection31PENANA8ZAJQPRVpV 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA7jtdxh3Lzg
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一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection31PENANA4pMrLITQM7 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANADAreYcTTVF
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明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection31PENANAdhjJbvYabO 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAwJvN1VslPl
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或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection31PENANAa4JE0dCcfO 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANARJQTWQZGvr
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我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection31PENANAq4FukaW0am 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAyyGQTK7Nh1
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAe9FSZL7T30
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至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection31PENANAmLE1qCyrTu 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8lUeQbPRq
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其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection31PENANAo1wERFdmAh 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAGyAFZBetLC
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幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection31PENANALdWGY6muFl 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA3RwxjxzXTu
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對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection31PENANA4KY0F43ENT 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANASf329Fl0yJ
8964 copyright protection31PENANAYU0TR5KW8E 維尼
從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection31PENANAnADnOI1mAP 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ4CY8YpUb
8964 copyright protection31PENANAH72hRC9mu2 維尼
我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection31PENANARxvY7GIAll 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAuFdrCuZJMB
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不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection31PENANAtBFytM1lz0 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANA2inEnLmLj9
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我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection31PENANA1FD5uJVW7y 維尼
35Please respect copyright.PENANAeLUBO47AK1
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAulccuVXm9Q
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAKGvSLvdGZo
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35Please respect copyright.PENANAInU3Z8w6gj
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