A letter to him about the feelings i have been feeling for past few months...

just a letter because i can't send this to him and i  want to write it. The feelings i  got when we were together and how he made me feel and how i felt when he left me...

share it to every him whose birthday comes on  8 sep and name starts with F. i hope this story will reach him soon

I need something.. I think.. I don't know.. I don't know

To and fro

When a sea of concrete is all you see

Trying so hard to hold on to life when you don't even know the point anymore..

I don't know why I feel things so deeply, that when I'm emotionally or mentally hurt, I literally feel the pain hurt so bad physically.. Of course science already figured it out and named it Psychogenic Pain.. Bottom line.. It's messed up..

I usually ran mostly the 500m races.. but rarely the marathons

Flame or fire, I don't even know what that was..

I never met a person like you

To say the things I wanted to say

All of the other buddies wanted the things

I don’t wanted to say

What kind of feeling and gut wanted to hold it that way?

As I said before

Honesty got way beyond everything it wants

To describe depthness and unhappiness in a happy way

The bitterness of the truth got us thinking the deep way

Turn us into the bittersweet thing we ever taste

What a gorgeous life he ever made

To himself and the cycle of people around him

What can I say

Without a full stop in the end

Put a coma instead

To continue ahead

As everyone says don’t judge a book by its cover

Except yourself

Nothing lasts forever

Since it’s has made

Changes are on the way

Gotta open the door wider

To let things in

Honesty got the most mysterious thing we ever felt

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anyways headcanonas for my ocs