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He often ends up seeing the world in a very different and frightening way, and at the time he’s having these delusions he really believes them. He can still get very distressed by it all, but these days living with schizophrenia is easier than it was when he was first ill. The chronic brain disorder (with symptoms that may include delusions, hallucinations, trouble with thinking and concentration, and a lack of motivation) caused him to experience highly disturbing, idiosyncratic, or peculiar, beliefs and worked his way through 29 different antidepressants, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers and anxiolytics. 443Please respect copyright.PENANAgJBsUnBag3
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He was already too deep into the chaos that he went criminally insane and began to kill and mutilate random people screaming and appearing to be absolutely crazy and barbarous. After killing around 20 to 30 people, with his parents hiding him and concealing the fact that their son needed help, he was finally captured and turned into a psychiatric ward, where they were going to attempt to help him.443Please respect copyright.PENANAYXTESjOsUV
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Help, they did, and while the voices were somewhat toned down, they found out that the boy also has a personality disorder, which was Paranoid PD. Since childhood or adolescence, he was socially withdrawn because of being suspicion, feeling victimized, and bearing grudges. This has caused significant impairment in academic, employment and social functioning. He works poorly with others (highly critical of others, yet hypersensitive to criticism of himself). The persona that the boy possessed, and the one he had been originally born with, was Abraham Kirkpatrick. He was quiet, shy, and polite. He never bothered anyone or got in their way. When they are released in the morning for breakfast and free time, he stays away from everyone, and avoids staff members.443Please respect copyright.PENANAFiz1k7dL7C
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Abraham was a messy-haired young man that stood tall at around six feet, two inches. His wavy hair was a raven black and fell over his right eye, which where a forest green. He was pale, so much so that his hair looks like ink against a white page. His lanky body and tall figure attracted a lot of the crazies in the facility like a shiny thing. He always stood like something was compressing him inwards, and hunched over with his knees bent a bit, like a scared puppy. 443Please respect copyright.PENANAi7YMDqgVBT
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A girl who was a couple years younger than him tugged on his grey oversized shirt. He turned to her, curious, and looked down to meet her eyes.443Please respect copyright.PENANA86xMk8gZmj
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“H...hullo, s-sir…” she began slowly and blinks hard.443Please respect copyright.PENANAYC7ymUwgfF
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Abraham tilted his head to the side, turning and curling his hands up to his chest, “Hm?” he asks with wide, bizarre eyes.443Please respect copyright.PENANAW9aFtCkLMQ
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“I hear the kitties again.”443Please respect copyright.PENANAoetI6D8w0f
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His head tilts further, “Th-the-” he twitches, “The kitties?”443Please respect copyright.PENANAleq4kNWDdg
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“Yes, sir…” she says, and she is trembling terribly. 443Please respect copyright.PENANA3YYAcJf5W2
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He laughs, like a cackle, eyes widening in craze, “How pitiful! How could you have heard kitties? There are none here! Think before you imagine.” he taps his temple.443Please respect copyright.PENANAfaMSw67Arm
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The girl begins crying, but it seems that she’s trying not to. She shuts her eyes and yells, “You big doo-doo head! I hope you never find happiness!” She points at him threateningly, “I curse you!” she says in a childish voice.443Please respect copyright.PENANAqj3GUP5Z4P
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What she doesn’t know is that he is reluctant to confide in others because of his unwarranted fear that the information will be used maliciously against him. He will read hidden threatening meanings into benign remarks or events, to which causes him to perceive attacks on his character or reputation that are not apparent to others. She doesn’t know that he can either quickly react angrily or counterattack against her. 443Please respect copyright.PENANAoeaukF8jW7
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Although he is smart, he has a very short temper, and the people around him are very cautious, as well as the hesitant staff members. Abraham takes notice of this, and tries his best to remain calm, but he pushes her chest back, as the girl is uncomfortably close, and wears an expression that is dangerously hostile and menacing. She cowers as his eyes erode into something dark and treacherous. 443Please respect copyright.PENANA4hkGRYGe8P
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“Listen, miss, if I want shit from you, I'll squeeze your head.” He states, voice growing darker and darker with dangerous anticipation.443Please respect copyright.PENANAV7oKa3e4D3
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The girl’s cowering lead her to believe that this man was a god, with the way he was inevitably persuasive. She took his hand, but flinched when he drew himself back quickly, surprised by her touch. He hunches over more, holding his wrist with the hand that wasn't in contact. He sees his hand now as contaminated, and takes a fork while accidentally knocking over some other things. He thrusts the fork into his boney hand, he stabs over and over again, causing some others in the room to get riled up and some even start screaming. 443Please respect copyright.PENANA4hWzmJAwHd
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It wasn’t enough, the itching, scratchy feeling at the back of his head and rising in his throat, it was eating at him, he needed something hard to hit against. He was shaking, trembling, almost violently. He hated to be touched, he was afraid of being touched, even. It was scary, he couldn’t anticipate what they were going to do, he didn’t like the feeling. It was scary and electrifying, which caused his paranoia and anxiety to jump up into his throat and throttle his brain until he couldn’t tell pleasure from pain. It was scarring and nauseating.443Please respect copyright.PENANAaYZ4fPiwqr
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Oh, but now those wretched murmurings like a bee buzzing beside his ear. They whisper awful things to him. The express their disappointment and state how horrible he was to that girl. They comment on his uncivilized appearance. They say how stupid he is, how ugly he looks, what a savage he is- they raise their voice at him so intently, some are screaming, some are yelling at him, they hate him! They hate his stupid ugly face! They hate his disorder! They hate him, hate him, hate him! 443Please respect copyright.PENANA1S6NHUOA70
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And so does he.ns 172.71.254.228da2