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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。410Please respect copyright.PENANA25FaQSo5Ay
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。410Please respect copyright.PENANAdDHAcZ409K
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生,因為如此下去,必然會越來越依賴;原先只將身交付予對方,心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。410Please respect copyright.PENANAXKpsxpSymR
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何況,這種關係,多是沒有真心。410Please respect copyright.PENANAIHXeU8nNgd
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有真心的話,除了兩情雙悅,否則只得一方沉淪,沒有人能進行救援,吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛,是必然的結局。410Please respect copyright.PENANAPVIapcpxho
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有性無愛,是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。410Please respect copyright.PENANAu7q6fQ2Xvu
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛,甚至對她無愛。410Please respect copyright.PENANA414DbxZi1t
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年,他們是小學同學。當時,他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。410Please respect copyright.PENANA9ti3PG6pJf
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但她沒有助攻,只和他說:「佢鍾意班長!唔鍾意你,死心啦。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAqURkHYI0e2
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而伊嵐,已經喜歡阿行十二年了。410Please respect copyright.PENANAwOeOJR7NB5
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓,然後拍了拍手,行去上課。410Please respect copyright.PENANArG0Iks4ml9
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這個學期,他大部分課堂都回復面授形式;他便悠閒地在日光下,慢慢走上山。410Please respect copyright.PENANAx4ooArTQyh
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校,便不想乘校巴,行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光;太陽並不猛烈,反而有些綿密的溫柔,這於她是好天氣。410Please respect copyright.PENANA7J6EdzLfD3
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然後,阿行看見了青青,或者說,他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。410Please respect copyright.PENANAwovV3cmZbV
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。410Please respect copyright.PENANAcKkFKrEow4
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為,也許她並不願與他再接觸;然後就是,他的自尊心也輕微受創。410Please respect copyright.PENANAp2AnRgkteq
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無論當晚聊得多麼好,下次見面都不知應否打招呼。410Please respect copyright.PENANAb7dQKXg2jM
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二人的路程一模一樣。410Please respect copyright.PENANAxCBAOBYpa7
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》:410Please respect copyright.PENANADxAPMcwBH7
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大概一起了相擁過未算好410Please respect copyright.PENANAzjGNCtiqAZ
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖410Please respect copyright.PENANASWwS81N7aq
能生出愛情410Please respect copyright.PENANA2gxCNs5RmA
問我應不應去禱告410Please respect copyright.PENANAqMxgTFgh2t
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……410Please respect copyright.PENANATtGbEif0ak
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青青終於看到阿行:「Hi?」410Please respect copyright.PENANAtRm1mDJMNH
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他沒有說,自己一早已經看見她:「真係再見添。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAG6wOE2aTqM
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「咁啱嘅,」她有些愕然地笑一笑:「我嚟上堂呀。」410Please respect copyright.PENANA3e9fPQgP9t
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「我都係。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAt5R44X7LsN
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他們靜默,再沒有話聊,卻一直行到同一個課室;然後停一停,他首先打開門,和她一同內進,成為鄰座。410Please respect copyright.PENANASvr3Ne1Bjv
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛?同一班?」她驚訝。410Please respect copyright.PENANAiAmmIG510G
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她覺得有點邪,多疑的她不相信如此,這事說給誰聽,都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。410Please respect copyright.PENANA2sHbZ5QNXC
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會不會真的太巧合了?410Please respect copyright.PENANAQA40FpxN29
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於他更甚,線上線下,已經遇見了她三次;「三」是「幾」的程度,算不算多?410Please respect copyright.PENANAxipw89jdgt
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下一秒,他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友?見多幾次就幻想咁多。410Please respect copyright.PENANASmLJr9Zl0z
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告,更着重個人思考和成長。410Please respect copyright.PENANAmubSjyyfQ6
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老師說:「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識?所以,都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈,然後,畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAYUa04OSFr6
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阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。410Please respect copyright.PENANAf1nuhJ4p1y
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他們傾偈。410Please respect copyright.PENANApyrGrNvw4C
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「有冇覺得可以見返我?」他以調情的口吻說,但很像在扮演另一個人。410Please respect copyright.PENANAYc7kE15z1L
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「咩料呀你?你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。410Please respect copyright.PENANAfr5EDSiFsD
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她有覺得能夠再遇他,香港不大,就讀同一間學校更易見面,只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。410Please respect copyright.PENANAewGijgIrMj
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「如果我話,嗰日之日我有啲唔開心,你會唔會覺得我小氣?」他刻意皺了皺眉。410Please respect copyright.PENANAEiyQ28B4TR
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「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠:「但係都小氣。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAnxrfE6QRwt
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「點解reg呢個course?」410Please respect copyright.PENANA9GR0oMmCxA
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢,我係學術垃圾,做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」410Please respect copyright.PENANA2k9XAT7W17
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「哦,有人想逃避。」他揶揄她,又說:「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAsMfg76Vy0b
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今天,他們是鄰座,和前晚的對面位不同,現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉,試圖記得她的臉部細節,等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。410Please respect copyright.PENANA4eJ49NvJfH
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「使唔使傾啲認真話題?」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法,並且越講越激昂。410Please respect copyright.PENANA6bVWqh3kNF
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「你問。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ7dTr4tbc
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「啊——」她突然想到:「你有冇住hall?」410Please respect copyright.PENANAXSzEV9H8ir
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她還是不想問太內在的東西,人與人之間,有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處,真心地。410Please respect copyright.PENANAZtZHDrNzAh
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「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉,答:「有。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAfciOHUm7Fu
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「係點㗎?」她沒有住過宿舍,十分好奇,雖然聽過雅君的故事,然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。410Please respect copyright.PENANALiyv5AtEW9
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「好嘈,半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAqueTYeVoxO
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit?」410Please respect copyright.PENANAIu2NGb7lGU
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「咩問題嚟……」他答:「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫,男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住?點解?」410Please respect copyright.PENANACkxLJvt5rA
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「係啊,因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見,同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅,宿費又貴。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAFjxTyb2v3A
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青青說出很現實的答案,完全活在資本社會的她,無法參與社會學的高尚討論。410Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5ebXMhXDq
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」,而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」,恐怕大家都會不快。410Please respect copyright.PENANAuTMy4C6kq2
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阿行點點頭,看一看青青的眉,發現她修了眉,立即整齊了許多。410Please respect copyright.PENANAkFN19WYUyH
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他畫了她:眉眼清晰,身材肥胖。410Please respect copyright.PENANAgJOWFIQ6uV
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她馬上不滿:「喂,雖然我唔瘦,但都唔係呢個程度。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAIRL2ojDJBE
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阿行解釋:「Tinder肥仔聰。」410Please respect copyright.PENANA3qW82t9se5
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信,如果有人面對面說她胖,玻璃心將會盡碎。410Please respect copyright.PENANA3vXlbu0yVr
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔,十分粗大,卻沒有他皮膚白;又時常叫她不要攤坐,不然會越來越肥,現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。410Please respect copyright.PENANAuiKhrpVq0X
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒,認為她堅強又大方。410Please respect copyright.PENANAfyJkyZcHZc
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父親沒有惡意,但她聽得很認真。410Please respect copyright.PENANAuWf5j4QJFD
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從她九歲,講到十九歲,她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。410Please respect copyright.PENANAIZg1FRycpb
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青青畫了阿行:眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。410Please respect copyright.PENANA6WdieuBfax
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阿行的眼尾微微下彎,像無辜的小狗;眼裏充滿水花,似有萬種風情訴說。410Please respect copyright.PENANAM8AIbBkjvG
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之後,老師就開始介紹這個課程,他們沒有再說話。410Please respect copyright.PENANA7zQqEECiZX
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落堂,青青起身離去,說:「拜拜,我去下一堂。」410Please respect copyright.PENANArSZ95jsn3u
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這是藉口,她只想快快到飯堂吃飯,自己一人;唯有如此,她才能自然地滿足食慾,不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂,她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞,時常覺得睏倦,沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。410Please respect copyright.PENANAMlsneMDz15
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「喂,contact呀!」阿行叫住青青。410Please respect copyright.PENANAkwXAzNAgzF
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「你會搵我傾偈?」青青昂首,抓了抓額頭。410Please respect copyright.PENANA4N8oE5iPHl
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「會啊。」他點頭。410Please respect copyright.PENANA7QHZbq8Zdg
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「不了,無啦啦傾咩偈,我哋會見㗎嘛;當面先傾,好似舒服啲。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4sHqlXU4u
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「咁如果唔會呢?」410Please respect copyright.PENANAARUyO6BubA
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「咁攞嚟做咩?」她理直氣壯。410Please respect copyright.PENANAWlYgS2lrLj
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「你反口!」他感覺又被她擺了一道,卻沒有生氣。410Please respect copyright.PENANAgDSBRLcW8X
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她不理,側一側頭,揮手:「下堂見啦,同學仔。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAlppHkI5xBJ
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青青對阿行有些好感,但是,她不想無故與他聯絡,就算他有話題。410Please respect copyright.PENANAdVNOEbvOiz
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因為二人並不相熟,無事無幹,又豈會私下聊天;如果會,意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心?應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人,而且心胸狹窄。410Please respect copyright.PENANAdG42MO182F
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她突然發現,自己口中常說的戀愛渴望,其實並不大。410Please respect copyright.PENANAIA5J0sMoTU
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她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈,但不想承擔責任。410Please respect copyright.PENANAY9JsRnLVHb
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愛人與被愛,都是很害怕的事——410Please respect copyright.PENANAm8KkBlotQv
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事,但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻410Please respect copyright.PENANAZpNCQTPKyR
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何況,她感覺到,他對她也有好感。410Please respect copyright.PENANAKBQ3GfojJe
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阿行心癢。410Please respect copyright.PENANADkSgiaMMpS
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快,但回歸自身人際網絡圈,他總能哄得身邊人高高興興,大家都親近他。410Please respect copyright.PENANAbAi2Hp1ghV
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青青的反應,令他始料不及。410Please respect copyright.PENANAVR0SwfewPh
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最重要的是,很快,他便在飯堂看到她,她根本沒有趕去上課,而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪,眼睛不再靈動,只是放空地睜着。410Please respect copyright.PENANAu4HVlliiyj
她欺騙了他,為什麼?是他做了不好的事嗎?410Please respect copyright.PENANAAgcpfgUteU
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式,但神態多是冷漠,唯有面對人時,才有人氣。410Please respect copyright.PENANA7aDCyl0cup
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他在離她遠遠的位置,也吃着飯,然後離去。410Please respect copyright.PENANAdjVbhGRIjg
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下午,阿行離開學校前,都會去摸一下附近的小貓。410Please respect copyright.PENANAHGZ2BdUjBO
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑,便看見青青;她正蹲下來,靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。410Please respect copyright.PENANATjrDF8jbMs
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「呿!」他用力拍她的肩。410Please respect copyright.PENANAL0xlwl8VyY
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起,瞪一瞪他:「幼稚鬼。」410Please respect copyright.PENANAGtgbgVzAqt
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他告訴她,牠的名字是Gri。410Please respect copyright.PENANAecgRLOrr3o